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Love Hurts
I hate that I love him............................... I love him so much it hurts! I love the way you used to make me feel............. I hate not knowing how you feel anymore at all! I love the way you used to look at me when we made love......... I hate that now you barely look at me at all! I love the way your tong used to linger on my lips............ I hate the fact they barley touch yours any more! I love the way your fingers used to feel on my hips..... I hate now we barely get that far! I love the way we used to talk when we made love.............................. I hate that now we barley talk at all! I love the man you used to be not so long ago............................................ So loving ,so caring, I hate sitting next to you each night , and waiting for the man you used to be.................. to notice me again!

Grandmothers , Contest
HEY LISTEN UP, IM LOOKIN TO DO MY FIRST CONTEST IF ANYONE INTERSTED IN THE CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A PM WITH PIC, THE CONTEST IS FOR THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHER CONTEST, THE CONTEST WILL START ON 2/18/07 WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK. IM LOOKIN FOR 10 SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS ,THIER WILL BE TWO WINNERS 1ST PLACE DIAMOND RING 2ND PLACE DIAMOND EAR RINGS THE CONTEST WILLBE JUDGE ON ON COMMENTS AN BOMBIN YOU CAN VOTE FOR YOURSELF, LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN HONEST PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! happy valentines

Joke1
Late one night a couple is driving down a country highway and run over an oppossum. Knowing that mother oppossums often carry babies in their pouch, they decide to check out this poor animal. Sure enough there was a baby, so they decide to rescue it. They take it into the car and continue down the road. The little oppossum is scared and squirming around like crazy so the wife asks her husband what she should do? He thinks for a minute and says, " Well it's used to being in it's mother's pouch. Maybe if you unbutton your jeans, and put it in "there" it will calm down." She exclaims, " I'm not going to do that! That thing is smelly and nasty!" The husband replies," Well, why don't you just hold it's little nose

Joke2
The last four U.S. Presidents are caught in a tornado in Kansas, and off they spin to the Land of OZ. After threatening trials and tribulations, they finally make it to the Emerald City and come before the Great Wizard. "WHAT BRINGS YOU BEFORE THE GREAT WIZARD? WHAT DO YOU WANT?" Jimmy Carter steps forward timidly: "I had a terrible time with Iran, so I've come for some courage." "No problem" says the Wizard, "WHO IS NEXT?" Ronald Reagan steps forward, "Well.., Well.., Well.., I need a brain." "Done" says the Wizard. "Who comes next before the Great Wizard?" Up steps George Bush sadly, "I'm told by the American people that I need a heart." "I've heard it's true" says the Wizard. "Consider it done." Then there is a great silence. Bill Clinton is just standing there, looking around, but doesn't say a word. Irritated, the Wizard finally asks, "WHAT BRINGS YOU TO THE EMERALD CITY!?" And Bill replies - "Is Dorothy around?"

Joke3
The general was confined to the military hospital for treatment of a minor malady. For almost a week he made a complete nuisance of himself, irritating both staff and the other patients, demanding attention and expecting his every order to be followed immediately. He was in a six-man ward rather than a private room, his meals were too cold or not served to suit his taste, the light needed to be adjusted to his demands, the nighttime activities interfered with his rest... and on, and on. One afternoon an orderly entered the room. "Time to take your temperature, General." After growling at the orderly, the general opened his mouth to accept the thermometer. "Sorry, General, but for this test we need your temperature from the other end." A whole new barrage of verbal abuse followed, but the orderly was insistent that a rectal temperature was what the test called for. The general at last rolled over, bared his rear, and allowed the orderly to proceed. The orderly then

Joke4
A man and his girlfriend are at a bar when the girl goes to the bathroom. When she comes back she's crying. Her boyfriend asks her what happend. "As I was leaving the bathroom, a big guy at the pool table said he wanted to kiss my breasts all night long"! The boyfriend stood up from his stool and takes off his jacket. "He also said he wants to screw me all night long"!! By this time the boyfriend is furious and starts walking to the pool table. "He said he wants to drink beer from my pussy all night"!!! The boyfriend stops, turns around, sits back up on his stool and grabs his beer. His girlfriend is stunned, and asks why he wasn't doing anything about the jerk at the pool table. The boyfriend says "I'm sorry Honey, - but I'm not messing around with a guy that can drink that much beer"!

No Valentine!!
It always seems like, even if ii do have a boyfriend.. i never do anything on valentines day or have sum1 to actually spend it with. When me & daniel was together he would always tell me he forgot & made other plans, and altho he did buy me stuff or whatever it just never compared to how happy ii would have felt to just spend time with him.. yakno?! Ne ways.. enough of that, ii havent been up to much latly.. just hangin out. Went shoppin wit gayle yesterday @ belden mall.. we had sum fun.. she's just a REALLY cheap shopper for sum1 who had 700hun just for clothes.. but thats whatever,lol.. i would have had almost everything ii wanted wit that && she's worried about things bein TOO expensive.. lrl. She said that 20dollar jeans was too expensive.. who does that?! Thats a freakin sale for me!! *LOL* Usually muh jeans are about 24 - 29 bucks.. soOo ii woulda been happy to see sum cute jeans for 20bucks!! lOl.. but u cant tell her that! Umm.. what else?? havent hung out wit katie much becuz

Cupid Is A Sadist
Cupid is a sadist Winged little bastard stands about three foot three carries a bow and arrow maybe you seen him Lurking in the trees He takes a perverse delight in bringing together the uncomputable types Just to watch the heartache Instigating the lovelorn plight His aim is skewed by sadistic whim There is no dodging his cruel whim Up in arms lets do him in I hear by issue a bounty on his sadistic little ass true love to whoever bags this twisted cad lets end his irony make true love a reality by bullet or bomb a garret about the neck any method you deem fit Because cupid is a sadist and iv had enuff of his shit

Joke6
A prominent young attorney was on his way to court to begin arguments on a complex lawsuit when he suddenly found himself at the Gates of Heaven. St. Peter started to escort him inside, when he began to protest that his untimely death had to be some sort of mistake. "I'm much too young to die! I'm only 35!" St. Peter agreed that 35 did seem to be a bit young to be entering the pearly gates, and agreed to check on his case. After investigating, he told the attorney, "I'm afraid that there is no mistake my son... We verified your age on the basis of the number of hours you've billed to your clients, and according to that, you're at least 108 years old!"

Joke7
My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the hell she is! The only reason I would take up jogging is so I could hear heavy breathing again. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up? I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. I don't jog... it makes the ice jump right out of my glass

Joke8
THINGY (thing-ee) n. female: Any part under a car's hood. male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes look bigger." male: what you slap when someone's scored a touchdown, homerun, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n female: A desire to get married and raise a family. male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. female: A good movie, concert, play or book. male: Anything that can be done while drinking FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. female: An embarrassing by-product of digestion. male:

Joke8
A blonde and a brunette are on opposite sides of a river. The brunette wants to get across. She yells across to the blonde, "Hey, how do I get to the other side?" The blonde shakes her head and yells back - "People like you really piss me off. You ARE on the other side!"

Joke9
A new jail warden was being shown through the jailhouse by the old warden. Soon, after making rounds around the rest of the jail, they get to the cafeteria. In one corner, he sees a group of elderly men laughing hysterically. Interested, he watches them while the older warden gets his food. One of the men shouts out "63!" and the entire table bursts out laughing. The new warden is totally baffled by the behavior of them. "74!", again a chorus of guffaws ring out. The old warden comes back to the table where the new warden sits staring, and the new warden asks "What are those elderly men doing." The old warden smirks, and says, "Oh, those are the life timers. They've been in here so long, they just number their jokes." Meanwhile another one calls out "2!". Nobody laughs. The new warden leans over and asks, "What happened?" To this the old warden replied, "Some people just can't tell a joke."

Joke10
After just a few years of marriage, filled with constant arguments, a young man and his wife decided the only way to save their marriage was to try counseling. They had been at each other's throats for some time and felt that this was their last straw. When they arrived at the counselor's office, the counselor jumped right in and opened the floor for discussion. "What seems to be the problem?" The wife began talking 90 miles an hour describing all the wrongs within their marriage. After 15 minutes of listening to the wife, the counselor went over to her, picked her up by her shoulders, kissed her passionately for several minutes, and sat her back down. Afterwards, the wife sat there speechless. He looked over at the husband who was staring in disbelief at what had happened. The counselor spoke to the husband, "Your wife NEEDS that at least twice a week!" The husband scratched his head and replied... "I can have her here on Tuesdays and Thursdays."

Poem
Plant Your Garden Today Plant your garden today First, plant 3 rows of peas; Patience Promptness Prayer Next, plant 3 rows of squash; Squash gossip Squash indifference Squash criticism Then, plant 4 rows of lettuce; Let us Obey the Lord Let us be Loyal Let us be true to our Obligations Let us be unselfish Finish, with 4 rows of turnip; Turn up when Needed Turn up with a Smile Turn up with a Vision Turn up with Determination

Poem
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the gra

Poem
The Beauty Of A Woman The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman With passing years only grows.

Poem
Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down Don't dance so fast Time is short The music won't last Do you run through each day on the fly When you ask "How are you?" do you hear the reply? When the day is done, do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast Time is short The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow And in your haste, not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die 'Cause you never had time to call and say "Hi"? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast Time is short The music won't last When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away...

Poem
Life's to Short. Life's to short to play silly games, But beware of the player's, Cause they'll play anyway They'll take your heart with their old leather glove And toss it out in the field, long There it will lie till fate finds the player Who'll pick it up and decide what to do with it later Cause he's busy now, He and his mates Working out a game plan, drinking till late You wait by the phone, wait for his call It gets to midnight, and you think he won't call at all You're tossing and turning in your feversish sleep Then you hear the phone ringing, you jump to your feet He slurs in the phone, he loves you, he wants to come over For once it would be nice, if he'd call me when he's sober But a player he is, that's all he'll ever be! And really aren't I worth more? Heavens Be! I tell him, 'Do me a favour if you want to come round? ' Take a hike and jump off a cliff, if there's one around! And if you can't find a cliff in your drunken state Do t

I'm Sick...
All I wanted to do this morning was leave work and go to the Dr. But NOOOOO, I couldn't freaking leave work. I'm sure you're curious as to why I couldn't leave work. (yea, I'm loopy on Nyquil right now) I couldn't leave work because I own the place and I had one employee out on vacation and another called in sick. I couldn't find anyone to cover the front for me, so I was stuck. This is the down side of owning your own business and the reality of it for me today isn't very welcome. I am almost envious of my employee that called in sick. I wish I could've done the same. Tomorrow I see the Dr. in the morning. Happy Valentine's Day, right? LOL I almost hope I get a shot to make me feel better quickly. My ears feel like they're going to pop, I might have pink eye, the pressure in my head is awful! And after coughing for a bit, I now can't swallow without it hurting. UGH! I'm going to bed...

Biology Is Awesome
Biology teacher is kick ass! He's laid back and funny as hell! I have to pick up some supplies Thursday after my first class is over, but that's fine since I have to go take care of some stuff anyway. I ended up having two friends in Biology and both with the same lab night as me! So, that made all of us happy. We'll have a good group going. I'm really looking forward to Biology! Oh and my friend is still beating me down for dropping that one math class and picking up a 3 hour Friday math class. Honestly, I dont care. 3 hours in math might do me some good.

Isn't It Romantic?
With Valentine's Day upon us, I just wanted to send out love to all my cherry tap friends and family! This is my first Valentine's Day without my husband in my life since 1996. I'm spoiling Philip rotten and going to do the ice cream sundae party at his school on Wednesday afternoon. It's fun to hang out with first graders as they sure don't view things like we adults do! Don't forget to tell that special someone in your life how much you love them and if possible, at least get a card if you can't get a gift. It's the thought that counts.

Oh Yes This Is Me....
I stole *coughs* this from my Dori! You scored as Angel Of Darkness. Your The Angel Of Darkness!Angel Of Darkness100%Fallen Angel83%Angel Of Love67%Angel Of Innocence50%Angel Of Death50%Angel Of The Cute0%What type of angel are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Straight From The Heart
Straight from the heart You'll hear me laughing Straight from the heart You'll feel me loving you Straight from the heart You'll hear me singing Staight from the heart I'm saying I Love You I know that I can be Just what you want me to be If only you could see Deep into the heart of me Just take my hand in yours And then you will set me free To love the way that I had always, Thought that it would be Straight from the heart You'll hear me laughing Straight from the heart You'll feel me loving you Straight from the heart You'll hear me singing Staight from the heart I'm saying I Love You When you are feeling blue And want life to be through My love could give you light, Bring you out of the night Deep in the heart of me Is a love I feel should be It's waiting here for you What more can I do Straight from the heart You'll hear me laughing Straight from the heart You'll feel me loving you Straight from the heart You'll hear me singing Stai

The Light - For My Angel
A positive light Every fear you feel is coming from you. All your thoughts of negativity are being created in your own mind. And because of that, you can be free of them. For it is you who ultimately decides where your mind will go and what it will hold. Your thoughts are not caused by anything outside of you. They are the result of the way you've chosen to respond to life. If your thoughts seem to be holding you prisoner, remember that those thoughts are of your own choosing. You can always, at any time, make a different choice. Simply imagine being free of your fears, and suddenly that's precisely where you are. Fill your mind with positive, empowering thoughts and you'll quickly crowd out the thoughts that bring you down. Reality is as it is, and you can choose to see it in any light you wish. Cast a positive light on life, and you'll connect yourself with real success. -- Ralph Marston

The Brush, Of A Dragonfly's Wing
She was a lover and a wife, the reason for his living He loved her with his heart and soul, in all she was his meaning Everything in life changed, every thing all rearranged, by the brush, of a dragonfly's wing. She had a love for living, yes, she was always kind and giving Always sharing her sweet smile, how she made their lives worth living but on this day her life, their love, was forsaken, by the brush of a dragonfly's wing. You were mother, sister, friend now your time is at its ending The truck took more than just his wife, took his reason for believing Everything in life had changed every thing all rearranged, by the brush of a dragonfly's wing. You had a sunny disposition, made easy all life's changing Now we ride in your memory, a sad pegs down positioning Everything in life had changed everything all rearranged by the brush of a dragonfly's wing. ©Dark

V-day
Buried at PhotoCasket.com That code/image is all i think about V-day. Its just a day so that ppl go out searching for someoen to call their "special love' because heaven forbid ya go a day without a signifcant other right?? AND if ya don't have anyone for V-day then ya feel Or atleast how it comes out..that ya feel like shit because ya see all these motherfuckers with ppl they love or care bout..or even just occasionally fuck! and Your stuck at home or walking around watching it all. Thats so fucking retarded. And With me saying this I know ppl. will give me the response of " oh just cause you have no-one"..please! I'm going out on Thursday on a date with a chick I absolutly adore...why didn't I choose wednesday hmm...Because its fucking retarded to go and be mushy mushy on a day that candy/florists/jewelers decided to screw off the public! So Fuck love Fuck this whole Candy flower and jeweler bullshit Fuck ALL THIS GODDAMN HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY BULLSHIT!!!!

Light And Dark
Light and Dark they live in me Two sides of my personality I am the darkness when sad or mad And fully light when loving had Each side of me it's purpose serves Two entities that all deserve The dark and haunting side displays The torment found on darker days The light she hold the style and the grace She knows the world and her place Light and Dark they live in me Two sides of my personality With open arms they both take in Stark beauty and knarled sin Each hold the other in her turn And for the others power yearn Dark to feel joy and laughter Light to rid the heartbreak ever after Light and Dark they live in me Two sides of my personality ©Dark

Look To The Sky
Sunrise in the mountains Through the fog sustains Gives life to the forest And to me with the rest Arise early to greet a new day Who didn't mean life to be this way Open your eyes To the sunrise with sighs The sky all around so hazy and blue Just look up I'll share it with you ©Dark

Dear Dear Diary Please Hear Me Out
DEAR ,DEAR DIARY I'm going to tell you a storyAbout a confused little girlAbout how she was broken inside And kept her pain hidden from the world.Here you'll find extracts from her diary About how she went away You'll find a letter from her mother Written on that sad day.So without further adoLet me tell you about that girl's painThe pain that was invisible for so longAnd is now driving her mother insane.1st DecemberDear, Dear Diary I've been a bad, bad girl I lied to myself and thoughtThat I really COULD take on the world.2nd DecemberDear, Dear Diary I'm doing everything wrong I'm such a stupid idiot To think that I could be strong.3rd DecemberDear, Dear DiaryI don't know who I am Sometimes I think if I went away No one would really give a damn.4th December.Dear, Dear DiaryI don't know how much more I can take Maybe if I ended things nowIt would be better for everyone's sake.5th December Dear, Dear Diary All I do it seems is cry When was I last happy? Why do I wish to die?6th De

Employed
I found a job. I am worried. I am not sure if they will want me to work during the day or night. I don't want to work at night. I want to work during the day. A job is a job, but still. I do things at night not during theday. I need my nights to myself. I do not in any way want to work at night. I am very worried about this.

Questioning Looks
Your style is smooth and full of grace Your curves are fine and Thank God no lace Your soft supple seat fits like a glove And the purrs that you make I must be in love You make my heart race When we pick up the pace The people all turn around and stare As we slip in and out without a care You take me places I've been and have not And everyone agrees you really are hot There are no scares on you You're perfect it's true From head to tail Fine in every detail And with a touch of my hand You answer my slightest command And though you are perfect in every respect I'm afraid my sanity would be suspect I want to caress and keep you where I can see but people would talk .... If I brought a '67 mustang to bed with me ©Dark

I Wonder What Kind Of Message I'm Sending To The Troops
I Wonder What Kind Of Message I'm Sending To The Troops By Jane Merrick March 13, 2006 | Issue 42•11 Available at: The Onion I support the troops from the bottom of my heart. But my question is, do they know that? What if I'm somehow sending them the wrong message? The other day I lost the magnetic yellow ribbon from my car, and I didn't even notice until my neighbor pointed it out. Just think: It could have fallen off days or even weeks before! And there I was: driving up and down all over town just as happy as you please, all but announcing, "Jane Merrick doesn't support our troops!" I went to the gas station to buy another magnet right away, but they were sold out. So here I am without one. And the way everybody is around here, they'll talk. What if this gets back to the troops somehow? Or take the other night when my husband and I were watching Leno. He cracked this wiseacre one-liner about the president, and it just busted Ted and me up. Then suddenly, we both trail

Running Out Of Photo Space I Need Your Help Cherries
Hey friends... I just realized that there are only left 2 more photo spaces on my album :( ... I need your help to increase my cherry points and have more photo space.. Wouldn't you love to keep seeing more of your Mistress?? I bet you do!! so start clicking... Sending lot and lots of whips, spanking and kisses to all my Cherry Friends Mistress M

Back Surgery
Well its been a on going pain since october,when I was hit by a board from a table saw.Its been more of a Mental challenge for the Pain since I have no Insurance an cannot get meds.I have had to Shut my business down for 4 months now.I have been going to Therapy to a Dr. who takes patients with no insurance,three times aweek for spinal decompression.I was contacted today by a Health Service of Saint Thomas,An they have agreed to pay for my M.R.I. that I recieved in a ER in Nashville Tn.& they also told me that they would pay for my surgery,Cause they do charities for the uninsured workers.So I finally get to get rid of this ongoing stressful pain & I dont have to worry about being crippled by my next B-day.Thank God sum one is watching over me,cause sumtimes the pain is too much..

