To be used is never fun, but it happens wether you like it or not. Some times you are the person that is useing someone, maybe with out even relizing it. Most people go out looking for someone to use. They go in knowing what they want and once they get it there done and your left there in the cold. You can always hope for a change but you really know they are just useing you. Why fall for it though? Maybe in a way you are useing them yourself too. Probably not for the same reasons but none the less you are. Its when you come to relize that, thats all it is and nothing more. Knowing and relizing are two different things. Going in knowing its nothing is not as bad, then you relize its nothing and thats when it can hur, but just for the moment its alright, right? Well we all do thing to make our selves feel better, even if it is nothing but an allosion. But isnt that all life really is though? Just one big illution. So why not just ignore your feelings and go with the show. Cause the picture you have in your head about real life is nothing but an illusion. The only time we can ever see the true person we are is when we wake up in the morrning and look in the mirror. That is you, no matter what or who it is you are looking at. That person is real wether you like it or not. So i guess thats all i can think of right no so........... Later