This is my newest entry and it's been a wild ride thus far in my journey to happiness. Truth is that I have not found it. There has been many times to where I thought I did find it, but unfortunately it was just a mirage. As my life currently goes I have been brought to many conclusions to know and see that most women go for looks and unfortunately most men go for looks as well. This world is so far into appearance is everything. It is so sad to see the past of what this world use to be, to what this world is turning into. From Ole Fashion to Hard Rock Abusive People we use to call MEN!!! The world is going to Hell and nobody seems to care. I use to be one of those types and then a bad "could've been fatal" accident sends my senses and my careless hatred away and I turn into who I am now. Right when you think my life couldn't get any worse, I realize the gift that I recieved a second chance at life and love. It made me realize that everything can be better, as long as you choose it to be. I have came to the conclusion that I'd rather live my life being remembered, rather than hated by many of how I hurt them. One person can't change the world, but you can change the way people feel about you... And you can touch peoples lives and make one brief moment in time, precious for them and that kindness can make them feel great enough to touch others....and so on and so forth....
But how life goes....People judge, women judge, regardless what you can give them. No matter what type of person you are, most women do not care even if you can treat them like the world. They'd mostly rather have good looks than someone who would treat them like diamonds...