Witches Path
Witches path Walking alone on a witches path I stumbles on a white mass Roses around the fire The smell of sage is growing higher Whispering chants so I took a peek Just to see there lover meet Upon the grass wicked and bare They weaved there spells in the fresh air I turned around just to see one of the witches Coming for me With open arm she aroused as I felt my love for her grow. Scott baker

~beware Of Early Retirement~~
> Subject: Retirement job > > > > > >> > >> As a retiree I am always keeping my eyes open for that "just right" > >> volunteer job. > >> > >> Something where I don't feel like it is a chore or a drag. > >> > >> Something tht makes a real contribution. > >> > >> Something enjoyable. > >> > >> Something a little different from the ordinary day-in, day-out > routine. > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> I may have found the ideal job! > >> > >> See below................. > >> > >>

Real Westcoast Hip-hop
DALUSIONS OF GRANGER1.My mental formilation comes soo MACABLY its a backstabber. 2.M.C probbing deep like a dagger.3.Blunts keep a ninja cloud nine korsair X-MEN fans could say GARGAMEL is true STARJAMMER.4.Beasting out harder then Kelsey Grammer switching up your antimater. 5.My "mouth piece" stays unholsterd & ready meaning its a verbal thumpper with a pulled back hammer.6.Words are sluggs I spit burn puncture & splatter.7.CHAOTIC DAMIZE CRIMINALS stay bent on ending LIFE or what ever it does'nt matter.8.I'm dodging all drama drenched in HATER-AIDE & slander.9.FUCK the dumb shit and your"BOOSH-WAH"glammer.10.Its all about dwelling on pastense adventures incorperating DALUSIONS OF GRANGER.

The Treasures In Life
There are treasures in life, But owners are few Of money and power, To buy things brand new. Yet you can be wealthy And feel regal, too, If you will just look, For the treasures in you. These treasures in life, are not hard to find, when you look in your heart, your soul, and your mind. For when you are willing to share what's within, Your fervent search for riches will end. The joy and the laughter, the smile that you bring; The heart unafraid to love and to sing. The hand always willing, to help those in need; ones quick to reach out to labor and feed. So, thank you for sharing, these great gifts inside; The caring, the sharing, the hug when I cried. Thanks for the energy, encouragement too. And thank you for sharing the treasures in you. Happy Valentines

Just Things On My Mind!!!
Right now alot of things have been going on in my brain from having that mild case of HPV which scares me although its only mild if it does progress it can lead to cervical cancer...Then I went back on birthcontrol I even asked my man if it would bother him and he told me no hes happy with the one child we have together and I know im happy with my daughter and son I really dont think much about having anymore...Then out of no where my man was drinking and he comes out with I want another baby...Im like thinkin where the hell did this come from...I told him do to the fact of my anxiety and stress and all im going through at least let me get my mind fixed first and hes like your fixed But men dont seem to realize anything much about issues us women have most men can bottle up all their issues but us women we can spill our guts out about more than them NO OFFENSE MEN!!! I just know if I were to try and have a baby this second I couldnt handle it...Geez I can barely get out of my house wit

When My Sun Sets
Sun on my skin and wind in my hair No where to be and life without care The back road, the byway, seldom the highway That's how I like it, riding done my way Riding the night breezes miles from home When riding at midnight you're riding alone Dark40 out here boys, just stars for light When you're riding at all it must be alright Darkness envelopes you on down the lane The trees close in and the sky does wane Time for reflection passes too fast The stars reappears and the curves are a blast The rumble of the engine as you're pulling through gears Drowns the howls in the distance and all of your fears The older I get and the more that I know Tells me there'll come a time, for a ride, I'll trade even my soul When past the age and time to ride And I no longer have that place to hide I'll take to the road when darkness abounds And find my way home when my scoot goes down ©Dark

Good Ride Gone Bad (humor... Sorta)
Is this a dream or is it real The moon is full it's time to feel Cold blue steel between my thighs Trembling rumbling it's time to ride Bound up my hair with leather ties Wrap my body in armored hides Zip up my boots with heels a must And climb aboard to feel his thrust The heat is rising between my legs My lovers passion gently begs I swoon and sway to the asphalt dance But when hit that dog I 'bout shit my pants ©Dark

Perverted Jokes
An old lady is rocking away the last of her days on her front porch, reflecting on her long life, when, all of a sudden, a fairy godmother appears in front of her and informs her that she will be granted three wishes. "Well, now," says the old lady, "I guess I would like to be really, really rich." ***POOF*** her rocking chair turns to solid gold. She smiles and says, "Gee, I guess I wouldn't mind being a young, beautiful princess." ***POOF*** she turns into a beautiful young woman. "Your third wish?" asked the fairy godmother. Just then the old woman's cat wanders across the porch in front of them. "Ooh...can you change him into a handsome prince?" she asks. ***POOF*** there before her stands a young man more handsome than anyone could possibly imagine. She stares at him, smitten. With a smile that makes her knees weak. He saunters across the porch and whispers in her ear: "Bet you're sorry you had me neutered!" _________________________________________________ The mana

Crew Chiefs Suspended & More
this was in the news today... I put my 2 cents in at the bottom >>> By JENNA FRYER, AP Auto Racing Writer DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. - NASCAR vowed last summer to crack down on cheaters, pledging to toughen penalties in a sport where bending the rules is as common as banging bumpers. Officials made good on that promise Tuesday. NASCAR suspended the crew chiefs for Matt Kenseth, Kasey Kahne, Scott Riggs and Elliott Sadler and docked all four drivers points before the season-opening Daytona 500 — its strongest statement to date on cheating. All four cars failed qualifying inspection, and a fifth, Michael Waltrip's startup Toyota Camry, faces additional penalties that could be even more severe. "It's obvious that we've ramped up our penalties and we're going to get people's attention," competition director Robin Pemberton said. "We're going to grab this one by the horns." Robbie Reiser, crew chief for Kenseth, and Kenny Francis, crew chief for Kahne, were suspended four rac

Flashes
Flashes of life slowly pass your eyes, as instances happen to you in a brief second, recently some things have flashed before me and in every instance anything and everything that I ever cared for or loved couldve been gone. Personally its scary to think about that fact that one day your here and the next you could be gone. It scares me to death to think that my son, might one day have to live without his father, hopefully a lot later than sooner but you never know, its scary to think that maybe one day I would have to live without my son. You do what you can on a daily basis to survive and lived in a world full of hate, distrust, and the hussle and bussle of your daily lives. Do your self a favor, slow town take a look at what you have instead of what you dont have. Do your self a favor and hug your child you havnt hugged in weeks or months. Tell your wife, boyfriend, or girlfriend that you love them, more than likely they love you back and it will bring you closer together. Do

Distant Lover (erotica)
Life leads us all down different roads ours seem far apart tho I know that there will come a time when our two paths will cross When the universe allows the chance for us to be as one I will rejoice with gleeful cries when you touch me deep inside I'll take you higher than you've gone before then gently set you down in parting I shall say to you our paths will cross once more ©Dark

Happy Valentines Day!!!
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There Seems To Be A Lot More Concerne With Popularity Than With Reality
Seem that no matter where you go on the net everybody is concerned with thier popularity. There is a lot of wasted time with people and their contest's and its alright but really mabey you should check out some current events or watch a docmentary enlighten your mind a little. It's just a suggestion. Most people that will see this will do nothing but keep worring about thier image. But if u do read this and decide to enlighten yourself thats incrediable then take your new found knowledge and share it with a friend,enlighten them as well

A Cherokee Feast Of Days 2/14/07
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler Once a person gets despair out of the way, few things can slow his progress. Despair is the dividing line between those who can take impossibility in stride and those who wilt at the first sign of opposition. Too much energy is absorbed in despair. Strength gives way to weakness and weakness robs us of the will to overcome. Anything that wastes energy should be left behind. Energy cuts doubt to the bone. When a word of power is spoken, new strength is generated. Power words are not just u wo du hi, pretty words, but strong words of courage that are heard in the ear and then in the heart where they stay to do a perfect work. ~ This is a serious time with you. May the Lord bring you out of all your troubles. Trust your course with Him. ~ CHIEF JOHN ROSS -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 13 "I wanted to feel, smell, hear and see, but

To My Friends And Soon To Be Friends
I'ts my first blog and I don't know what to say, I'm drunk but i still don't know what to say, I can walk around everyday pretending like I don't know what to say when i really do, I can tell you not to go out with this or that person cause their not right for you and i would be right, Or not to do this or that and once cause it's not good for you again I would be right, I could tell you not to say this or that cause it might get you in trouble,or even not to smoke this or that cause you will not remeber what you did the next morning, I can tell you not to drink this or that cause if you do then they will take advantage of you, or i can just sit back and just pretendthat, I Just Don't Know What To Say!

Hella Ratings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey I know that everyone isn't able, but for those few that are able to rate my page an 11. I want to say thanks for showing luv. Once I get my weight up, I'll certainly return the favor. Once again thx. MrKnoGood is on Tap Holla attcha Boi!

Brand New And Testing The Waters
Hey everyone just thought I would start a blog here on Cherry Tap since I am new to all this .. wanted to see what all was up .. So sending out love to all those that have shown me love today .. THANKS for all the loving! Smooooochies and Hugs Bratty lil Kitten

If You Are A Bbw This Is So Worth Reading And Believing!!!
Well, to be honest, my confidence comes from knowing WHO I am. There are millions of women out there that are prettier than me.... or smarter than me. However, there isn't one woman out there that is LIKE me. I see myself as an intelligent, caring, witty, sweet, caring, successful individual. While there are many women who are some or maybe all of these things.... none of them have these qualities in the exact same combination as me.... or express these qualities in the same manner as me. This is true for every woman. We are all unique. I'm NOT confident in my looks... but I still have my pride. I think that true beauty is in the way a woman carries herself. If you carry yourself with pride... others notice. So, to help me get over being so self concious about my weight... I started focusing on the things I did like. I get my nails done.. because it makes **ME** feel good. I get my hair done.... because it makes **ME** feel attractive. I wear makeup because of how it makes me feel abou

For A Friend That Inspired Me Not To Give Up
I see your face and i feel your fangs sink into my soul i cant tear away i want to but somepart of me says no i feel you drink my soul my being im in extasy its pain and pleasure all in one i try to scream but nothing comes out i feel you in my mind and i scream again nothing i start to wonder what have you done to me then like a weight lifted off my mind it comes to me i now know what the fangs are im in love and never noticed till your fangs sank deeply into my soul!

Umm I Dunno
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||| 20% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence || 10% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||| 30% Artistic |||| 16% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||||| 50% Narcissism |||||| 23% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43% Work ethic |||||| 30% Self absorbed |||| 16% Conflict seeking ||||||||||||||||

Winter Days
So I wake up this morning to ice hitting my window. I look out the window and it is snowing and, its cold I hate snow. So I go down stairs to see if my daughter has school and of course its cancelled yay for me a whole day of my two kids fighting. Its cold in my house and I have the heat up to 73 degrees and its not helping. I hope it stops soon cause I hate being stuck in the house all day. I would go out but they say the roads r bad and I dont drive in the snow I have a little piece of shit saturn not so good in the snow. God I am bored. Just thought Id vent a little thanks for reading. Have a good VALENTINES DAY to all you lovers out there

Wine Vs. Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, water-drinkers are consuming one kilo of poop each year. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine, rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. It is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.

:)
Ok well i created my profile yesterday, i have friends who have been trying to get me on this thing. But i have other pages i go to.. so anyways it is quite interesting on here. It will take some getting used to but im liking it already :) Cheers jen

Make Me Laugh...
OK OK...NEVERMIND....SCRATCH THE WHOLE BOBBY THING....IT'S FAKE, IT'S ALL FAKE...HOW ARE YOU GOING TO BASICALLY GET IN MY FACE ABOUT BEING UPTIGHT AND PARANOID WHEN YOU GOT A GIRL!?! WHOA, HELLO, YOU GOT A GIRLFRIEND AND YOU'RE OUT ON CHERRYTAP BASICALLY PASSING YOURSELF OUT...WOW, I DO HAVE TO APOLOGIZE TO BOBBY'S GIRLFRIEND HOLLY...SORRY I LOOKED AT YOUR MAN, BUT YOU CAN KEEP HIM, I DON'T PLAY AROUND WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S SIGNIFICANT OTHERS, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW NOTHING HAPPENED, ALTHOUGH WHEN I ASKED HIM ABOUT YOU, YOU WERE "JUST A FRIEND", YOU ALL LOOKED MIGHTY KISSY AND CUDDLY CLOSE ON NEW YEAR'S EVE...ALRIGHT ENOUGH SAID...ANYTHING I FELT OR WAS TRYING TO FEELING IS DEAD....WAY TO GO BROKENSTAR...YOU CALLED IT ON THIS ONE!!! THAT'S RIGHT, MY GIRLS WERE LOOKING OUT OF ME, THANK GAWD!

My Valentines Day Page Comment
Roses are red violets are blue, One day out of the year they show you just how much they love you, The rest of the of the year they treat you like shit, Parties late, masturbates and just forgets about it, yet one day a year they buy you a box of chocolate, maybe a rose or two, and all is forgiven with those three little words I Love You

Darwin Awards
Got this from a bulletin. Funny!!! It's that time again... The Darwin Awards are finally out, the annual honor given to the persons who did the gene pool the biggest service by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. Last year's winner was the fellow who was killed by a Coke machine which toppled over on top of him as he was attempting to tip a free soda out. This year's winner was a real rocket scientist... HONEST! Read on...And remember that each and every one of these is a TRUE STORY. >> >> And the nominees were: >> >> Semifinalist #1 >> A young Canadian man, searching for a way of getting drunk cheaply, because he had no money with which to buy alcohol, mixed gasoline with milk. Not surprisingly, this concoction made him ill, and he vomited into the fireplace in his house. This resulting expl osion and fire burned his house down, killing both him and his sister. >> >> Semifinalist #2 >> Three Brazilian men were flying in a light aircraft at low al

Please...
Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Prayer Of Protection ( Using The God, Set)
Oh wise one we called Set master of chaos and keeper of the living hear my plead keep me safe from all that wish me harm and ill will and send their ill wishes back apon them all, so mote it be so blessed be.

Winter Blonde
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, & knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, & she says "Hi, my name is Heather & you're losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her & proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up & knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi, my name is Heather, & you're losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again & continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, and knocks on the truck door. The trucker rolls down the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, & you're losing some of your load!". When the light turns green, the trucker revs up & races to the next light. When

Daddy Do You Remember ? I Do
Daddy i remember when i was a little girl you'd hold me in your arms to protect me from this world daddy do you remember when i was about seven are family was always smiling until i was past eleven Daddy i remember wed have so much fun but when i turned 12 things started to come undone daddy do you remember? when you used to be relaxed you didn't worry about money or about the horrible pasts daddy i remember you'd carry me on your shoulders i looked up to you like my hero you were my defensive soldier daddy i remember you'd always make me laugh but then things started to change.. my smile hardly ever came back daddy i remember one night you came home mommy was asleep i was all alone.. i remember how you hit me slapped me in the face i didn't no what was going on what happened to this place daddy don't you remember Anna came in the room she started to scream yelling rite at you she said what the hells your problem you looked at he

Valentines Kid Contest Winners Are.....
~~Valetines SweetHeart contest now closed winners are....... ~~ 1st Kid is..... Wins Corvette and hearts and Bear with 6998 comments 2nd Kid is...... Wins Silver Motorcycle and hearts and Bear with 6455 comments 3rd Kid is...... Wins Diamond ring and earrings and hearts and bear with 5931 comments 4th Kid is...... Wins Dozen Roses and hearts and Bear with 230 comments I Want to thank everyone in the contest it was fun! Thanks Maria

Sublime-hung Kung Phooey
Who is this super hero? sarge? NO! Rosemary the telephone operator? No way man! Henry the mild mannered janitor? COULD BE! Hong kong phooey, number one super guy. Hong kong phooey, quicker than the human eye. Oh, hes got style, a groovy smile, a bite that just won't stop. When the going gets rough, hes super tough With the hong kong phooey chop. Hong kong phooey, number one super guy, Hong kong phooey, oh he's quicker than the human eye. hom chicky bomb chicky dong diddly dong diddly dong dong bow wow wow (pick it up pick it up pick it up) Repeat ---------------------- Numba one supa-guy.

That One....
This is just a thought of mine.... Everyone has that one person in life who is there with you through the good, bad, worst and so forth. I know I do, and no one could ever replace her. But what saddens me a bit is when it comes to that one person in your life who you love dearly and basically commit your life too. Well he/she could never ever be as good as your true best friend, you know the one who could make you laugh when you think it is impossible to, or is the only true one who can comfort you when you think you are broken/sad. So what then when it comes to your lover, the one who is suppose to be not only the love of your life... but also supposely your best friend also???!!! I don't know, it's just my thought of the day I guess.

