Ltlshorty
My world has changed a lot over the past year. I have never been to open to trusting people, but life has taught me to trust even less. If I let you in, it means something to me. I hate being lied to. The truth can be painful, but it never hurts more than the lie. Most days I just want to turn my back on the world, and forget that everything exists. Unfortunately reality exists, depression exists, and as much as I try to smile through it sometimes it almost breaks me. I have learned that "I love you" means different things to different people. That "I do" doesn't mean anything so some. That no matter how much you are there for someone, it doesn't mean they will be there for you. That others will alwsys come before me. But most important, I have learned that I am in an open relationship - I just failed to realize it. Reading, hiking, lazing at camp