i just realized something...i don't HATE kishtra. ( i don't like her either but i don't waste my time dwelling on the past or whatever) but i just had an epiphany! it's THANKS TO HER that i am with Jamie!!! i've been re-typing my old livejournals & putting them back online & all that shit that happened--happened for a reason. sure she deserves to be punched in the face for stalking us,spreading rumors& stealing from jamie but that was 4 years ago & i kinda owe her one....becos w/o her jamie never woulda told me he was in love with me & i never woulda realized that i could love him back as more than a friend...& now we've been together for 4 years & will be together for the rest of our lives!!! YAY!!! so THANKS KISHTRA!!!
old journals entries i just re posted:
I'M IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND (cos i didn't just jump into a relationship w/jamie. i tried to "let him down easy" at first cos i thought i didn't feel the same way!!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (this is from a few days later after jamie & i got together. we haven't spent one night apart since June 3rd,2005!!!)
SO ME & JAMIE HAVE AN ANNIVERSARY COMING UP!!! WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 4 LOOOOONG YEARS!!!! :)