This Boy
That boy took my love away, He'll regret it someday, But this boy wants you back again. That boy isn't good for you, Tho' he may want you too, This boy wants you back again. Oh, and this boy would be happy, Just to love you, buy oh my-yi-yi, That boy won't be happy, Till he's seen you cry-hi-hi. This boy wouldn't mind the pain, Would always feel the same, If this boy gets you back again. This boy. This boy.

Genpets
Say Hello to the all New Genpets™ from Bio.Genica! The Genpets™ are Pre-Packaged, Bioengineered pets implemented today! That’s right, Genpets are not toys or robots. They are living, breathing genetic animals. We use a process called "Zygote Micro Injection" which is quickly becoming a favourable method to combine DNA, or to insert certain proteins from different species. Most notably it was used in 1997 to splice mice with bioluminescent jellyfish (link) and has since been used to create glowing rabbits, pigs, fish, and monkeys (link). Since then, human DNA has been injected into rabbits, chimpanzees, spider DNA into sheep, and now, Genpets have arrived! click the link for more info Genpets

Ethereal You
Ethereal You Your eyes burn warm as embers, winters sultry pyre. Flaming deep inside of me, torturous desire. Your chest as warm as summer, and through the night I lay. Knowing it's time to leave you, but I can only stay. Sing for me sweet angel, those words of Seraphim, Kiss but once so softly, let my dreaming end. Lips as ripe as berries, a kiss so close to wine. Lie beside me darling. Tonight I wish you're mine. Wings so soft and tender, no better lovers bed. As your arms still wrap about me, and hands caress my head. Let me hold you closely, slipping deep inside. For when again it's morning, You'' know with me you've lied. D. Cohen LupoDiavolo

Bad Valentines Poems
> Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss > But I only slept with you because I was pissed. > > I thought that I could love no other > Until, that is, I met your brother > > Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. > But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the > Sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head. > > Of loving beauty you float with grace > If only you could hide your face > > Kind, intelligent, loving, and hot > This describes everything you are not > > I want to feel your sweet embrace > But don't take that paper bag off of your face > > I love your smile, your face, and your eyes- > Damn, I'm good at telling lies! > > My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: > Marrying you has screwed up my life > > I see your face when I am dreaming > That's why I always wake up screaming > > My love you take my breath away > What have you stepped in to smell this way? > > My feelings for you no wor

Stupid Valentines Day Lol
ugh...well the day is half way gone...and ive been doing pretty much the same thing all day. yup...ive sat at home watched lame lovey dovey movies and threw popcorn at the tv because the dumb actors looked too damn happy at the end of the movie lol. i even ordered in some asian food and am now planning to change couches lol. oh well... at least ive managed to spare my hips massive amounts of sugar. lol so how is everyone valentine's day going? any big plans for tonight? i for one have a date with my boyfriends ben & jerry...in the new york chocolate chunk flavor.

I Guess The Bribe Didnt Work!!
Well some of you know i tried to bribe to open my private pics for more comments in the contest, but im still behind :( So I guess it didnt work, but thanks to everybody who did help!! You can still try, its going till thursday night! So Come by and comment for me please!!! CLick and Comment!! I will still open em if i win!! LUV YA HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY!! ILL SEE U ALL SOOON!! ~Cindy

Holy Fuck In 1 Night We Got Snowed In
Ya know Binghamton has had no snow all winter... Hell we spent most of it in the 40's... But lately we have been smacked with bitter cold weather but still no snow... Then we get the news mother nature has a Valentines present for NY a FUCKING NOR' EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF Here are pics from last night... Nothing much I could have lived with that... BUT NO!!!!!!!!!! This is from this morning what we woke up to... WTF IS THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so bad that mt 96 year old neighbor needed to goto the hospital this afternoon and our street still hadnt seen a plow... The fire truck and ambulence couldnt get up the hill... They had to walk to from the bottom to her house... They called the city to come plow so they could get her out and the city said no they were to busy... WTF!!!!!! They were talking bout haveing to carry her down the hill in 19 inches of snow 14 degree temps with -11 degree wind chills... I SO THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!! So what did Kimy do?!?!?!?! Ki

Beautiful Eyes Beautiful Face
Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever

Poem
I wrote this in the spirit of Valentine's Day. Hope you enjoy it. It's not about anyone in particular, but I'll admit I wouldn't have written it if a special someone wasn't in mind. Not about her, but BECAUSE of her. Thanks, Sonya. You are a true gift to me. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my candy. She lets me taste the creamy center, as long as I can masticate the outer coating first. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my rose. She's soft and gentle, and when I get close I want to smell her fragrance, but avoid the thorns. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my heart. She gives me her love, unconditional, inviting, and she pumps impulses all through my being. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my life. She opens my eyes each morning with each new breath, which turns my body to fits of wanderlust. I don't need a gift. It is her. She's my soul. My essence, my being, my reason to be... ...and I'll give anything to keep her

Help
ok im in this contest its called sexy kiss it for valentines so it ends sometime today so if u would plz help me i just want to win one thats all thank u to whom ever votes for me just comment bomb the hell out of it come for those who have talk to me on here know i will help u if u ever need in a contest or anything else im a pretty nice person if u have a problem i listen to u so come on people do this one time thing youll never have to do it for me again here is the link to the pic of me thank u very much

Shopping
> Proof of what can happen if a wife drags her husband along to go > shopping. Dear Mrs. Murry, > > > Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with > us, unless your husband stops his antics. Below is a list of offences > over the past few months all verified by our surveillance cameras. > > MEMO > Re: Complaints > 15 Things Mr. Wayne Murry has done while his spouse is shopping: > > > > > > > 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's > carts > when they weren't looking. > > 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at > 5-minute intervals. > > 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to > tampons section. > > 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, > "Code > 3" in housewares.. ... and watched what happened. > > 5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's > on lay-by. > > 6. September 14: Moved a 'CAUTI

Mardi Gras
Me and my family are going to the mardi gras this weekend I said i am going naked to it and my brother made a comment saying he going in his boxers is that funny shit right there.. i am going to get so fucked up its going to be great and i am going to find me a hot man lol Jk

Happy Valentines Day!
Just wanting to share some love with everybody today. Discovering the joys of the song "How to Touch a Girl" by JoJo that dear sweet ~Razor Blad let me rip. I love this song, and if you know how to set it up, I highly reccomend you set it up in a round, it's a great song, but it rocks when played like that. Eee! Off to embarass myself by singing and dancing on my way to dinner. Love you all! A special bit of love out to my fiance, who is right now doing his patriotic duty as an American Soldier and won't be able to spend Valentines with his fiance or family. I love you honey, have a wonderful day!

Xs And Os
No, I am not talking football or basketball...I am talking hugs and kisses. I may not always find myself alone on Valentine's Day, but this year it sure feels like it. I don't know how things work out that way, but this year it is bothering me. So in an effort not to think about that I thought I'd think about the men that have been in my life and what I learned from them. In no particular order...and without any names to protect the innocent, or whores as it may be! RH~my first. Older than me of course and receiver of my virginity at the young age of 14. Too young to know what 'real' love was I was found myself infatuated with a male whore and never had the courage to get out of that relationship because I thought my reputation was as tainted as he was. We almost had a child together but I'm thankful for unlucky accidents. What I learned from him was: if it smells like shit, its probably shit. And he made me never trust another man fully again. AV~after the final release of

Yeah
ÿ ðåàëüíî fucking ïðîáóðåí ÿ æåëàþ ÿ ñìîãëî talke ê ìîåé ñðåäå ôó... íî ÿ ÷óâñòâóþ íàñòîëüêî weird îäíàêî ïðè÷èíèòü everytime, êîòîð ÿ äóìàþ îíà ñóìàøåäøà íà ìíå... dont fuck iego çíàåò âîçìîæíî ñâîþ ïðè÷èíó ÿ èñïîëüçîâàí ê åå áûòü ñóìàøåäø íà ìíå íàä ìàëåíüêèìè âåùàìè âñåãäà

Its Happy Hr U Need Sumthign To Do? Collect Dbl Points... Help These Ppl Out!!!! This Contest Is Based On Rates And Comment Bomb.. Rate Ur Fav
THE BEST BIKE PHOTO CONTEST.THIS CONTEST WILL BE JUDGED ON RATES AND COMEMNTS. THE PRIZES WILL GO AS SUCH..#1 FOR RATES ALONE..WELL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED SKIN OF COURSE A BIKE WILL BE THE THEME ON IT..#1 ON COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. THE SILVER BIKE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.#2 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED TAG.. AND AGAIN THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT BIKES..#2COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. A SILVER RING OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP DEPENDING ON THE WINNER MALE OR FEMNALE..#3 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE... A PERSONALIZED MORPH.. AND YES THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT A BIKE..#3 COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE A MAN BRACELETTE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.. RULES OF THIS CONTEST...RATES AND COMMENTS WILL TAKE A FIRST PLACE.. SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOUD THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS.. THERE WILL BE 10 ENTRIES.. IF I SEE ANY CONTESTANT BASHING ON ANOTHER CONTESTANT .. OR IF YOU SEND A FRIEND TO DO IT.. YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED..NO DRAMMA EVER IN MY CONTEST.. DO

Brain Teaser
3 MEN GO INTO A HOTEL. THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK SAID THE ROOM IS $30 SO EACH MAN PAID $10 AND WENT TO THE ROOM. A WHILE LATER THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK REALIZED THE ROOM WAS ONLY $25 SO HE SENT THE BELLBOY TO THE 3 GUYS' ROOM WITH $5. ON THE WAY THE BELLBOY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO SPLIT $5 EVENLY BETWEEN 3 MEN, SO HE GAVE EACH MAN A $1 AND KEPT THE OTHER $2 FOR HIMSELF. THIS MEANT THAT THE 3 MEN EACH PAID $9 FOR THE ROOM, WHICH IS A TOTAL OF $27 ADD THE $2 THAT THE BELLBOY KEPT = $29. WHERE IS THE OTHER DOLLAR?

An Irish Joke
The good old Kerry Three Kick Rule...... A big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Kerry. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The lawyer responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in Dublin and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Kerry . We settle small disagreements like this with the Kerry Three Kick Rule. The lawyer asked, "What is the Kerry Three Kick Rule?" The farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, first I kick you three times and then

One Of The Best Danzig Songs Ever!
"Am I Demon" Hordes of faces Empty eyes I see nothing new Seasoned schemes of slimy curs Offer up their flu Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon You need to know Faces of a million hells Rage inside these veins Pounding out desrved pain To anyone in need Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon Need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Am I demon Need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Every world And every limb Torn asunder base Everything I need is me Everything I am Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon You need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Am I demon Need to know

How Bisexual Are You?
You are 52% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

More Questions.
Another Q & A thingie: 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? A former band-mate of mine, telling me that he's putting the band back together without our sleazy marimba-playing manager and that he has several extremely lucrative gigs lined up in cities I've never visited before. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Of course, what the hell else would I do with it? Ride it to work? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Listener. "Speak little, learn much." Besides, I'm shy. 4. Do you take compliments well? I'm better about it these days, but I used to be so shy I'd get absolutely tongue-tied. 5. Are you an active person? My job keeps me on my feet and moving all day long, so I guess I have no choice. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I think I'd figure something out. 7. Do you like to ride horses? I've only tried it once or twice; I guess it could be fun. 8. Did you ever

My Everyday Valentine
This is not mine it was on another site I do not know who wrote this MY EVERYDAY VALENTINE She will look into my eyes, deep into my sea She will see beyond even that into the real me She will give me one look,I know exactly what she needs We will go on forever, whatever we please I can see into her heart, she will give it to me I can see that she loves me, her smile tells me I can hold her in my arms as she drifts off to sleep We will go on forever, whatever we please Is she out there have you seen her is she lonely as well? I will find her, she will find me , so just smile babe, time will tell And once we are together, I will be your everything and you mine I will love you until forever, everyday my Valentine When we find each other we will stop being lost We will stay together, whatever the cost A fusion of hearts, a connection of souls We are one now, the two of us, anything goes Open your eyes and I will open mine And when our eyes mee

My Everything...
is gone. It is official, y daughter is in N.C. and soon to be on her way to Alaska to spend about six months with her father :(. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself for these next 6 months, but I'm sure it'll mainly consist of comfort food and mooshy girly movies, or maybe a lot of sleep. Sleep away six months? Sounds tough but I think I can do it. If anyone has any better suggestions help me out here. Six months is a long time to be without the person you spent every day of 2 years with, morning, noon and night. I miss her :'(

Been Thinking
I've been thinking lately... I plan to race my Suzuki since there are classes for it in our district including in the Adelanto Grand Prix. So, if I race next year, I'll race my bike for awhile before getting the Honda. The problems? 1) I do not have my family's support yet and that bothers me. I'm a family person and I need their support. 2) Right now I can only ride a little and get to know the bike, until I get gear. And being my bike is at my friend's house... I can only ride on Saturdays and Sundays. But even when it's here, it's the same thing. 3) The biggest problem right now is bringing my bike home without getting my head cut off by my family. Heh.

A Hunger & A Heal
Does our love stand? Do you love me as you should? Do I cradle your heart in mine as a woman in love would? Have you the strength to carry me when sorrows drench my heart? Am I that wind beneath your wings when loss rips you apart? Come rest yourself, my love, upon the recline of my soul. Let us merge our longings and with kisses be made whole.

More Lyrics
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "By Myself" What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself [myself] [x2] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself [Chorus:] I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I’m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll Take from me ‘till everything is gone If I let them go

Is Your Man In Love Or Just Lookin For Fun?
Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real? I took this quiz- Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real?My Result Was: Your man seems to be in love. He seems to care for you and only fun does not look like his goal as yet. Wait and watch. Take this quiz- Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

My Special Valentine Gift!
Guess what? I got a nice surprise Valentine gift...the guy that I am seeing just gave me a nice valentine candy heart-shaped box and told me that I'm his girlfriend now. Yayy! What a real nice surprise Valentine gift when he told me he's my boyfriend now! I'm so happy! :) debbie

One Rouuuuuggggghhhh Day
well started last night, watched the news bad burned body was found near neighbourhood....naturally since i ain't heard from my bro in almost two years worst go's through my mind. guess u cld say slept like crap, talked to mom early mornin and she's no support and thas her own flesh and blood, gathered details and called for myself since i needed my mind put at ease, with all i told them they said that its "POSSIBLY" not my brother....talk about not putting mind at ease, then was told by guy that was investigating that what i should do for the mean time is put in a missing persons report but i needed his last known address....i tell ya that was hell to get but i did...........anyways i called non emerg ask to speak with missing person reposrts tell them whats up and they tell me i have to call hospitals and yadda yadda and then call back if no luck there. soooo i do this and "NOTHIN" a bit of relief, i call them back and i get a diff person, a man this time more sympathetic, asks his n

Cupi's Treasure
Chopping wood in the mystical forest only the fairies for company when out of know where, cupid appeared in front of me "tell me your desires" she says i can make your dreams come true not only will you fall in-love but some one will fall in love with you now i'd been chopping wood all-day and was in the mood for some sinful play and the way cupid was dressed left me with these words to say Cupid put down your bow open those glistening thighs and bend real slow I know a place were my arrow can go gently guided by are oscillating when we move to and throw she bends before me saying "yeah... i'm so horny cum put me on a cloud; enter my flower and make me moan real loud" not wanting to let me down my firmness starts to rise as i run my tongue up the back of the inside of her thighs with her legs open wide i lick her wet lips from underneath flicking her peak with my tongue gently biting her flesh with my teeth I trace a line as my tongue com

Be Your Valentine
Be Your Valentine You never call or see what I am doing Most of the times barely even want to be bothered In our past we used to share each others flesh We used to do all the freaky things you like Added to the entire things you wanted to try Months passed Now I am just is just a piece of ass In our pastime you actually cared about me You actually cared about my feelings You treat me like a piece of trash Now you ask me to be your valentine I don't feel like it You only want to some ass Just to make you feel like a man You really don't know you were falling then You may wonder why I left you alone You talk so much which you could not prove it You and your shortcomings was hilarious I don't want to waste my time I could be doing better things You would think getting another guy would be an option No not this time I rather sip some coffee Read a nice book along with my drin

Confessions Of A Cutter
I bet you think you're imagining this blood spilling from my wrist but i'm just trying to find my piece of mind i want to prove that i exist. i'm slowly becoming invisible and i'm not sure if i'm real i put that razorblade to my skin just to make sure i still can feel. becoming numb was not a choice and it's become a way of life its hard to feel anything at all when you're only friend becomes the knife. i'm not looking for your pity i'm just hoping to find a friend a reason to keep on living someone on whom i can depend. and while the floor around me is red and your eyes are starting to tear i'm afraid that you still don't know me because i'm more fragile that i appear. you believed that i was surviving i was still breathing, so i was fine i assure you that you were mistaken and that i've been broken all this time. this is not the first time that i've bled nor is it the first time i wish i've died and this blood isn't even half of all those million tears i cr

*groan*
today is valentine's day.. my daughter are stay in home cuz we had bad storm and now the weather seem calm.. I have huge bad headache tonight :( I hate it.. I wish I have someone to comfort me while I am cranky about my headache lol j/k :P how is everyone?

In Responce
What dreams have we unfolded to grace the evening stars with purple light's divine and blinding magic? What kisses have we burned between our lips' tender skins and gazed at butterflies ascending into rubyfire? I would follow you, my love, into Paris set aflame, Louvre masterpieces glowing golden madness of your passion, to mysteries of Rumi's bones still whirling to secret beauties in Nefertiti's tomb. Oh, how we'd tango to naked joy along the breadth of China's wall into sprawling Hong Kong markets, do a rumba, never slumber through Rio's nights hot Carnivale, if we'd but kiss each other longer and between these dreams, embrace it all.

My Broken Heart Can Never Be Mended
I gave you my heart, I hoped you would give me yours, I fell in love, I hoped you would love me too. I am letting you go, Because of what I was told, If you let something go, If It comes back to you it is truely yours. My heart is breaking, I feel I could cry a thousand tears, I don't think you even care, Now my life is meaningless. Happy Fucking Valentines Day!

