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To Shermary Colon De-jesus I Will Never Forget You For You Will Allways Be In My Heart...
love you enough I love you enough to do anything for you, give my life, my love, my heart and my soul to you and for you. I love you enough to willingly give all of my time, efforts, thoughts talents, trust and prayers to you. I love you enough to protect you, care for you, guide you, hold you, comfort you, listen to you, cry to you and with you. I love you enough to be comfortable with you, act silly around you, never hide anything from you, and be myself with you. I love you enough to shall all of my sentiments, dreams, goals, fears, hopes my entire life with you. I love you enough to want the best for you, to wish for your successes, and to hope for the fulfillment, of all your endeavors. I love you enough to keep my promises to you and pledge my loyalty and faithfulness to you. I love you enough to cherish our relationship, adore your personality, respect your values, and see you for who, and how yo

Let Me Be With You
Let Me be with you Let me be the pen; you use to write poetic lines, and let me be the rhythm you feel as I write these rhymes. Let me be the symphony you hear and feel in your soul, let me be the blanket to warm you when nights are cold. Let me be the balm to relieve your pain, and give you 10,000 reasons to keep screaming my name. Let me be closer to you than your skin-tight blue jeans, Let me be the dream-maker giving you your sweetest dreams, Just let me be with you! Let me be a part of your plans and goals, Let’s get real close, and create Siamese souls. Let me be the air you breathe, Let me be the nourishment you need, Let me be the twinkle, No! The sparkle in your eye, Let me be the drug to give you that extreme high. Let me be the sweet in your cup of brown sugar, Let me be the sweet fragrance, you be the beautiful flower. Just let me be with you! Let me be the black in your black coffee, Let me protect you, your one-man army

Arise Black Man A Rise
“Arise Black Man” “Arise” Now with the fire of determination in your eyes Stand up and show that you have pride For you have been disrespected and despised You are the first son created after earth, moon and sun This means you are second to none You have the power to transcend past the deceit and lies So “Arise Black Man” “Arise” “Arise Black Man, “Arise” Remove the cataracts from your eyes It’s a new day and time Show that there is more to you than drugs & crime You are far more than the failures of your past Let no chains of discrimination hold you back Be proactive, master all forms of attack With the armor of intelligence Those who seek to oppress you will be no match Know your enemy; be able to see through their disguise And “Arise Black Man” “Arise” You are the ancestral entity Of what every black man could be And what those who died were fighting to be Realize that you are your own worst enemy So don’t submi

To A Black Woman
From the dawn to the dusk, From the dusk to the dawning, She’s on my mind…. night and morning When she’s near, oh! How the adrenaline PUMPS My heart beats like a thousand conga drums. She makes my temperature higher and higher, Higher than that of a thousand fires. She’s worth more than any ruby to be sold, To me worth more than all of Africa’s gold. When I see her, so dark and lovely, I see an Ebony Empress, a Charcoaled Beauty. She’s the most exotic being to grace the land, She is special, she is A BLACK WOMAN!!!

Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

New Year
I just want to wish all my family and friends on here a Happy New Year!!!! After the first, I will start my process in deleting my fubar account.. If you're a true friend and want to stay in contact with me, I will give you my yahoo and myspace.. Everyone else I hope your journey in this life leads you to where you want to be!!!! ~Miss TeRe~

Hot Girls?? Bad Girls??
DO YOU LIKE THEM HOT???? DO YOU LIKE THEM BAD??? COME CHECK OUT, ADD, RATE AND FAN THESE HOTT & AND AWFULLY BAD FRIENDS OF MINE! Click here for some really HOTT BAD GIRLS PUNISHMENT AWAITS WITH LOVE FROM CORPORAL PUNISHMENT!

They Need To Be Punished!
DO YOU LIKE THEM HOT???? DO YOU LIKE THEM BAD??? COME CHECK OUT, ADD, RATE AND FAN THESE HOTT & AND AWFULLY BAD FRIENDS OF MINE! Click here for some really HOTT BAD GIRLS PUNISHMENT AWAITS WITH LOVE FROM CORPORAL PUNISHMENT!

