PeRfEcTxNiGhTmArE's blog: "dissapointment"

This is where Ive got to draw the line
because I refuse to let you think you can play with my mind
always seems that you think that I'm blind
cause theres always certain times when your hard to find
your on the go Im on the go were on the go
I cant catch you no more I cant see you no more
and it no longer cant be ignored
cause at once upon a time it was you I adored
you disappeared and left me here
and the absence of you is hurting my soul
didnt know there was an end of the road
it was so easy for you just to let it all go
and I refuse
I refuse to have one more sleepless night
I refuse to let a tear fall from my eye
I refuse to continue to try
I felt like I would die if I could break down and cry
I refuse to let you walk back through that door
I refuse to let you hurt me anymore
I refuse to continue to ignore
the fact that I fell to the floor the day you walked out my door
no way i can't take it baby
I refuse
no way I can't take it baby
and I refuse
no way but I refuse
to take it anymore
remeber when I told you I could feel the change
you dont touch me the same  Dont hold me the same Dont kiss me the same
no I dont want you to take all the blame
cause I know I had those moments when I caused the pain
this back and forth just like a war with you and me
see we both disagree have we ever agreed?
this aint nothing I thought it would be
was it all just a dream Was it ever in my reach?
It was your way
or it was no way
it was our call
then it was your call
cause I gave you my all and all
no way I can't take it baby
but I refuse
to take it anymore