Dark And Lonely World
Dark and Lonely World In this world of mine I’m left so far behind With all the pain and sorrow It feels like no tomorrow Life is so unfair When no one seems to care No matter what they say It seems untrue today As I sit and cry I start to wonder why It feels like no tomorrow For today is creeping by I sit under the weeping willow With all the pain and sorrow Hoping one day soon I’ll be where I belong I know where I belong I see it in my mind I know I’ll be there soon In this world of mine Cause all you’ll ever see Is all the love you’ll need Feel free to come and join me In this world of mine

The Forgotten Ones
THE FORGOTTEN ONES The forgotten one is always alone we are used and mentally abused No one cares no one dares to carry the pain that runs through the veins of the forgotten ones We only exist when your in need then in the end we don’t exist When weeks go by without a word when you know you are the forgotten one We are far and near we are every where In this world we will remain and carry the pain for we are the forgotten ones When we are gone from this world you will be alone to carry the pain for the forgotten one

Up On Toproof Of .....
You sneezed like a drunken trombone shouting loud Creator’s name and my heart, my poor foolish kite-flying tambourine of a heart thought you were singing sonnets. So I danced. On our mattress. Until the bed splintered like wood for kindling Gnostic joy. You turned emerald inside a dream and your hair smiled across my face like a perfumed sonata sprinkling piano dust over the ocean. Thus I woke and screamed, “Look! Look! Winter at last is dead and gone!” Naked I ran through moonfire and broke frozen ground that I might sow seeds of fleshy bliss and watch them blossom tributes to the lyrical rose of your beauty. Naked I nibbled your thorns to their quaking core. But what is this sweet annihilation of all sense and sensibility each time love flies through the door of my heart’s mud-and-stick palace? What is this slow blue dream of

Trust
I hate that I find it so hard to trust anymore. i hate that I second guess everything. I hate the fact that I really like this guy and I prolly am fooling myself again. I hate that my jealousy is controling how I think, and I hate that my insecurities are ruling my brain. I hate that it may turn out to be right. Does this mean I am a self fulling prophecy or my instints are really good?? I wish I knew??? I hate the fact that I like him so much. And that if he is playing with me, that it will hurt like hell again. God I would just love to live without that feeling of pain for awhile. But im starting to wonder if Alex has the right idea. Cut everything out and let nothing in and u cant be hurt.

Supporting A Friend
Ok..so I like to go out and have a good time once in a while. However, my best friend of 21 years recently came out of rehab for alcohol addiction. I've been nothing but supportive of her decision and have even attended a number of AA meetings with her. Last weekend I decided to go out with a few other friends and have a good time. Although I felt a bit bad being out and having a good time without her I found no reason to not go out and enjoy myself, I'm not the one with the problem. Well it has now been 7 days since my best friend has talked to me because I went out. So now I feel guilty and have the feeling that I've somehow lost my best friend. But as I've said I'm not the one with the problem and I still have nothing but support for her. Now I'm lost and not sure whether I should feel guilty or just let the whole thing blow over. Any suggestions would help cuz now I feel I need some support.

Snowed In
Damn, we got 15" of snow here!! I posted some pics in the "SNOW" folder if anyone wants to see. The city I live in is so awesome that they haven't even plowed my street once yet - gotta love it!!! Oh well, snowed in on Valentine's, I guess it could be worse!

Sexiest Butt Contest
Okay, I'm running a little behind in the contest. Thanks to All who have commented and helped me out! For those of you that haven't commented on me yet... SHAME ON YOU!!! I really do appreciate all that you can do! Click on the picture below to go to the contest. Click ^^^^^ Here to go to the contest!!!

Valentine's :(
Valentine's is suppose to be one of the happiest day's in any relationship. Well. To me, Valentine's isn't worth much with out the one you truely love next to you. Although I did get to speak with him for about 6 hours today, it was still pretty depressing. Welcome to my life. Yeah, I am a strong woman, deep inside. Yet, that doesn't really matter today. I have done my best to be strong for my husband, but he can still tell the difference. So much to be said, in so little time. It's amazing how you can miss one person so much, and not know it till that person is over a thousand miles away. Especially on any Holiday or special occasion. As you know, I have posted the link's of what I have recieved from him today. Although wishing he didn't go off and spend all that money on me just for one day isn't unusual. He say's that I am way to spoiled, but look what he does. I am not complaining. I know he does that because he love's me to death. I just wished he could have been here with me tod

Sexuaziland
Sex will always be a problem as long as we lack a potent technology.. There will be a country named sexuaziland And it will be a nation covered with golden sand There will be a place where sex does not inspire fear And it will also be the place where people do not hunt deer It is a nation that will come When our dislike for science gets overcome In that grand nation the rule of reason will prevail And the voice of religion will no longer sail In such a place people will copulate night and day They will do it everywhere and even hanging from a stay There will no longer be taboos and sins Because progress will have put them in the dust bins In that country there will be no more abortions Because science will have assured against conceptions Technology will have finally put to rest The debate that drove people to pound their chest

Everything Is Closed!
hmm and so we got hit with this horrible weather and the snow is up almost to my waist.. it was up to my knees this morning.... not comments from the peanut gallery or the land of the jolley green giants you tall people bc im on 5'2. but coming back from walmart i seen everything is closed except walmart and plaza and ironic the movie theatre... yeah hes gonna get customers...and pizza hut,who they werent stupid because all the other pizza places in town are closed. well anyways the weather is shitty here in NY so everyone else hope your valentines day went well. because we are up to our asses in snow and well today just sucked.

Keep Talking
There's a silence surrounding me I can't seem to think straight I'll sit in the corner No one can bother me I think I should speak now My words won't come out right I feel like I'm drowning I'm feeling weak now But I can't show my weakness I sometimes wonder Where do we go from here (It doesn't have to be like this, all we need to do is make sure we keep talking) Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking Where do we go from here (It doesn't have to be like this, all we need to do is make sure we keep talking) Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling I feel like I'm drowning You know I can't breathe now We're going nowhere We're going nowhere PINK FLOYD

My Grandmother
This blog is dedicated to the most wonderful woman I know. My grandmother! If there was ever a saint on this earth, my grandmother is that saint! She dedicated her whole life taking care of people. Did not matter if she knew you or not, she would help you through a tough time. She took care of our whole family and was the foundation of the family. She taught all of us how to love and to live life as a good person. I may not have followed all of her advice but she gave me the right advice on everything a person needs to know! She loved me with all of my faults and never once did she look down on me. On Feb. 8th 2007 she had a major stroke at the age of 85 years old. It is now Feb 14th 2007 and she is still holding on without any help from the doctors or a feeding tube. She did not want to live in a bed with tubes going to her. It is very hard to let go of a person that means the world to you but I know she will be going to a better place where she will have her sight back and will be ab

Metaphysical Forecast For Feb.14th-20th The Karma Of Judgement
THE KARMA OF JUDGMENT by tony mims February 14, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net FREE Click on Tarot Game at PlanetAUTHORity.com Thursday March 29, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to another week of self-exploration and universal understanding. This week’s forecast of major transits began late Tuesday night when Mercury, the planet of communication and details of daily life at !0º Pisces, went retrograde. Mercury will be moving retrograde until March 7th. Whenever Mercury is retrograde you can expect disruption of schedules, travel, communications, messages, and news. Mercury retrograde’s p

Your Love Life Secrets Are...
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Work
i still have more paperwork to do. My job is a substitute. I don't know where i work until they tell me. When soemone cannot come to work i get called. Could be day could be night...i don't know. This may or may not cut into my religious and social time which sucks. I still have a TB test to do and i have to turn in the bank related stuff too. This is all still a bit too stressful. I still have bank debts to worry about. I don't have to worry about the phone bill for now. Money is still an issue. Some day it won't be but i don't know when.

Birthday Bash In My Girl Illusions Lounge
HEY YALL THIS IS AN INVITATION TO SMOKE E. DIGGLERA'S 30th BIRTHDAY BASH! The Official CherryTap Page of Smoke E. Digglera@ CherryTAP DATE:FEB 15th 07 TIME: ALL DAY PLACE:MY LOUNGE THIS IS LINK TO MY LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5065

Cat Contest Winners
~~ Cat Contest is now closed the winners are everyone! ~~ Best Cat on CT contest! 1st Cat is...... Wins Silver Motorcycle and a Beer Keg with 5315 comments 2nd Cat is..... Wins Rolex and Beer Keg with 2117 comments 3rd Cat is...... Wins Diamond Earrings and Beer Keg with 1530 comments 4th Cat is...... Wins Platinum Cherry and Beer Keg with 500 comments 5th Cat is...... Wins Root Beer and beer keg with 219 comments 6th Cat is...... Wins Shot of Jagermeister and Beer Keg with 183 comments most comments wins! VIP & VIC gifts awarded to the winners! thanks maria

Robert Frost The Road Not Taken
Robert Frost Poetry The Road Not Taken Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference

Be Yourself
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone on Cherry Tap! Hope You all have a Valentine for this special day! Hope you all have a wonderful day. Do what your heart says and dont hold back on your dreams, no matter what anybody tells you. Today is about love and caring about that special person. So go out get crazy and just have fun tonight. All my love, Naughty Nikki

A Bullet For My Valentine
I just want someone to call my own.Valentine's Day is a day invented to charge too much for roses and chocolate.And to make the lonely feel even more alone.Get out of my face, you stupid holiday.

Happy Valentines Day !
A lie of love did pass away Left me waiting on the day When a pure soul a match to mine Would awaken me with love sublime And show me love was not a fairy tale That it was real and not for sale That all I had know of love before Was nothing compared to what was in store When a heart so true could love just me When it mattered not of the past we see When all that clouded was cast aside When there was no reason to run and hide When all I could ever dream had come true This was the gift I found in only you For love had died and passed to dust All I believed in was hardened lust For all the was love had been a lie Now thanks to you the past did die And love lives true in your angel eyes I live for the view that brings my sighs And knowing you heart and soul love me Is a joy I will live for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore The last face I see before I sleep the one that has made me hers to keep We hold and kiss and make sweet love She is my angel from heaven

Heya
I love Valentine's Day, just got done watching a movie, eating my famous spaghetti and garlic bread, brownies and my husband got me a Stitch doll and a red rose...:)..I painted him something with a poem on it, bought him a choclate set of lips and a button with two kittens cuddling on it. We drank some Bacardi laced wine, and he gave me a full body massage...:)

Cuts
cold and bitter thoughts culter the mind only leaving room for hunger sweet cascades of emptyness fill a puddle in the floor only wanting more the cold sharp steel calls for the hand wanting only torn flesh its burns only for releaf

I Am Apparently A Douche Bag
Apparently I am a douche bag. I am not meant to walk around and have thoughts or feelings. I am not meant to be human and have flaws. I am not the perfect person you want me to be. I never will be. Save yourselves from me and my amazing ability to destroy anything that has ever meant anything to me. Watch in amazement as I sabotage everything I ever have going for me. I am obviously meant to be alone for the rest of my pathetic existence. Go ahead, everyone, pass me by, please. I want you all to do the favor and walk right by me. Don't smile, nod or even wave, cause apparently that gives me the perfect opportunity to destroy even the calmest of friendships. I am self-destructive when it comes to all things(minus the physical cutting shit). Welcome to my life, please leave before you get hurt. I am tired of always being the one who "causes the pain". I am forgetful, self-reliant(to a unhealthy point), and apparently self-centered. All I have wanted to do was help people, but all

Public Parts Of My Schedule In Sketch
tomorrow-- appointments - nutrition, apartment. Friday - travel downstate to the NY City/Long Island area until Tuesday afternoon to visit family, for a doctor appt, and for an Asperger (etc.) support meeting. (may begin PenguinBlog2 soon: I'm greedy and like having your much-appreciated votes count ;^) *g*, and a too-long blog can get unwieldy and difficult of search - admittedly the longest ones here only have 40-45 posts.)

Lowering One's Head In Shame
Lowering one's head in shame, Trying to hold back the tears as you hear your name. Finding out who you could trust... Lies being told about you. Feeling no one out there really cares, When you ask them to then they share. Asking God to forgive what you are thinking, Knowing it is all that you are doing is sinking. Lowering one's head in shame.... knowing that no one can feel your pain as you do in the same.

My Stash.
Check out my stash for a live recording from my band's last show. *edit* Youtube bites it, unless you check it out later. Search Cassandra Syndrome on Google video. Yes, I am an attention whore. Thats why I'm here. :D

It Is The Soldier...
It is the soldier, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the soldier, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, who has given us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the soldier, not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the soldier, who salutes the flag, who serves under the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to burn the flag.

Life Sure Sux!!!!
Well this was the day set aside to show the one you love how you feel and how much they mean to you! Wonder just how many people were truly honest about it???????There is one major thing about me that I guess people do not notice so very much...........I am a very loving, caring , compassionate person that also feels that overwhelming need to have Love in her life......I have been played with and so very seriously hurt and damaged in my soul until I feel like it is all for naught! Apparently I have given my heart too readily and now must once again suffer the consequences of letting down the walls I had so strongly built up......Am not asking for pity, or anything of the Like, just Good, Honest Friends......May all your dreams of happiness and Joy & love come to you all!!

Singles Awareness Day
A you single? Are you made aware of it ever day on Feb the 14th. Aint it a.... well you get the idea. Don't feel bad you're not alone. Millions suffer this ailment often, and numbers fluctuate too often to really get an accurate count. So, when Feb the 14th rolls around and makes you feel like a slug, think of this. Somewhere down the street or where ever, there is a bar. In this bar is a few women or men, who like you are feeling the slings and arrows of singles awareness day. (feb 14th). And though it appears they are just having a drink, they are as the night wears on in fact Loweing their standards. Its prime time to snag one. Don't sit around and mope this Singles Awareness Day, get out, lower your standards, and settle for something less then your dream tonight!! (this ad is sponsured by the devorce lawyers of america)

Soo I Found Out What I Was Having...
and its a BOY!!!! I'm so excited and so is james. he is sooo cute..he was sucking on his little thumbs in the ultrasound..awwww I can't wait till he is finally here! i had a very good valentines day...James got me a HUGE bear, with 2 roses in its little paw and a Huge balloon. it was nice..I made him an angel food cake with strawberries and whip cream and I also made him dinner. and later we are going to celebrate more...rawr..haha...well I hope you all are doing good :) xox Jess

Valentines Day
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS...HOPE EVERYONE IS SPENDING IT WITH SOMEONE THEY LOVE....SOMEBODY SEND LONELY OL' ME A V-DAY KISS ;)...TO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS ON HERE LUV U GUYS....AND TO THE REST OF YOU *&%(*&*)*&)(*&'s...LOVE U TOO HAHA...NOW!!! ONTO MY NEXT BEER!!!

Blood Red Skies
I am afraid, hunted every step. I am captured, the traitor in your eyes. I can’t get away, From within my prison, I can’t go but at the same time, I can’t stay. I am betrayed, the dying in your plot, I am cast out, the leper by your door, I feel I have no hope, I could just curl up and die, This is the only way I know how to cope, I am caught, a fox in the cars headlights, I am trapped, a fish inside your net, I don’t think I can live on, I’ve taken your poison, I don’t think I can carry on knowing you’re gone, I’m lost crawling in a labyrinth of lies, I’m doomed, wandering in a land of make believe, I think that my time has come, I hear death, As he, with his wife pain beat a long solitary note on my drum, I am sinking, a ship beneath your waves, I am failing, the light within your dark, I can’t see the way to go anymore, In case I fall, And end up a rotting carcass on your floor, I am leaving, the boy you once knew, I am going, the

Barely Breathing
Sometimes I feel as though I am barely breathing, barely making sense of the world around me. I feel as though I am fighting to keep my head above water. I laugh and I smile when those around me do the same but inside I feel dead. I can be in a room with a ton of people and still feel so alone. It's a feeling I'm just not used to and I don't like it. I've had a hard time sleeping. I take pills. Anything I can get my hands on to numb me and let me fall asleep. I'm scared but I won't admit it to anyone. My life is the one thing I should have complete control over and it has completely spun out. I'm not the woman I was a few months or even a few weeks ago. I close my eyes and I hear a baby crying and when I open them I can't find her. She isn't there. It haunts me. It hurts. It scares me. I go on day to day living my life wondering what else is in store for me, praying it is only good things. I could use some luck right now, the warm embrace of those that love me, anything to make me real

New...
I'm getting slightly addicted here at Cherry Tap, even though it pisses me off when the server and/or Cherry Tap fucks up when you are in the lounge area. It has been nice 'befriending' fellow peers at Cherry Tap, all those whom have rated, commented, and etc cetera -don't worry, I'll do the same for you! :) Things just take awhile, yes?

Happy What??!!.....lol
It's another Valentine's Day .... Yay That!! A day that men all over the world feed in to the girlfriend question of "Do I look fat?" by puchasing large amounts of chocolate for them and giving symbols of love that DIE! LMFAO! The thought of showing someone love by attempting to purchase a bouquet larger than anyone elses in your girlfriend's office kills me. Yes, it's really nice to know that you are loved, wanted and thought about but have you ever tried to take one of those big ass flower arrangements home in your car?....LOL Valentine's day also has some other pretty cool significance. It was on February 14th that penicillin was discovered back in 1929. Maybe, just maybe, there was enough loose ass flowing with the loose booze during prohibition that someone thought that there should be some kind of treatment for those little itchy, owie gifts that were left behind. Or, just maybe, someone thought that penicillin would cure the nasty infection that could have set in o

Driving Away
your tenderness and the taste of your kiss just a few of the things i pain fully miss out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away i still dono why exactly...you left that day cause you and me were there apitamy the apitamy of happy out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away

Mask
I’ll just but on my mask, and smile when you come by No one has to know that I’m crying on the inside No one has to know that I’m attached and I don’t want to let go I want to keep you around because I’m not ready to say goodbye I’ll just have to learn to keep my feelings on the inside Even though I’m hanging on ever word you say Waiting for the next time you say my name I’ll just play it off, like your just another fuck No one has to know that I’m crying on the inside I’ll just but my mask back on, and smile when you come by

Me
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:don't know LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:clown's AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:no WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:it suck's donky ass DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:no WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:hell yes HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:it suck's WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:yes HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:no ANY SECRET TALENTS?:yes WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:texas HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yes HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:don't really think about it HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:3 CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:no HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:no WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:it s not right IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:yes DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:no WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:nothing WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":the second i read this IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:yes

Precious Loan
Precious Loan © By Mary K. Guerrero God blesses us each with so many things And sometimes that blessing is a child. He chooses a special angel, picked just for you And loans them to you for awhile. From the time they arrive They hold your heart in their hands And add countless precious moments to your life And each night we bow down and ask the good Lord above To protect them and keep them from strife. For this oh so precious gift, God doesn't ask a large fee. “Just love and care for them, and teach them of Me”. So we do what we can, We work hard and we pray And watch them blossom and grow With each passing day. Not one of us knows how long they'll be here Or when God will call for his loan, And take that special angel, picked just for you Back to his glorious home. But he made us a promise and I have no doubt, He will carry you through this great sorrow. Because when it's your time, she'll be first to greet you And you'll be blessed with an eterni

I Am Pagan
I am Pagan I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved ones in the Spirit w

Domestic Violence
Hurt Till Thee End © By Pharin A. Walker My man hit me last night. Just cause I spoke Back to him. Said he was the man of the house, And I shouldn't dare talk back to him. So, I held my face in my hand an began to cry. Lord, why does a man hit a woman this way? I got down on my knees an began to pray. How could he hit me, And say that he loves me? Don't he know how much he's hurting me? More tears began to drop, As I prayed harder to my God, And asked him to make the pain stop. Lord, when I felt his hand touch my face, I didn't understand how the man I loved could do me this way. The pain began to hurt more and more. It felt as if I could live no more. Oh Lord, Oh Lord, please make him stop. I don't want to be one of those stressed out women, Because I was the one who called the cops. Oh heavenly father please make him love and cherish The woman he's' got. My little girl came into the room And said mommy why you cry? I lift my head and said your da

Time On Earth
Time on Earth © By Stacy E. Daniels I know that my time on earth is through And now I'm coming home to you. The Lord that gave my life to me Will now set my spirit free. I have known joy. I have known sorrow I have loved you like there was no tomorrow. And through it all I have no regrets because you're the nicest people I have ever met.

