chaoticbeauty's blog: "have fun looking into my mind...."

If only I really could express thoughts and feelings on here....but I don't know if everyone in cyberspace would like dealing with my nightmares....or my daydreams....I tend to think a little too deeply and loose people in the process...I forget that some just don't give a rats ass if my soul is screaming to be released from this physical prison.....and what that means......I tend to forget that I really do affect others as much as I do, and how much they affect me as well.....I forget that people don't really give a sh!t about what poisons are in our water supply, what the "energy crisis" is really doing to us....and I tend to believe that if I tell them about it they will magically start caring.......I forget to spend time on the people I need to spend time on....and I don't spend enough time with anyone, I really need to work on this one, but to all that have stuck by me and allow me to go off on my ravings know that I will always love you more than anywords could express in this lifetime....... to those entering my life welcome to the edge of the rabbit hole, and to those leaving I will see you in the next life if fate dictates........on that note, ready for a new day and new ideas, and most certainly change.......................if you are interested in where my mind takes me on it's days off, check back soon under ravings of a chaotic mind blog, up shortly...................