Why Did You Come Back?
can't have this need
get out get OUT
everything was quiet
peace was on the tongue
quiet in the hands
and you fucking came back
you FUCKING CAME BACK
disruping what was sacred
cutting survival to pieces
leave me to the acid denial
whispering into the empty night
under a full moon
that we both used to stare into
loyalty wasn't a lisence
to cut me to pieces
so get out just get out
and leave me in contented misery
W.G.S.
Give What Will Be
just be like the others
and look away
take the love and give only betrayal
give the knife in the back
that there is a plan for
touch and tear away pieces
when you leave
and you will
beautiful angry hatred
bitter heart
that prayers won't heal
and love won't soften
m. e. j.
Stay Out
bouncing around in the head
filled with alcohol and self infliction
die when i'm done
into the night
into the empty sleep
crazy bitch
not so different
hate me for my unorigionality
and weak moments
walk away
don't look at the pieces that are real
when they slip through
you think you know me
fall into your own hollow
and stay out of mine
learn to love the masks you hate
because they're not going anywhere
Fucked Up
what will happen
when this doesn't work
this last attempt
at pain laced with love
tasting the blood in the kiss
and the fear in the touch
what will happen
when the standing against it all
stops
when the fall happens
when there is no getting up
after being cut to pieces
m.e.j.
