Moonlight Suicide
December 26th 2005
Moonlight on your face
Stars in your eyes
My heart is dying deep inside
I wanna let you free
But I can't seem to see
Why you make me feel your embrace
Moonlight hides our fears
Stars cover the sky in a blanket of sneers
Moonlight suicide is invisioned
My heart beating, it's imprisoned
I wanna see the world
I want to be all that I am
Next to nothing, lost with pain
Shivering from the trembles of your touch
I wanna be the man who takes your hand
Moonlight hides our fears
Stars cover the sky in a blanket of sneers
Moonlight suicide is invisioned
My heart beating, it's imprisoned
Spinning in a cirlce of emptyness
Watching time fly as I become heartless
Seeing you smile kills me now
So leave me be and set yourself free
The moonlight can't save me
Moonlight hides our fears
Stars cover the sky in a blanket of sneers
Moonlight suicide is invisioned
My heart beating, it's imprisoned
This is the last song I wrote, and I wrote it for someone. Nearly 4 years later, they come strolling back into my life. Surprised I've changed and betetr myself and my life, they wish to see me and hang out. Nothing major of course. But why is it every time that I'm feeling good about something (serious relationship and a child on the way), something has to come and make me doubt myself and my decisions. Maybe I'm just human or think entirely too much. I'm not bailing on the person I'm with now, but I think I have the right to be thoroughly confused.