1. Song that reminds you of yourself?
The Gift by Seether
2. When was the last time you lied to make yourself look better in someone's eyes?
I refuse to do that - I am what I am
3. What did you aspire to be as a child?
I had many aspirations as a child, they changed as I changed but none were fulfilled.
4. If your life was a movie what would it be?
Black comedy - tragically comedic
5. What person influenced your life the most?
My mother because I strived every day to be better than her
6. If your personality was a color what would it be?
I think they’d have to make a new color for me - Jestification Grey
7. Have you ever been in a hospital for self mutilation?
Not in a hospital no
8. Has the thought of a person ever make you physically sick?
Not physically sick but brought about physical pain
9. Which of the Beatles is your fav?
I have to go with John because his voice was truly amazing
10. Have you ever thought you were self destructive?
More than once
11. What will be your biggest downfall?
I am going to put my faith in the wrong person
12. Do you consider your self spiritual?
In my own way
13. Do you consider yourself a deep person?
I think I am a very deep person
14. Does pain excite you?
Some types of pain
15. Choose between Micheal myers and jason voorhees.
Rather have one of the Devils Rejects, but ok Michael Myers
16. What is your fav stephen king book?
The Dark Half
17. When was the last time you read a book for fun?
Reading Son of A Witch for fun now
18. How old do you want to be when you die?
Old enough to say that I have lived a full life
19. Would you ever name your kids something horrid like nyquilla?
Nope named mine Austin Michael Messenger Holloway
20. Are you clumsy?
Sometimes
21. What personality quirk makes you most unique?
It depends on who you ask
22. Do you think you could commit murder?
Yes I do
23. When was the last time you thought about your childhood?
Up a few questions ago when asked about my childhood aspirations
24 How do you want to die?
I don’t know
25. When was the last time you had a nightmare? and what was it about?
I have nightmares all the time they just aren’t about the Boogeyman any more
26. When was the last time you laughed?
Yesterday I think
27. What band do you not like people to know you listen to?
I don’t care if people know what I listen to
28. Do you have a photograph of something that seems to haunt your soul?
Many of them
29. What bothers you about yourself at this moment?
My inability to make my mind slow down
30. What is it that makes you most happy?
I don’t know
31. What is it that you think of when you hear the word broken?
Shattered
32. What is your fav band?
I don’t have one absolute fav though I do love Ozzy
33. If you could meet one person in time who would it be?
That is a tough one, because different days I’d like to meet different people
34. If you could fight one person in time who would it be?
Mentally fight or physically fight - cause those are two different things
35. Are you where you want to be in your life?
No, but I am getting closer each day
36. When was the last time you wish you weren't sober?
Yesterday
37. What scares you the most?
Nothing rational scares me
38. If you were gonna commit suicide how would it end?
I wouldn’t do it, couldn’t do that to my family
39. Have you ever been on the verge of a breakdown?
Have been broken down
40. When was the last time you were completely happy with yourself?
I have no idea
41. Was this survey stupid?
It had a few interesting questions
42. What lyrics from a song most resemble how you feel?
At this moment it would be “Pain without love, pain can’t get enough, pain I like it rough, cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all”
43. What line from a movie most resembles something you would say?
“And still you hurt me, again”
