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in my heart i know he didnt mean to do it.. in my heart i know he didnt want to leave us.. but at the same time im angry and frustrated theres no gettin thru to drugs the users disappear and the drug remains its your family now its who speaks to you, eats with you, lives with you.. your loved one isnt there. every so often you get a glimpse of the unselfish being who use to reside in this body of theirs and you hold on to that. how to get out loved ones back before the drug takes them from us forever. this thing we live with now doesnt care about anyone and will hurt thoes who love it. my cousin died of "accidental overdose" it was an sccident that it happened just then that way but its not an accident the moment he chose to do it. another person very close to my heart is missing now having been taken over by drugs and is struggling this demon now for 2yrs but still young enuff to take back life. this demon convinces and snatches their self worth, confidence, and ambissions and now they have to find them again and believe in themselves again. this could take away someone i love dearly and couldnt imagine my life without them in it. everyday i give words of encouragment, love, and concern everyday gets closer to the day the treatment center will have a bed...everday that passes is a day closer and another day that we've shared.
may be crazy of me.. some may not understand.. but others who have lived this nightmare will understand and im sorry you had to endure this as well id not with this on my worst enemy.. to my friends and loved ones who stand and tolerate my feelings i love, appreciate, and thank you with all my heart.. for talking with me, supporting me even if you would do things differently, for not judging me and just plain ol loving me
say a lil thought for those who've succumbed to this demon and now have to fight to remove the demon from their body. say a thought for the loved ones this demon stomps and crushes and leaves behind grieving for a person who was actually gone a long time ago but suffer in anguish now because the physical shell they held on to is now gone as well.
