I WANTED TO DIE THAT NIGHT
UNDERNETH MY BATHROOM LIGHT
I SHOULD HAVE TOOK MY LIFE
WITH ONE SMALL CUT OF MY KNIFE
I SHOULD HAVE JUST LAID DOWN
TIL MY EARS HEARD NO SOUND
I SHOULD HAVE CLOSED MY EYES
UNTIL I LOST TRACK OF TIME
I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED BREATHING
THEN MY HEART WOULD STOP BEATING
I SHOULD HAVE DIED
BUT INSTEAD I JUST CRIED