Fubar Blog Posts 2

Can Some One Please Awnswer This For Me
why do men allways go for the sluts , the bitches , the chicks that think there gods gift to men , the chicks that treat them like crap . the chicks that yell and scream , the ones that say they love them and then turn around and call them names , the girls that use the girls that abuse , and all the loonys , but yet they turn there nose up at the girls that actually care the girl that will be there till the end , the one who wont yell , the one that wont scream , or cheat ,or judge , the one that will have your back to the end even if it means she gets to take the lashing please can some one please awnswer this for me cuz i dont fucking get it

Can Someone
My vip runs out tomorrow and was wondering if anyone can help me out. I would much rather buy for my friends then buy myself something. I have always been that way. If i need to rate all your pics/stash please let me know and i will. Thanks in advance

Can Someone Tell Me Why?
Why it is that someone can come into your life and have you act a way you never acted before? I mean does this mean they are not good for you? If your acting like someone you never wanted to be meaning overreacting and questioning every little thing when before you never did in fact you were told you were too unemotional and or detached? I just don’t know what to make of that. Can someone have such a hold on you that you behave in a way that is out of the norm? Does this mean you are in love with this person or does it mean you enjoy the drama of it all? Maybe it’s that your last relationship was so boring that you enjoy the chase and excitement of it all, maybe it’s because your hoping one day they will turn around and tell you they are in love with you… I don’t know just rambling right now…

Can She Watch?
Can She Watch? by MADDRAPPER © My cousin and I finally had girlfriends at the same time. For years one of us would have one while the other didn't; now we both did. A good thing: they liked each other. A great thing: they liked to talk about sex with each other. What my cousin and I didn't know was a fantastic thing: they got off together; and wanted us to join them. My girlfriend was Jami. She had firm 34C tits and a round ass just made for fucking from behind. His girlfriend was D.J.. She was small, about 5'3 and built for power banging. He and I would swap stories about how we fucked the girls all night, how we made them cum, the usual guy bragging. The girls would just roll their eyes when the four of us hung out. One day I went over to Jami's house for an afternoon of porn and sex. She was the rare woman would loved guy porn - you know the type, no plot or story, just fuck 'em, cum on 'em, next scene porn. Nothing got her hotter than seeing a cock shoot its' jism

Can Someone Disappear?
For financial reasons & the children, my friend is staying with her cheating husband, but she has had enough!!(he's been caught & has admitted it, it's not just suspicion) She's tried to leave but he manages to track her down. She doesn't use credit cards or a cell phone anymore because they have led him to her in the past. Can someone disappear? What can she do? anyone have some ideas?? oh.. btw her hubby is a police officer!!

Can Sex Last Too Long?
ok well the last chick i slept with said that i lasted too long in bed. Ive never heard about a girl complaining because the guy lasted too long. We had sex for like an hour before I had to leave and I didnt get off yet i could have kept going. is this a bad thing that i can last an hour or 2?

Can Someone Please Explain To Me...
Why on god's green earth would someone spend 100 USD to host a happy hour??? I suppose if ego in real life depends on how internet popular you are, it SORT OF makes sense... The blasts range from 6 or 7 bucks to 50 bucks...OK, I wouldn't spend my own money on a blast, but if someone wants to spend that money on me, so be it. It's their 6 bucks wasted, not mine. Does the fact that you're a godfather online make you feel more secure in yourself in the real world? I seen someone who's reached godfather after only a few months. Do you pee? Eat? Sleep? I don't mind this site. It's not my favorite, but it's not a bad way to pass the time. Half the time I leave my page up when I go to do random shit. Sometimes, I'll go to the I'm bored part and rate pics. I accidentally rated a person a 9 (my mouse sucks sometimes) and they posted a bulletin notifying people that I am a downrater...Are you serious?? Get over yourself! I certainly wouldn't mind a lower rating now and then.

Can Someone Tell Me Why??
Why the big burly men are attracted to me? LOL. I kno from my previous entry I was down in the dumps...I still am...but this one guy at work (drives a truck...we call them spotters...he just travels from plant to plant delivering other trailers) has been flirting with me whenever I work truck gate on 3rds. Well we actually talked for a few mins...like 10. He asked me if I was married...I said I am separated. He asked me why I was divorcing my husband and I told him. Because Jeff lost interest in me and I told him this month would have been 10 years being together and we would have been married 7 years. He told me I look tasty. LOL. He made a comment about his nite being better since I am here. I blushed a bit...it was nice being told that...I asked him how long he was here tonite...he said that I would be tired...I said why...he said because I will be walking in his thoughts all nite long. LOL So he is here all nite. It was nice to hear those things. I kinda miss them.

Can Sum1 Please Explain This To Me???????
so ive been randomly rating pics lately in the "bored" section and been reading sum comments along the way... i alwayz manage to come upon a bunch of comments of how "sexy" these gurlz are... now these arent no small anorexic gurlz either... i mean, omg! i know im not skinny whatsover, but damn! i just dont get it! so do i hafta gain 100 lbs or more to be "sexy"?????? will sum1 please explain this to me?????

Can Someone Who Knows How To!!!!
can someone who knows how to date: 2007-12-19 20:36:33 please help me plan a fu wedding!!!!!With making an invite bulletin and whatever else has to be done!!!!! Wanna fu marry: http://fubar.com/user/115179

Can Someone Plz Help
I need lots of help on this one i always help out anyone that is in a contest and i am always off helping someone level and rating someones pictures this is the time when i need your help if nobody is willing to help me there is gonna be alot of people off my friends list any help is appreciated thanks courtney

Can Someone Pwease!!
If anyone is watchin UFC tonight since my broke ass cant watch it on pay per view:( let me know who wins between st Pierre and serra, cus me and tatoe has a bet..and really its a no win either way for me.. I still want my fellow canadian to put the boots to Serra :D If you do I will love you all kinds!!! Once tatoe is finished with me of course :( he..lp..m..e ...... :-S later days!!

Cansei De Ser Sexy - Music Is My Hot Hot Sex
From all the drugs the one i like more is music From all the junks the one i need more is music From all the boys the one i take home is music From all the ladies the one i kiss is music (muah!) Music is my boyfriend Music is my girlfriend Music is my dead end Music is my imaginary friend Music is my brother Music is my great-grand-daughter Music is my sister Music is my favorite mistress From all the shit the one i gotta buy is music From all the jobs the one i choose is music From all the drinks the one i get drunk is music From all the bitches the one i wannabe is music Music is my beach house Music is my hometown Music is my kingsize bed Music is my hot hot bath Music is my hot hot sex Music is my back rub Music is where i'd like you to touch Claro-que-sim Fui escoteira-mirim Direto da escola, não Não ia cheirar cola Nem basquete, pebolim O que eu gosto não é de graça O que gosto não é farsa Tem guitarra, bateria, computador saindo som Alguns

Can Somebody Tell Me Why...
If you get caught in a scam where you end up more than a year's wages in debt, why do the banks insist on punishing you with massive loan payments anyway? I've even tried getting a grant to try killing the debt at least a little, but if I'm not suffering from terminal cancer or if I haven't served in Iraq or something, they won't help either. How does a man who just wants to clear scam debt get any help from a charity?

Can Someone Help Me
I need help with my gf. I love her to to death. I think i love her more then she love me. I just wondering can anyone help me get her back or help me. I want more then anything to be with her but i real hate the fighting. I hate that know what get me and does on purpose.

Can Someone Tell Me...
why it's so hard to find a damn job in this hell we call killeen???? i've been out of the army now for 10 months and still haven't found a job... and it's not like i don't look for work, i apply for at least 15 jobs a week... i guess noone wants to hire a disabled vet... really thinking i should go back in the army... i miss it alot... and it's not like my bills are gonna pay themselves! anyways, i will shut up for now... i'm just really frustrated...

Can Sex Be An Addiction?
Can sex be an addiction? I have heard it can be.It seems it is all I think about,want and desire.I don't act upon it all the time,but I sure do enjoy someone fucking me.Do I have a problem is the question.I'm not a whore.I don't sleep around so don't go thinking that shit. Did you know that having sex has an aroma to it,I crave that everyday.The scent that two people give off is fucking incredible. I especially like the way a man takes control and tries to get it as deep as he can,touching things that sometimes can't be reached.I love the way a man can touch you with his hands his fingers that circles every part of your body including being inside.If I do have a addiction is that bad? I could continue on with things I love even down to the way my breast is taken into a mans mouth,but I will stop. I have been feeling these urges here the last few days and yes many cold showers and that is the damn truth,well cool showers.It is like my loins are in constant need,even the need to

Can Someone Tell Me About People Keeping Private Pics To Themselves?
Hello again. I have been wondering about this for quite some time now. I notice that some people have folders of pics that they see only, not no one else, even family and friends. Now, I don't know about you, but personally if I had pictures that I didn't want people to see, I wouldn't keep them online. To me, having pics for no one else to see is like putting up a huge sign to hackers saying, "Come hack into my profile and see my pictures." I mean, being the mentality of some people, that is just having them wanting to break into your page. Now, I know that security here on Fubar is pretty good, however, I think about those pics they don't want anyone else to see are actually being seen by somebody. Oh yes, not many people realize that these profile websites are monitored my the police, I know MySpace and Facebook are and I would assume Fubar is as well. So, technically, those pics people have for their eyes only are still being seen by someone. The truth sucks, doesn't it?

Can She Hear?
As I stood on the stage and ready to sing to the crowd I couldn't hear the first note my thoughts were to loud Thinking of how I let her leave and walkout my door How the tear on my check should have stopped her and said more I told her I loved her as she was driving away Then I could hear the music as it began to play I started singing my song as my eye dropped a tear Singing loud to my fans and wondering can she hear Does she look to the sky at the same time I pray Is she looking at my picture, I looked at hers today Can she sence that im hurting or am I playing a good game When shes sad is it me thats causing her this pain Can she she that im sorry with out me saying a word Can She Hear what i'm singing cause her song I just heard J-Dubz '09

Can Something Be Wrong?
Ive been posed with a question lately that i just cant seem to answer. Everytime i meet a nice girl she always asks me "Why is a great guy like you still single?" I really never have a good answer. I mean i dont want to be single, i dont like being single, as far as i know theres nothing wrong with me, heck i even make a stupid amount of money....but for some reason I just cant seem to find the right girl. After i got back from the war i lost my woman, and needed some time off, i chose to be single for a while...but since i started looking again, i just seem to never be able to find anyone who wants to stay around for any amount of time. I guess lately ive just been thinking that maybe there is something wrong with me and the girls just are too nice to tell me, how many times can you hear....Im just not ready yet, or its not you its me...before you start to realize they are just lines from someone trying to spare your feelings. Ive been trying to evaluate myself a lot lately, and see

Can Someone Explain This?
So my 8 year old has been saying she wnts to learn about God..so I called a couple of local churches to see how I could get her enrolled in Sunday school. I was told I had to be a parishoner..I explained to the woman that I am an atheist but I think it should be my daughters decision as to what religion she follows..and that she cannot do that without learning first. She said sorry cant do it unless you are a parishoner...ok welll after a lengthy debate..I wasnna know WHY!? They turn my 8 year old away(these good Christian people) because I would not go to church? I explained that I feel I am not the right one to teach her as even subconsciously my feelings may come out and influence her. So wtf is the deal here? assholes do not judge..haha fuckin funny *end rant* PS any of ya have any ideas for me?

Can Some Please Send Me The Link
im seriously gettin annoyied someone on fubar has the old pictures of slipknot the very old ones of them were they are black and white can someone send me the link on were to get them from please help me ive tried everything google photobucket there fan sites every were i cant find them please help me

Can Someone Please Explain This???
As most know by now I don't have my status or my icons. I haven't had them for some time now. With no explaination as to why they got taken or how long they would be gone, or what I need to do to get them back. I have requested from bouncers, from fu support, I have also requested from Scrapper himself. I have even sent BabyJ an email. and to no avail. Though from one of my previous blogs I have found that interesting enough that quite a few people can and have spoken to Scrapper. So here is my thing, if someone would please talk to Scapper for me, or even see if he will discuss the matter with me in my box or even through mail. PFFT, even BabyJ .... all help would be apreciated. Thanks -- Ya'll RAWK!!

Can Someone Tell Me Why ??
I am 24 years old I work at walmart I am a college student at cerritos college my major is pharmacy tech ... My boss is moving me into the pharmacy to work as an intern until I finish school.. I am single I have a cat I live alone I have good friends ...Everything in my life is working out just fine So can someone tell me why the hell I dont want to get out of bed in the morning? Why I cant sleep at night? I take 4 sleeping pills and still dont fall asleep. Why I cant make my self want to go to school? Why I dont want to ever go anywhere not even grocery shopping? What the hell is wrong with me .... I have no reason to be depressed.. I dont feel depressed .. I feel . . . . . like not moving .. ever

Can Someone Be Christian And Wiccan?
Strange question, I know. But I only bring it up because of a few people I met recently on another blogging site. Wicca is a widely popular religion. Even more so online in cyberspace and, especially here on Fubar. I suppose people are more open about it online because they can remain anonymous and don't have to face the people who object to it. I have no problem with that. To each their own. However, I recently spoke to a few people who claim they are Christian but still practice Wiccan principles and rituals. Of course,to most, the answer to whether or not you can be Christian AND Wiccan would be- absolutely not. The bible says-“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other”-Matt 6:24. It is an insult to God to say you can be Christian AND Wiccan. And if you think you can, what you’re doing is twisting God’s word to fit your own lifestyle and serve your own agenda. I talk

Can't Sleep
This basically for me to get things out of my head so maybe i can sleep... Well it has been on hell of a day. As some of you know that read my last post, my uncle just past away. (my dad's brother) And my hubby is still being an insensitive jerk. He went to bed tonight without even mentioning my loss or try to console me. That hurt. I dont mean to sound selfish but if it means wanting him to be there for me during this time then ok I'm selfish. But it's clear he isnt goin to be there so I try to hide my pain and deal with it by myself. I have gotten good at hiding my pain the last few years. Only those that I allow to see it can. Basically thats just a couple close friends. But they are in Oklahoma and I am in Texas. (thank God they will be here for the weekend) Anyways,I tried to go to bed to get some rest. I really tried but when I laid down I was overwhelmed with memories and thoughts. It hit me that my dad is the last one in the family that is left that carries our name. My

Cant View People Viewing My Blogs
ok why is it that i can see people viewing others blogs and i cant see shit on mine. is this some kind of cornspiracy against me or what. the truth is out there and i wanna know. am i doing something wrong or what?. i dont know, about to give up on this thing for good.

Can't Fight The Moonlight
Under a lovers' sky I'm gonna be with you and no one's gonna be around if you think that you won't fall well just wait until til the sun goes down underneath the starlight - starlight there's a magical feeling - so right it will steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight no, you can't fight it it's gonna get to your heart there's no escape from love was a gentle breeze weaves it's spell upon your heart no matter what you think it won't be too long til your in my arms underneath the starlight - starlight we'll be lost in the rhythm - so right feel it steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your he

Cant Sleep:):):p
So here iam once again:P but now i cant sleep.....everytime i try to close my eyes they open up again.hehehe so i decided to come on LC and see whos on and write this blog:)......and...MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:Dsooooo awsome:D:D:D:D:Dim goin to be 20:D:D:D:D:D:D:DSo ya.....how is every1 tonight....i mean day......:Phehehe even though the day already started and i have work at 10 till 7> i hope i get off at 7 so i can help my brother in law with my nieces and nephews....if not hes screwed and im dead(gulp!)......im not very good at these blog thingys.....ah well....lev a comment if u wanna:P im goin to watch a movie so ill blog ya's l8er:D:D:D:D:D

Can't Help Myself
I can’t help myself, But wonder if I’m still someone special to you. Wanting to see us together, Forgetting the bad things that happen. Wishing you’ll come back one day. Maybe you’ll never come back, But still I’m waiting. Every night I hold my pillow tight, Thinking if you’ll come back tonight. Was I awake or dreaming, I open my eyes and your holding me close to you, Telling me you love me. Did you know there’s something about you I can’t get over with, It’s your loveness, kindness, and care I told myself to never cry for you, But when I knew your never going to return, It’s hard for me to hold my tears back. You move on with life, And I know I well one day too, But its going to take me time to get my mind off you, Because you are my hearts true love.

