Going thru the dayz as your self making others happy in the end you feel ing not happy yourself neva at peace, no matter what you do you cant seem to hide from the pain every tear and worry every heart achin day it get harder and harder you wonder to yourself if your good enuff for sumone else or you would ant to trouble anyone else with your burden, you try to move on but the black shadows seems to follow you everywhere you doing reminding you of the past you tried to left behind, i reach to my back to find the knife ive been stabbed with but its not there its all in my head my emotions got the better of me shall i cut my wrist and let sum of the pain slip away or deal with it and take it to my grave, all i know is the pain is still there i dont think it will eva leave my side it became i empty piece of me...until another day until i find my happy place to wash my trouble sins away..:-(
