Have you ever had those days where ur tired of everyone calling you because all they seem to be doing is bringing drama and making ur life miserable within a time span of 5 minutes???
Jesus....thats my family today..My drug retarted cousin has decided to take off this past week ago on one of her "adventures". Not only can she be certified as a fucking retard but her doing oh meth, coke and heroin doesnt help the situation. She about 10 times bigger me and imagines herself in love with ome loser ass guy...anyways my grandpa has been worried about her and wanting to know where she is. We had no idea, until she called yeserday to say she was at my parents house.
Of course she is gonna be there..she has drugs, she can share with my mom and my brother. And my dad can pretend to turn a blind eye against it all...anyways getting to the point...everyone is playing phone tag and screaming at one another
I had only fucking called to tell them that my cell phone was gonna be off till next thursday when I can afford to pay my bill. Instead im getting yelled at by my mom and my dad asking why it matters that the retard is at their house....How the fuck did I get dragged into this shit???
I have been home the past 2 days just relaxing and sleeping cause i have not been feeling good. I gotta go back to fucking work tonight and now I feel fucking miserable all over again. I have developed a fucking rash over my body from all this shit...and mad indegestion...Im wondering if they are gonna become ulcers.
This fucking family is driving me nuts with the lies, the fucking drama, the drugs....God has a real sense of humor to allow me to go through this huh?? Im so fucking tired of this shit...Im tired of being made to feel so low by everyone yet Im the first one they come to when they are in trouble or need someone to listen to....Im just fucking done...
Its gonna be great not having my cell phone cause then I dont have to talk to anybody....Im gonna literally get a week away from my family. well except my reatrted cousin, whom is supposely coming home in a lil while. She is probably gonna be so drugged out of her mind and trying to tell me about something "cool" that happened.
I cannot wait until february when i am into my own place and really away from the drama.....
this blog probably made no sense and was all over the place but i had to rant it out u know...I know there has to be someone out there who maybe feels as if i do...*sigh* I really just wanna walk away from them all, and thats sad cause they are my family but they are causing me more stress than family should...I love them with all my heart but I just cant be around them much longer or they will continue to bring me down....
I hate this shit!!!
