AARRGGHH!! No blind dates for me this weekend...lmao
Not even a plan to go out at all...Im sick of going to clubs and its the same stuff all the time. Half drunk idiots who think you should be impressed because of how much money they make or what they drive..
WHO CARES
I dont..I make enough money and I have a great ride. It will take more than that to impress me.
There are alot of qualities that I value in a friend...a potential BF would have to be a great friend above all. If you can be a friend you can be a lover...Im not one to sleep with someone just to have sex. Call me old fashioned if you want. ITs fine...Im cool with it.
So what will I do? On Sat I have three classes at the spa (we are changing the name to the studio lol) and then Im going to SIT home and do my nails, have a glass of red wine and put my feet up... *grin* IM getting all excited about it just thinking about it. Hey maybe Ill rent a movie!! woohoo!! lmao well if YOU work 6 days a week what would you think is fun? lol
Men are too much work right now...lol Yes there is that wall around me again. I cant help it...its just how I feel. Sure it can be lonely but Im trying not to FEEL it...
WHY am I such a loner? I dont know..there are times when I wish I could wake up with someone...I love to be kissed awake in the morning... ok TMI I know lol but I do..
BUT then again I hate to share the bathroom!!!
HAHAHAHA
damn its quite a trade off isnt it?? and I do like to sleep in on Sundays...to watch the TV I want to see...to not fall over someones stuff in my way..
(GOD SHE IS A BITCH ISNT SHE??? lmao)
I have a great friend who seems to go thru men like some girls (like me) go thru chocolate... ;) she has a new one every six months..she ends up sleeping with them...then they find out they dont like each other THAT much after all... *laugh*
what is the point of that???? lol Ok whatever!! I let other people do what they feel they need to without my judgement...
But yes Id like to be in love...who wouldnt? Id like to be loved...not to be used, played or abused..
*sigh*
someday...my prince will come *sings*
OR NOT
*shrug*