Can't Remember Shit Syndrome + C.r.s.s
I just asked babyjesus for help replying to a post.I have no idea how to repost something.I can't cut an Paste so if it requires that I'm fucked.I feel I have early symtomes of Alhiemers.Can't spell,can't remember.If what ever I'm trying to accomplish isn't already in my brain filed away I'm fucked.Learning new things very difficult.On the computer I'm really a Lame Brain.I can be shown how to do something an practice on it all day.The very next day I no i was shown but i can't recollect what it was.Here is a story that was told to me by one of my drinking buddies threw the yrs.its about me.an i do have some recollection of it.I don't no if I was just to drunk or on drugs or maybe i had a small stroke,no clue but here it is.I was in a bar,the bar tender new me.Asked me my name,I didn't no.He asked me my age,I didn't no.he asked me where I lived I didn't have a clue.An my buddy says I sat at the bar drinking a coke,trying to figure out how old I was.He says I asked all sorts of peple w

Cant Ppl Take A Joke?
Cant ppl take a damn joke anymore??? Look what my ex wrote!! First of all it was a joke you can ask anyone that was there that night. Ask Lesha! I am so sick of his nasty ass bitch running her mouth about me. There time will come..... I am not going to sleep with his brother, I can do better and i have done better.... I have been with some hot guys since I got rid of the white trash I was married to.....Fuck him and his nasty ass bitch he is with! I dont understand why some ppl cant take a damn joke! Evan yeah I just busted out your name! FUCK YOU AND YOUR NASTY BITCH AND YOUR FAMILY! I have done so much better than you.... Your time will come trust me. Evan and Lottie whatever the fuck you wanna call yourself.... All I have to say to you is that payback is a bitch! I could put some pic on here of the guys I have been with but the ppl that know me know who they are.... UMMMM so of them or on my friends list..... some aren't. Once again that was a damn joke! I would NEVER ev

Can't Sleep
I can't go to sleep because I am distracted by the television. I am watching True Life: I use Steroids on MTV. Now if you are using steroids, would you really want to announce it to the world? The one guy is using them to help him get the cover of Men's Fitness, but if they were to find out about his steroid usage, wouldn't they not let me him be on the cover because of that? I don't think those magazines condone steroid usage. Oh well, just a random blog. Another reason why I can't sleep is probably because I took a 3 hour nap after work lol. Today was such a wasted day. I HATE when I do that. I worked til 4, it was terrible, came home, ate dinner, slept, and now here I am. I wish I would of done SOMETHING. Oh well, gotta be up for class in about 5 hours. All the fun of life and college. Show's back on! :)

Can Time Really Heal
Can Time Really Heal Apr. 17, 2006 at 06:16 AM Innocent lives were taken, Of the young, old and small. As they scurried through the buildings, That had once stood so tall. The days were long and dreary, The nights so long and dark. As heroes scoured through the rubbish, Of two planes that left a mark. A day to be remembered, Of our neighbors close at heart. We pray for victims families, Whose lives were torn apart. As time quickly passes, And we still endure the pain. It's hard for many to move on, As things will never be the same. Written by my daughter (Chelsea)and I In Memory Of Those Who's Lives Were Taken And For Their Grieving Families On September 11th, 2001

Can This Be For Real???
So I don't know about you guys, but I'm wondering if there is some unknown force out there that likes to play with me. Have you ever been really into someone, but because you are so scared of being hurt you act like you do not care either way. Then they leave....and you are okay with it, but then they decide to come waltzing back into your life, like nothing's ever changed. What is that about? Do they honestly think that we are gonna pick up where we left off? I wish they would just stay away, you know? I deleted you out of my life for a reason. So go. And what about online dating? Does that ever work? You see it all the time, but do you know anyone who actually comes out happy about it? I wish I knew what was going on but I don't. And for those of you who know me, you know how much I hate that. I want it to be the way I envision it, but scared to take the chance. Scared to open up again. Scared to get hurt again. So someone tell me why I'm falling and I don't k

Can't Get A Woman, Huh? Here's Why!!
"The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women— And What To Do About It..." MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A "Nice Guy" Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you. I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT. Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want. MISTAKE #

Cant We Just Make His Legs Longer
There was a young man who was so well-endowed that it was bothering his knee. Three doctors and one nurse were in the operating room to remedy the situation. The first doctor said, "We'll just take a big hunk off the end." They discussed it and decided that would affect his sensitivity. The second doctor said, "We'll just take a big hunk out of the middle of it." They discussed it and decided it would change the texture and feel of it. The third doctor said, "We'll just take a big hunk off the base of it." They discussed it and said that would give him erection problems. The doctors looked at the nurse who had tears running down her cheeks. The nurse cried, "Can't we just make his legs longer?"

Cant Sleep
well yeah im so bored and im not tired, i have to find a job tommor wand some other shit wow this is all gay i hate bein old lol, like 20 is old, lolbut yea lol so leav eme message and rate me to feel better if any of you people want to make me feel awsome

Cant Nobody Tell Me!
Cant nobody tell me what I can Cause I be lovin my man ridiculously Whether I should or shant Cant nobody tell me what I can What what? huh? huh? Cant nobody ever say I don't love my man Who are you to justify what I can and cant? Gonna make him love me even more Ive been giving him all of it And I did before And I do give him the love that he wants And I do give him the love that he needs And I do give him the love That no girl in this world could ever touch and I doDont nobody ever share the fun we have Who are to manipulate the trust in my man? Gonna show the world what we're made of Wrapped into his arms he cant enough You ain't never heard a cop like that Be tryna herd me out of my relations nonstop Time to get the po po's What? you wanna hear me whip em Liek the dry ice cream. possibly L-a d-z zacious don't be givin a ckuf When you think you be lovin yo man Than he taps you on the shoulder Sayin baby you ain't givin me love What?

Cant Go On
i've had my heart broken today and i dont know what to do. i want to cry, but im at work. i want to punch him, but i cant reach him. i want to hold again, but he pushed me away. what do i do? how do i make this feeling go away? how do you go from being madly in love one day and nothing the next?? i'm drowning in a pool of sorrow. no life preserver is in sight.

Can't Let Go
Can't Let Go Midnight is a twisted serpent of memories of love and the pain of its death. She reaches out to hold onto the knife of rejection that does cut her down again. Licking her wounds she vows to never look at the fire of her desire. Moments later only to taste its sweet poison. Agony is burned into her bones. Rising from the ashes she commits her soul. To tell him once more. I love you.

Can't Believe The Injustice!
I just want to get this off my chest... My son, who lives in Tucson, was in the middle, turning lane, last week, when a car wanting to make a left hand turn in the opposite direction hit him, head on. The guy who hit him, backed up and took off. Another motorist who witnessed the incident chased him down and the driver returned to the scene about 10 minutes later. He apologized for the incident and exchanged info with my son who insisted they both wait for the police to arrive. (He called 911 when the guy took off.) It took over 2 hours for the police officer to arrive. During which time my son remained in place, out of the flow of traffic. The officer was seemingly upset about being called to the accident, as he immediately stated that someone was going to get a ticket over this. He wrote down the incorrect license info for my son, and then had thegall to issue him a citation for illegal use of turning lane. (He was stopped waiting to make a left hand turn! How was

Can't Wait
I am so excited. Ben is on his way down here to see me and its only Wednesday, that means I have him all to myself til monday morning. I get to cuddle with him for like 5 nights. Not to mention the incredible making love for 5 nights. He is meeting me at my office for a BIG arrival kiss and hug before he goes to our apt in MA.

Can't Change Me
I see the headlights on the highway I'm standing in the rain Gonna hitch a ride to nowhere Shake off Mary Jane Ashes to ashes Leave it in the dust Don't worry about missin' me You do what you must Change no you can't change me Into something I could never be Sure nuff plain to see That you can't you can't change me Are we losing our connection Are you somewhere on the line Yeah I'm hearing your suggestion But it's too late, too late here tonight So many reasons Everybody's out of time I'll take my chances baby Ooh ooh and take what's mine You know you're something to see But you can't change me You're somewhere in tomorrow I'm stuck here in today Got more trouble than a man can borrow When you're livin' it up in a lost place Change you can't change me Yeah I bet you're something to see But you can't change me

Can't Win (adult)
A woman was shaking out a rug on the balcony of her 17th floor condominium when a sudden gust of wind blew her over the railing. "Damn, that was stupid," she thought as she fell. "What a way to die." As she passed the 14th floor, a man standing at his railing caught her in his arms. While she looked at him in disbelieving gratitude, he asked, "Do you suck?" "No!" she shrieked, aghast. So, he dropped her. As she passed the 12th floor, another man reached out and caught her. "Do you screw?" he asked. "Of course not!" she exclaimed before she could stop herself. He dropped her, too. The poor woman prayed to God for one more chance. As luck would have it, she was caught a third time, by a man on the eighth floor. "I suck! I screw!" she screamed in panic. "Slut!" he said, and dropped her.

Cant Blame White People Anymore
Looks like New Orleans is waking people up. Bill Cosby is shaking their bed again. "We Can't Blame White People" by BILL COSBY "They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads walking around. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what? And they won't spend $200 fo

Cant You See They're Head Over Heels In Love?
When you find that special someone for yourself girl She'll realize That he can make her smile For no reason Make he feel like she's on top of the world Just because he's with her And as he walks into a room Her heart will stop and her breath is caught And thing she finds amazing is no matter what He'd choose her over any other girl Because to him she's the only one for him She has flaws But he loves each and every one of them He loves how when she's nervous and can't seem stop talking She'll wish for a stolen kiss And he'll pray for just the right moment Things went into place after that for them Some of our friends weren't to happy about their relationship Saying nothing good will come from it But all i said was, "Can't you see they're head over heels in love?"

Can't Take It...
Can't take it This life's to short Don't want it This life to be that long I'm falling Falling so fast No way to break my fall I don't want to feel this I don't want to think this I know what's going on I'm not as stupid as you think You can't let me go on like this How dare you How dare you Want to be cut open Want to know what it feels like For someone to know me inside and out People think they do But we all know they don't Break me Shake me Cake me with all this shame Aware of what I've done and when as well I Can't take this Too much stress I way too overwhelmed I'm told I shouldn't be How can I not be? This isn't my life that I lead But someone elses instead Where's my life Where's my chance to lead it Where's my life?

Cant Wait.........
You know i can't wait for your lies to be told and i just can't wait for your truths to unfold, No i can't wait for your sweet little feet to walk upon me like i'm a dog in the street, I just cant wait for the feel of your touch or the knife in the back when i had jst enough. You say you love me but i have been told this before by every single woman and whore. I just cant wait to meet you for real so as many times before my heart you can steel. I just cant wait to see if this is fate or just another time that my heart will ache.

Can't Do It
Have you ever wanted something for so many reasons that no matter how you think about it you always wind up with the same solution you started with. O want and need that in my life. Well I've been getting sick and tired of things and people here and I've been thinking. There are certian people that I want closer in my life even if I don't see them all the time or never get to see them. Like for instanst, I talk to one of them everyday and I really wish I could see her and hang out again. I mean she turned my life around and has been a great friend and I miss her more then anyone anywhere. Yet I can't see her here, barley can talk to her cause of such different scheudcles now. Anyway back to the reasons I made this. Well talking to her, I realized how much I miss her and a few others back in WA. Granted not the greatest place to live but it made me happy and knowing I can hang with my friend makes me happy. The gears are turning, I'm done with this crap. I can't do it anym

Cant Wait
I can't wait until the weekend gets here. I can't wait to go to the wildlife center and help out, and I possibly get to go and play Bingo this weekend also. This weather is messed up, it is getting tooooo cold tooo fast. Anyways just figured I would let you know how I am and what I am up to. Got to go and finish cleaning and getting the trash out!

Can't Resist... One More Redhead Joke.
Two sailors on shore leave, walking down the street. They spot a beautiful blonde. First sailor asks his friend "Have you ever slept with a blonde?" Second sailor replies that he has. They walk on further and see an even more beautiful brunette. First Sailor: Have you ever slept with a brunette?" Second Sailor" Why yes, in fact I've slept with brunettes on many occasions" They walk on a little further, and see a gorgeous redhead, who leaves the other two girls for dead. First Sailor:" Have you ever slept with a redhead then?" His companion looks at him and replies "Not a wink!"

Can't Break A Heart That's Already Broken...
the coldness in your eyes...like the siberian wind... can't chill me as i've already been frozen... your cruel words...like the howl of a banshee... can't hurt me as i'm already deaf to whatever you utter your jealousy games...like a thousand daggers... can't draw blood as i've already been bled dry... go ahead...break my heart...try as you may... you can't break a heart that's already broken...

Cant Wait Till September 30th
I am getting married on september 30 of 2007, I have so much to do. I need a lil help, first marrage and not real sure on what to do first. I mean I have my maid of Honor and bridess maids, and I know where and what kind of dress I want and we have the DJ for the reseption and the minister, but I have no clue what to do for the food and drinks and........ I'm going a lil bonkers

Can't We All Just Get Along?
What is it with people that can’t seem to except the fact I am who I am. Granted I am different from most. But I take pride in the fact that I am different, not of the norm, crazy, slightly out of control, responsible, loving, a mother, friend, with grace and elegance. That is me. There is a time and a place for everything and comments are deamed part of your right as an American and freedom of speech. But when did the country, society become a place to hurt others to get ahead?! Or why is it that with all the “politically correct” fights these days that no one has bothered to bring up the fact that for our whole exsistance we have done what we thought was right, by how we were rasied…screw everyone else that has a different opinion about how they should live their lives. I am not saying that I believe in many of the fights or don’t for that matter. I just think maybe we should take a look within rather than passing judgment on everyone else. Who here has walked on wate

Can't Wait Until Dec. 2nd
Well my birthday is 19 days away....Can't wait going to go out and have a blast...I'll be the BIG 25...WOO HOO....Going to have all my friends out that can make it....Well thats all for now...peace

Cant Keep A Bad Boy Down....smiles
wow, i wanna say thank you to eveybody who sent me get well wishes...it made my nite, even though i didnt get to thank everyone of you yet i will...im feeling better now, i guess going to work in the pouring down rain does something to your system, although im not out of the woods yet, im fighting with every ounce of strength, i got tea, and my feet in boiling water..only kidding about feet...im soory i didnt get to say thanks last nite, but im back, feeling a little better, enough to send some serious love to eveybody who took time out of thier busy life to send me well wishes...thank you..and im here for you as well...hugs,,and i wont give kisses yet...cough cough..no sense of making you all sick either...smiles...

Can't Wait Until Sunday!!!!
I just cannot wait util Sunday nite!!! I am going back to my fvorite strip club ever here in Vegas!!!!! I am going to Cheetah's. I am definatly getting a lap dance. YUMMY!!!! Getting excited and wet just thinking aobut it now! Shower time!!!!!!!!!!

Can't Be Broken
Y’all spit words and sounds While I spit verbs and nouns I deserve my crown But it’s gone too far this just disturbs me now They ostracize me because they are unconventional I wish I could ostracize myself but I can’t Because I am authentical Authentical meaning one of a kind My mind blows without matter Hits floors without shatters And flows without splatter Some these cats to me, they don’t matter They only have 2 sides of a brain While I rock 4 hemispheres Man J’ that’s deep how could you take it there My mind speaks on its own, a modern day Shakespeare I have a lot to give but yet they trip I’ve been honest before people started Playing get like me with coin flips But even though I’m visible they can’t see me They only see me, when my ship leaves The dock from where it used to sit Beautiful woman…my greatest weakness Victoria hides from me in order to keep Her thoughts secrets One looked me in the face, after she read my poetry And said I was a genius I

Can't Wait ! 1 More Week
The big day is coming i'm already packing my things its good that i didn't get any furnitutre when i moved to my apt here back in the end of aug, some of my winter things im giving to a friend for her son! cause i'm going 2 be needing them where i'm going nah i think i might cuz where i'm going they think if da temp is in da 70's its cold! for real! i do have a bed and a recliner that i'm going to give back to the program that gave it to me, when i get there all my peeps going be like damn! well my peeps back home! i'm not tellin anybody till i get there! as soon as get off da plane i'm going to take pics and send em here for peeps can guess! and then you'll know! like i said before keep me and ya prayers cuz im a lil scared, but once i get there and s get settled it'll be cool! I LUVVVVVVV ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAM HERE! just cause i'm movin i'll never forget any of you that always made me :-) i n our conversations, whether it was 2,3,or 4 words! well lata hit me up you know da deal, mu

Cant Sleep
hey all:)How is every1:)im GREAT:D:D:D:D.....I cant sleep so i come on here and wite one of my awsome blogs:PSo ya this week was pretty good:)Workwise........Fun kinda boring but its been really great......family is great....life is great:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!im not even tired:Pu'll kno when i get tired...i starrt rambleing and saying random things and laughing at random things......yep thats how u all kno im tired:P....i like sleep..i dont kno why:Pand now a word from our sponcers:P....LOL:P actually its a song:D:D:D which is even better:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!! Hello there the angel from my nightmare The shadow in backround of the morgue The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never end Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkn

Cant Sleep
once again i find myself in that state of mind where my thoughts are flowing too fast for me to stop thinking long enough to get to sleep. It's funny how life works and how the seemingly meaningless to some can make others go crazy. Has anyone else ever had a situation like that, im sure we all have, or at least i hope we all have. Maybe it is as i feared and i truly have gone completely mad. Well oh well if i am mad then at least i know i have had fun getting there and i have no regrets. Isnt that the way life is supposed to be no regrets. Ok well im sure you ppl who are kind enough to view my blog are quite tired of hearing the rantings of a crazy woman, so with that i say good night or good morning as the case may be. Also Blessed Be to all

Can't Stand Them
Hate those that think they are someone they're not. Wish they would just show their true colors up front and stop getting attention in their way. It's sick. That person is psycho. I know her the best. She knows who she is. She has all sorts of diff. personalities. Be careful of her. And I am the one that will spread the word of it. Maybe she'll wake up.... No..... Grow up. Those that are thinking I need to grow up... pleeeez.... you don't know the half of it..... word get's around...... I have already grown up.... I am here to spread the word... and the truth....

Can't Feel
Bend me break me love me hate me touch me want me lose me judge me i don't care as long as i feel something Push me pull me change me crave me find me hide me crush me try me i don't care as long as i feel something real Show me something real before i fade before i fade away Everything's so goddamn plastic generated polished perfect no one wants to face anything thats ugly You go your way i'll go mine can't talk right now don't have the time don't try pretending that its worth something Little acts of desperation hoping we won't reveal only vying for attention how should i feel All this time waiting anticipating choking on a lie show me something real I start to sigh in the back of my mind screaming suicide show me something real This fucking place is driving me insane I'm barely getting by show me something real I need a place somewhere feel safe before I before I fade away

Can't Sleep
I have not ben able to fall asleep.I'm just not tired I go in at 4 or 5 I'm like ok I have to go in and I lay there for 30 minutes to an hour. Maybe it's sex deprivation since I got the new position at work I get less sex. That's all that's changed.

Can't Speel
Thanks Baby: This is a pet peeve for me since I am one of those who is horrible at spelling. To the rest of you, can you read this? cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. Then to those who bitch and complain about how people mis-spell words, Get the hell over yourself! =) TeeHeeHee!!! Happy Holidays!

Can't Call It....
Ok so I'm at a HUGE cross road in my life... *sigh* .. I've got a ton of mixed up, balled up, hidden as much as visible, new as well as old emotions running thru me.. I'm soooo unsure of things, yet sooooo certain of them.. I feel like I'm an oxymoron mised with a bit of schizophrenic!! I've had converstations with myself reagarding things going on in my life, and it seems to be clear at one moment, and hazy the next. I can feel SOOOO completely comfortable, secure, and warm... and in the flash of and instant, or blink of an eye be so completely alone and insecure I just want to throw it ALL away and run from everyone.... I just Can't call it......

Can't Believe I Did This
yes i entered i entered a contest. i kept hearing this about this pic so i said what the hell. if you agree vote for me, if not don't. i honestly don't think i'll win for i'm just an everyday joe. hopefully i get this stupid link thing right this time. click here to vote for me

Cant Take It
well im sitting here in my room by myself and i cant help but think back to that da my dog passed away. did i do something wrong to lose him? did i do the right thing by letting him go? i miss him so much i cant bear it. i love him and want him back. all this is building up inside.im getting a bit teary eyed thinking about it. im so sad right now. i dont know what to do.

