DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

i think The Beat stole my idea for a song haha.

and yes...another "episode" right before i got in the shower last night.

didnt black out completely...so i could actually watch myself in the mirror losing control of my mind.

i have never really experienced that.

it sort of scared me but then i realized i was coherant enough to fight it.

with blood coming out of my mouth and still battling the seizure...i could only think of being pissed off about it.

big fcuking deal that i was on my way to slamming my head on the floor unconcious.

i just wanted to take a damn shower!

so i fought it...which im told not to do but im also told to take these pills that are supposed to battle the condition.

so i beat a full on mind fcuk via epilepsy by shear mental force.

then i took a shower and went to a party.

where i spilled red paint all over my friends front steps by accident yet it ended up looking like someone just got shot there.

hahaha.

the irony makes me laugh.

yet i know even though my electrical set up in my head is on going science experiment...i could get kicked in the head by some asshole and still get up.

ive kicked my own ass without trying...i believe the only thing that will kill or injure me more is a bullet.

and that also makes me laugh with all the threats i get from tough guys ready to come after me.

you'll have to kill me kids if you want me to stop!

hahaha

back to painting some bloody hell!