DJ DEVILISH AKA TSB AKA MAMA BEAR's blog: "LOVE VS .HATE"

I DIED ALONG TIME AGO AND MY MIND BODY AND SOUL WENT W IT WAT DO I DO NOW? UR GONE AND IM ON MY OWN U TOOK THINGS FROM ME THAT U WERE NOT ALLOWD 2 TAK YET U DID ANYWAY AND THAT NIGHTMARE HAUNTS ME NOW ITS NOT A DREAM BC IM A WAKE SUMTIMES I WONDER Y I GET OUT OF BED ANYMORE Y I HAVENT QUIT THEN I LOOK OVER AT THAT 3 YR OLD ANGEL SLEEPIN NXT 2 ME AND THE VOICE I HEAR DAILY TELLIN ME HE LOVES ME AND I C Y I GET UP AND Y IM TILL HERE SUMTIMES I WANTD Y I HAVENT END MY LIFE THEN WHEN I C MY LIL MAN AND HEAR MY LOVES VOICE I REMEMBER WAT IT MEANS 2 B STRONG AND Y I NEED 2 CARRY ON W MY LIFE B4 MY LOVE I HAD NOTHIN THEN ON MOTHERS DAY MY ANGEL RETURND 2 ME AND THEN I FOUND HIM AND HE STOLE MY HEART THESE MEN R THE REASON Y MY HEART TILL BEATS AND MY LUNGS TILL BREATHE I LOVE THEM OOOOO SO MUCH AND IF I LOST BOTH OF EM ID GO FUCKIN CRAZY

SO NOW IM WRITIN THIS BC IM SICK OF MY LIFE BUT WHEN I SEE THE  GREATEST MEN THAT I HAV IN MY LIFE IDK WAT ID DO W OUT EM I FOUND MY ANGEL MY BEST FRIEND MY SOULMATE AND I WANNA KNO IN 1 POINT IN OUR LIFES IF HE WOULD DO THE HONNORS OF MARRYIN ME AND SPENDIN THE REST OF OURS LIFES 2GETHER

I LOVE U BOYS!!!