Can't You See Me
cant you see me standing outside your window its so cold i'm here in the snow tears falling down my face as i see you move along without me cant move from this place cause youve set me free now i see. cant see your face anymore cant feel your touch on my cheek understanding its better this way has me standing strong on my feet. i've let you go cant you see its better to be free then stuck here freezing I'm better off all alone then where i was with you now its my time to move on i heard you said things about me cant you just move on quietly leave me out of your life i've moved on from this stupidity its what i've left behind get it through your mind i'm not comming back to you i've found someone new its true i've moved on without you now you cry you sigh while i'm letting go of your lies. so this is my goodbye.

Can't Sleep :(
Man pretty slack I only wrote one blog! and the only reason I'm writing one now is because I'm oohh so bored and cannot sleep. Oh well what could be more fun then writing completely random stuff for a bunch of strangers to read? That's right folks.... NOTHING!!!! Christmas is getting close and get this I'm not even excited any more it's horrible I know, I'm hoping that I'm just in a little funk at the moment and will snap out of it sometime soon! Hmmm yeah so I got a new puppy and his name's Cosmo, I put a picture of him up... which as yet to be commented on! But hey I'm not bitter... anywho people I'm bored and can't sleep come visit me :) lots of love laura lea

Can't...
Can't... Can't feel nothing but hurt, Inside this lonely soul of mine. Can't hear nothing but the sound of my heart shattering, As I pick the pieces off the ground. Can't speak of nothing but the agonizing pain, That you had scarred into me. Can't touch my dreams anymore, Because you took them away when you walked away. Can't see a life without you, As tears roll down my face as I think that they would never stop. And they never will.

Cant We Go Back To The Good Old Days?
The Times They Are A Changin'........ > *Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. > 1973 Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his > car and gets his to show Jack. > 2006 School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and > never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized > students and teachers. > +++++++++++++++++++++ > Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. > 1973 Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up > best > friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. > 2006 Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge > them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. > +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. > 1973 Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. > Sits still in class. > 2006 Jef

Can't Stop Thinking About You
I sit here and make myself miserable, I listen to songs that make me think of you, and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with you and hide away from the world. I feel pathetic. I have come too deep in this and I am scared to hell. I feel these things for you that I have only begun to feel, things that make my heart leap and roll and ride this wonderful rollercoaster. I love you much more than I could have ever thought was possible. And that also scares the hell out of me. I don't think I have even realized the tip of how you feel about me, and I don't think I ever will. Maybe one day I will see it, and maybe it will surprise me. I always think down upon everything good in my life, I never see myself being lucky enough to have anyone feel about me the way I feel about them. I always see myself giving you the world and never getting an ounce of feeling from you. Or anyone for that matter. I am not what you expect, I am me, and I am all I can give. And I love you.

Can't Blame The White People...
You've probably seen this before. If it were Dave Chappelle, Chris Rock or Whoopi I'd give it less credence and assume it was either a reverse guilt joke or publicity stunt but this is from Dr. Bill Cosby (Doctor of Education, earned, not honorary) speaking. NAACP leaders stunned by remarks of prominent comedian - this is why! Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. nd then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleh

Can't Wait
My husband is gonna be getting me a digital cam soon, I've been waiting for sometime now for one of these an well it's that time.....lol... I'll be getting some resent pictures up of the family an I, before to long..

Cant Change The Blog Name....
Your Taste in Music: Classic Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: High Influence 90's Pop: High Influence 90's Rock: High Influence Heavy Metal: High InfluenceHow's Your Taste in Music?

Cant Stop Crying Reast In Peace : .. { I Love You
IM SO SORRY I KNOW I TOLD ALOT OF YOU NOT TO CRY BECOUSE IT WOULDNT MAKE HER HAPPY BUT I GUESS YOU CANT HOLD ALL OF IT IN EH...IT SEEM AS THO I LET YOU PEOPLE DOWN BY BN SO WEAK AFTER ENCOUR. YOU NOT TO BE...BUT HEY I JUST LOST IT AND IDK..JUST HATE TO SEE MY BABY GIRL BURRIED...WELL HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNA CLEARY AND REST IN PEACE...HOPE YOU LIKE THE TEDDY BEARS ME AND PATTY BOUGHT UP TO YOU...AND FRIENDS I WILL TRY NOT TO CRY ANYMORE..JUST HAD TO LET THAT OUT K....LOVE ALL OF YOU TONS... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNA WE ALL LOVE YOU AND REST IN PEACE..GOOD NIGHT BABY...I LOVE YOU TONS AND I MISS YOUR KISSES ND HUGZ : ... { ..

~~can't Blame Pres Bush On This One~~
North Dakota News This text is from a county emergency manager out in the western part of North Dakota state after an early snow storm. WEATHER BULLETIN Up here in the Northern Plains we just recovered from a Historic event--- may I even say a "Weather Event" of "Biblical Proportions" --- with a historic blizzard of up to 44" inches of snow and winds to 90 MPH that broke trees in half, knocked down utility poles, stranded hundreds of motorists in lethal snow banks, closed ALL roads, isolated scores of communities and cut power to 10's of thousands. FYI: George Bush did not come. FEMA did nothing. No one howled for the government. No one blamed the government. No one even uttered an expletive on TV. Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton did not visit. Our Mayor's did not blame Bush or anyone else. Our Governor did not blame Bush or anyone else either CNN, ABC, CBS, FOX, or NBC did not visit - or report on this category 5 snow storm nobody demande

Cant Take It
Ive been crying all night,im physically hurting,I dont know what to do, I feel like not caring so much anymore, I want to turn, be coldhearted,Just so I can careless what the hell happens... I dont want love, if it means I get hurt each time.I tried so hard, to get you to see me...Each time I stayed myself, let you in a little more,but to you I wasnt acceptable,to you I was just a little girl in your gallery of people.Its hard to let go, and I know one day you will realize,when Im gone at least, you lost something special...Even then I dont think you care.

Can't Let Go.
Hah, it'll all end someday like it or not. Anger never wins. I took a wrong turn, but I'll simply fade away, burn out, turn to dust. I'll go quietly into the night like a pussy. But I promise to annoy the fuck out of you ...forever.

~ Can't Handle This ~
attn: to the L.O.D. Family since i joined i rated the profiles didn't comment did not know i had to but i rated and helped everyone one out in the contest i made a bulletin for help from the family and not one person came to help me out. So i'm leaving the family family is to help each other but when i help and don't get heard that wrong so i don't think i'm staying in the family....sorry maria

Cant Get On Cherry
for some reason cherry hasnt been working on my computer at home. im at my foster parents right now, eventually ill probably wipe out the computer and such and itll work again but not sure when ill get around to it. if anyone wants to contact me, my myspace is myspace.com/chancemotta and my email is contestman@hotmail.com not much is new really just work and sleep.

Can The Tuna
most wont care about this but i need to get it off my chest i am sure i am not the only Cowboy fan here here it goes FIRE BILL PARCELLS AND HIRE BILL COWER SEND THE GLORFIED GYM TEACHER BACK NEW YORK GET THE HELL OUT OF DALLAS IT MAKES ME SICK THAT HE ON THE SAME SIDE LINES THAT TOM LANDRY ONCE WALKED AND THEN JIMMY JOHNSON BRING BILL COWER TO DALLAS OR BRING BACK JIMMY JOHNSON. OK I WILL GET OFF MY SOAP BOX ABOUT BILL PARCELLS NOW.

Cant Take It
been awhile since i have done this...still very upset and still very much in pain..how is it that you can miss someone so much when they are with you everyday...well ok almost everyday..i would give anything to get back what i had including my life if it meant me to be happy again. i let my anger rule and it cost me everything i had. my anger and my carelessness cost me the happiness i once had. now im stranded because i cant fix whats done and im in pain. i let the stupid shit i do take over me again and i caused myself my own pain. im trying my best to swallow all of this and not let it effect me and i go dayd without crying but then i will hear a song or someone will bring up a memory and i start to break down all over again. i cry as i write this because i can't help it. i need to figure out how to get through this but i just dont know how. normally by now im fine and i can let go and i move on i dont know why i cant this time. i just want to hold him all the time and never let go.

Cant Hardly Stand It
I cant stand it any more! I have been talking to this girl and we have had this thing going i realy dont know what to call it all i know is that it sucks!!! She has a boyfriend and i think that he is cool he is a nice guy but they fight all the time. We tell each other that we love each other. i mean that i realy do love her and i told her in the beiging that i would wait for her that was almost 6 months ago!!! i have never waited on anyone in my life I have no clue what to do i have mixed feelings on wheither i should break up with her or to stay with her and wait the hole thing out i mean i have not a fraking clue i thnk i need therapy i dont know

Can't Sleep
The ex gets to take my daughter today... and there's nothing I can do about it. Why is it ok for a father to not see his daughter for 2 months, to care enough to even call... and the courts decide its okay for him to take her and put her in a strange enviroment? I just don't get it!!! Its just NOT fair!!!!

Can't Sleep!!!
I'm so excited that I can't sleeep!!! I just found out that the company that I work for is changing the way we make money...more like how much we make...MORE MONEY!!! I can easily make a couple of thousand each month when this goes into effect! I'm so excited but it's 2 am and I have no one to share it with because EVERYONE is in bed!!!

~can't Let You See Me Cry~
If you could have known How badly it hurt That you think I've thrown This love to the dirt I want to feel you Your skin on mine Every inch of you And then stop time How I long for touch Soft breath on my skin You can't know of such So I keep it in It's safer this way Not let you inside If I did convey You'd run fast and hide So I push them down My thoughts of what if You can't come around So why keep with this Although truth be told 'Cause I can not lie My heart is not bold Can't let you see me cry

Can't Sleep
what up everyone here about 1:30 am here and i can't sleep....so i thought i'd post a blog i was thinking of a few people one and offline... frist was my CT husband pete i love you baby you mean the world to me....second was my sin city family thay welcomed me with open arem's i can't thank them enough you all are the best second family anyon could ask for....i love you all.... then theres my offline family there ok i guess my stepdad tlls me he wanted to burn my face with a hot iron when i was 12 and sometimes he hits me(at 22) thay make me feel like i'm a burden more then family *sigh* don't get me wrong thay have there good points....at least thay didn't kick me out when i got pregnant at 16 good woopty fricken do right??? my mom always takes my stepdad's side ohhhhhh big surprize there(NOT) i dunno weither i should cry or just thank god i'm alive but the most importent person in my life is my daughter samantha with out her i'm nothing i thank god everydayi

Cant Sleep.
1. How old will you be in five years? 27 2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? Tina. 3. How tall are you? 5'4" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? I wish there was something to look forward too. 5. What's the last movie you saw? Texas Chainsaw ... the beginning. 6. Who is the last person you called? my mommy. 7. Who was the last person to call you? Rob 8. What was the last text message you received? Don't know. 9. Do you prefer to call or text? Call. 10. Do you have any pets? Two doggies. 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? trying to sleep. 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married. 13. When is the last time you saw your mom? umm.., a year ago... i miss her. 14. What color are your eyes? brown 15. What time did you wake up today? 9 16. What's your favorite Christmas song? silent night. 17. Where is your favorite place to be? not in el paso, thats for sure. 18

Can't Get It Out Of My Head
"Love Song" Mother! You're holding my heart, screaming Motherfucker! They left me broken, bleeding Son of! The man you loved and left for The son of a bitch! Who tried to show me death's door Everything's eliminated Everything is dedicated My belief destroyed my hated? Never get what's over-rated Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying here As in! Obituaries rain down Its ok! We're lying naked face down Wasn't it decapitated? Can you see me fascinated? Your the only thing I've damaged What you get to be mis-managed Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here Im dying here Dying here.. Don't bring me daffodils Bring a Boquet of Pills See some geranium C

Cant U C
I LUV YOU CANT YOU SEE,..WHY DO YOU LIE?..YOU TELL ME THEY DONT MATTER THEN YOU GO TO THEIR PAGE WRITING BEAUTIFUL WORDS,SAYING THESE SAME THINGS.DONT YOU KNOW AT NIGHT,YOU ARE MY PILLOW,...DONT YOU REALIZE MY HEART IS YOURS,...YOU GO DAYS WITHOUT SAYING A WORD,THIS TEARS ME APART CAUSE SOMEHOW,SOMEWHERE,INSIDE I THOUGHT I WAS SPECIAL...BUT IM NOT!!,..IM JUST,ANOTHER GIRL WHO LUVS,....OR DID....

Cant Rate :(
Well sorry to say i have rated to many pics these days :( when i try to rate you all it says i have reached my limit for this level and i still have a lot of points to go to get to the next level :( so who out there is gonna help me get there :) hugs and kisses satin

Cant You See
the weight of the world feels like it's on my shoulders. pushing me down like a ton of boulders. would someone please come help me with this load. sometimes i feel like im going to explode. my heart feels like it's being ripped out my chest. will already let it rest? will you be happier if i DIE? all i want to do is make you happy, and i constantly try. Well maybe someday you'll see. What all this has done to me.

Can't Wait To Go
My husband and I got into it again. I swear, like three times a week we argue...EVERY week. That isn't good. I can't wait to go to Houston, I'm so excited. I have one wish concerning me leaving to Texas, and I hope it comes true this year. Will you make it come true?*

Cant Be Saved
"I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep. And some day I will wake up and realize I gave up everything." I hear the song in my head a nights, asleep I feel reality sink in. I awake to be dreaming, dreaming away life never knowing things in life I had, I had gave up for nothing but selfishness. Questions with no anwsers linger in my head, finding that I know the anwsers to questions I dont know. I lay my head to rest once again, this time I dont think I'll ever awake between reality and finction I feel as if im always dreaming, so will I ever wake from this coma Im in... sorry peepz, right now im tired and I decided to make a new poem but I think it sucks!!! tell me honestly what u poeple think!!!!

Can't Shy't Help Ugly
I'm jus sayin.... Now on to the entry…. In all my years of dating, I've never had a woman cook for me. Like, nebba ebba. Isn't that sad?? Cooking for someone is one of the most romantic things one can do and something I've done countless numbers of times for women I was interested in.......Yet, no one has ever done it for me — well, ok, there have been a couple, but they don't really count.......they were mainly jump offs..... But let many of the women I've met tell it, they can "burn." … yeah, down the house maybe… like Talking Heads. So you can cook huh?..... And you know Top Ramen don't count, right??!? Then let a brutha get some mac'n'cheese! Shyt, crockpot up some neckbones! ....not really (I dont eat pork) I'm beginning to believe that women in this country no longer realize the significance of dating and a good home-cooked meal. For shame! Its a well established fact that women born after 1975 cant cook for sheeyit. Used to be that wime

Can't Fight The Moonlight
Under a lover's sky I'm gonna be with you And no one's gonna be around If you think that you won't fall Well just wait until 'till the sun goes down Underneath the starlight starlight There's a magical feeling so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight, No-o you can't fight it It's gonna get to you'r heart There's no escaping love Once a gentle breeze (once a gentle breeze) Sweeps it's spell upon your heart And no matter what you think It won't be to long 'Till you in my arms Underneath the starlight starlight We'll be lost in the rythm so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you

Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me
Hello CT. I was woken up at 5 am and now I can't get back to sleep. How lame is that? I've done laundry... ripped my new cd's to my computer... checked my bank account (which is entirely screwed up!)... drank a bunch of water... and now I'm blogging. How lame. I think it's all the alcohol I've been consuming. Since I joined the gym I've cut way, way back and in the last week I've gone out a lot. Bad Mandy Bad. So now what? Maybe I'll go do the dishes... lol

Can't Sleep?
What is sexsomnia? Falling asleep after sex is common, but falling, sleeping and staying asleep during sex is another matter. The condition is called sexsomnia. Sexsomnia occurs when a person is asleep and yet proceeds to initiate sexual activity with their bedmate. Sexsomnia is also known as "somnambulistic sexual behaviour". The first use of "sexsomnia" for this condition was by Dr C M Shapiro and two colleagues from the Sleep Alertness Clinic of the University of Toronto and the Toronto Western Hospital in a June 2003 article in the Canadian Journal of Psychiatry. Sexsomnia is described as a mix of sleepwalking and adolescent wet dreams. According to the researchers, amazingly, not all partners of sexsomniacs are distressed or irritated by the novel experience of having an unconscious person make love to them. In fact, some seem to prefer it. The researchers describe sexsomnia as a "distinct variation" of sleepwalking. The researchers discovered it by interviewing pa

Cant Fuck With A Smartass
one time when i was in high school me and 2 friends of mine went to a park that was around from my house. i was 15 at the time or so. Anyways we went to the park because we heard of some weird doings or sightings and of course me being into that kind of shit I wanted to check it out. Long story short we are in the woods and they said they saw something and told me to check it out. As I did the scrotum suckers left me behind in the woods figuring i would get scared and stay there wondering wtf? WRONG!!! I know one of those guys wouldnt do that. I ran across the middle of the park which was rather big and they took the road. I saw their car and hid underneath. They came back and one flashed a light at the car, but yet never saw me...how i dont know, but when they got in arms reach i grab them and the jumped and screamed...needless to say they never tried that shit again

Can't Stop The Writing......fingers..cramping
I do have quite a bit on my mind tonight. I must be going for the record for blog posts. I think its that I have questions to which there are no answers and this is a way of closure for me.....maybe not...think I just like to talk. LOL. Let me tell you a little about tonight. Myself and a co-worker were on our way back to our place of business from the local court house when we notice a man walking up to our work. In one hand he was carrying something in the other he was holding up his pants. He slipped a little bit and his hand shot out to balance himself and his pants went straight to the ground. I just laughed and laughed. Why....Why in the hell would you wear pants that you had to physicaly hold up with one of your hands? What benefit does extremely overly large pants give you? Does it make you run faster? Are you able to jump higher? Are you waiting for someone to crawl in them with you? What? What is it? I dont understand. I had pants that didnt fit me once, and you know wha

Cant Do It
I cant stop thinking about you but your doing nothing but playing a game so even though it hurts im goidng to let go once again it will be hard but less then the first and it will keep declining till i never slip again!

Can't Chat Much Right Now
Hey folks, just wanted to drop a line to you all and let you know that I'm not avoiding you. We are still shoveling out from a minor blizzard, and the biggest thing right now is that a couple of days ago I had Lasik surgery on my eyes. My vision is awesome, I would highly recommend the surgery to everyone! My eyes are still adjusting and trying to read the small print in the shoutbox is a real pain. So if you shout at me, I'm not ignoring you, it's just agravating trying to read all the little type. This should go away in a few days after my eyes fully adjust. Hope everyone is having a blast!