My First Real Love
Goodbye At Last by Barbi D Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Yesterday is just a memory Our laughter was sunny and bright Then clouds started to gather For you were no where in sight. You were my first real love And this I will never forget How you left without a warning No good-byes, my only regret. Wherever I may be now Always searching for another so true To place my world of emotion Handing my love to someone like you. If again I must go there And experience all the pain I would do it in a minute For all the good I would gain. No matter what my wrongs You offered only love Until the day you left me For your new home up above. I know you still are with me Your love is within my heart Though life is no longer present Our souls will never part. This is given to you in honor Of all that we did share I just wanted you to know, dear, How much I really did

Death Of A Friend
I Want You To Know by Angela A brief moment of darkness was all that I knew, before Heaven's Gate came into my view. Loved ones and friends I had missed for many years, welcomed me with open arms and many happy tears. All the hurt, fear and pain that I have ever known, is gone from my life, I am finally home. I gazed upon the Lord's sweet smiling face, and for the first time in my life I knew and felt His grace. I know that you miss me, but please dry your eyes. I will always be watching and loving you from my home in the sky. A cool breeze on your face, a touch of light rain, I will send as a reminder that we will be reunited again. Life on earth is but one brief moment in time, I am finally home, Eternity is mine.

Dancing
Dancing I wish I were dancing Floating across the floor He is wearing a suit I, a gown The music, sweet and melodious Finds me twirling in a fantasy land Filled with happiness Laughter Love His warm embrace Tickles my senses And my heart surges forward And then As I am looking into his eyes Searching every corner of his perfect soul I stop And realize that I'm not in a ballroom Not in a gown I'm just standing, staring into his eyes And I'm dancing - Jennifer Suzanne Brown -

Legend Of The White Lady From Guam
During the early Spanish colonial rule in the late 1600's on the island of Guam, there lived two newlyweds in the quiet hillside village of Maina. The couple, a Spanish officer and his Chamorro bride. Before marrying, the bride's husband was romantic, dashing and polite. But soon after their honeymoon, he became cruel and abusive. Every night the husband demanded fresh mountain stream water with his food and sent his wife to the small creek in the valley below to fetch his water. After a while, the woman actually began to enjoy her lonely walks and eventually it became a ritual that she looked forward to. Her favorite time was during the full moon when the moon's reflection shimmered across the surface of the moving creek like dancing stars, with the gentle wind whistling through the jungle foliage. Her husband soon began to notice that it took longer and longer for her return and became enraged. Then one stormy and rainy night on their first wedding anniversary and during a new

What I Am, What Am I
What i once was is no longer now. I am nothing, with nothing to gain and nothing to loose. My fear and pain is numbed by nothingness. I have no hope, no joy, no future. I was once strong, I was once smart, but now I care for nothing. I was once irrogant, I was once angered, but now not even anger will accompany me. Without you I am nothing. You were my drug and now I suffer from the addiction. For you I changed to better myself and fear slowly creeped into my heart and turned me back. Day by day I began to relapse into what I once was. Always angry, full of hate, and never happy. I swore to never again become what I most feared and hated, but now I have nothing. Now I sometimes ask for the anger, at least this way I can still feel, something,anything. But it always aludes me. Fear has even become a friend to me, but fear always leaves me. And I am left with nothing. What I used to be was hated by all, by me. I changed and I was no longer hated by all but still hated by me. I changed mo

Southerners
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hisse fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, .... As in: "Going to town, be back directly." Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin! Only Southerne

Happy Valentines Day,- Read The Bottom, It's Not Just The Same Old Blog.
Happy valentines day. Another response to a bullitine sort of thing. — Wednesday, February 14, 2007 It's long, but it's worth reading. -To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. -To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. -To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. -To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. -To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. -To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. -To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. -To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. -To every girl that won't get

Legend Of The Coconut Tree From Guam
Long ago there was a Chamorro family belonging to the Achote tribe. The family had a beautiful young daughter who was admired by everyone in the tribe. One day the girl became very thirsty. She wanted to drink the juice from a special fruit. Everyone tried to find the fruit she described but to no avail. Soon the girl became very ill and died. The father buried the girl on a hill over looking the village. He placed a beautiful headstone on her grave and the people covered it with many beautiful flowers. One day the villagers noticed a strange plant growing on the girl's grave. They thought it was magic and built a shelter to protect it. Five years after the plant appeared, it had grown 20 feet tall, strange looking fruits appeared. One of the fruits dropped to the ground and cracked open. The chief called on the father of the dead girl to eat the strange fruit but he refused. He called his wife to eat the fruit. She said it was sweet and chewy and called it coconut.

Pissed
Ok I don't understand what the deal is with people on here I didn't do a damn thing wrong and yet they think they gotta block my ass.. Hello I am a nice person and don't usually step on toes... My friend Jow un-blocks me then turns around and re-blocks me the next day for no apparent reason.. Ya know if your gonna block me have a reason why... I didn't do nothing to you and if I did then I would understand but whatever obviously your not someone I need to be friend's with if you do that kind of shit to a so-called friend Peace out peeps Always and Forever Heather

I Wish For Deaths Kiss
I WISH FOR DEATHS KISS, FORE IF THIS IS LIVING, WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH, YOUR HEART, YOUR LOVE FOR ME. THIS IS NOT LIFE, THIS IS BUT MERE EXESTENCE, I SHALL WAIT, FOR YOU, MY LOVE, MY ONE, MY ONLY. DON'T FEAR, EVEN IF SHOULD PASS ONE DAY BEFORE YOUR RETURN, MY HEART AND SOUL BELONG TO YOU FOR ALL TIME ETERNAL. MY HEART IS HEAVY, WITH YOUR ABSENCE, NO SWEET WORDS, NO POEMS, NO LOVE NOTES,NO KISS, I FEAR I MAY GROW COLD. WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH, THE FIRE FROM WITHIN YOUR SOUL. I AM SO TIRED OF TEARS AND SORROW, I PRAY TO GOD, FOR A BRIGHTER TOMORROW FOR YOU AND I. I ACHE AND LONG FOR THEE, I VOWED TO YOU AND YOU ALONE, NO OTHER, BUT THEE. I SHALL WISH FOR STRENGTH,PEACE AND LOVE FOR US BOTH, AND TOGETHER. I FEAR NOT DEATH, BUT FEAR LIFE WITHOUT YOU. TEARS I SHED, FALL UPON THE BLACK GROUND UPON WHICH I STAND, I SHALL STAND TRUE ALWAYS UNTO YOU. FOREVER I SHALL LOVE YOU AND SHALL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. AS I WALK ALONE IN THE DARKNESS, MY PATH IS LIGHTED BY YOUR HEART A

I'm Outta Here, Going On Tour.
Its just been confirmed. I am leaving Orange County, CA this Monday at noon to go on tour as a tech for The Fenians. We'll be out on the road until March 17th. For more information/tour dates, please check out www.thefenians.com

Poetry
"Trapped" Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. alo

Can't Stop The Writing......fingers..cramping
I do have quite a bit on my mind tonight. I must be going for the record for blog posts. I think its that I have questions to which there are no answers and this is a way of closure for me.....maybe not...think I just like to talk. LOL. Let me tell you a little about tonight. Myself and a co-worker were on our way back to our place of business from the local court house when we notice a man walking up to our work. In one hand he was carrying something in the other he was holding up his pants. He slipped a little bit and his hand shot out to balance himself and his pants went straight to the ground. I just laughed and laughed. Why....Why in the hell would you wear pants that you had to physicaly hold up with one of your hands? What benefit does extremely overly large pants give you? Does it make you run faster? Are you able to jump higher? Are you waiting for someone to crawl in them with you? What? What is it? I dont understand. I had pants that didnt fit me once, and you know wha

Whats Your Sex Style?
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Causing A Rucous With [rob] Rotten
so i just got off the phone with rotten tonight as we're going over a bit on his new project(s) that I'm going to be heading up on the web...he's amazed at the amount of work I'm doing on the road in traveling to shoot wherever... so he brought up the idea (obviously around his shooting schedule and my touring schedule for ozzfest) that we should team up and go on a rampage shooting for whatever projects we have lined up in the assorted cities I already shoot in or the ones I need to go shoot in...which is a totally killer idea as we'll both get a ton of work for our sites... and get all the models 2x the work as well... but I think one of us will end up dead in a hotel along the way due to too much *insert poison of the weekend here* hahahaha... however if that happens, my blogs will be 12x as entertaining and the book idea will be filled by that point im sure hahaahha... also I heard from the main contact for us with ozzfest... seems that vendors this year are out of the ozzfest fie

Untitled 3
Always defending the good, Protecting the ones he loves, Shining in the light, a perfect soul, Searching for the one that will steal his heart, Not knowing that person is dark and fairly evil, Yet looking in her eyes, he cares not for what she is, Only for who she is, his woman, Now this knight vows to stay true to this woman, You never see good and evil joining forces, But here you see just that, Good and evil coming together under one cause, Love, stronger than any army or armor, Here you have a Loyal Knight and his Vampiress.

Me
Hello all, My name is Nick, I was just writing this blog to introduce myself... I will post my views of the world in here.. not that anyone really cares what i think, i just feel as though i can write a blog of how i feel... Ever make a mistake you wish you could take back? Everyone had, if not that makes you perfect. I made the mistake of getting married too young to the wrong woman...she wasn't very pretty, she has the personality of a six year old, she acts more like a man than a woman(scary a woman who acts like a man and is not lesbian, i dunno how that worked...) seven years later we are going through a very nasty divorce, she's taken most of my money, so much so that i can't move out of this god forsaken town. She actually thinks she can cheat on me and i'd be ok with that. It drove me nuts for five of those years... Now i found someone else (at least i'm talking to someone else, i hope it's more than talking though she's so much better than my ex-wife it ma

Dead Donkey Raffle! :0
Donkey Raffle A Cajun named Jean Paul moved to Texas and bought a donkey from an old farmer for $100.00. The farmer agreed to deliver the donkey the next day. The next day the farmer rove up and said, "Sorry, but I got some bad news. The donkey died." "Well then, just give me my money back." "Cain't do that. I went and spent it already." "OK then, just unload the donkey." "What ya gonna do with em." "I'm gonna raffle him off." "Ya cain't raffle off a dead donkey!" "Sure I can. Watch me. I just won't tell anyone he's dead." A month later the farmer met up with the Cajun and asked, "What happened with the dead donkey?" "I raffled him off. I sold 500 tickets at $2.00 apiece and made a profit of $898.00." "Didn't no one complain?" "Just the guy who won. So I gave him his $2.00 back."

Luv Me A Stripper
Hey newest wyld thang on the blog! Give me a shout and a rating to let me know what ya think! Awesome site and a load of fun!!!Lot of interesting friends and people soon to b friends i hope! thanx Wkid1!!

Hey Y'all
I probably won't be online very much for the next few days. I'm sick and I need to get something done about it. I really can't afford to go to the doctor, but I can't stand it anymore. I would like the contest to continue on as it has been, it's been a great race to see who wins. There is still 13 days of it left people, so don't worry! Still plenty of time!!!!!!!!!!!!! However I would like to place the statistics in my blog as of who holds the 1st 2nd and 3rd places at the moment. . . 1st place female at the moment is Mrs. Babycakes who has 2142 comments 1st place male at the moment is Unloved Dark Moon with 4030 comments 2nd place is Roughneck MP with 2309 comments and 3rd place is The Juggalo Thrill Hammer with 78 comments I will update it daily now to let everyone know how it's doing. Hugs DJ Bad Ass Cowgirl

You Do Know That There Is A War On?
Okay so I know that this really ties into my other blog, about there being too many ass clowns. But I like to write things out to get them out of my head. Plus I know that someone is going to want to know what has been happening lately. Before I can really start, I have to give some back story. First of all I have spent most of my adult life in the military at some capacity. I used to be Infantry before switching to psyop. I have been on tactical teams all this time. I am an operator and I earned the term. When the fit hits the shan, you want me covering you six. I am not the most bad ass guy on the planet, but I know what I am doing when things go that way. When the going gets tough, the tough get cyclic. If you know what that means, we are on the same page. Currently I am a contractor and I don’t feel bad about the fact that I am not going out on missions. I paid my dues, and I am good at my job. To me, I work for the guys out in the field. They have pretty much the worst dan

To All My Friends And Famlily
Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing So I share this with whom I consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a truefriend...zz..

A Smile Proves Nothing
Everyone looks at me Notices that I'm not smiling They wonder How can it be And I'm not happy Can't anybody see Why I'm not smiling A smile doesn't prove anything at all The world looks upon me Notices I' not laughing They wonder How can it be. Today's the day it's over And I'm not happy anymore. Can't anybody see Why I'm not laughing A smile doesn't prove anything So why care What's the deal I don't see the point Truth be told I'm happy I just don't care Why smile when I'm not in the mood why laugh it wasn't very funny I just don't really care.

Darkness
I gave you my soul and you torn it i gave you my trust and you thrashed it i gave you my heart and you broke it you put me on a pedestal then crashed it down around me what did i do to you how could you fuck me that way why did you care for me that little i thought our love was perfect then you changed the man i loved went away you started to pull away i love you so much that I've lost control the anger has turned to rage in my dreams i kill in my thoughts i plan the darkness is sucking me in again my demons i face to go or to remain the darkness feels like home so safe so warm but how deep can i dip before i slip away into the darkness into the rage in my core the darkness calls oh to slip to it like a lost lovers arms as its arms holds me tight it reminds me its never lied never hurt me it whispers softly in my ears the darkness calls

Broken Hearts
THERE IS NEVER A TIME THAT I DO NOT WONDER WHERE THIS LOVE OF MINE WILL LEAD ME I THINK IM IN LOVE THEN SOMETHING FALLS OUT FROM UNDERNEATH ME AM I BORED TO EASY I WONDER CAN ONE MAN PLEASE ME I WONDER THAT TOO IS THERE SUCH THING CALLED LOVE OR IS IT JUST A PART OF OUR FANTASY BECAUSE WE ARE TAUGHT AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE THERE IS A PRINCE TO RESCUE US WHY LIE TO US ALL WHAT DID WE DO WE GROW UP BELEIVING WE WILL FIND OUR PRINCE LET'S BE REAL WHY LIE TO YOU RSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE LOVE MAYBE LUST NOTHING MORE THEN A STRANGER PASSING IN THE NIGHT SAYING ALL THE RITE THINGS AND THEN ITS GONE ONCE AGAIN JUST FOR A NOTHER DAY TO COME UPON US AND WE DREAM ONCE AGAIN IM SLEEPING WHAT ABOUT YOU I HAVE NOT WAKING UP FROM THIS FAIRY TALE WE AL;L LIVE TO FIND THAT MR, RITE OR WRONG IT DOES NOT EXIST IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT SO LETS BE TRUTHFULL TO OURSELF DO WE EVEN LOVE OURSELFS GOOD QUESTION CAN YOU ANSWER THAT HONESTLY AND CAN YOU ANWSER IT NOW NO IS THE ANSWER TO IT ALL LETS JUST LUST A L

"salute"/sign Pictures...
alot of sites like this allow you to upload "Salute" pictures of yourself holding a sign with your screen name to prove that you're real...but it's really easy to make a fake sign picture that could pass of as real...all you need is basic photoshop skills and a little time... before: and after: or you can do it with a picture that doesn't even have a sign in it... before: and after: as you can see, it's pretty basic shit, so even though someone has a sign with their name on it or whatever, that doesn't mean that they aren't fake...

