Turning Away
What is happening with my life
What I was trying to find
Why did I waste all this time
I am going to end these troubles tonight
But the bird has lost his way
All his friends have flown away
Some are immersed in an inane race
While the others are seeking a new place
I cannot focus my brain
I will simply watch the passing trains
The people so averse to take a breath
Happily running towards their death
I have no angel to embrace
Or the things I wish to chase
I will simply walk down that lane
Just to calm my puzzling brain
But all I find is the kids in the rain
Foolishly risking their health for no gain
Without any negative worries or shame
A predicament and a God to blame
But aren’t all the creatures the same
A basic nature before they are tame
Far before my thoughts scattered away
Before my demons lead me astray
I remember I danced in my coldest days
So the days would ever be the same
Will I ever feel that life is a game
Will I ever obtain that glistening face
A distant glimmer that I wished to chase
Now I walk down the same lane
The puzzling brain that I sustain
The reigning demons that I constrain
For a vigorous kid who once danced in that rain