Can't Fight This Any More...
I am so horny right now.My body feels like it is on fire.It feels so good,my hands rubbing all over my naked body.I'm so wet right now,my fingers sliding inside of me,god I wish you were here.I know you will read this,I just want to be your naughty little girl.Give me your soft kisses,your strong hands,lick my pussy,shove your tongus inside of me.God I can feel you already,I need you,we fucked four times that night,I swallowed you.You make me ache so bad for you,cum all over me baby,I am yours for the taking.My nipples are hard and waiting for your mouth,those tender lips,your passionate embrace,I need to feel you against me,I can't wait,I need it now.Make me moan in extasy,give me the pleasure you gave me then,I can feel your breath still,upon my body,as you explore my body.You have given me so much,all I want is to give it back to you.God,you have made me taste life in it's fullest,oh my god,I want to cum for you,again and again.I am yours for the taking,do with me what you will,have

Can This Be For Real??
It was just brought to my attention by a friend that her daughter came home from school one day distraught over something she had learned at school. It seems that she is learning that insurance companies are now telling women that if they follow through with a pregnancy that tests show will end with a baby with mental disablities that insurance will not cover that baby. I guess the idea is have an abortion and start over. If there is ANY amount of truth to this...I am OUTRAGED!! There are SOOO MANY parents out there that would be HAPPY to have a baby PERIOD....and since when are we all supposed to be "perfect" anyway? I told my friend to try to get more info about it like if there is a group fighting this or if there are specific insurance companies named. Please tell me your thoughts.

Cant Catch A Break
When all shit breaks loose, EVERYTHING breaks loose. ...I swear, I can't catch a break for the life of me. Appearnatly, neither can my husband. Missed first day of Math. Husband forgot to leave me the keys to the car. Had to email teacher in hopes that I can play catch up. College called, husband owes big $$ because his old institute is appearantly pissing that he is going to my college now. There is some major fuck up there that we have to battle. Yay. Paper called my husband to yell at him about some bullshit, but they have also managed to break the contract.... lucky them ha. But we all know that they will fight to pay us what they owe us. Dickheads. ...Bad day again?... You have no idea.

Cant Fight The Night
wallking in the moonlight down these empty streets its here i wonder if your thinking of me lost and feeling lonely coss your worlds away time has no feelings and i learn that each day than one by one the stars take away the sun once more and all that i can do is dream i say i can fight the night with out you i cant fight the night theres no way i cant fight the night with out you i cant fight the night can you here me calling im at the end of the line you got the power to save me its a matter of time so i just keep on waiting for that knock on my door so we can turn time around and make love like before cos in my heart i know this stranger in the dark is you your memory keeps haunting me i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night theres know way i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night if there was half a chance to catch a moment with you id like it more than ever i wont let go i cant let go let go........ then on

Cant Wait Till Summer
im sooooooo happy. i kno i aint been online fo a minute lately ive jus been gettin ready 2 go off to college....i sent out a whole bunchg of applications n im maily hoping to end up going to NYU....im so happi

Can't Find A Betterman
Waitin, watchin the clock, its four oclock, its got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin to herself, theres no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she dont want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...thats why shell be back again

Can This Day Get Any Worse
Okay my kids are 2 and 3.....Need I say more First my oldest got into the cake and spread icing all over my floor....UG!!!! and then he put all of the clean towels and wash cloths into the tub with him....and i just washed all of them prior to that.... man o man...my kids!!!

Cantaloop
Ladies and Gentlemen As you know we have something special for you At Birdland this evening A recording for Blue Note Records Yeah, yeah, yeah - what's that? Diddi-diddi bop Funky funky - yeah yeah - diddi-diddi bop How 'bout a big hand now? Wait, wait a minute Groovy groovy Jazzy funky pounce bounce dance As we dip in the melodic sea The rhythm keeps flowin, it drips to MC Sweet sugar pop, sugar pop rocks it pops ya Dont stop till the sweet beat drops I show and prove as a stick in move Hear the poems recited on top of the groove Smooth, mind, floating like a butterfly Notes start to float, suttle like a lullabye Brace yourself as the beat hits ya Dip trip, flip fantasia

Can This Be Stopped?
Oh god can you stop this feeling that lingers so deep into my veins, my life source. I scratch at my skin until it bleeds trying to rid myself of this feeling of loneliness. I fight to take my next breath as each passing second it gets harder to bear. No end in sight, no happiness to look into for my comfort, no arms to wrap around me and make me feel safe and loved. No one eyes i can lose myself in, no ones eyes to gaze in and make all my fears and pain float away. No shoulder for me to cry on. No love to hold this heart of mine together. Oh can this be stopped? I fear it can not. It will not get better before it gets worse. As much as i try the pain always comes along. Just when i think it's finally gonna pass it gets worse. I fought to keep my blood from drying up and blowing away. I've tried to find a way to stop the loneliness. Can this be stopped?

Cant Believe I Did It
I took that next step.. but so scared of what's to come. What if I'm hoping for too much, I dont want my heart splattered to hell again. I know what I'm feeling, and it scares the hell out of me. But why? I deserve to be happy right? So when it comes why cant I accept it? Grrr... What if he doesn't feel the same? What if I just take xanax and calm down? LOL

Can't Go On Like This Anymore..
I once thought I knew what love was because I was young and foolish. I've stayed with him because of my kids. They look up to me and I love them so much but it's killing me to stay in this relationship. He makes me feel like a prisoner and a child. He won't let me make any decisions on my own. And now there is someone else in my life. I love him and very much want to be with him. I feel like I never have before, but how do I tell my husband? I've never been more scared but I've never been more sure of anything either. Is anything in life ever easy? I've been known to be suicidal and I'm afraid to go down that road again but I know I will if I stay here. I just can't go on like this anymore..

Can't You Please Read Before You Come Rate Me
I don't know what the hell is wrong with people on c/t all that you do is look at me never reading about me.. I hate that shit... why can't you be real and read all about it... you would think if you wanted to add me as a friend you took the time to read my profile... but noone ever does..you think adding me as a friend or fan means you can see my naked pic... all you want is my naked pic. it shows what kind of a dumb ass you really are... Do you really think I would just show everyone how beutiful my body is... That's just fucken dumb.. I may be a sub... But I am not a hoe... so figure it out would ya... Don't fucken bother if you don't read my profile... I'm sick of it....

Can't Get Enough Of You By Tamia
I know you don't usually hear me talk like this I got a little game that I wanna play Are you ready? When I think about You I Think About Giving Myself To You Cause You Know I Want You Baby and I Would Do Anything I Know You Thinkin The Same Thing Baby So Come Get It(come and get it baby) I'm So Excited I Can't Hide My Feelings Get It I Won't Stop To We Start Over and Finish Tonight It's All About My Baby I'm Feening For You You Get Me High I Can't Stop You Feel Me Right Close The Door Bed or Floor? I Just Want More I Can't Get Enough Of You What I Got In Store It's All Of Yours I just Want More I Can't Get Enough Of You (2x) When I Think About Us I think About The Way We Make Love The Way That You Make Me Sweat Make Me Want A Cigarette And I ain't no Smoking Chick You Got Me Wanting It So Don't Stop You Making Me Feel Really Feel It Right There Wait Don't Make Me Turn Yet Keep It Right It There My Adrenaline i

Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay Would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I can't help falling in love with you For I can't help falling in love with you Elvis

Can't Sleep...
Well it's 3:50 in the morning.I cant sleep keep having nightmares,been having them every night this week..Not sure why everything is Great here.My daughter find out she's having another baby around late October or first of November.I will be a Nana time's 2..I have a beauiful grandaughter now..She's the apple of my eye.Sarah and Jeremy are hoping to have boy this time.If so they will call it quits having any more baby..Paul and I are doing Great..He'll be home today sometime...But, has to go back out on the road...Maybe Tuesday or Wednesday he'll be home for a couple of days...I got a new puppy..She part Lab and Pit..She has beauiful green eyes..Her name is Lacey,Sarah named her..Paul bring me another puppy too..She bloodhound,husky,wolf her name is Crazy Eyes..Well I guess I'll go for Now..Bye Bye until next time...

Can't Rely On Anyone!
I'm so sick of the plumber giving us the run-around. Monday he was sick, now today he's in a meeting. Don't tell us you're going to be here if you're not positive! It's been a week with no toilet and clothes washer. I'm so sick of it! GRR. Oh, and the sinks don't work right either. So no cooking. Which I don't mind, I love to go out to eat.

Can’t Explain It
Can’t Explain it Please don’t try- and explain the emotions we eclipsed in a confidential location from luminary gospel. It’s a cinema and we are along for the excursion- we play in carnal merriment. It’s not something betokening by sacrilegious proclamation of hearsay. I am an instrumentalist of subconscious weaving my supernatural foresight inside your heart. I know you itch to explain--- whatever this is but don’t. It just is---without logic- or meaning it’s something that was chanted in years past and has come true- at last.

Can't Wait Till Saturday Night
Sorry... but, believe it or not the other night when we went to bed, we both were so tired we agreed to postpone any sexual activity until Saturday night. We are both texting each other now as a several day long foreplay and it is so fun to text him and then he tells me a moment later than he can feel pre-cum coming from his cock while he is driving and reading my text messages telling him what I want to do to him. If you have never sent naughty text messages to your spouse, do it. It is loads of fun and can keep your day very interesting while doing it. Better than fantasizing.

Can This Be?
Oh the love I COULD give, But to whom is it worth giving? Oh the life i COULD live, If it were with me she were living. All alone in this world, with no one to love. My family & friends can only love so much. Where is this woman, I have been dreaming of? I long for her smile, her passion, her touch. She does not exist, or so it may seem. i have given my love, so strong in the past. The compassion I seek is it merely a dream? Because, needless to say, it never did last. -E. Dunphy

Can't Stand....
You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not moving...it some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic.

Can't I Get A Fucking Break?
So i just get out of the hospital for wanting to kill myself and depression and anxiety and I get a stupid traffic ticket in the mail for going 9 over the speed limit (29 in a 20) and I have a PERFECT fucking driving record WTF I cannot deal with this shit anymore and I have no money why can't I get a break??? I hate my life. I'm tired of crying.

Can't Stand The Night
ACCEPT CAN'T STAND THE NIGHT Fallin tears, a broken heart Here I sit as time goes by cause all I had has gone forever Cant stand the night The fun we had, I knew so well That somethin so deep inside That last few days have been pure hell Cant stand the night Love - you tore my world apart But still I cant escape You touched and you hold me The nights are hard to take I know her body, her hair, her eyes I know she should belong to me But shes a one mans girl forever Lovin deeply why not me Love why do I take you And why do you take me Take my breath, or you take my heart All you give is pain A curse upon your name Cant you see it isnt right Cant stand the night Tell me where I have gone wrong Give me a reason why Tell me how to win her back Cant stand the night Love why do I take you And why do you take me Take my breath, or you take my heart All you give is pain A curse upon your name Cant you see it isnt right Cant stand the night

Can't Sleep
2am Sunday night 1st of April..cant sleep..This time a year ago we knew we were losing my dad. He had fought cancer for seven years, had numerous operations..chemotherapy for the whole time, but the shitty cancer kept coming back. And like so many people who face this horrible disease, he didnt complain,he got up everyday and faced it head on. Diagnosed at 59 with bowel cancer which then spread to Liver cancer my dad was amazing. Six months before he died..he packed up mum and their dog and headed off in the car around Australia, calling me on their satellite phone from the middle of the Australian desert where they were staying on a cattle station in the middle of nowhere.Im so glad they did this..my parents are and were amazing..half way through dads years of cancer..my mum was diagnosed with tongue cancer, she had a massive operation and had part of her tongue removed. Dad stopped his treatments to look after her, and together they fought off this disease...mum has been clear since.

Can't Tell You
I shed my armor I bore my soul Gave you all I had and more. Try and try and try again I just can't seem to win A thousand kisses A thousand caresses A million more It just wouldn't be enough. I will never get my fill My soul will always be parched for just one more. One more moment Locked in time One more kiss Telling me you're forever mine. © Andi 2007

Can't Sleep
Just a sitting here chatting in my shout box as i can't sleep ... So seeing i couldn' decided to just diddle daddle in here but my comp doesn't seeem to want to cooperate it lagging and stopping me maybe its trying to tell me to go to bed lol oh well, so I guess maybe i best go lol gotta reboot now anyway cause of update lol

~~can't Handel Diss...~~
BITCHY LIL GIRL CUTE AS CAN BE NOT EVEN JA RULE CAN PUT IT ON ME..... GOT THE ASS NO GUY CAN PASS UP NOT EVEN JUVENILLE CAN BACK DIS ASS UP.... DA CUTEST GIRL YOU EVER DID SEE..AM MAKING MASTER P GO OOH WEEEE!!!! HOTTEST LIL CHICK YOU'LL EVER SEE NOT EVEN NELLY CAN RIDE WITH ME..... AND DONT FORGET I ROCK ERYTHING YOU LACK EVEN FABOLOUS TOLD ME TO HOLLA BACK!!!!

Cant Catch A Break!
Stupid alternator went out on our car. It's under warranty, but still...that blew all plans we had unless we can get it fixed in a reasonable amount of time. We will probably have to have it towed to my husband's work tomorrow so he can work on it. And our tax guy cashed a hold check he was supposed to void after we send him a cashiers check. So, we are also out $200. When one thing goes wrong, it all goes wrong.

Can't Be Satisfied
Well I'm goin' away to leave Won't be back no more Goin' back down south, child Don't you want to go? Woman I'm troubled, I be all worried in mind Well baby I just can't be satisfied And I just can't keep from cryin' Well I feel like snappin' Pistol in your face I'm gonna let some graveyard Lord be your resting place Woman I'm troubled, I be all worried in mind Well baby I can never be satisfied And I just can't keep from cryin' Well now all in my sleep Hear my doorbell ring Looking for my baby I couldn't see not a doggone thing Woman I was troubled, I was all worried in mind Well honey I could never be satisfied And I just couldn't keep from cryin' Well I know my little old baby She gonna jump and shout That old train be late man, Lord And I come walking out I be troubled, I be all worried in mind Well honey ain't no way in the world could we be satisfied And I just can't keep from crying

Cant Please The World...
Today has been the most aggravating day I have had in a really long time. One person that I genuenly care about has decided to be a asshole to me for no reason...than blame it on me being grumpy...which i wasnt but whatever.. Than I managed to piss off the one person that has been managing to put a smile on my face lately... Im willing to take full blame for pissing them off... but it wasnt something I did on purpose...but apparently that doesn't matter much to them because they are no longer talking to me... im sicking of playing lifes games... i guess im just a sore loser....

Can't Help It
Can’t Help it She shouldn’t like him But she can’t help it She’s not supposed to like him But she can’t help it He shouldn’t make her laugh But she can’t help it She shouldn’t look forward to talking to him But she can’t help it She shouldn’t smile when she hears his voice But she can’t help it She shouldn’t think about him But she can’t help it

Can't Fight This Feeling (reo Speedwagon)
CAN'T FIGHT THIS FEELING (Reo Speedwagon) I can't fight this feeling any longer. And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow. What started out as friendship, Has grown stronger. I only wish I had the strength to let it show. I tell myself that I can't hold OUT forever. I said there is no reason for my fear. Cause I feel so secure when we're together. You give my life direction, You make everything so clear. And even as I WANDER, I'm keeping you in sight. You're a candle in the window, On a cold, dark winter's night. And I'm getting closer than I ever THOUGHT I MIGHT. And I can't fight this feeling anymore. I've forgotten what I started fighting for. It's time to bring this ship into the shore, And throw away the oars, forever. Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore. I've forgotten what I started fighting for. And if I have to crawl upon the floor, Come crashing through your door, Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore. My li

Can't We Try
Heard this last night walking thru WalMart. It had been so many years since I heard this song, but it is still just as beautiful now as it was than! I see your face cloud over like a little girls And your eyes have lost their shine You whisper something softly I’m not meant to hear Baby tell me what’s on your mind I don’t’ care what people say About the two of us from different worlds I love you so much that it hurts inside Are you listening Please listen to me girl Can’t we try just a little bit harder Can’t we give just a little bit more Can’t we try to understand That it’s love we’re fighting for Can’t we try just a little more passion Can’t we try just a little less pride I love you so much baby That it tears me up inside I hear you on the telephone With God knows who Spilling out your heart for free Everyone needs someone they can talk to Girls that someone should be me So many times I’ve tried to tell you You just tur

Can't They Read?
Ok so I have about 10 new friends request a day, ALL MEN!!! don't these assholes read?!?! I already have a man, I had two but my hubby has run off with the pool boy, little worms!!! but any way, dosen't mean I need any more... I only need one for a few minor things around the house and to play with once in a while but can't the guys on here read? Im mean come on its in my name!!!!! Don't get me wrong I don't hate men I just am really picky about them. I don't have any trouble finding the ones I want either so why do they think just because I'm on CT I need one of them.

Can't Wait!!
Hey everyone I'm in the process of moving to Lawton!!! I'm here right now looking for a job before I actually move here!! Well everyone wish me luck!!! If you know of any jobs in Lawton let me know!!!

Can't Think Straight
i don't know which way is up. i haven't been so confused in years. his words have touched my soul. they speak to me with such clarity. why now? i can't get them out of my head. i can't get him out of my head. i want to know more. i want to see more, hear more. does this make me obsessed? probably. fascination moves me though. i can't explain this at all. it confuses me entirely and excites me too. this can't be normal...