Goodbye To Goodbye
Countless tears Streaming down An emotionless face Why do I care You were never there So many sleepless nights Wondering what I did wrong Never knowing how you truly feel Days turn to nights My heart grows empty Thoughts of us dance in my mind I know it had to end Smiles turn to frowns Life has no meaning Love is lost Darkness encircles Bitterness sets in A once warm heart is now ice cold Goodbye to us Goodbye to dreams Goodbye to happiness Goodbye to Goodbye

Sorry Daddy
Daddy where are you? Why did you leave me? Was it something I did? Why don’t you want me? I just want your love. That’s not to much to ask. I hate hearing mommy cry She is always there. But it’s hard to know that my daddy doesn’t care. Did I ruin your fun? Was I too much trouble? Tell me what I did I will try to change. All I want is your love. I never asked to be born. I’m sorry daddy please come back. I didn’t mean to mess things up Was I hard to care for? You left me alone. Now I have to grow up without you. I hate seeing mommy sad. She is doing her best. But what’s worse is having you for a daddy My daddy who doesn’t even care. By: Cassandra Royline Nolasco

I Am ... Shadow Dancing
Look for me in the shadows ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SHADOW DANCING Death smiles alone, in the shadow of Life. ... Waiting. I dance alone, in the shadow of Life. ... Waiting. You dance alone, a shadow in Death. ... Waiting. It is time for US to dance in Love. ... Together. Smiling in the shadows, ... Again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 09, 2006

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Treat me like an angel and I'll be your lil devil! God made men first, because every great master piece needs a sloppy copy tears are unspoken words Before you decide to live by the "early bird" policy, find out whether you're the bird or the worm. love is like a book......if you tear a page, you rip the heart...and have to pay for both! *It’s not the opportunities given…But the chances taken*

The User
This man is a loser! Has other paying his way in life. His girlfriend left him! Yes his girlfriend! Glad to see she woke up and stopped catering to him. This is not a man! He's not even that good! From what he wrote about me, I can see he used me. »nsfw« *ÀÐÐÒÑI§*@ CherryTAP Laughing at his newest This person has such an ego(very sad) What he wrote about me in his profile, He contradicts himself. If this lifeless lil bitch is on ur friends list chances are you have or will be deleted off mines I HATE STALKERS... its almost flattering... yet its gotten very old ad tired of igorning!!!. My Turn Now Bitch!!! ... if you compare her friends list, she got ya's off my page! Shes using you to try to somehow hurt me which is impossible cos... 1...i dont give a fuck less what anyone that dont take the time to know me thinks about me! 2ndly.. anyone who believes what that thang is saying, ca keep on stepping you look better goin than coming anyway! 3rdly ... i have fr

Its Cold
Its like 8 am and anthony and i havent been to sleep yet. Thats how wacked out we are. LOL well he tried to but i annoyed him to the point he couldnt sleep just so he would get up with me :P god i love that man :P lol and he just laughs at my sillyness. Oh to be young and in love. Oh wait i am :P We're going apartment searching soon w00t w00t. Time to get out of LAME ass millville mhmm. We're going out with our friend today, which shall be fun mhmm. My nose is cold. Its so damn cold out grrrowl. I hate it mhmm. Valentines day was seriously really wonderful. I loved it. I know i havent been the happiest person over the last 6 months, but things are finally looking up. I have my baby, and soon my other baby. Both my babys are and will be wonderful ♥ I love you anthony. Im going to do a blog of the day later with all the pretty icons and stuff i swear it! :) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Rate this blog please if you like it :)

My Thought
i sat today and thought out all my feelings for u. it just seems that now a days that is all that i can do. i dont have u here the way that i need and it is driving me insane. hayati please come and take away all this pain. and make my life a better one for both of us to share. and take my hand and lead me in song and in our prayer pick me up off of the floor and make my life complete. because i love u baby, my heart feels that in every beat. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

I Am Totally Insane............
So I decided since I am young and stupid I am going to do something completely crazy.......... No not jump off a building or wrestle 30 rabid monkeys at once............. I am about to work 34 hours straight at the airport!!!!!!!!!!!! That's right..........completely insane. In honor of this day I have drawn a lovely picture of myself working the 34 hour day for everyone to enjoy. It is now my profile pic........everyone should check it out. BYE

2000 Friends And 400 Have Helped.. Only Half Of Those Were Even My Friends...
Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

"biggie Spears"~ Make My Boobies One More Size*(sing It To The Tune Of
Oh boobies boobies, Oh boobies boobies, Oh boobies boobies, My chest was supposed to grow, My cleavage wasn't right~yeah Oh boobies boobies My breasts are completely full, And now my sweater's tight~yeah Surgery, I wanna be a size "D", Bigger memories, I want them to show now Oh because Chorus: My chest flatness was killing me, And I, I must confess I paid for these (paid for these) I look 32 I'm just a child, I am a crime, Make my boobies one more size Oh boobies boobies I've got double D's it's true, Now you've all been blinded Oh pretty boobies Your so big and oh so new That's just the way I planned it *Golly* Rolling Stone was naughty, See me baby barely wearing clothes now Oh because Chorus: My chest flatness was killing me, And I I must confess I paid for these (paid for these) I look 32 I'm just a child, I am a crime, Make my boobies one more size

Just Hit The Play Button And Wacth My Life Fall Apart
#### There Suicide #### She was living a broken life She thought no one cared She always wanted to be alone All because of a love she once shared. He broke her heart he made her cry He told her lies All this made her want to die. She swore to the razor She would be its best friend She couldnt get her mind off him All this turned out bad in the end. He found her dead He read the note He couldnt believe it In it is what she wrote: "I loved you With all my heart But all you did Was tear me apart. Im sorry and i still love you I just wish you could have seen What you did to me Now Im dead and only fourteen.." He started to cry He wanted her to know He still loved her too So then he thought it was time for him to go The police found him Laying next to her cold and bloody with a note on the floor It read: "I loved you too with all my heart I didnt know I was tearing you apart.

570 Thats It!!! Show Me Some Love Plzzzzzz Guys!!!!!
Pop my cherry!!! Help me win my very 1st contest yall!!!!!! 1st prize is a WEEK BLAST and a CORVETTE 2nd place DAY BLAST and SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3rd place gets 30,000 in whatever they want lasts TWO WEEKS or to 30,000 COMMENTSThe RULES ...YES you can vote for yourself AND picture bomb ..thats all

Big John & The Baby Jesus
Big John and The Baby Jesus Feb 15. 2007 ig John, who lived above me in apartment 3-F, trudged up the stairs at just after midnight. He always trudged when he was tired. And he was. It had been a long night of stealing baby Jesuses. John was not big in any way, shape or form (at least none that I had seen). He was rather short, actually, and weighed in at just under 120 pounds. But because he had a sense of humor that ran to just this side of odd, he always introduced himself as “Big John.” Upon that introduction, people would look at his lack of size and laugh. He liked to make people laugh. It made him feel wanted. It was a couple of days before Christmas; a time when everyone wants to feel wanted, even if it’s just for laughs. It had been a big night. Big John had stolen every baby Jesus from every manger scene that he could find. He herded them into the back of his hatchback Corolla and had driven the herd home to his ranch, apartment 3-F. He was happy. He enjoyed s

What U Think
valentines day romantic yes--- current situation--friend will call her *betty* betties ex boyfriend keeps callin n callin she wants nothin to do with him right well.....then ok *betty* says meet her somewhere and they will talk and try to work it out right. well then i call her later on to see what was going on why her ex was callin n callin still he heard nothin..well then i said werent u supposed to go n meet him right to talk out ur problems(when i talked to her on the phone)..... she was omg i forgot all about it on valentines day c mon people be nicer than that at least let em u kinda cared thats just wrong unless of course they really deserve it....what would u do...and not to mention she was higher than hell here people but still i dont care NOT NICE

I Am Engaged To The Love Of My Life!
That's right you got it! At about 3AM this morning Rik asked me to marry him and I said YES! Aaarrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Leiamara am... ENGAGED! Engaged to the best man alive! I adore him so so much! He is my soul mate and I know me and him are meant to be! I could not be more happy right now! As you all know I'm sick so we cant go shopping for a ring right now until I'm well enough to be on my feet! But we will but thats not the important thing! What matters is me and Rik and the love with have! He has been my rock since the day we met and I would not be without him! He has made me the happiest woman alive! Rik baby I love you with all my heart! ALIUNZ! Together Forever! GLOO... Your baby girl/Fiancee...Princess xxxxx

Ok Its Time
ok its time for me to pick some people to pimp out today. so far i have 2 peeps who want in. i need 3 more today. im going to town for a little while. when i get back i will post a bulletin pimping out those five people. so hurry and send me a message. its my way of saying ty to my great friends,family,fans. big hugs.i will post the bulletin several times during the day and then at night.

Little Red Riding Hood
Little Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road when she sees the Big Bad Wolf crouched down behind a log. "My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf," says Little Red Riding Hood. The surprised wolf jumps up and runs away! Further down the road, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again-this time he is crouched behind a tree stump. "My what big ears you have Mr. Wolf, " says Little Red Riding Hood. Again the foiled wolf jumps up and runs away! About two miles down the track, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again, this time crouched down behind a road sign. "My, what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf," taunts Little Red Riding Hood. With that, the Big Bad Wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you get lost? I'm trying to poop!!"

Thanks Everyone
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE I WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS VOTED FOR ME IN THE LAST 2 CONTESTS I WAS IN... I APPRICATE ALL YA'LL EFFORDS AND HOPE THAT YA'LL WILL COME ON OUT AND VOTE FOR ME IN THE NEXT ONE... Hosted by CherryTagz.com

This Is For Me
PEOPLE WHO ARE GUNNA HELP BOMB MY CONTEST ... ©Ben Dover©@ CherryTAP renegadelvr@ CherryTAP ♥Kimy♥ CLUB BEWITCHED †La bella principessa italiana†@ CherryTAP lordkaos@ CherryTAP Minx@ CherryTAP lucy K.O.T (AMC)@ CherryTAP Creative One@ CherryTAP dadkrisoldfool@ CherryTAP GAME OVER@ CherryTAP Lil Sexy@ CherryTAP ~RÁZØR~@ CherryTAP TATER@ Ch

Little Johnny :)
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them s

Thought For The Day
I decided to write about Love today. I truly believe you cannot always choose who you love. I think when you find the one person you are supposed to love, it is impossible to stop. Through all of the hurts and pain you still love them. You may try to run away or move on but you cannot. You are drawn right back like a moth to a flame. Everything Happens for a reason right? So I guess the whole message here is Don't give up on love...:) Shell let you in her house If you come knockin late at night Shell let you in her mouth If the words you say are right If you pay the price Shell let you deep inside But theres a secret garden she hides Shell let you in her car To go drivin round Shell let you into the parts of herself Thatll bring you down Shell let you in her heart If you got a hammer and a vise But into her secret garden, dont think twice Youve gone a million miles How fard you get To that place where you cant remember And you cant forget Shell lead you

Sand & Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH . THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."

Poor George
An 80-year-old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, "George, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?" George replies, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof.... the light goes on. When I'm done, poof....the light goes off." "Wow, that's incredible," the doctor says. A little later in the day, the doctor calls George's wife. "Ethel," he says, "George is doing fine! But I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof.... the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done, poof....the light goes off?" "Oh my God!" Ethel exclaims. "He's peeing in the refrigerator again!"

We Need More Mean Moms
"Mean Mom" Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough t

To All My Family And Friends Pls Come Help Me Win A Vic Membership
hey everyone im in this contest to win a vice membership pls com and help me out pls i want to be be a vic so bad i will repay the favor i promise one way or another you will not do it and leave empty handed . ty all so much pls pls pls repost this p.s if you all help me win i will rate all of you 11's alot and buy all of you vic gifts

Everyone Needs To Read All Of This And Have Your Children Read It Too!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees.

Love
SO MANY PEOPLE TODAY USE THE WORD LOVE LIKE ITS SO SIMPLE I LOVE YOU ! WHAT DO YOU REALLY MEAN WHEN YOU SAY I LOVE YOU? WELL TO ME I LOVE YOU ISNT MEETING SOMEONE THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK I LOVE YOU. BECAUSE TO LOVE SOMEONE YOU MUST KNOW THAT PERSON AND THERES NO WAY YOU CAN NO SOMEONE IN A WEEK MONTH OR REALLY 6MONTHS IN MY BOOK.I FEEL PEOPLE SHOULD GIVE LOVE ALOT MORE RESPECT THEN THEY DO LOVE IS POSE TO BE SOMETHING SPECIAL NOT SOMETHING TO GET YOU BROWNY POINTS OR IN A YOUNG LADYS SKIRT!IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU THEY LOVE YOU THEY SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL YOU WHATS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE,YOUR FAV COLOR,YOUR FAV FOOD, WHAT IT IS YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE. AND IF THEY CANT TELL YOU SOME OF THESE THINGS HOW CAN THEY LOVE YOU THEY ARE FAKE!! HOW CAN YOU LOVE ME AN NO NOTHING ABOUT ME ? YOU CANT ! SO BEFORE YOU JUST LET I LOVE YOU ROLL OFF THE TIP OF YOUR TOUNGE MAKE SURE THATS WHAT YOU REALLY MEAN. MAKE SURE YOU ARE WILLING TO PUT THE PERSON YOU ARE TELLIN I LOVE YOU TO 1ST IN YOUR L

Friendships Wanted!!
lonely man here looking to make new friends. need some one to help pass the time. if interested, add me as freind. also email me at beany_9 @yahoo.com. hey thanks all for the great fun interesting times here. its been great so far.

February 15, 2007: Connectile Dysfunction
1. The inability to gain or maintain an [internet] connection. 2. The inability to print, [email], or get to the internet. My computer had connectile dysfunction (CD) yesterday, so I couldn't check my email.

How Angry Am I?
You Are 69% Angry You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way. But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often. All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger. And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help. How Angry Are You?

This Is So You Know Me A Bit Better
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorBRUNETTEHieght5 FT 6 INGlassesYEAHShoe Size8 1/2 WIDECasual or FormalCASUALLong or Short HairVERY LONGManicured or NaturalNATURALEye ColorBRIGHT BLUELet's get PhysicalLights on or OffEITHERBed or TableBOTHRomantic or WildBOTHRisky or SafeALWAYS SAFE SEXHugs or KissesBOTHEars or NeckNECKWalk fast or SlowSLOWDance or Tap FootTAP FOOT...LOLWalk or RideRIDEStay in or Go OutSTAY INSpontanious or PlannedSPONTANIOUSOrganized or FrazzledFRAZZLEDEarly or LateLATETaken or SingleSINGLEHigh Places or Well GroundedWELL GROUNDEDSwimming or SkiingSWIMMINGHiking or Beach StrollBEACH STROLLVertical or HorizontalBOTHBath or ShowerBOTHRoll-on or SprayROLL ON (save the ozone)Hot or ColdCOLDTongue or LipsBOTHType or WriteTYPERead or SingSINGTalk or ListenBOTHOne of the Gang or OutsiderOUTSIDERLoud or QuiteDEPENDSSchool or WorkNEITHERSmoke or DrinkNO SMOKE OCCASIONAL DRINKThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackTHANKSGIVING DINNER then you got the leftovers f

Almost
can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had how could I reminisce when there is no past how could I have memories of being happy with you could someone tell me how can this be true how could my mind pull up incidents recall dates and times that never happened how could I celebrate a love that's to late and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had because I never almost had you I cant believe that I let you go or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda never gone out on you I shoulda kept you always my boo yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda found a way to keep that date shoulda f

Babys Talk To God Too
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there, being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you, and will take care of you." The baby further inquired, "But tell me, here in Heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile and be very happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you, and will also smile for you, and you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again, the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I do not know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together, and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you, even if it means risking

Lookin For A Sugar Daddy Lol
Now this is what I am looking for LMAO! I want a man who will give when he gets :) Or just give hehehe! Anyone that knows me knows I am having a hard time and I am just joking LOL But a man with money does sound nice:) Let me ponder a minute LOL! You know someone who is just a nice man willing to give me SOME :) MONEY YOU DIRTY MINDED MEN! LOL Yes Lizzy B is losing it! Been locked in the snow too long! LMAO!! HUgs and kisses all!

Makes You Say Hmmm
Isn't it funny how we consider those clear high heel shoes to be stripper shoes (at least us women do), yet in the movie Cinderella her high heels are clear? lol just made me say Hmmmm while watching Cinderella III so I thought I'd share, lol.

My Fantasy
(I felt the need to come today so I went into the bathroom, my favorite place to fantasize. I pulled my jeans and panties down around my ankles and placed my finger against my engorged clit. Leaning against the wall, the side of my face cool against its surface, I fantasized about you.) I gently rubbed my clit back and forth. It was hard yet warm, and the sensation of my finger rubbing it was delicious. At one point I removed my finger and brought it to my nose, inhaling the essence and muskiness of my sex before putting it into my mouth to taste its sweetness. My imagination, behind closed eyes, envisioned being lovingly restrained by you, arms raised gently above my head, silk ties binding my wrists to the bed frame, knees up with my feet planted firmly on the mattress. You placed a wide band with ties on the end around one knee and its twin around the other knee, spreading them wide, tightly securing the ends of the ties to the sides of the bed frame, rendering me helpless and

Only 2 Days Left!
Only 2 days left to get your entries in for the Grand Opening raffle at World Rock Radio. Prizes will include t-shirts and CHERRY BLASTS!!! So hurry and get your comments in! CLICK ON THE PIC TO REGISTER NOW!!

Its Happy Hour, Rack Up Your Points And Comment/ Vote For Me!
I'm in Four contests, please show your support. All contests go by number of rates and comments (its happy hour, so you know what that means, comment bomb and rack up your points!), so you know what to do. Hustler Vs Playboy M.I.L.F contest Sexiest pose contest Hottest body piercing contest (for my septum and nostril piercing, couldn't put the 6ga outerlabia and 6 ga hood, had to be worksafe!). Thank you in advance, delilah PS- Please repost to help show your support!

