Wedding bells in the distance ring loudly for all to hear I run to the chruch to see what the commotion is, to see what occasoin has been brought about this sunnyday.Wreaths,orchids and lillies all lined in a row upon the banisters people dressed in gowns and tuxs while others weeping tears of joy.This all seems so strange seems as if a puzzle pieces is missing I stand in the back hidden so no one can see my rags I am wearing. The bells stop and the music begins a beautiful woman unfamiliar to me appears behind open doors she looks gorgeous with a smile upon her face and a glint of happiness in her eyes she walks down the aisle to her suitor/ I am blinded by a dark shadow upon me the sunnyday suddenly turns gloomy but no one seems to notice. I move forward to get a better look at this magnificent looking angels' suitor As I get closer the day grows darker and I realize this is all wrong I recongize who she is walking towards I am speechless and invisible to all.You stand hands folded together a grin on your face you act as if this is natural as if she is the one who you truly love. My heart skips a beat and I grow weary and faint unable to stand I try to reach you to stop this madness my hand passes through you, and you feel nothing but i feel everything. I feel the love you have for this woman and see the obsession for her in your eyes.This feels so wrong I am so out of place I see my life flash before my eyes and my heart gives way
I am awoken by the thunderstrom and hear the rain hit the window pane outside threatening to come in. Tears pouring down my face while i conceal the scream built up inside me I pull the gun from underneath my pillow and raise it to my head and pull the trigger...Nothing happens the sound of the chamber turning reminds me it was not a nightmare but a horrible memory I live with day after day