Can't You See
Can't you see what she's doing Has she clouded your mind? She's been doing this for weeks Have can you be so blind? Everyone else has noticed How can you be the only one Who can't see what she's up to Or has she already won She's done it all before And she's doing it again I know you don't want to believe it Cos you see her as a friend She was my friend too That's why this hurts so much But she just can't leave you alone She always has to touch Whenever we get time alone She finds a way to talk to you She flirts whether I'm there or not I don't know what to do You don't look at her that way So you don't see what I see It's not that you're really stupid It's just your devoted to me Honey, you know I trust you fully Cos I love you with all my heart But please just make her go away Before she tears us apart

Can't Live Life No More
MY LIFE IS NOT WHAT I LIKE IT NEED TO BE AND I WISH I CAN JUST DIE AND WHY DO EVERY ONE I MEET. THEY DON'T WANT TO DO NOTHING AT ALL WITH I HAVE BEEN OKBEFOR I MEAT SOME SHE KNOW HOW SHE IS NOW I CAN'T LOVE NO MORE. BYE ALL

Cant It Be....
Its was only yesterday it seem you were just an image on my screen one whom I had never seen one with an unknown history a phantom, a mystery living out there anywhere somewhere far not near in an imaginary place called cyberspace yet within each other we sought a place our disembodied souls sought a sanctuary somewhere permanent and not temporary a place where we can feel at home where our wandering selves no longer roam finding in each other a harbour a tranquility after we have ended our labour somewhere exotic and beautiful romantic and wonderful where we can reignite the fires of our unfulfilled desires keeping it feuled and burning bringing out the flame of our yearning burning out by bringing out the days and years of doubt creating something new and pure something worth living for based on truth and trust and not just carnal lust that which is nourishing to the soul making it grow and feel whole causing each other with one voice to rejoice becaus

Can't Even Clean
I was off yesterday so I spent the whole night watching "Weeds" and replaying Half Life. Weeds is pretty funny, they gloss over a lot of things but it's still pretty funny over all. So, I come in tonight and hear the bosses voice at the door. I had been in a decent mood but that all died. I walk in a there's a bunch of people standing around, he's giving some dog and pony show. After they leave, he tells us we need to clean up the place and he gets to work cleaning. We tell him we'll take care of it later but nope, we can't even clean properly in his opinion. So... we all sit back, surf the internet, read magazines while the boss is bumping around cleaning up the place. lol It sure it nice to have maid service! This guy is really really twisted. Less than 45 days!! W00T!

Can't View Private Stuff?!?!
I hate the fact that you have to go check out all these profiles for points and then you work all day and you can't even check out private pics LOL. Ok, I'll admit I'm just a hornball but thats acceptable for a guy. I don't even know how to get approved by someone to view them. Oh well, the world is not over! Have a nice day!

Can't Anyone In The Upper "cherryland" Tell Time!
Just because my pc is faster that the cherry server, thats no excuse to extend the 10 minute time-out. its now been about a half hr and still cant rate. common jesus, either update the server or just maybe, not overload it yourself with the other 2 sites now using it!!!

Can't Take My Eyes Off You
I had this song in my head on Friday and it made me think of someone in particular. Can't Take My Eyes Off You Lyrics - Frankie Valli You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you. You'd be like Heaven to touch. I wanna hold you so much. At long last love has arrived And I thank God I'm alive. You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you. Pardon the way that I stare. There's nothing else to compare. The sight of you leaves me weak. There are no words left to speak, But if you feel like I feel, Please let me know that it's real. You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you. I love you, baby, And if it's quite alright, I need you, baby, To warm a lonely night. I love you, baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh, pretty baby, Don't bring me down, I pray. Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay And let me love you, baby. Let me love you. You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you. You'd be

Can This Really Be Happening?
Ok, so right now, things are going right along as planned. except the minor mishap with my stepdad's car, things are good. Its odd. lol For many reasons. Things like this never work out for me, and they are. I am actually moving, I am actually escaping this place, I am actually truely starting over. And I couldnt be more excited and scared shitless than I ever have been in my whole life. The one and only thing that is worrying me the most, is my grandparents. They are my life, especially my granma. She is my best friend, and shes dying. They both are. And I feel horrible for leaving before whatever happens next, but I realized that I cant put my life on hold for anyone anymore. Thats all I've ever done. I was going to stay here because my mom wanted me to stay so she can still get the child support, and make sure I'm safe and sound. Which is exactly what every mother wants, right? I understand that part, I mean, the safe and sound and not getting into trouble, but you shouldnt use your

Can't We All Just Get Along.......
Ok so i am sitting here minding my own business...checkin out profiles doing some rates and mumms when all of a sudden i am hit by drama...lol. so i thought i'd leave a little something for all the haters out there......... I'm a daughter, sister, mother, i'm a best friend and a lover and i live my life the best that i know how. as a nana and a mama i dont want your fuckin drama so your best bet is to move on like right now. i show love and peace...thats right and i try hard not to fight even though there are those ones i just cant stand. i am on here to meet friends and not to steal your man...got my own and one is all it really takes. i dont want to meet the ones who just cant get along i am real and my frieds they are not fakes. so to those who aren't for sure turn around and hit the door i have better things to do while on the tap just remember you be hatin when your pic i start a ratin cuz sometimes it hurts more than just a slap. i will rate you high with tens and when t

Can't Believe It's Been This Long.
I used to be the one to wake up and say a "hello" to a lot of my CT family here.. but it just hasn't been on my priority list since school and work started to rudely get in the way. 2 more months and I might be able to do it all over if anybody is still willing to lend me an ear.. or a mouth [heh].. for a while... How's everyone been? It's been awhile, and I haven't been keeping up. I wish I knew how things were.. and I wish I kept up like I used to. Have a nice weekend everyone.

Can't Do This Alone (comment Please!!)
Stairin off the edge again, The fear pours like rain, Praying you will hold me back, I can’t take the pain, It’s a long road from reality, I’m too tired to drive, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, When you feel this dead inside, Chorus: I beg you to stay, But I don’t belong, I need you hear, But I’m not that strong, No, No, I can’t do this alone, No, No, can’t do this alone, Try’na make sense, Of all the puzzle pieces, Try’na make fit, All your tripped up reasons, It’s a long walk from reality, I’m too tired to try, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, With these questions why, Chorus, Bridge: Hold me, Show me, How to be like you, Reach me, Touch me, I want to be like you, Chorus

Can't Sleep
I really can't sleep, haven't been able to for the last few nights. I keep having nightmares about getting my CT scan results back and it not being good. I really don't want to think about it when I'm awake so it is affecting my subconscious. I will feel a lot better once I know I am ok, until then... This song really reminds me of how I feel, I don't think I deserve this most of the time... so I do everything I can to earn my second chance.

~*can't You See*~
Cant you see that my heart is one and my love belongs to only one....cant u see that i love one with all that i have and my heart is so strong for him that no matter what comes over us we will stand at each other sides and make it through what ever someone wants to give to us... we are here to stay as one we re here to love one an other as one we are 2 people that have faught through it all and come out on top and seen that our love is a specail kind of love and no matter how the drama and the haters want to be we can still make it through it all His heart burns with deep love for me as my heart burns deep love for him.... with a fire at our roots we climb to the top and love each other more and more each and every day Im closeing now hope everyone has a good day/ night please rate and comment thanks all ~*Mandie*~

Cant Say It Enough
i want to thank all the WICKED family that have taken me in.... i hope i do you proud... and to all the peeps ive friended and that have friended me ty so much for rocking out with me... bring in ur friends to ct and stuff get them to join so they too can rock at WICKED INTENTIONS .... ty jules and kev.... and special ty to trin and mystic... u guys boost me so high ... *blushes* so much love all around if it wasnt for all of u i wouldnt be living my dream of being a dj CRANK IT UP!!!!!!!!!!

Cant Sleep
Yeah...I dunno.....cant sleep....lotz on my mind but not sure I can put all my thought 2gether. I've tried, but yet I still cant figure things out. I am so good @ giving advice, um, but cant take my own? Does that make since??? ah hellz!!!

Can't Wait
HEY EVERYBODY I AM LEAVING FLORDIA THE 2ND WEEK IN JUNE AND HEADING FOR THE COAST , CAN'T WAIT , THE SUN AND THE PEOPLE !!! AND MIGHT GET A PART TIME JOB LOL , HAVE A GREAT DAY AND SEND ME SOME LUV GUYS

Can't Rap Worth Shit....
...but I can sure rhyme... Killer, friend, how you been? Me, I'm tired of the same shit you are Tired of tryin to make it past the bar Without goin in n drownin my sorrows Without worryin about today and fuck tomorrow Without having to hand over my bread To the fuckin landlord or fuckin Feds Just want peace so I know I'm good To be able to disappear when I could Tell this world to take a flying leap But the more I make the more they keep Trying to keep me from my goal To see my lover's face and climb outta this hole But I keep pressing on til their ego bursts Cuz they may think they're bad, but I'm fucking WORSE!!!!

Can They Get Any Worse?
So at 4 am this morning im laying on the couch watching a movie on TBS. ok normally they have pretty good movies on this late. but this one sucked. I dont even think if i was stoned and drunk it would be funny. hell i cant even be sure its a movie it mayjust be a show. but ick... the name of it is blotter. and its a generic version of cops. how generic you may ask... well you know b rated films? this is worse than those. its so stupid you cant turn it off because you wonder if it can get any more stupid than it is already. but on the upside i woke up soon enough to hear a song that i used to listen to several years ago on the end of a movie. i just couldnt think of how it went. lol

Can This Be True Love?
Just dreaming of the day I can see you in the doorway Where I reach out and touch, kiss, and hug you for the first time We talked so much and fell in love with each other with being together by net, phone. I feel that we have known each other for years I want to see sunsets with you take long walks together go to asleep with my head on your chest and wake up with you beside me everyday We hold the key to each other’s heart very close to our own. I believe that we prayed to God for that special someone to come into our lives and he made it happen for the both us.

Can't Let Go
It's over baby one more time, dont make me sit alone and cry, well it's over baby I know it but I cant let go I'm like a fish out of water, a cat in a tree, you dont even wanna talk to me,well it's over,I know it but I cant let go You wanna take me back,when I come around you say your sorry,then you push me out,I got a big chain around my neck and I'm broken down like a train wreck,well it's over but, I know but I cant let go See I got a candle it burns so bright,in my window every night well it's over, I know it but I cant let go You dont have to see me standing around, feel like I've been shot but didnt fall down, well it's over, I know it but I can't let go You wanna take me back,when I come around (hey) you say your sorry, then you push me out, I got a big chain around my neck and Im broken down like a train wreck,well it's over, I know but I can't let go You turn off the trouble like you turn off a light,went off and left me it just aint right,well it's over I kn

Cant Sleep
I cant sleep Just knowing what I might do to you Knowing some day that I... could ultimately lose you. And I cant sleep Knowing my curse may come back And knowing that maybe, one day I could lose you. I cannot sleep Through bloodshot eyes and tears through feeling sick and mad At the thoughts in my mind. I cant sleep Knowing I could do this to you Knowing what I thought could never be true, may be Knowing that I could lose you.

Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say only fools rush in But I cant help falling in love with you Shall I stay Would it be a sin If I cant help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I cant help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I cant help falling in love with you For I cant help falling in love with you Sung by Elvis words & music by george weiss - hugo peretti - luigi creatore

Can't Seem To Pass It Up
If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .* . . .*. . . . . . **.* . . . . . . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . * . . . . . . . . * . . . . .

Cant Fight The Moonlight
Under a lovers' sky gonna be with you and no one's gonna be around if you think that you won't fall well just wait until til the sun goes down underneath the starlight - starlight there's a magical feeling - so right it'll steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight no, you can't fight it it's gonna get to your heart there's no escape from love was a gentle breeze weaves it's spell upon your heart no matter what you think it won't be too long til your in my arms underneath the starlight - starlight we'll be lost in the rhythm - so right feel it steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that yo

Can't Sleep.
Having another one of those nights where I can't sleep. Seems to be a regular thing for me. I sit in my office all night play "casual games". Part of me enjoys the quite. The other part just wants something or some one to communicate with. Something on my level. As much as I try, the dogs just aren't gonna cut it. So, if ever you are up, late at night, and you think no one else is on. Try again, I usually am. If not, I will be. Always, Jenn

Can't Carve You Out Of My Heart
It kills me to not wake up to your kiss To open my eyes and not see yours To not feel your arms around me I look for you each place I go I listen for your voice I'm trying to find a way to move on But these memories won't let me go My shattered dreams left behind I'm haunted by a life once had Don't you realize the havoc you've caused? You consume my every thought, my every breath The very life I once thought complete now seems empty I'm burning with pain in my heart The fire consumes me Everything you touch, you break Everyone you love, you destroy And I can't carve you out of my heart.

Can't Get You Out Of My Mind
Why is it that you've been on my mind lately? I mean it's not like we've talked in a few years. I know which Amanda it is. And this is really pissing me off. Will you please get out of my head. I'm trying to move on with my life, and yet you still pop in my head. It's not even right, or fair. It's not like you were the Amanda that actually had my heart. I mean, yeah we were engaged, but that's it. And it was a short engagement. Look you've told me to leave ya alone, and well I've been nice about it. I haven't emailed you or anything else, so why can't you get out of my fucking mind. This is really pissing me off.

Cant Be
Did you just walk through the door Or was it just my imagination? Because you know That we are no more. This isnt you looking into my eyes Smiling down at me When you know I cried those tears for you You arent here beside me Hold me close to your heart Making it seem Like nothing ever happened. That wasnt you Walking in my door Telling me once more That you still love me

Cant Believe This
This girl rated my pics all 7s and 6s and when i went to her profile it says that shes only 14...what happened to checking peoples profiles for age? go and have a look cos shes blocked me now cos i told her id report her for being under age Cheyenne@ CherryTAP

Can't You See? Don't You Care?
Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.

Can't Read Messages On Ct
Hello everyone! Seems as though I can't access any of my messages through CT :( I can't even send any either!?!? I've been into the CT support lounge and Phantom tried his best to help me out - but alas, we couldn't fix the issue. So if you need to contact me, please email me: melanie@melaniepitts.com and I can respond to you via there. Have a great day! Melanie

Can't Hold A Good Woman Down
Today I listened to this song "Can't hold a good woman down" by Mary J. Blige and all I could do was nod my head listening to all her words. She practically sang that song to me LOL yes cheesy I know but I find my way thru songs like these. It's crazy shit this life i've had but I figure everyone must work with what they've got. Whatever has happened already happened so now it's gotta be done and dealt with cuz ain't no other way to live. I've been thru a lot and maybe I might just be an immature brat at times but for the most part I've got me a good head on my shoulders. I like writing better than I like talking. Its easier for me to express myself. I can be considered a "teenage" single mom for the most part although I don't think i'm like most girls my age. I've grown up faster than what I would of liked too but now that it's over I feel that i've actually learned alot from all the crap that I had to deal with. Damn at times I actually impress myself. I stopped writing & drawing wh

Can't We All Just Get Along
CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG??? .......... Ok so I can't even follow that either but I am curious of why someone who hates on you so much to the point they make up stories and lies on you so others will join in on their hating fun....... why do they keep checking up on the ones they hate? I mean if you hate someone why go back over and over and over and over again seeing what they are doing?? Why keep discussing about them? Asking what they are doing. I thought the point of hating someone was to NOT CARE WHAT THEY ARE DOING AND STAY AWAY FROM THEM.........right???? Once again i will never understand people......

Cantonese Chicken Chop Suey
No need to order out from the neighborhood Chinese restaurant. Just whip up this sweet-and-saucy chicken dish instead! Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:35 min Makes:4 servings 1 cup uncooked regular long-grain rice 1 pound boneless skinless chicken breast halves 1/2 teaspoon peppered seasoned salt or 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 bag (1 pound) fresh stir-fry vegetables (4 cups) 1/2 cup water 1/2 cup classic-style stir-fry sauce 1 tablespoon honey 2 cups chow mein noodles 1/4 cup cashew pieces 1. Cook rice as directed on package. 2. While rice is cooking, cut chicken into 1/2-inch pieces. Spray 12-inch nonstick skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium-high heat. Add chicken; sprinkle with seasoned salt. Stir-fry 4 to 6 minutes or until brown. 3. Add vegetables and water to skillet. Heat to boiling; reduce heat to medium. Cover and cook 5 to 7 minutes, stirring occasionally, until vegetables are crisp-tender. Stir in stir-fry sauce and honey; heat through. 4. Divide rice and

Cant Believe
Saturday July 7th 2007 was the day ive waited for over 9 years i found my kids and on sunday july 8th i seen them for the 1st time since may of 1998 im in heaven i cant explain this feeling except to say im in heaven i have given up hope that this day would ever become a reality i got to hug my kids again talk with them see them make plans with them i even had to talk to my ex wife and that wasnt as bad as i thought it would be ive hated her for a long time but that hate seemed to just slide away. i always thought in like maybe 6 years or so from now that my kids when they was old enough would just show up with a knock on my door and i see these kids standing there not knowing who they are im stilll in a state of shock i cant believe i saw them i think someone is gonna pinch me and wake me up and it was all just a dream to my ex wife even tho i told u this if u read this thank you so very much and to cassie jordan and dylan i love u more then anything in this world ive missed u

Can't Sleep
so here I sit wide awake while my hubby is sound asleep in our room- our lil one has been doing some nice kicks here and there- kinda hard to fall asleep when u get a sudden jab or kick - but she's letting us know she's alive and doing her lil irish jig as I call it. I'll be 27 wks this week so the 3rd trimester is finally here . My mom took us baby shopping on Thurs. Ended up getting a travel system stroller and put in an order for a glidder- also waitng to see if out bid on a house was accepted - find out on tues - I hope it was accepted since it's 4 blocks from my folks and the house is perfect for us. as for other things going on in my life- our roomie aka my fag is leaving for Arizona for a month or two to stay with one of our mates- took him to his moms pad earlier so he could spend the week there getting his stuff ready and hanging with his family- I'm going to miss him a lot - A hag w/o her fag - god is that depressing - we usually go clubbing on wed and this wed will be ou

Can't Change The Past
Would it have made a difference? Could you have changed the outcome somehow? The real question is, why are you punishing yourself? What's done is done. Whatever happened is over. Now deal with the present.

Can True Love Hold On?
Can a love that is built over miles hang on? Can love that is built on talks & birtual dates be true? If this love between two people is true, can it survive? I don't know the answers. All I know is that I will always be waiting for you to make those virtual dates real! Kiss me gently and hold me close for I need you in my life more than you could know.

Can't Sleep
I'm having a hard time sleeping, so I created this diary. I'm looking out my window at dawn and watching some terns attacking this poor lady on the beach. I feel sorry for her because she's got a load of bread and they just... attack. But at least the sunrise is beautiful. The sky is purple, orange and blue, but the sun is huge and looks blood orange. I think I'll go to the pier today. I like the smell of salt and fish and sometimes if I look into the horizon I can see dolphins swimming about. I think I'll just do that! Anyway I guess that takes care of my morning. I'm logging out

Can't Decide
Well, I'm pretty much all out of pics to post. I don't have many on my own computer, my husband keeps them on his. I always have something negative about pics of me, so I barely keep them. *sigh* Can't decide if I should just take more, or leave them as is now.

Can't See Through The Tears
I can't see through these tears The pain is too much I hide behind these walls wearing a mask so noone sees My heart is breaking I dont understand where everyone has gone The music just isnt the same I try to smile but only frown I try to laugh but find myself crying there's noone here to wipe away the tears I cant see through these tears.