1954
In 1954 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US Nautilus, the first atomic powered submarine, launches Senator Joseph McCarthy begins leading televised hearings into alleged Communist influence in the Army Roger Bannister, a 25 year old from England, breaks the 4 minute mile with a time of 3:59 Supreme Court rules unanimously that racial segregation in public schools is unconstitutional Hurricane "Carol" hits the Long Island - New England area killing 60 and injuring 1000 Senate condemns Joseph McCarthy for contempt of a Senate elections subcommittee during his Army investigation hearings Playboy magazine issue features Margie Harrison, the first playmate Howard Stern, Oprah Winfrey, Christie Brinkley, John Travolta, and Jerry Seinfeld are born New York Giants win the World Series Cleveland Browns win the NFL championship Detroit Red Wings win the Stanley Cup Lord of the Flies by William G. Golding is published W

My Shitty V-day Update
well started last night, watched the news bad burned body was found near neighbourhood....naturally since i ain't heard from my bro in almost two years worst go's through my mind. guess u cld say slept like crap, talked to mom early mornin and she's no support and thas her own flesh and blood, gathered details and called for myself since i needed my mind put at ease, with all i told them they said that its "POSSIBLY" not my brother....talk about not putting mind at ease, then was told by guy that was investigating that what i should do for the mean time is put in a missing persons report but i needed his last known address....i tell ya that was hell to get but i did...........anyways i called non emerg ask to speak with missing person reposrts tell them whats up and they tell me i have to call hospitals and yadda yadda and then call back if no luck there. soooo i do this and "NOTHIN" a bit of relief, i call them back and i get a diff person, a man this time more sympathetic, asks his n

Auditors Say Billions Of Dollars Wasted In Iraq --
Auditors say billions of dollars wasted in Iraq --House testimony focuses on $10 billion wasted or poorly tracked 15 Feb 2007 The U.S. government is at risk of squandering significantly more money in an Iraq war and reconstruction effort that has already wasted or otherwise overcharged taxpayers billions of dollars, federal investigators said Thursday. Of the $10 billion in overpriced contracts or undocumented costs, more than $2.7 billion were charged by Halliburton Co.. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17168266/

Catlady's Pimping
Pat ~~ Bookworm ~~Alexander@ CherryTAP BoBo~Has~My~heart~Tazzy~MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP Big Shooter 01@ CherryTAP evis@ CherryTAP Buster ~Out Tappin 11's!!!~@ CherryTAP these are the lucky five that i am pimping out today. tommorrow i will do five different ones. plz. go hit them up. rate them,add them,fan them.they are the best. ty all

That Girl
THAT GIRL Well I've sang a lot of songs, Over the years. I sing about my joy, my kids, My living, loving fears. When it comes to right and wrong, I always stand my ground. I live for the moment, But I keep the joy I've found. I've seen a lot of places, And I've done a lot of things. But I've never met That Girl Who makes me sing. No, I've never met That Girl, Though I've seen her face for years. I can hear her crying, She can taste my tears. No, I've never met That Girl, But she's out there in the night. Praying for that man, She can let into her life. No I've never met That Girl. I've walked a lot of miles, Along my road. Some have led me overseas, Some have led me home. I've shared passion, love, And a warm and gentle touch. Even though I cherish those, It’s never been enough. I've known some pretty ladies, And I've tried to do my part. But I've never met That Girl Who holds my heart. No, I've never met That Girl, But she's calling out my n

Deleting Folks!
Well Some folks have not been on my page since the day that I added them. Therefore I'm taking action and removing those people that just used me for points. I'm hoping to cut my list in HALF. Hopefully I don't lose interest in doing this friends cut. I will also be around to pages to fan and rate those of you that I have not done thus far. Good Day.

One White Woman's Opinion Of Black Women
NOT MEANT TO OFFEND ANYONE. JUST A POSTING THAT I WANTED EVERYONE TO READ. White Woman's Opinion of Black Women White women's opinion of black women & a brother's response Please take a moment and read this. Pretty Deep! Thumbs up to this black man.. Enjoy. It seems that an article was written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I'm so glad she got what she asked for (and more) !!! Dear Jamie: I'm sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers. I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male - good-looking, educated and loving. I just don't understand a lot of Black female's attitudes about our relationship. My man decided he wanted me because the pickings amongst Black women were slim to none. As he said they were either too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy, too materialistic or carrying too much excess baggage. Before I became engaged, whenever I went out I was constantl

If I Wait
If you wait for me..Then ill come for you...Altho ill travel far,ill always hold a place 4 u in my heart.if u think of me,if you miss me 1 silly while.Then ill return 2 u and fill that space in ur heart.Ill find my way back 2 u,if you'll be waiting...If you dream of me like i dream of you,in a place thats warm and dark,in a place where i can hear the beating of your heart...I longed 4 you ,and i have desired.To see your face and smileto be with you were ever it may be..Please say you'll be waiting.........

Crystal Speaks, Listen....
Crystal Speaks, listen.... I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I take your children and that is just a start. I'm more values than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I am easily found, I live with the poor, I live down the road, and maybe next door. I am made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made even in the kitchen sink, your child's closet or maybe the woods. If that scares you to death, then maybe it should. I have many names, but the one you know best, I am sure you've heard it......they call me,"Crystal Meth." My power is awesome; Just try me and see, but if you do, you may never break free. Try me once, I may let you go, try me again, I will take your soul. When I get you, you'll steal and you will lie and do what you have to, just to get high. The crimes you will commit for my narcotic charms, will be worth the pleasure you will feel inmy arms. You will lie to you

Stupid!
Error: you've triggered our anti-spam trap. please stop posting the same crap over and over. ps: if you ride the short-bus and don't understand what this means, please go back to myspace. thanks! OMG, this is gettin on mah nerve!!!!!!!!!!!! I am changing my comments out and I have only hit a few of you today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe cherrytap is riding the short bus! Pissin me off!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Honesty Or Not?
I often sit here all alone, searching my soul for the one, the one I know that God has planned, and I do know that I am not alone, here in this search, But due to others who can not be trusted, the ones who play with no regrets to what it does to the one who is true. I often sit here pondering things, not knowing whats true, or who to believe. At times likes these is where I see, its others who take us to our knees. To those who come here just to use, should be the ones to be hurt, for playing with hearts is cruel you see, so if you can't be true, then your not for me!!

What Will Become The Future
Will the images of my past replay in life as they replay in my mind? Or shall the images of my dreams take hold? Shall the lonesome path remain or shall it change? Shall the one's I care for take their leave or will they remain at my side? Shall more secrets be revealed in attempt to knock me off my feet? Will more hardship cling to me like the chill in my heart?

Alycat Needs Help!!!
HEY GUYS I AM IN ANOTHER CONTEST!!!! THIS GUY WAS COMPLETELY FAIR ALSO, EACH RATING IS WORTH 10 COMMENTS SO THEREFORE IF I COLD JUST GET ALL MY FRIENDS TO GIVE IT A QUICK RATING AND A FEW COMMENTS I THINK I COULD WIN THIS THING... FIRST PLACE IS A 7 DAY BLAST!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!! LOVES YOU GUYS!!! ~~AlyCat

Hooah
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You fall in love and get to see that special someone everyday. He falls in love but can't see that special someone everyday, so she ends it. ___________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________

Maxine's Living Will! (hee Hee)
I, MAXINE , being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: Glass of wine chocolate Margarita chocolate Martini Cold Beer chocolate Chicken fried steak cream gravy chocolate Mexican food chocolate French fries chocolate Pizza chocolate ice cream cup of tea chocolate Chocolate Sex Chocolate It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.

Sweet Erotic Ambassador
My, The Ambassador"Erotic" Sweet Erotic Temptress Whose words stroke me Like a velvet hand Erotic words caressing my soul Reaching me to the deepest of my core Than the caress of a mortal man A sweet poet whose words Is like a hand with a gentle touch Fingers probing everytime Arousing me, wetting me haunting me, seducing me Body and soul...I crave A sweet poet temptress Lust and fires burned inside your heart A silver tongue devil A temptress whose words makes me ache To bend my knees in the dark Words foreplay making me wet In my mind I could feel My poet temptress inside of me Making passionate love to me Where only in my mind lust has love me Ah,Sweet Erotic Ambassador of mine So sweet of you to be entertwined

Daddy's Gonna Eat Your Fingers!!
(This one is worth passing on.) This one is for everyone who ... a) has kids, b) had kids, c) was a kid, d) knows a kid e) is going to have kids. I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said,! "Daddy 's gonna eat your fingers," pretending to eat them. Went back to packing, looked up again and my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

Libra
Zodiac Maiden Libra by *JessicaElwood on deviantART "A warrior maiden of The Cosmic Order and the Cardinal Sign, Libra on the surface seems sultry and seductive. Her manners, even her voice barely gets above a purring whisper and she moves with artful grace, every inch of her either in combat or at rest is something to behold. At about the same time as Capricorn was introduced, Libra graduated to the ranks of the Cosmic Order, a darling of her instructors and caretakers. She joined almost on accident, simply venturing into the realm of the celestial guardians as though it was a pre-destined event; the guardians were as much angered by the intrusion as they were mystified by how easily she accepted their explaination and how readily she asked to join. Libra is a specialist and probably the Celestial Order's best informant, taking on solo missions as easily as she does a full deployment with her sisterhood. And her sisters even on the worst days count on the breezy Libra to give

That's A Good One.
Last thought for the day. Message I got on myspace: You: Spoiled by nature (hot body and hot face), fearless, stubborn but caring, naughty, kinky, normal.. passionately spontaneous.. An angel of light and a devil of black seductive magic.. I feel this already without even knowing more about you. hahahahahaha!

When A Gurl Misses U
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that girl When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll ge

Thinking Of You
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly applied, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already d

The Year I Was Born In
In 1967 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US President Johnson and Soviet premiere Aleksei Kosygin agree not to let any crisis push them into wore Thurgood Marshall is sworn in as the first black Supreme Court justice The first home microwave is released by Amana Dave Matthews, Kurt Cobain, Liz Phair, Vin Diesel, Julia Roberts, and Anna Nicole Smith are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Green Bay Packers in Super Bowl I Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup Disney's The Jungle Book and The Graduate are the top grossing films One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez is published Paul McCartney announces that all four members of the Beatles have "dropped acid" For the first time, Jimi Hendrix sets his guitar on fire during a concert in London Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band is released The first issue of Rolling Stone magazine is published The FCC orders that cigarette ads on tele

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Flashing Your Lights May Not Always Be A Good Thing To Do
(received this email back in 2005. It was about a "Blood" Gang Initiation weekend that was coming up in September. It is scary to think that something that you think might be doing someone a favor may just end up setting yourself up for danger. I have no idea as to whether or not the initiation practice still goes on, but, as the email says, it is often to err on the side of caution and a bit of awareness. IF YOU DO FIND SOMEONE HAS TURNED AROUND ON YOU AFTER YOUR FLASHING YOUR LIGHTS, PLEASE OH PLEASE CALL 911, GET YOURSELF IN A PUBLIC PLACE, AND (IF AT ALL POSSIBLE) DRIVE DIRECTLY TOWARDS A POLICE STATION.) Subject: Fw: Please read it is important.......... "blood" initiation week end. Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2005 21:48:04 -0500 I am not sure how true this is. It was from a co-worker who would not make things like this up. I have asked another friend of mine who has a cop for a husband (who is very familiar with gang activity) to get their opinion. I just figured that

Stab Me Again
Went to DSPS to get my math squared away before it starts. We have tomorrow and Monday off, so I dont have math until next week which is good. Anyway, I told them that I CANT pass math without a calculator. They told me that it's up to my teacher if I can use one or not because in Math 10 it is required to MEMORIZE it all. Riiiiiight. That's great except I have TWO learning disabilities, one of which is SHORT-TERM MEMORY. And they are telling me to MEMORIZE this shit?! I've been trying to for well over 10 years and guess what? It doesnt stick. Than I was told I could use a multiplication table if all else... fine, but I still think I'll fail the class. I have to talk to the teacher next Friday about all of this. THEN I was told that if I cant pass this math class there is a damn good chance I will NEVER transfer and I will NEVER graduate. Like hell... I will fight like hell against them. I WILL graduate and transfer. I plan to talk to my mentors about this stuf

Maybe I Shouldn't Have Came Back
So I'm back still gettin the same fools trying to be my friends. I'm not deleting anything anymore, just want to let you know I have no problem deleting friends. That's what I do when I'm bored just delete fools. I'm lettin it be known, if you don't think we can't be friends and chat every now and when I send you message you're gone, simple as that I don't care if you've been my friend since I been on here or for just a day. Now, this will be the first or last negative blog everything here after will be about me and my sexual fantasies and perversions, discussions and questions. So be cool, GET AT ME! Realest

Taxes
Hello all, Just wanted to let you all know that we got the information from Mike our CPA who is doing our taxes. Good news we are getting money back. wooo hoooo!!!! We have a lot of plans for this money we are gonna be looking at getting a new refrigerator and also gonna see if we can get two cars on one loan, if not then we are gonna buy hubby his truck outright and then fix up my car. Hope you all have a great week, and weekend! Hugs ~Jilly~

The Year That You Were Born
In 1956 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US 101 Southern Congressmen call for massive resistance to the Supreme Court desegregation rulings Italian liner Andrea Doria collides with Swedish liner Stockholm and sinks of Nantucket Island An anti-Communist revolt in Hungary is crushed by Soviet troops and tanks Suez crisis occurs in the Middle East Elvis Presley enters the music charts for the first time, with "Heartbreak Hotel". Mel Gibson, Bill Maher, Joe Montana, Tom Hanks, and Larry Bird born New York Yankees win the World Series New York Giants win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Howl and Other Poems by Allen Ginsberg is published Elvis Presley appears on The Ed Sullivan Show The Price is Right game show premieres What Happened the Year You Were Born?

You And Me
When I got home from work I wanna wrap myself around you I wanna take you and squeeze you 'till the passion starts to rise. I wanna take you to heaven that would make my day complete but you and me ain't movie stars what we are is what we are we share a bed some lovin' and t.v. yeah. That's enough for a workin' man what I am is what I am and I tell you babe well that's enough for me. Sometimes when you're asleep and I'm just starin' at the ceiling I wanna reach out and touch you but you just go on dreamin'. If I could take you to heaven that would make my day complete but you and me ain't movie stars what we are is what we are and I tell you babe well that's enough for me. You and me ain't no superstars what we are is what we are we share a bed some popcorn and t.v. yeah. And that's enough for a workin' man what I am is what I am and I tell you babe well that's enough for me. When I got home from work I wanna wrap myself around you I like to hold you an

Has Anyone Else Noticed That...
The way Cherry Tap works is very much like the similarly highly addictive PC games the Sims and Sims 2? You start out as a new cherry, quickly accumulating points, gaining new abilities until someday you get to become a Cherry Godfather. Much like the Sims and Sims 2, you can't get anywhere unless you make friends and keep the right ones, who will help you with your Career/Cherry Rank. I'm surprised no one came up with this analogy before.

Fallen Angel
“You are convicted in first-degree murder,” The judge said sharply. “Considering that a crime like this has never been committed before, you are going to be given the cruelest punishment ever…” It was indeed the first time someone was murdered in here. I do not deny my guilt but I don’t admit it either. I have no regrets of what I’ve done. I know it was the right thing to do and nothing can change my mind. However, I can still see her blood on my hands… so pure and so innocent. I was on my way home with a box of herbs in my hands. I was used to it – going into the wild and looking for different herbs. I was known all over the skies for my herb-knowledge. “Herbs… I don’t think anyone is going to need this science,” I used to laugh at myself… Unfortunately, I was wrong. My beloved got ill and it seemed impossible to cure her. I was the only one who held tight to hope and started giving her my herb-extracts. They did delay her death but the pain I wasn’t able to take away. “God,

How To Make A Lost Cherry.
Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve. Serve in: Cocktail Glass 10.0 / 10 13.0% (26 proof) 221 calories 15.30 carbohydrates

2 Tough Questions
(received in an email a bit back, in 2005) Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first... no peeking,

A Woman Takes A Lover During The Day
A woman takes a lover during the day whilst her husband is at work. Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, so she puts him in the closet and shuts the door. Her husband also comes home, so she puts her lover in the closet, with the little boy. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it." Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$25.00" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball mitt." The lover remembering the last time asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$75.00" Man - "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove. Let's go outside and toss the baseball back and forth." The boy says, "I can't, I sold them." How much did you sell them for?" Boy "$100.00" The father says, "That's terrible to overcharge your fr

Sexxii Grandmas
HEY LISTEN UP, IM LOOKIN TO DO MY FIRST CONTEST IF ANYONE INTERSTED IN THE CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A PM WITH PIC, THE CONTEST IS FOR THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHER CONTEST, THE CONTEST WILL START ON 2/18/07 WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK. IM LOOKIN FOR 10 SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS ,THIER WILL BE TWO WINNERS 1ST PLACE DIAMOND RING 2ND PLACE DIAMOND EAR RINGS THE CONTEST WILLBE JUDGE ON ON COMMENTS AN BOMBIN YOU CAN VOTE FOR YOURSELF, LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN HONEST PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T @ CherryTAP

Honesty
Seems to me, there is a double standard. Some people proclaim their honesty like a badge. They proclaim and convince themselves "I'd rather be honest and hurt you then lie to you." I happen to think this complete bullshit. First because usually when they say be honest they mean "Don't lie to me!" However, more often then not they are really lying to themselves. They take the "tough love" stance. To me this is nothing more then people with a SM streak to be really mean and hurtful. Which really boils down to a power trip..."I get off on hurting you because I want someone else to feel the pain I feel too." Being a liar, or being honest doesn't really matter I guess,NO ONE really lasts very long in the instant karma game. Think about that for a moment... Alas, the truth ray gun hurts no doubt. Would you have it pointed at you? In the immortal words of Eric Clapton: "Before you accuse me...take a look at yourself." And Jewel..."in the end, only kindness matters.

After Affects Of The Accident
February 15, 2007 Every time I look at my scar I know that I am lucky Yet at the same time it makes me cry I know I will never be the same I get so angry at that jerk I hate him so much! I just want to kill him Then I cry even more because I’m not that way The scar now becomes my curse And I just want to hide It’s so ugly and it makes me feel ugly I will never be the same again in so many ways Will I ever feel beautiful again? Will I ever stop crying when I see that ugly thing? I hope that in time I can say yes to both!

When Enough Is Enough
Alright, you're in the middle of fucking, making love, sex whatever you want to call it, and you find your mind is wandering and it's starts to get boring, what just happened? A lot of guys feel that they are doing something wrong when they catch any waiver of interest in the present situation. So what is goin on when that happens? Realest

Hunh?
A stalk of the living, I nothing said; Dumb, stand waiting to join the dead. I have risen before and will rise again Though plunderers carve and split my skin, Bite through my bare body, shear my head, Hold me hard in a slicing bed. I do not bite a man unless he bites me, But the number of men who bite is many.

Humm..i Actually Feel Like This Some Days
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives... By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now!!!!!!