Cant Respond To Shouts Either
Ugh, i can not respond to shouts, and i cant recieve emails, so i am sorry to all of you who Are sending mails or shouts.... Hopefully ill get that problem fixed soon, its my computers Fault hahaha !

Cant Sleep
cant sleep want to sleep fuccing shit sucks ass why the fucc cant i sleep i might have to call in to work tonihgt if i cant sleep and that will suck ass i hardly had any hours on my last two checks fucc this sucks but i guess i will try one mor fuccing time to go to sleep

Cant Sleep
Cant sleep Filled with regret You broke my heart I'll try to fogive, but can never forget The emptiness consumes me Healing I cant find Ups and downs Highs and lows I hate you sometimes But cant let this go Cant sleep Got you on my mind Disgusted with myself For being so blind Laying in my bed Feeling so alone Stairing at my dark ceiling Waiting for a ringing phone Want to tell you how Im feeling Want to hear the sound in your voice Knowing this hate for you is building Cant sleep Feeling so cold Puffin on a cigarette These feelings unfold Love & hate Passion & detest Things i never thought I'd possess Eyes finally get heavy As I start to envision The solution to my great indecision A wonderful demise to this mistake For me to sleep and never awake ~KiLLer KarNi~

Can't Win For Losing...
I have realized something that makes me wonder about life...I would rather stay at home all the time and stay on the computer, because that's where some of my best friends live. I get e-mails on a regular basis asking me how my day's going, or if everything's ok, and if there's anything they can do...The only REAL person I know that does that, is my mother. Not a person in my family calls me, offers help for anything, or even e-mails. It is honestly pathetic that I race home from places to see if my friends have left me a message or something on Yahoo or FUBAR. The only reason I've remained on FUBAR is because I have great friends here. But there is a GENEROUS amount of people here that probably wish I would leave...lol But that's ok. Everyone's entitle to their own opinion, just remember, NO ONE said I had to LIKE YOU or YOUR OPINION. I'm certainly not asking you to like mine. That decision is totally up to you. I will voice it though, as many times as the FU will allow me to repost t

"can't Do It Today"
"Can't Do It Today" Gary Allan Trying to keep a candle burning in a hurricane, That’s what it’s like when you love me and you leave me this way, Like a dove crying out when he’s lost the will to fly, Yeah, shackled down to the earth by your long chain of lies, Well, I’ll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn’t shine, Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry, Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray, But I just can’t do it today, I can’t do it today, Well I can see you dancing in that strangers arms, My world hasn’t stopped turning but it’s falling apart, Every breath that I take’s a little closer to sane, Yeah, they say that time is a healer but it’s still a long, long ways a way Yeah, I’ll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn’t shine, Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry, Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray, But I just can’t do it today, I can’t do it today, Don’t wanna do it today, Well there

Can't Ther Be Peace
If the white man wants to live in peace with the Indian, he can live in peace... Treat all men alike. Give them all the same law.Give them all an even chance to live and grow.All men were made by the same Great Spirit Chief. They are all brothers. The Earth is the mother of all people, and all people should have equal rights upon it.... Let me be a free man,free to travel, free to stop,free to work,free to trade where I choose my own teachers, free to follow the religion of my fathers,free to think and talk and act for myself, and I will obey every law, or submit to the penalty.

Cant Stop Thinking About This Person
for the last 6 months all i can think about is a certain lady that i met on here a long time ago, almost a year or a year cant remember excatly when but anyways i really like her and i screwed up by talking to another female and then her and i werent talking for a while then one day her and i started talking again, i am not usually on here anymore and everytime i am and she isnt i leave her messages just being a good friend and i understand she is proberly busy with other things but i hope she is doing well and is happy :) if she reads this you know who you are and i hope your doing really well and are happy and i am always here to chat even if i am not on ;)

Cant Take It No More
im tired of bein treated like a kid.. cant have any friends, no life cant go anywhere w/ out gettin accussed of shit .. fuckin asshole .. thats what u are.. i dont care wtf i say anymore i really dont.. all u are is a controlling piece of shit that dont deserve to be on the face of the earth.. just do us all a favor and just go away ...u just want me here just to cook & clean and be everyones slave .. im tired and im done ... i go out and i get yelled at?wtf?? And also .. im a prisoner in my own home ...i gotta stay in my room 24hrs a day 7 days a week and cant do shit this is bullshit... then u wanna threaten me and try to toss me outta my own house ?? haha it didnt work buddy sorry about your luck .. i told u that id have the cops there im not dumb..i cant help it you dont have any friends its not my problem .. i have a life unlike u that all u wanna do is sit on your fat ass all day and play on the comp & trash the house. grrrr.. cant take it no more ... when i get a job im the fuck

Cant Stop Thinking About This
It is getting to the point where I am wondering if Robby doesnt love me the way he used to.I still love him with all my heart.Its just that lately we seem to fight alot and to be fair to him its my fault cause I have been totaly bitchy lately.I dont meen to and I feel awful about it afterwards.I just wonder if this is the reason he would rather spend more time on the computer than with me.I dont blame him really.I just hope I dont lose him because of my attitude.

Can't Always Get What You Want.
Isn't that the truth. I hate it when you have expectations for things.. not even high expectations, just realistic ones.. and even those can't be met. I wish I wouldn't have drank all the beer last night.. I could really use one or 12 right now. Ugh x 15674561564. That is all. /fin

Cant Buy Me Love
Can't buy me love, love Can't buy me love I'll buy you a diamond ring my friend If it makes you feel all right I'll get you anything my friend If it makes you feel all right 'Cause I don't care too much for money For money can't buy me love I'll give you all I've got to give If you say you love me too I may not have a lot to give but what I've got I'll give to you For I don't care too much for money For money can't buy me love Can't buy me love Everybody tells me so Can't buy me love No, no, no, no Say you don't need no diamond ring And I'll be satisfied Tell me that you want those kind of things that money just can't buy For I don't care too much for money For money can't buy me love Can't buy me love Everybody tells me so Can't buy me love No, no, no, no Say you don't need no diamond ring And I'll be satisfied Tell me that you want those kind of things that money just can't buy For I don't care too much for money For money can't buy me lov

Cant Let You Go
Cueshe - Cant Let You Go I've been to many places I've met different races I've seen so many faces But it's you I can't forget I've been through high & low Till I got no where to go I got this funny feeling That it's you who I'm still missing So baby common Don't let this go You know I love you so! Don't throw away Let our love grow I can't let you go! We've always been so strong We almost had it all Don't give up now on me Cause, we will always be Let's come to think of this Look at all we could miss I can't let this happen Cause it's you That I'll always be loving

Can't Live Without You
My mind fills up with dark thoughts, thoughts of this world, thoughts of my pathetic life. I feel so alone you say you love me, then why do you leave me here out in the cold, in the dark to wait for you, yet you never come. I find you in a place were better people stay, I find you in a place that is full of beautiful people, a place were you belong. Don't stay here with me, you are just wasting your life if you stay with me, I will never amount to anything. I'm just going to drag you down. Please, please don't leave me. I know that you would be better off without m, all I want is for you to be happy. But I just can't live without you...

"cant Take It Anymore"
ANOTHER POEM I WROTE! "I CANT TAKE ANYMORE" WRITTEN 6-4-07 THE WAY I FEEL INSIDE MAKES ME WANT TO RUN AND HIDE I HURT SO BAD NO ONE CAN TRULY SEE WHAT THE HURT IS DOING TO ME WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO HURT SO BAD WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE SO SAD EVERY DAY MY HEART BREAKS MORE AND MORE I DONT KNOW IF I CAN TAKE THIS ANYMORE IM TIRED OF BEING SAD,IM TIRED OF CRYING SOME TIMES I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP TRYING I DONT ASK TO MUCH OUT OF LIFE THIS HURT I HAVE INSIDE CUTS LIKE A KNIFE I DONT KNOW WHY I ALWAYS GET TREATED THIS WAY IM LOSING MY MIND MORE AND MORE DAY BY DAY I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO OPEN THIER EYES AND SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER THEM AND WHAT I CAN BE JUST TIRED OF CRYING,TIRED OF BEING SAD TIRED OF HURTING, TIRED OF BEING MAD MAYBE MY LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE THIS WAY I HOPE THE HURT AND THE EMPTINESS GOES AWAY I PRAY FOR THE DAY I CAN BE FIRST ON SOMEONES LIST INSTEAD OF BEING THE LAST ONE TO BE MISSED ALL I KNOW IS I CANT STAND

Can't Stop
You come over. We talk a bit. Stare at each other. Smile often. You look in my soul and it makes you wonder why my heart says no. The connection is undenialable. We don't always agree or get along yet somehow we manage to make each other feel like our love is all we need. Your lips touch mine so softly just once. That one time becomes two and from there our lips lock. You hold me and our energy's mix. There's something more than both of us are willing to openly admit. I'm not sure what I want in life though I'm sure I can't let you go. Why do I try to push you away? Why can't I tell you how I really feel about you? If what we have is real, then why are we playing these games with each other? Can you please tell me with words what you say with your actions? Have I told you how my heart races and how I smile at the thought of being with you? It's you that makes me happy. I love your smell, the way you make me feel inside, the quirky things you say and the silly things you

Cant See Through The Tears
Can't see through these tears that are falling. Too tired to fight stairing out into the empty sky where do I go I am not sure if I understand why things happen the way they do cant see through the tears cant fight the pain feelings are numb I pray that someday we'll see eachother again my son cant see through these tears that are falling

Can't Take It Anymore
Yeah well I never wanted to hurt someone I never wanted to know I never wanted to feel this pain And I can’t wait for it to go I never thought of the hearts I broke I never knew how it was Now I know what it feels like It just makes it worse But my heart can’t take this anymore It’s broken down Ever since you walked out that door And I can’t stand to cry It like life’s just past me by My heart can’t take this anymore You said you never wanted to hurt someone You never wanted to know You never wanted me to feel this pain And you hope it goes You said you never wanted my heart to break You never knew how it was Now you know what it feels like It just makes it worse My heart just can’t take thins anymore Its broken down Ever since you walked out that door And I can’t stand to cry Its like life’s just passed me by My heart…. My heart…. My heart…. Just can’t take it anymore Can’t take it anymore

Can't Stop Fucking Up...
How is it that every time something is going good I seem to mess it up. I push him and I push him, and for what benefit. For him to walk away from me? Today is suppose to be a good day. I don't understand myself. I don't know if I want to. All I know is, that this man means everything to me. And now I have pushed him from me... Slipping from myself, I feel the wheel inside me turn. I'm water in the river, and I'm sand upon the shore. Never changing, but always moving. My heart beats to the rhythm of yours, tho you are so far away. The distance draws me closer, like the night draws out the bats. I push and I push, and yet I get no where. I love and I love, and I love you so much stronger. I don't want to go through this without you, and I don't want to cause you tears. It breaks my heart not being by your side, to kiss and love, and touch you. You're the stars in my sky, and your kiss could make me cry. Like the water flows in the river, never does it change.

Cant Fubar
Ok so i was informed by my boss i need to work more or some shit. So to appease the slave drivers and facist as well as keep my job( i mean hell i get paid great money to do nothing) I can only Fubar for the first few minutes of the day at lunch and when i get home, so i'll have to catch you all at those times or you can catch me on IM (he said internet time not Yahoo time was interefering) xandre669@yahoo.com. This is effective tomorrow..........sshhhhh dont tell nobody

Can't Wait Till Next Yr!!!!!!
This was the first yr i ever got to go to Ozzfest...me and my honey went on friday...i'm still trying to recoup...we got to see Hatebreed, Static-X, Lamb of God(i had never seen them or heard of them before. and they kicked ass.) and of course the fucking man OZZY OSBOURNE!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to go next yr...maybe i'll get better tix's than we did this yr..i had a rocking time and i would recommend that everybody go....lmao

Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me...
Well, the clowns won't REALLY eat me, but I feel like something bad will happen if I go back to my empty bed right now. My body hurts, I'm tired, I just want to hibernate, but every time I lie down I start thinking and that's bad. I want so badly to just fast forward the next few months to get through all the pain and healing. I want to feel whole again. I want to be able to go through my day without thinking things that will bring tears to my eyes. I have so much anger, grief, shame and sadness inside me right now, and they've all become some strange, toxic cocktail. I'm just so tired of it all! I am so quick to see the good in others, so eager to give them the benefit of the doubt, that I wind up opening myself up to worlds of hurt. Why does the right thing to do feel so terrible? I have to be up for work in a few hours. I'm so tired. I guess I should try sleeping again, huh.

Can't Remember The Last Time I Slept This Well
The crisp night air kisses my skin, As I creep into bed with tired eyes, I pull the blankets up to my chin, And remember childhood lullabies. The warmth of memories hugs me tight, A smile decks my sleepy face, I whisper to myself, "Goodnight," Soon to be swept to a dreamy place. My eyelids close and breathing slows, Entering the corners of my mind, Serenity from my head to toes, As worries of the day unwind. There is no knowing of time, or care, A nightly gift one cannot keep, In thoughts or dream, so unaware, Bundled up, drifting to sleep.

Can't Wait
The night had gone well, but there was a great deal of sexual tension between them. She was so horny and she didn't want to wait until they were back at her place. As they reached the car and he unlocked the doors, she grabbed his hand and put it on her waist, slipping hers behind his head she pulled his mouth to hers kissing him, a hungry kiss that she hoped got the message across that she wanted him BAD, She slid her free hand over his chest and down his stomach until she cupped his cock in her hand caressing and squeezing it through his pants. She broke the kiss and looked at him while she sought the back door handle. "I want you and I want you now!" she told him "Right here? Right now? In the parking lot?" he asked dumbfounded. "Yes!" She said and pushed him to sit in the back seat. He had to admit he was really turned on by this aggressive aside of her as he watched her strip her panties from under her skirt right there and toss them in the floor of the car. "Slide back and lay

Cant Wait For These Answers Lol
u can either post ur comments here or send them to me in a message whatever u choose.. 1. HOw do you really think of me?? 2. Would you ever meet me in person ? 3.. If you could call me would you? 4. Have you been honest with others on here? 5. Is this site just for your amusement? 6. if you could ever meet me what would you ask of me??

Can't Get You Off My Mind And Wouldn't Have It Any Other Way
As the sun rises in the east my thoughts are on the glow of your gentle smile. As it passes across the sky I think about the bright gleam of your fiery eyes. When it settles in the west I'm reminded of the crimsoned glow of your girlish blush. When its warmth is felt no more for that day I hunger for heat of the fire that burns in your soul. When the silence of the night sets in I dream about the sound of our hearts beating as one. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU ARE FOREVER A PART OF ME. MY PRECIOUS CHAR OUR SPIRITS ARE JOINED AND SHALL NEVER PART YOUR LOVING JBEAR

Can't Win For Losing!!
Sooo I've been sick over the past couple of weeks with mono and am finally getting better. I was under the impression that upon my return to work, I'd take it easy for a few days, then go back into full force. So I got my work release from the doc and called my manager like immediately this morning. Apparently our arrangement upon my return is no longer in effect. The bitch hired someone else to take my shift, then proceeds to tell me that I can't come back full time til I have my fucking tonsils removed!!! Mono has nada to do with my damn tonsils. And since when did she get a god damn medical degree??? So we went back and forth and I offered to have my doc fax her a statement about mono and how having my tonsils removed won't prevent me from getting it again, only cause me more pain and time off work! But she wouldn't give an inch. She told me to call her tomorrow and we'd discuss my "employment situation" then. IF SHE EVEN THINKS SHE CAN FIRE ME BECAUSE I WAS DEATHLY ILL AND HOSP

Can't Deny My Feelings
Can't deny my feelings I can’t deny my feelings anymore I can’t hide how I feel inside You’re the one I life for And I can’t life without you By my side I tell no one how I feel No one knows, you’re in my heart But I know our love is real Even we’re apart

Can't Chang The Past
Can't change the past so why not live for today, and make tomorrow better for you. The bad times will pass and there will be good times to enjoy. Don't live in the past move on enjoy life, you only have one life to live live it. Have fun Friends will come and friends will go but remember you'll always have me to lean on. Through all of the tears and laughter I will be there. You can't change the past so live for today. I will be here to see you through. Remember I care and always will. You are my friend and to me you are very special. So live your life one day at a time, and know that i will always be here for you no matter what. You can't change the past so why not live for today?

Can't Understand???!!
Why would fubr take off a mumm of me asking for support for my aunt on her page??? If anyone reads this please give my aunt some love NOT POINTS just friendship while she goes through hard times with her only son that has brain cancer.MY baby cousin! iM NOT UP HERE FOR POINTS i MAY GET THEM BUT iM NOT HERE FOR IT!!! pLEASE STOP ATACKING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tHIS IS WHAT THE MUMM SAID.... http://fubar.com/user/1081313 Could you take 3 minutes out of your time to add my aunt.Her son my cousin has brain cancer and she needs to be shown some love and support. She doesnt care about rates and all that just a friend in her time of need. His pictures are in her album there on the page. He recently go to meet Ban magera for his last wish!(Thanks to the make a wish foundation)

Can This Year Get Any Better?
the end of last year my mother spent my birthday in the hospital. the beginning of this year we find more cancer in her body. after that they give us false hopes that she will be okay. june she spends her birthday in the hospital. july she dies august - here comes probate september - my fucking car gets broken into

Can't Understand!!!
I know that people are insensitive but If you are using Fubar to get support why would Fubar block me from making mumms just because I asked a qustion about giving support to my sick cousin. WOW! Im very hurt that they are more supportive of questions like "Should I cheat on my wife".

Cant Believe This
I TOLD himI wanted to be with him, that was the reason I contacted him in the first place. I will love him always. But I am not putting upwith his bs. Its stupid. He said I could come back,why would I? The way he treated me, always so distant. It was unbearable to be there and to go a day or so, without him even glancing at me. It was stupid of me to think we had a chance. I DO NOT think I am perfect,far from it. Anyway ,went to the music hall the other day, it was fun , except randall starts flaunting his gf in front of me, which made me mad. I dont need people doing that, especially when I am single right now.

Cant We Read No More??
Hey Hey hey, Once again I like to thank you all for checking out my blog. Be sure to check out the rest. many subjects with meaning in my Blogs. for all that leave a comment be sure I shall rate u and leave u with a special gift. Ok I have someone to thank for this blog. (Cat's) cheers love. Mind you I was going to address this anyhows. this is both for the Male and Female's of FuBar. Why is it as we see someone that is good looking on websites and ignore everything that they profile says? for example I am married. or have a partner. i know as a man I used to do the same thing And many women will tel you that. My first words would be Nice tits, ur hott or something to that nature. Is it that we cant read no more? or is it the fact that we know there are many cheaters and flirts that we just try our Luck? i know that women from a very young age have been subjected to men and their sexual ways. and they deal with it very civil. But men why is

Cant Stand Waiting
okay thursday night i was rolling, and went to the bar with my girl dixie (friend not girl friend) and this is now causing a fight between me and seth because i could have so given him both my pills and watched him have a good time anyway...i met a Southie and if u all dont know what that is u need to wow (its someone from south boston) the accents are sexy as hell... and we had an istant connection and all, i cant wait to be able tocall. then comes moving down to sd with my dad which sucks because all out stuff in still in srorage so thats no nothing in the house for a week or two arrrrgg never seems to get ahead, and heather says i screwed her that stupid bitch didnt lie then we wouldnt be here cuz now more and more im liking oceanside and down want to leave and could have a job right now and be working and going out and loving it but now that selfish bitch fmessed it up

Cant Get Over You
can’t get over you Category: Writing and Poetry I just can't get my mind off of you All those times I had being with you Missing those eyes and lips everyday Holding you and loving you always I just can't get over you baby Why did this have to happen to us Should I keep on or leave it alone Please let me hear you come on now I tried to say good-bye but I cant Your in my heart & dreams baby Can't go another day without you Let this love come true please baby This is about us not the others girl I want to show you the world in & out Let me sit down and tell you about it Let's love again and keep it going on We had so much but how did it end How can we regain this love for us It's weird not being able to hold you Driving me crazy not seeing you now I can't seem to get you off my mind You were mine but now it's gone You didn't want to say bye but I did I just ask myself everyday why oh why Should I write to you or call you up Mayb

Cant Anyone Leave This Poor Woman Alone?
http://www.cnn.com/2007/SHOWBIZ/Music/10/01/spears.federline/index.html Spears loses custody of children (CNN) -- A court has ordered pop singer Britney Spears to give up custody of her children effective Wednesday at noon. Spears' former husband, Kevin Federline, is to retain custody of the two children "until further order of the court," according to an order issued by Los Angeles County Superior Court Judge Scott M. Gordon. Spears, 25, and Federline, 29, have two children: Sean Preston, 2, and Jayden James, 1. Spears and Federline were divorced in July after two years of marriage. On September 18, Spears was ordered to submit to random drug tests after the court found she engaged in "habitual, frequent, and continuous use of controlled substances and alcohol." Spears was also ordered to spend eight hours a week working with a parenting coach to observe her interactions with her children. ===== Shes trying and no one gives this poor aoman a chance. This is so wrong

Can't Think Anything Else To Write
All you ever wanted All you ever needed Will come to you Only when you give in Your picture a world so dark and hard But your looking at the wrong one All you need to do is take a look Over here where I'm coming from You build walls made up of hate and fear And you wonder why no one wants to come BLAH I am out of words for the night...

Can't Get Enough
Can't Get Enough by SlaveToCock © Dawn had dreaded every day leading up to her shift from her expired rent controlled apartment in Manhattan to one in New Jersey, thinking the exodus from the City marked a new low in her life. That is, until she saw him. His name was Kodey, and he was hot. Really hot. Dawn tried not to stare as he entered the foyer of the apartment, his chiseled face framed by wavy brown hair and dark sunglasses. He was carrying a heavy-looking box and his biceps bulged with the effort. Dawn pretended to peer into her empty mailbox and watched from the corner of her eye how the rolled up sleeves of his fitting shirt showed off his strong arms...and how his pants clung in all the right places. "Hey there" he said, taking her by surprise. Dawn closed the mailbox and saw the hunk, looking at her with a broad grin. "I'm Kodey. I live on the 6th floor?" he said. "Oh hey. Um, Dawn....7th floor" she managed. "Right...so you're on top huh?". It seemed his gri

Can't A Guy Get Any Rest?
Can't a Guy Get Any Rest? by butch007 © It started out as a nice weekend for working outside. I had quite a bit of landscaping to do and I looked forward to the hard work I had planned over the next few weeks. What I didn't plan for was the heat wave that took us that afternoon -- over 100 degrees but I kept shoveling. I should've know better, but I really felt fine. I only stopped for a beer every few hours to cool off. Renee, my beautiful wife, would come out every so often and check to see if I was doing okay. I didn't marry her just because she is smart and funny. She's also really sexy, with nice long legs, a shapely ass and 36DD's. By early evening, I was already toast when I learned that Renee had called our friends over to hang out at our house. These were all nice folks. We all knew each other because our children were all around the same ages and we tend to revolve our social lives around kid events. My wife became close friends with these two gals and us guys jus

Cant Believe I Forgot....
I took a hot shower...fucking mad about what happened today. And I forgot about someone that I knew from a group I was in when I was younger. Every time something happens like this and its family related...I always think of this person. I am shocked I forgot her. Because usually she calms me down. You kno the saying, "There is someone worse off than you"? Well its true. So true.... When I was in this group...it was for those who came from broken families. There was this one girl who had it worse than anyone there. She was 15 at the time and I was 13. She was ritualisticly (spelling) abused. Her body had carvings of words and symbols head to toe. You had to be 5ft away from her and if you got too close to her she would scream her head off. She was abused mentally, physically, emotionally and sexually all due to her parents sick ways. I think of her when my own family issues happen. Because its true...there is someone worse off than you. When I think of her I cry...I di

Can't Believe It
Well we finally got the word the cancer is back and mom has 2-6 months to live. We had thought she was on the road to recovery but the cancer came back. I guess its hard to think this will be the last of anything for her. So me and my sibling are trying to do the best we can to make this as easy as possible. We're hoping she can at least see another Christmas that is her favorite holiday. She always had a big party at that time. Thanks everyone for your support.

Can't Stop Loving You
Today our daughter wrote me a letter and said when she handed it to me "this one is on paper mommie" the other was on a paper towel hehe Basically it was same but here is what it read... I love you and can't stop loving you if I did it would make me sad. Please don't do it to me. I tell you that girl is something else. hehe

Cant Get Over It
so another day...running around like a crazy woman... saw someone last night that i may never see again...which is kinda hard to deal with at the moment... it was a nice goodbye....but i just wish i had one more day to spend with him...just one more time...but then i guess i would keep wishing for "just once more..." i dont think he knows how much im going to miss him...his touch..his kiss..his hugs..his laugh...all of it...if i would have never met him i would have never known love again...ya..love...it was happening..but then i had to reality check and remember he was leaving from the start...but im a girl so we never actually listen to the reality part of the brain...lol...so its gonna be tough for a while thinking about all those good times and the times i wish we could have...so idk...life is life it gets tough so i put on a helmet and i got shot in the heart...go figure

Can't Die Mom
Peggy's Poem CAN'T DIE MOM I. I've worked the exercise Write your own eulogy Who's at your funeral One day I got bad news Invasive breast cancer the only thought running through my mind "I can die from this." I got drunk at lunch sobered up at work called my parents - went home Spent the evening with my daughters They were scared - I could tell The three of us, curled up on my bed Watching a romance movie Under the Tuscan Sun After the movie, they went to bed I lay in mine, crying as quietly as I could Crazy - the only thing that I could think of Get your affairs in order Make sure Darren has no claim to your assets Those belong to Jessica and Christina Thinking of Christina Made me cry even harder I'm not finished with her I tossed in bed Do I bother Jessica? Do I cry in front of her? What the hell - I got up and went to her room laid down next to her She wrapped her arms around me My head in her lap Her eyes tired and red "I don't

Can't Do It Anymore...at Least For Now!!!
I give myself a lot of credit for enduring a lot of what has happened in the past few months. Life and circumstances have smacked me in the face and I have stood stedfast through it all. Today, reality threw me a new curve, but it is one I accept without any guilt or sadness. As some of you may know, I had enrolled myself back in school to get my Masters degree. After enrolling, I had learned I once again had cancer. Now I had to go to classes and have to endure treatments. If it seems like a lot, then you're right - it is a lot, and it is not easy. Constantly feeling sick while trying to concentrate on what the professors were saying was a chore. Getting to class itself was not easy either. Going anywhere from 2-9 hours a day from class to class while experiencing fatigue is the absolute worst. As of today, I have decided to seek a medical withdrawl from school and focus moreso on treatments. I have started the process to withdraw from school with the intent of possibly

Can't Fail Crockpot Roast
Can't Fail Crockpot Roast Recipe By : Serving Size : 6 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Beef Meats Crockpot Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 1 Rump Roast -- or 2 Lb Lean stew meat 1 Pk Onion soup mix 2 Cans Cream of mushroom soup Salt and pepper Lightly salt and pepper the roast. Place roast in a crockpot. Sprinkle onion soup mix over roast. Spread mushroom soup over roast. Cook 4-6 hours. This is a tender roast with lots of already made gravy.

Cant Wait
WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE IT CAPTURES MY HEART. EVEN THOUGH RIGHT NOW WE ARE FAR APART I'LL CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE YOUR FACE, ENVISIONING YOUR SMILE MAKES MY HEART BEGIN TO RACE. WHEN WE TALK ITS ALWAYS SATISFYING, IT'S SO TRUE IM NOT LYING. YOU ARE MY HEARTS TRUE DESIRE . YOUR LOVE IS MY SPARK THAT SETS MY SOUL ON FIRE.

Cant You See
sorrow in her eyes pain in her words passion in her voice can you see how much so many have put her through before you came along? i bet you think its all over just one, in reality its over all the ones that said what they didnt mean. if you say something you dont mean and it fools her i dont think she can take another heart break. sorrow can break her heart if you cause her anymore.

Can't Help It
I can't help smiling each time I remember falling in love with you ... and I remember it just like it was yesterday. I remember when saying good-bye for a few hours seemed like an eternity. I remember watching the clock and counting every minute till we could be together again. But most of all, I remember the feeling of "butterflies in the stomach", that only falling in love can give. Memories of those yesterdays are a special part of the love we share today. Because of them I know that love is a blossom the becomes more beautiful as it unfolds. I love our yesterdays they painted a beautiful background for all of our tomorrows. I LOVE YOU!!!!

Can't Help Myself
Whenever I'm near you I can't help myself, I want to love you with all I have till there's nothing left. I can't help when I touch your silky milk skin, But start counting down the moment when i come within. The way your eyes seduce me with desire, Somehow starts to set my whole world on fire. You may think I have sex on the brain, I can't help myself around you you make it rain. Your beauty is like magic in a bottle, And when we have sex it's like making love to a model. Well you think I think about sex and nothing else, But it's only when I'm around you that I can't help myself.

Can't Think Of Any Other Way To Change
if i had a thousand dreams about you i'd have a thousand dreams that would turn blue anyway i'm trying to understand what's goin down and i just can't get over what's gotten into you ask no questions that forfeits lies i want you to notice when i'm not around i hate you because i love you but even then i couldn't tell ya these things that i'm thinkin, i'd be lying, so i'd oblige myself in anyway we can take away more time and fight against the sea even then i'll still feel the same there's no fooling you and won't you be glad to know i'm under your spell in dove-like affection and i'll still love you in surrendure but even then, i won't tell ya...

Can't Think Of One...
Hi, As much as I appreciate them, the game requests I get don't always come through when I am actually reading the site, due to my browser having the option of multiple concurrent session capability. I switch between a number of sites, throughout the day & cannot always know when I'm going to be on which one - activity on said sites can vary. Granted, this site has the audio add-ins, but it isn't always apparent what each one means, to me, as many of them have multiple 'meanings. Please do not take this to mean that I do not welcome the game requests, but I would hate to think that I'm ignoring you if I don't respond to the requests you send. Thank you for taking the time to read this 'blog'... All the best, to everyone...

Can This Be Real?
I mean what i feel...this fast pumping of my heart when I talk to you....the palms of my hands all sweaty....i can't seem to type right when we chat.....so many misspelled words...My brain is flooded with thoughts of you....I think about you constantly...I know you are doing the same...I love when we chat and see one another over the webcam..the way you get all into it when you see me...how your face glows with excitement...Your smiles match mine...the way you laugh...the way you make me laugh...Yeah I be that brother I always talk about...you know...the one that be high up on that so called, "Computer Love". That be me right now...And I can't deny it...I am falling faster then a comet out of the sky...It's crazy...but I welcome it with open arms...Nothing has been set in stone...and it won't be, not online that is...she is better then that and besides....I'm a romantic...Rather ask her face to face...lol...maybe i shouldn't have wrote that, but who i'm fooling?...She knows what's up..

Can't Change Me
"Can't Change Me" [Intro] By the time you hear this, I'll be long gone You keep the leather sofas and chrome this place was never my home Since I'm forever wrong And you'll be better off living alone And my life's far from a prom So I don't need a chaperone [x3] [Verse 1] Got me wishin I was never born Damn near every dawn Women tryina change a nigga seemingly, is my life's song I'm gettin a remix, can't afford Nate Dogg on a hook But fuck reading my emails, bitch read a fuckin book! It took great depression and supression of hate To not do you like Laci Peterson or wild out like Robert Blake I lie awake cos she tried to kill me in my sleep S'why we can't stay together, like Jill Scott's front teeth You should see her when she's lookin at me Winona Ryder couldn't steal enough shit to make this bitch happy Sadly it's over, and it don't even phase me Last way a woman changed me, was my diper as a baby I'm feelin crazy, I'm a miserable individual Cos we break

Can't Help But Wait!
I can't help but wait Ohh uh Can't help but wait I see you, you with him He ain’t right but you don’t trip You stand by while he lies then turn right round and forgive I can’t take to see your face With those tears runnin down your cheeks But what can I do I gotta stay true Cause deep down I’m still a G And I don’t want to come between you and your man Even though I know I treat you better than he can Girl I can’t help but wait Till you get back with him it don’t change Can’t help but wait Till you see that with me it ain’t the same Can’t help but wait Till you see you for what you really are Baby girl you are a star And I can’t help but wait It aint fresh to just let him call the shots You’re a queen you should be Gettin all that someone’s got You should be rockin the latest in purses bracelets and watches You’re worth much more than that occasional "I love you, I’m thinking of you" And I don’t wanna come between you

Can't Stand It...
I can't wait 4 the day when he's finally out of office. I think he is the dumbest president & has made the worst decisions & is only there by chance, not by our choice. So anywayz...my stepdad got this calendar 4 his b-day about quotes & other stupid ish Bush's done. I scanned some of em n if u get a chance take a look @ em! lol I love that the calendar's countin down tha days till he's outta office! The world will be a betta place! Peace!

Cant Wait!!!
b/f and i are planning or trying to have a baby! I can't wait to be a mom....I love kids to death. We already have names picked out. Boy- Connor Daniel Girl- Zayra Faye.... We have been together for 3 yrs and I wouldn't trade him for anything. We have had our ups and downs but who doesn't. We put up w/eachothers shit. He means everything to me. He's most important in my life. I love you baby more than you ever know! "We will never part"

Can't Decide...slc Or Ogden For Case Break?
Have ta find a best buy asap... Need a battery and charger for my camera...seemed to have left the damn thing in higley az. at my friends house....deet da de... Ogden is a 155 miles from where we are drillin and i don't think SLC is much farther... Help me decide... DW

Can't Go Home For The Holidays
I don't know where this is going to go but the point of it is to remember our men and women near and far and if you can to open you doors. Look into adopting a solider sailor or airmen for the holidays. just cause they are here in the states does not mean they can just head home for the holidays. Nothing says Tank you like a friendly face and a home cooked meal. Remember this is the season of giving which is better then recieving. These men and women give to us all year around and yes it may be their job but they could of been lawyers or accounts or mcdonalds worker instead. But they didn't they choose to become Us Soliders Sailors and Airmen and oh yeah Marines. The proudest job this country has to offer. IF YOU CAN BRING A US SERVICE MEMBER TO YOUR TABLE FOR THE HOILDAYS.

Cant Take It
I just cant take it The pressures to hard Living life without you Has left me scarred Sitting home alone Saturday nights so cold Thinking of the precious memories The depression unfolds Running around town Pilled up and high Id blame you for these things But I cant take being dry Missing how much we didnt care Not thinking of the furture Seeing us apart was so rare I just cant take it The quite making my ears bleed Praying for you to forgive me Theres just something in you I need I fear I wont make it much longer Nothing can replace you Nothing could make me stronger Not without you by my side I just cant take it Just cant take it I thought from this Id grow But all I do is fall And this you'll never know Cuz I just cant take it

Cant Steal Christmas
YOU CAN'T STEAL MY **CHRISTMAS* Poem by Sharon Steege I don't know who they are Saying I can't greet the crowd The way that I want to Can't say **CHRISTMAS** out loud. I walk into a business place See things that I rather not see But dare I not say **CHRISTMAS** And ask for a 'holiday' tree. What happened to freedom of speech And living in the land of the free How can they take my **CHRISTMAS** money But can't say **MERRY CHRISTMAS** to me. Men and women have given their lives So we could still go free I wonder how they would feel At saying HOLIDAY TREE. Come on AMERICA let's wake up Don't let our freedom escape If they get by with doing this What else will they take. This is starting to get out of hand, And I've begun to keep track Well I've just about had enough I'M TAKING CHRISTMAS BACK.* So MERRY CHRISTMAS AMERICA** I hope this gets all over the net If we all stand united and take freedom back 'Twill be our best CHRISTM

Can't Express How Unbelievable Life Is
I found someone near and dear to my heart again! Had no clue how close she really was to where I have been online lately. I'm so glad you're back dear! Can't wait to catch up and make things happen again!!!

Can't Fight Anymore
BELIEVING IN SOMETHING SOME TIMES HURTS AND HURTS REAL BAD, FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING YOU WANT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GET IT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, BEING THE PERSON YOU ARE AND KNOWING YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON SHOULD BE ENOUGH, ALWAYS BEING HONEST IS THE BEST THING BUT SOMETIMES BEING HONEST GETS YOU KNOW WHERE SO WHAT DO YOU DO- WISH I KNEW!!!