My Thought's Not The Thought's Of Anyone Affiliated With Me.
My Thought's not the Thought's of anyone affiliated with me. I feel that The United States people are starting to be so closed minded. They are not standing up for there rights. Is it because they are scared of the Government ? Are they scared of President Bush? Bush has pushed his luck to far! He has brought The United States to the brink of global war. He has lied about Iraq and hasn't gone after Bin Laden. At no time in his state of the union he didn't talk about the people of New Orleans and Katrina. He wants to open a part of the border so people want walk over anytime. His reason behind this is if we open a part of the border so anyone can come over easier they will not sneak over. If you didn't know Bush had a cocaine problem. There is a man who went to college with Bush who said " He has direct knowledge of young Bush selling cocaine in his college years". The Yale man adamantly refused to go on the record, on the grounds that he had no desire to authenticate a story that

Fountain Of Romance
A well flows deep within my soul The water crystal pure A fountain clean and undefiled Of love so strong and sure. This well of my devotion Holds water clean and sweet Running deeply through my heart For you alone to drink. You've but to lift this flowing cup And press it to your lips To taste refreshing waters In the gift the waters give. A SPECIAL NOTE TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN;

Well Hi Again!
Ive finally decided to reload my page. I missed you guys too damn much and Im talking about my FRIENDS not the site as a whole lol. I just found out yesterday that Iam going to be trying to be an Aunt yet again. Thats right, precious Dominik is going to be a big brother and I know he'll be looking down proudly and protecting his baby brother or sister (hopefully sister lol) Needless to say, the fear of having the same outcome is almost over whelming but its in God's hands and hopefully the DR will do right by them this time. Well this is my short and sweet blog

Deleting People
Ok people it is that time again.. I am going to start deleting people from my list...I am not on here for points or cherry bucks. So if I do not hear from you by the end of the weekend I will assume you no longer want to be on my friends list. I do understand some have been busy but I have alot of people on my page that I have had no contact with since I have accepted them... Thanks so much ok 2 days left people

Love Games
MY HEART IS HEAVY PAIN GRIPS AT MY SOUL REMINDING ME OF TIMES SUCH PAIN YOU COULD NOT KNOW I GAVE MY HEART TO YOU WITH MY ARMS OPEN WIDE I NEVER SAW IT COMING YOUR ENDLESS TORTURE AND COUNTLESS LIES YOU PLAGUE MY SOUL WITH MEMORIES OF A LOVE THAT'S DEAD AND GONE LIKE THE CHORUS OF A EULOGY CARRIED AWAY ON THE WINGS OF A SONG SO FOREVER I WILL STAND WITH MY HEART FULL OF PAIN WONDERING HOW MANY TIMES YOU HAVE PLAYED YOUR HURTFUL GAMES.

Another Riddle...lol
I saw a wonderful creature carrying Light plunder between its horns. Curved lamp of the air, cunningly formed, It fetched home its booty from the day's raid And plotted to build in its castle if it could, A night-chamber brightly adorned. Then over the east wall came another creature Well known to earth-dwellers. Wonderful as well, It seized back its booty and sent the plunderer home Like an unwilling wanderer. The wretch went west, Moved morosely and murderously on. Dust rose to the heavens, dew fell on earth-- Night moved on. Afterwards no one In the world knew where the wanderer had gone.

*in My Sleepless Nights, I Wonder....*
++FIONA APPLE: SULLEN GIRL++ Days like this I don't know what To do with myself All day and all night I wander the halls Along the walls and Under my breath I say to myself I need fuel To take flight And there's too Much going on But it's calm under The waves In the blue of my oblivion Under the waves in The blue of my oblivion Is that why they call me A sullen girl, sullen girl They don't know I used to sail the Deep and tranquil sea Nut he washed me shore And he took my pearl And left an empty Shell of me And there's too Much going on But it's calm under the waves In the blue of my oblivion Under the waves In the blue of my oblivion Under the waves In the blue of my oblivion It's calm under the waves In the blue of my oblivion

Andy Rooney's Take On Older Women
In case you missed it on CBS' 60 Minutes, this is what Correspondent Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you dead if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You cannot lie to them. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once

Libra
The Archangel Raziel is the Ruler of the Sign of Libra "Know yea this...that I have knowledge of all things strange and mysterious" angels of libra The Libra woman is what all women would love to be! She is beautiful, intelligent, gracious, talented, warm hearted and kind. She is called the Warrior Queen and can be as brave and courageous as any man, but she is also tender and gentle when emotionally moved. Libra is the Champion of the Weak or Oppressed and will work tirelessly for a cause in which she believes. She loves life and lives it with abandon. She is daring and takes chances, always reaching for the next challenge or the next adventure. This woman often needs to work hard to overcome the effects of a wild youth....some never outgrow it. The Libra female is mysterious but not so by intent. She is a dichotomy even to herself....and struggles constantly to balance her life. She can be equally at home dressed formal

Libra Men
Libra is the lover of the Zodiac. He seeks complementary energy - partnership, equilibrium, balance, harmony, and above all, love. Libra takes pleasure in people, words, art and beauty. There are so many joys, wonders and ways of expression. He wants to experience them all! Maybe that is why he is constantly falling in love. The opposite of Aries, who is on a quest to make his personal mark in the world, Libra is searching for connections with others. He attracts people and collects things because of his great fascination with everything he sees. He may seem acquisitive, or luxury loving, but he is merely fulfilling a deep need to appreciate the earth by gathering it close to himself. Libra creates balance in his life by making comparisons. He spends a great deal of time weighing out options, opinions and possibilities. Like a judge, he must choose the best, and this is sometimes a challenge! The tendency to vacillate on the part of Libra is his famous, and seemingly endless exer

Wow... That Took Forever To Post... But I'm Tryin!!! Lol Next!!! Lol :op
~"Calories Burned During Sex"~ Sex is the most practical and funniest way of losing weight Look how many calories you can burn: * TAKING OFF THE CLOTHES With her agreement - 12 cal Without her agreement - 187 cal * TAKING OFF THE BRA With both hands - 8 cal With one hand - 12 cal With one hand being slapped - 37 cal With the mouth - 85 cal * PUTTING ON THE CONDOM With erection - 6 cal Without erection - 315 cal * PRELIMINARIES Trying to find the clitoris - 8 cal Trying to find G spot - 92 cal Without caring at all - 0 cal * WHEN DOING IT Holding her up - 12 cal Just on the floor - 8 cal * POSITIONS Daddy-mummy - 12 cal 69 laying - 8 cal 69 standing up - 112 cal Trolley - 216 cal Italian chandelier - 912 cal * HAVING AN ORGASM Real - 112 cal Fake - 315 cal * POST ORGASM Staying in bed - 8 cal Jumping off the bed - 36 cal Explaining why you jumped off the bed -816 cal * GETTING THE SECOND ERECTION Between 16 and 19 years of age -12 c

With Every Beat Of My Heart
Your love lives within me every hour of each passing day. It gives me the strength to cope with life; it shines a light along the way. With each tribulation I know I can make it through. For I know I am not alone as long as I have you. You have given this life of mine a sense of meaning that is only given with a love that is true and pure. I know no matter what life may bring my way, there is nothing I cannot endure. I want you to know you mean the world to me. I love you with every breath I take, with every beat of my heart, with everything that is me.

Hehehehe ;op
Subject: Hehehehe A man driving down the road ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What's the problem?" "I'm out of gas," said the driver. The bee responded; wait here and flew away. Minutes later, an entire swarm of bees arrived at the car and entered the gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees exited the tank and the chief Bee said ;"Try it now." The man turned the ignition key and the car started! "WOW!" the man exclaimed! "What's in my gas tank?" The bee answered, "BP." (Bee Pee? :oP lol)

After Yom Kippur
((Hope I live long enough to be able to say this!!)) After Yom Kippur Toward the end of the Yom Kippur Services, the Rabbi asked, "How many of you have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands. The Rabbi then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Kohn? Are you not willing to forgive your enemies? " "I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly. "Mrs. Kohn, that is very unusual. How old are you?" "Ninety-eight." she replied. "Oh, Mrs. Kohn," said the Rabbi, "would you please come down in front and tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years and not have an enemy in the world?" The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said: "I outlived the bitches."

Hey... I Can Take A Joke. Here's The Irish Gettin Even With Us Rednecks For Crackin On Them!! Rofl!!! ;op
All In A Days Work? A Tennessee Phone Company was going to hire a team of telephone pole installers, and the boss had to choose between a team of two rednecks and a team of two Irish guys. So the boss met with both teams and said: "Here's what we'll do. Each team will install poles out on the new road for a day. The team that installs the most phone poles gets the job". Both teams headed right out. At end of the shift, Pat and Mike, the Irish guys, came back and the boss asked them how many they had installed. They said that it was tough going, but they'd put in twelve. Forty-five minutes later, Bubba and Duke, the redneck guys came back and they were totally exhausted. The boss asked, "Well, how many poles did you guys install?" Bubba, the team leader wiped his brow and sighed, "Duke and me, we got three in." The boss gasped, "Three? Those two Irish guys put in twelve!" "Yeah," said Bubba, "but you should see how much they left stickin' out of the ground

Awwww... How Sweet. Daddy Is Sharing Labor Pains. Hehehe ;op
Delivery Day A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. Both said they were very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife considerabl

Gotta Love The Antics Of Out Sweet Senior Citizens! Lol ;o)
Out Of The Mouth Of Babes, and Outta the ummmmm yah, Of Senior Citizens! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing." lolz

Still Want Equal Opportunity Employment? :oo Lol
Just Another Average? Day At The Airport. >>> Two Blind pilots both are wearing dark glasses, one is using a guide >> dog, >>> > and the other is tapping his way along the aisle with a cane. >>> > >>> > Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin, but the men enter the >> cockpit, >>> > the door closes, and the engines start up. The passengers begin >>> > glancing nervously around, searching for some sign that this is just >>> > a little practical joke. None is forthcoming. >>> > >>> > The plane moves faster and faster down the runway and the people >>> > sitting in the window seats realize they're headed straight for the >>> > water at the >> edge >>> > of the airport. As it begins to look as though the plane will plough >> into >>> > the water, panicked screams fill the cabin. At that moment, the >>> > plane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a >>> > little >> sheepishly, >>> > and soon all retreat into their magazines, secure in the k

Oopsie!!! Roflmaso!!!
From the Jacksonville, Florida Police Department. > A man goes to a New Years Eve Party and has much too much to drink. His > friends plead with him to let them take him home. > He says no -- he only lives a mile away. > > About five blocks from the party, the police pull him over for weaving and > ask him to get out of the car and walk the line. Just as he starts, the > police > radio blares out a notice of a robbery taking place in a house just a > block away. The police tell the party animal to stay put and they would be > right > back. > > They hop a fence and run down the street to the robbery. The guy waits and > waits, but finally decides to drive home. When he gets there, he tells his > wife > he is going to bed, and to tell anyone who might come looking for him that > he has the flu and has been in bed all day. > > Two hours later, the police knock on the door. They ask if her husband is > there. His wife says yes, but that he has the flu and h

Thursday, 15th Feb 07
was remarkably productive. Both appointments went well, and got some work done at the university inbetween. Tomorrow- have to finish my application, then a lengthy (traffic-slowed) bus to Port Authority ("Who's your port..." don't even think it, that's a horrrrrrrrible joke.)

(anyone Who Has Ever Dressed A Child Will Love This) Lol ;o)
Did you hear about the Texas teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. By the time they got the second boot on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher...They're on the wrong feet!" She looked, and sure enough... they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off, than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as together... They worked to get the boots back on. This time... on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots!" She bit her tongue, rather than get right in his face, and scream... "Why didn't you say so?"... like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner had they gotten the boots off when he said... "They're my

Some Female Views... About Us Guys! Lol ;op
Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll beat him to death! AMEN ---------------------------------------------- Q: Why do little boys whine? A: They are practicing to be men. ----------------------------- Q: What do you call a handcuffed man? A: Trustworthy. ------------------------------ Q: What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? A: You did not hold the pillow down long enough. ------------------------------ Q: How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail? A: Rename the mail folder "Instruction Manuals"

Faith No More-easy
Know it sounds funny but I just cant stand the pain Girl Im leaving you tomorrow Seems to me girl you know Ive done all I can You see I begged, stole and I borrowed Yeah Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning I wanna be high Soo high I wanna be free to know the things I do are right I wanna be free Just me Oh baby Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning ------------------ How I love sunday mornings with you, ba-bay.

Another, For The Ladies. Lol ;o) Kisses N Hugs To Yah! :o)
The Good Fairy? hehe ;oP A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary. On their special day, a good fairy came to them and said that because they had been so good, each one of them could have one wish. The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband. Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands. The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger... Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!! Gotta love that fairy!

I Hate Banks...
Banks are the devil!!! I had three fradulant charges made to my account for internet porn which consequently sent my accout negative. Then the bank charged my $170 in overdraft fees which they refuse to reverse until they do the "research" to make sure the charges are bogus! And then on top of that, I deposited my check today, and they said that because the account is so negative that there may be a hold put on the check... Please just shoot me!

More For The Ladies !! Hey... I'm Laughin With You. I Can Take It!! Lol ;o) (hugs)
Stuff For The ladies hehe :oP One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ------------------------------ A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you.." ------------------------------ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ------------------------------ He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart.

Because Not Everyone I Know Can Read This One.
God, you know, I have been living off the parentals for the last year and it has literally driven me insane. Dads insanity almost killed me an Mom has been wonderful... but she has her issues too. I dont want anyone elses issues but my own. I fall in love with someone back home. We want to get an apartment and make it work for ourselves with out anyone else. And noone believes it will work. Everyone wants to shit on my happiness. I havnt even told dad yet because I know the amount of shit I am going to get from that. You know... I am just FUCKING SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED of everyone who wants to be a fucking critic of the way I live. If you have a fucking problem with me and what I want, just leave me the hell alone then. Im not asking for your help or your money. I never did. I dont need anything else but a ride home.

1 More For You Ladies. Ummm Guys? Whatch What You Buy!!! Rofl!! :op
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big f*cking red mark on his forehead! OWWWWW!!!! lolz ;oO

Love
Love: we want it; we need it; and it's totally outside of our control. We can't make someone love us. We can't even make ourselves love some one else — or stop loving them! It seems to just happen or not happen. How can something so central to our lives be so beyond our control or understanding? Because we need love so much, we let ourselves be fooled by imitations. If I own more or have a more important job than most, or am more beautiful or handsome, then people will admire me. That's sort of like love. If I have sex, I have the attention of another person, and I give and receive pleasure. That's sort of like love. If I indulge myself by buying luxuries, or by being meticulous about my diet and exercise, I feel as though I am treating myself well. That's sort of like loving myself. If I overeat or smoke, I am comforted. That's sort of like love. But none of it is love, and the need doesn't go away. Love can't be faked. Because we need love so much, we try to deny it. We separate ours

A Long Walk Down Memory Lane. I Can Remember Many Of These Things! Hehe ;o)
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel ou

Daily Devotion 2/15/07
LAKOTA TEACHINGS. PITA HOCHOKAN (THE FIRE PIT) Keyword----Motivation. Teaching and Tradition. The Fire Pit (Pita Hochokan) represents the element of fire and Father Sun in the Sweat Lodge (Inipi) ceremony. In the fire pit the stones to be used in the ceremony are heated before their sacred journey into the Lodge. Message from Pita Hochokan. I am the place and the voice of the sacred fire. I bring forth from the void and the Circle Of Creation. I am “Maka” (Mother Earth), transformed for your ceremony of cleansing fire. Within my cup of being I find you the clear message of life. I am a circle, the home of all truths. Reflection and Guidance. Just as the Sweat Lodge ceremony begins with the energy of fire in the fire pit, any new endeavours you wish to embark on begin with your commitment and motivation. Your mettle and attention is needed to allow you to motivate and focus on the achievement of your goal. Allow your inner fire to propel you forward, givin

Billy Talent-red Flag
(Chorus x2) Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, The red flag wavin' never meant the same, The kids of tomorrow don't need today, When they live in the Sins of Yesterday. Well I've never seen us act like this, Our only hope is in minds of kids, And they'll show us a thing or two. Our only weapons are the guns of youth, It's only time before they tighten the noose, And then the hunt will be on for you. We dont need them (Music break 10 Seconds) (Chorus x2) Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, The red flag wavin never meant the same, The kids of tomorrow don't need today, When they live in the Sins of Yesterday. Like the smallest bee packs a sting, Like the pawn checkmates a king, We'll attack at the crack of dawn. Build a ladder if there's a wall, Don't be afraid to slip and fall, Speak for yourself or they'll speak for you. We dont need them. (music break 10 seconds) (Chorus x2) Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, The red flag wa

Hows This For "high-tech"? Lol
Just A Day At The Sauna THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FORE-ARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID..."WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!!

The Church And Norse Sagas
Most of the sagas were written by Christan monks and yes they did edit jobs on all the sagas.The most blatant of these are in the sayings of Hávamál where some are very against magic and witchcraft which was a part of Norse life as every village had there magic user.As the local healer was more often also the village Vitki! So if a saga seems to full of morals that seem more at home in the Christain faith that is why the saga was edited for the newly converted Heathens!

Hávamál The Sayings Of Hár
Hávamál The Sayings of Hár The numbers are in reference to stanzas in Hollander Translation 1 The man who stands at a strange threshold, Should be cautious before he cross it, Glance this way and that: Who knows beforehand what foes may sit Awaiting him in the hall? 2 Greetings to the host, The guest has arrived, In which seat shall he sit? Rash is he who at unknown doors Relies on his good luck, 3 Fire is needed by the newcomer Whose knees are frozen numb; Meat and clean linen a man needs Who has fared across the fells, 4 Water, too, that he may wash before eating, Handcloth's and a hearty welcome, Courteous words, then courteous silence That he may tell his tale, 5 Who travels widely needs his wits about him, The stupid should stay at home: The ignorant man is often laughed at When he sits at meat with the sage, 6 Of his knowledge a man should never boast, Rather be sparing of speech When to his house a wis

New Look
i was kinda depressed this morning so i went and did a classic girl move..lol i was on my way home when all of a sudden i got the idea in my head to get my hair done. i had it cut in this really cool cut. its really short tho...considering i had it almost to the middle of my back already.....its short in the back and gets longer in the front...idk..its kinda one of those you gotta see it to understand what im talking about. speaking of seeing it...i posted some pics of my new fab hair style lol. well thats it for now guys...take a look at my pics and tell me what ya think.... is my new hair style a hit or a miss?

What Is Your Icecream Flavor?
Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan! You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind! What is your Icecream Flavour? Find out at Go Quiz