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

Can't Wait
I can't wait to leave you, to get away from all your lies. Decieving everyone around us, making me look like a liar. So now they feel sorry for you, but it won't work this time. You can't fool us into believing you, Now that you know your true sides. All your lies float through me, and everyone around. You're as empty as can be, and your eyes are black and hollow. No feeling for you anymore. Can't wait to leave you, so I can be free, from your obscenities. You turned my family and friends against me, telling my secrets. Spreading my rumors. You were killing me softly, but saving me slowly. I'm glad I finally left you!

Can't Hold On Anymore
Can’t hold on anymore .. Current mood: done with life Can't hold on anymore my heart sinks into the void now back from my time away and I relise it was for nothing Here or there I am alone nothing to really call my own I need to break free of this grim fate I see for me All those in my past have the lives I wish to have I could only dream of and will never have to my own So I just let the void take me soon it will be over and done and I will only feel the cold embreace of the nothing that must come to everyone...

Can't Help Smiling
I can't help smiling each time I remember falling in love with you... and I remember it just like it was yesterday. I remember when saying good-bye for a few hours seemed like an enternity. I remember watching the clock and counting every minute til we could be together again. But most of all, "butterflies in the stomach"' that only falling in love can give. Memories of those yesterdays are a special part of the love e share today. Because of them I know that love is a blossom that becomes more beautiful as it unfolds. I love our yesterdays... they painted a beautiful background for all of our tomorrows. I Love You. TKT

Can't Read?
Obviously there are some out there who doesn't understand what NOT INTO means. If you only have one thing on your mind when you message me, keep on going. I am NOT on here looking to see how much flesh I can rack up like some meat market. If you are also married and message me hoping for a secret rendevous behind your wife's back, go where the sun don't shine. I DO NOT tolerate cheating husbands, boyfriends, whatever. Not a smartass here, just being direct about why I am here. Dawn

Cant Say Goodbye
here i am sleeping alone agian in this bed we made out of sin thoughts of you come crashing in and its all i can do to play in this game i can never win holding on to what once was but will never be agian these memories of you rush through my head every day tormenting me reminding me that i was in love they come agian and agian and as my world falls apart and i die of a broken heart the smell of your hair the taste of your lips the warmth of your breath on my skin knowing you will never let me in i play this fool in your charade of hate

Can't Sleep, The Clowns Will Eat Me
It takes a few moments of insanity for things to finally become clear. All these emotions and confusions mixed together convincing myself that this is how I feel. Its been easy to hurt, to angst, to believe in a love even though it has hurt. Its easier to hold onto something that cant be than to accept something that could. Its easier to latch onto something that wont last then to cling to something that could. What am I doing? I try to ignore what I know. I know who its not, I suspect who it is, but I wont know for sure just yet. And I don't think I want to. No matter how much you may want it, it may not want you back. And you could ruin what already is.

Can't Let Go
You know it is kinda amusing how some people can't let go. They write blogs about how others can't grow up and send their little minions over to spy.. and now looks like the head honcho is lonely again and all in other people's business.. although for the life of me, I cannot understand why he continues to come to my page considering how much i can't stand him and know he is a slimy pervert, but I guess stupidity holds no boundaries. No matter how much he insists that he is over this, he has been caught on candid camera. BUSTED! He has even stooped so low as to stalk my husband Satan as well.. BUSTED! He has also stalked the following people: Chica Mr. Piffington Bitchwhisperer Preston Nyck 404 harmful if swallowed Jaykob Gryfon Rudeboy Flying High Solo so there ya have it.. I guess the proof is in the pudding. LADIES BEWARE... this man is a pervert and a stalker.

Can't Stop The Rain
Cant stop the rain, that makes the rivers flow, Cant make mountains flat, to make it easier to climb, cant make the words ryhme. Can't stop the tears or chase away your fears. couldnt stop you from lying, you kept me crying, now i only feel like dying. I fall to the floor, i am so torn. there is a war inside my head, wish i were dead. I say goodbye, why couldnt you have tried, instead of lied. I want to hide. Cant stop the rain, that causes the pain, cant break the chains, that causes the strain. i dropped to the floor, as i close the door. Is it to late, do i sit here and wait, or is this my fate. Can't stop the rain cant make my grey skies blue, if only i knew. how could i have been so blind if only to find. What it is I was looking for, the rain is still falling and i can still hear you calling. I thought i was strong, how could i have been so wrong. can't stop the rain that makes the river flow. Can't stop the rain.

Cant Figure It Out
Okay so here is the thing.... i need help. Or more like i need some opinions. I have been 'talking" to this guy for about 6 months now and at first we were spending a lot of time w/each other and all that good stuff (mostly just sex), then all of a sudden he stopped coming to see me and stopped askin me to come over... i asked him what was goin on and he said that things were just getting to serious and he got scared... so i backed off a little and then he started coming around again. Not as much as before. Well spending time w/someone and having relations with them makes you close to that person and can cause you to have feelings right? Well i started catching feelings for him. And he goes back and forth. One moment saying he is in love with me and the next he states that he just doesnt have those feelings for me and that my feelings are way to deep?? So i tell him that we just need to stay away from each other and he agrees... but then a few days later he is coming back hugging and k

Cant Believe It.
I stopped at a store after work for some soda and got more than I bargained for. I see a guy beating a small lady senseless , this poor woman had a bloody face. I grabbed the guy and told him to stop , he mummbled something and swung at me. I beat his ass the way he beat hers , then told him to enjoy his time in jail. Then the cops finally show up and I get put in hand cuffs lol. Witness`s tell them what happened and I get released , but not before the officer asks me a funny question. Would I have beat the guy up if he wasnt an african american beating on a white girl? I couldnt believe it , my answer to him was any guy hitting a woman deserves his ass beat no matter what color!!!!

Can't Stop
I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch on me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you.

Cant Play The Game Forever
AFTER SOME LONG HEART ACHING AND CRYIN TODAY I MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE THE WOMAN I LOVE AND STILL LOVE I TOLD HER TO MOVE ON WITH HER LIFE ... IAM TORN FROM THIS BECAUSE I FUCKED UP IN THE FRIST PLACE SHE WANTED TO FIX THINGS WITH ME SHE WANTED TO STILL BE WITH ME BUT I TOLD HER TO MOVE ON CAUSE IAM NOT THE RIGHT PERSON FOR HER I FILL I FUCKED UP TIME AFTER TIME AND I FILL LIKE SHE DESERVE WAY BETTER THEN THT. GUYS DONT BE FUCKIN STUPID ALL YA LIFE CAUSE MY MOTHER TOLD ME ONCE WHEN YOU FALL HARD FOR A WOMAN IT WILL BITE YOU IN YA ASS AND YOULL BE SITING IN THE CUT LIKE DAMN WELL YOU KNOW WHAT MAM WAS RIGHT NOW IAM FUCKED UP PROBALY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE CAUSE OF THE CHOICES I MADE. MY ADVICE TO ANY NIGGA WHITE OR BLK IF YOU PLAYIN THE FIELD ON YA GIRL STOP RIGHT NOW CAUSE YOULL END UP IN A WORLD OF HURT AFTERWARDS. THINK ABOUT THT IS THT PIECE OF ASS YOU FUCKIN WITH REALLY WORTH IT SHE THT WOMAN GOING TO HOLD YOU DOWN THE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION IS PROBALY N

Can't Get This Out Of My Head
The other morning, I was Chatting with Sucre....(he's in my fam), anyway, he asks me if I had heard this song that they are playing all over the UK by Adele. No, I'd not heard it but I looked it up on youtube and took a listen. OMG!! It's got to be one of the MOST beautiful songs in the world and if anyone has a love in their life they can't quiet get out of their heart........this will really hit home. Thank you sugar for turning me on to this....even more, thank you for being you. Chasing Pavements Lyrics

Can't Sleep Part 2- With Pills
Here I go again. I can't sleep. Perhaps its all these drugs I am getting from the doctor's office. I was told its suppose to relax me. If it did, I should feel something, but still why can't I sleep? I guess to be able to sleep is to be able to acknowledge that you do not have any worries or heartache. In actuality, I have such pain. Now, that I am feeling a bit dizzy, I was told its because the drugs are starting to kick in. I am starting to hallucinate. I am starting to doze off and my topic of discussion swaying to ideas. No one is around but it feels that I am in the middle of a room where people are talking about the pills I've taken to relax. Its best I sign off .. Night all

Can't Wait
I cannot wait for February 2nd. I'm goin to see ya dead homie Blaze live at the Norva in Noroflk, VA. So anybody goin look for me and say wuddup! the majority of my time will probably be spent upstairs on the left balcony right next to the stage. But I will also be grabbing a drink or 2 at the bar and I will beo utside alot smoking. So yea, hit me up!

Can't Believe This Song Made Me Cry
Sixx:A.M. Accidents Can Happen Don't give up, it takes a while I have seen this look before And it's alright You're not alone If you don't love this anymore I hear that you've slipped again I'm here 'cause I know you'll need a friend And you know that accidents can happen And it's okay, We all fall off the wagon sometimes It's not your whole life It's only one day You haven't thrown everything away. Take some time and learn to breathe And remember what it means To feel alive And to believe Something more than what you see I know there's a price for this But some things in life you must resist And you know that accidents can happen And it's okay, We all fall off the wagon sometimes It's not your whole life It's only one day You haven't thrown everything away. I hear that you've slipped again I'm here 'cause I know you'll need a friend And you know that accidents can happen And it's okay, We all fall off the wagon sometimes It's not your wh

Can't Cry Hard Enough
I'm going to live my life Like every day's my last Without a simple good-bye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now I'm going to open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes up in the sky There it goes beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now I'm going to look back in vain And see you standing there When all that remains Is just an empty chair And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH BY THE WILLIAMS BROTHER

Can't Cry Hard Enough
WHEN I STARTED MAKING THAT VIDEO IT WAS FIRST GONNA JUST BE FOR PEOPLE WHO HAS PASSED AWAY IN MY LIFE. THEN THE MORE I KEPT LISTENING TO THE SONG AND WORKING ON IT. I THOUGHT ABOUT PUTTING PUTTING PICTURES FROM TIMES IN MY LIFE THAT I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH TO GET BACK TOO. SO IT PROGRESSED INTO WHAT IT IS NOW. I NEVER HEARD THAT SONG UNTIL TODAY ON 90210. I'VE SEEN THAT EPSIODE A MILLION TIMES AND TODAY IT REALLY HIT HOME WITH ME AND SO DID THE SONG. Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Can't Sleep
You know I offten wonder if I'm living my life or if I'm living everyone elses life. I feel as if when I was a kid I had so many dreams and things I wanted to do with my life and I see all those dreams slipping further away with each passing year. I know this is the path I choose to be on and if I really wanted to I could chase those dreams and probably succeed in catching them but then I ponder at what price? The seperation from my son, my life, my savior. The soul reason I'm not locked away for life or even worse dead. Then I think to myself, but what good am I doing him now, scraping by paycheck to paycheck trying to give him all the things I never had as a child when I could catch my dreams and then have the stability to do so. Then once again my thoughts lead to my childhood, pretty much not having my father around at all and getting all the matieral things later in life from him but they didn't seem to matter because of my anger for him not being there for me as a father should.

Cant Just Be A Normal Day
Well things cant just go n be a good day at times. Since ive been back its been weird with some folks on here to say the least. I've had alot of changes, thus changes in the way i think n act. I have to, just the way it is. I cant be here or message everyone all the time, i have a business n family to take care of but i damn sure try n return messages or phone calls. N this just anit one person. I anit saying i anit got faults, cause i have my share. But sometimes it just anit me. So i tell ya what, if you feel uncomfortable with me as a friend, just say so. Well part, wish each other luck n say goodbye. I never force myself on no one. Anit wanting you to say it on here, just email me or message me. I'm just laying it out here fer everyone. Just be an adult, fess up n say so.I anit gonna deal with having someone laying a guilt trip on me anymore. Most of you know this dont apply to u so just ignore it. Yer friendship means the world to me. But you know how silly games can be and i

Cant Believe I Hurt Her
I WAS INVOLVED WITH AGREAT WOMAN AND I KNOW SHE WOULD HAVE HELPED ME OUT OF ANY THING I GOT MYSELF INTO BUT NOW I HURT HER....SO NOW THAT I HAVE HURT HER AND A FEW OTHERS I AM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT...HOW DO I TELL HER THAT I AM SORRY AND WANT THINGS BACKT THE WAY THEY WERE I REALLY DO LOVE HER I MEAN SHE HAS A ACOUNT ON HERESO SHOULD I TELL HER HERE OR NO I WANT TO BUT I CANT I DNOT KNOW IF SHE WILL FORGIVE ME BUT INCASE SHE READS THIS I LOVE YOU AND IM SORRY HELPER

Can't Upload Any More Photos! :(
I just realized since I got reset (bastards) that I can't upload anymore pictures. And I'm in a bad mood and I want to! The only way I can is if I buy a VIP and I'm broke due to my motor mount breaking and no one is nice enough to buy me one. :( Fu-life sucks. -Lushy-

Cant Even Get Fu Married
well i have not spoke to her since last week after being friends all these years six to be exact i guess it is over as friends and all i dont know heather what has gotten into u and i dont know what to say other than iam sorry well everyone shit happens just nice guys finsh last i will rember this one for a long time peace pot micro dot

Can't Sleep Again
Can't sleep again, and i'm thinking of you hoping that I at least dream if i can't go to sleep... why is it that my heart feels no pain if your the dagger that goes in so deep and why do i feel like I could hold the sun when i can barely scrape the sky with you in my thoughts so constantly that i've lost my mind along the way and now i kno that i've lost it all my sanity, my soul, my whole reason to live just for a chance to be with you... i won't say my life was great before you but now i can't imagen living without you how i wish i could live without water i wish i could live without breathing.... i hope i could live without you... cuz nothing else seems to matter as long as i see a smile in ur face if ur path towards happiness doesn't cross my path... as long as ur happy... i could care less...

Can't Someone Do Something? More!
CHARLESTON, W.Va. - A white woman pleaded guilty to a hate crime and other charges Thursday in the kidnapping and torture of a black woman who authorities say was held captive for days last summer. ADVERTISEMENT Authorities say Karen Burton's crimes include stabbing Megan Williams in the ankle while saying, "This is what we do to n------ down here." She is the third in a group of seven people charged to plead guilty in the case, and the only one charged with a hate crime. Burton does not remember much of the abuses against Williams, but she does not deny them, her lawyer Betty Gregory said. Burton, 46, of Chapmanville, pleaded guilty in Logan County Circuit Court to malicious wounding, assault and violating Williams' civil rights, Gregory said. Burton faces up to 30 years in prison at sentencing, set for March 3. Logan County Prosecuting Attorney Brian Abraham said he agreed to dismiss a kidnapping count that carries a maximum life sentence. Prosecutors say Williams, 20

Can't A Guy Get Drunk?
Can a guy get a dayum drink around here on fubar anywhere I sit here some nights for hrs and can get a dayum buzz cause I have already spent all my dayum fu-bucks on drinks for folks that ain't got the common courtesy to give a Fu Drunkard a dayum shot or three! LOL So if ya here to party show some love and share the libations please!

Can't Unlove You!!!!
I made this, why I dont know, but I did! I guess the very last pic in the video is the one that bothers me the most! :( How can it possibly hurt so bad to love some one, but yet hurt even worse to walk away from them?

Can't Wait.
I am just so excited about going to see Three days grace. I have been wanting to see them in concert since I was living in Oklahoma. So here is my second chance. But don't worry I am going to be taking millions of photos when I go. I am rambling I know but I am just blowing some time before I have to go to work. I love my job and I get paid great money. Pretty soon I am going to have my own house and car. I am going to get my license too. Well thats all that new it the beautiful mind of me. xoxox-Candi

Cant Get Weed
every time i try to get any good bud you can only get shite, when i do get some half decent shit you cant buy in bulk, we need a skunk dealer in this town who is reliable and can get loads ov gear, my mans ok but wont sell bigger bits £20 bags only what ficking good is that you only get a few spliffs and its gone, sorry for ranting a bit just pissed off ( willie )

Can't Take Much More Of This
I was asked today by my SO why I have seemed so angry lately and why I seemed to pull away from her lately. I am currently 500 miles away from her and didn't want to go over it on the phone. Here it is in a nutshell.... It seems that I can never initiate intimacy. It ALWAYS has to be her show. Then she makes promises (of a risque nature) and then doesn't follow through. When we are intimate all that it seems she wants is to get in one position have me do my business then get off of her. She even complains when I go too long. She seems to be enjoying the action but it makes me wonder. So if I seem distant lately its that I am so F*&^^ing tired of being rejected!!!. Is it so wrong to want to "make love" and not just have sex. I think there is a difference. If anything I feel like I am being used and not just in the bedroom but in the rest of our lives as well. It seems that all i am good for is a paycheck and to do work around the house. Maybe its just a combination of de

Can't Stand It No More
I don't fucking know what it is about me but I find a girl I like, I fall hard for her and then I get completly fucked over in the end of it all even after she offers me some form of hope. I cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the understanding of it all. I mean what the fuck is someone suposed to do when they think they have some ray of hope and just end up finding out that it was a false pretense. Now I wont say I didn't bring it down upon myself but I just don't know anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm severaly strung out from one relationship to another just to finally figure out that it wasn't shit for anything.

Can't Do Anything Right
These days it would seem that I can't do anything right. No matter how much or how little I try, it is always not right. Either not enough, or not the correct way. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. So, tell me, if it is going to get the same results no matter what I do, then why even bother?! I hate days like these...You think that you had a good weekend, only to find out that it was all bs...She says one thing in the heat of the moment to make you think all is good, then, you all get some sleep and let the day get by you, reality hits and everything that you thought was good, was just bs.... What I do is only a "tease". It's not enough. The other person wants so much more, but won't let you in to show them that you want to....uugggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! I give up...

Can't They Get A Break?
It looks like all hell is going to break loose in Lebanon again. Saudi Arabia, Syria, and other surrounding countries are saying in very certain terms to their nationals living there to drop their shit and get the hell out, NOW. I used to know people from Lebanon. They told me about Beirut once being "Paris of the Middle East", and the beautiful, friendly people there. They were, of course, living in London. They couldn't go back, or they didn't want to. Then I saw the Anthony Bourdain special on Lebanon. He was there when the Lebanese kidnapped and killed an Israeli security officer. I think they're headed for a crash again. I remember my friend saying that they should have put up a sign at the border charging admission to keep the Israelis from coming there. Maybe that was the best idea they'd had yet. Picking fights with Israeli security forces doesn't seem to be working out too well, all things considered. Right now Israel is armed to the teeth. They have to be. B

Cant You See
Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.