Read Me To Know More
DO YOU LIKE THEM HOT???? DO YOU LIKE THEM BAD??? COME CHECK OUT, ADD, RATE AND FAN THESE HOTT & AND AWFULLY BAD FRIENDS OF MINE! Click here for some really HOTT BAD GIRLS PUNISHMENT AWAITS WITH LOVE FROM CORPORAL PUNISHMENT!

Just Whining And Complaining Again
I have to whine and complain again... people around me are too damn happy. Everyone around me as always finding new loves, renewing old relationships and being in love, etc etc etc. BAH HUMBUG I'm tired of it. I just want to shut myself off from all of it. One more person tells me about how happy they are and they've found love and they're back to gether with their true love, or their marrying their true love ...I'm gonna smack them. I get tired of hearing it and they don't take into consideration the frame of mind I've been in with being alone on the holidays...well...being alone period... I am so damn miserable. When you think you come across someone you could see yourself with...they backtrack on ya and dont want you after all...what the hell is it with people? Thats it...I'm not what I thought I was i guess. No one wants a good woman that will treat them with the love,loyalty,care,passion,respect that comes with being with a good woman gets you. Maybe if I become a two timing n

All Of These Mumm's
alright....is it just me or most of these people just write about sex all the time? i guess there isn't much going on in the world....other than sex...i mean the president of the US is probably making his dog lick off the peanutt butter off his balls instead of focusing on some better important things other than sex with ur dogs or oral pleasure from ur dog but anyhow let me get to the point....i wish people would just mumm something about other than sex :P even though sex is awesome but it can get kind of boring after talking about it for a while

Is It Abnormal?
Is it abnormal to want to give someone the benefit of the doubt? To want to think everyone has good in them? To feel happiness when making someone else happy? To be unselfish? To not want to be alone the rest of your life? To occasionally have suicidal thoughts? To sometimes feel the urge to run away? To keep part of yourself hidden from the rest of the world? To be trustworthy? To not trust others completely? To feel antsy more often than you feel relaxed? To want romance? To expect kindness? To be nice? To feel like nobody gets you? To lay awake at night because your mind won't shut down? To believe in such a thing as love at first sight? To make excuses for other people? To not allow your 13 and under kids to buy rated M video games? To laugh when you feel like crying? To need to feel loved? To have sex with a friend you know you will never have a relationship with? To feel guilt? To cry in Disney movies? To lock your bedroom door when you are home alone? To

Would You Lend An Ear?
At work today a co-worker asked me if I was ok because they havent heard a peep out of me. I usually am in everyones face making sure they're doing their job but lately I've been depressed about my ex dumping me for a man 13 days ago. The mumm section on this site has been a great place for me to get out my aggressions. Im more angry than I am horny but I would like to fuck my pain away in the near future but the thought of fucking a guy that lies about him fucking guys makes my blood boil and I dont know if I can believe another guy again. My ex was always so anti-gay, well for man being gay anyway he loved for me to bring home girls for both of us to do. It was just an act. Thats all I have to say for now. Im going back into the mumms.

Interview With God
THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD I dreamed I had an interview with God. “So you would like to interview me?” God asked. “If you have the time” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity.” “What questions do you have in mind for me?” “What surprises you most about humankind?” God answered... “That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.” “That they lose their health to make money... and then lose their money to restore their health.” “That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.” "That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.” God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while. And then I asked... “As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?” “To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.” “To

Wouldnt You Know It
Wanna let everyone that luvs me on 2 whats going on. Spent the past few days in Reno and got back 2 find out that 4 fam issues i have 2 return 2 Iowa. 'cause of the issue i wont be online until the 8th. Luv my page until then and looking forward to some of u when i return.

Way To Go Bright Eyed Artist!!! Couldn't Have Said It Better Myself!
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone legit. OOoH! Snap! Guess what? Your still a fucking idiot! Oh and for all you ignorant kids. Get the fuck off my page you asshat snits!!! You werent invited! Let alone do I need to take your stupid

Planet Caravan
We sail through endless skies Stars shine like eyes The black night sighs The moon in silver trees Falls down in tears Light of the night The earth, a purple blaze Of sapphire haze In orbit always While down below the trees Bathed in cool breeze Silver starlight breaks down the night And so we pass on by the crimson eye Of great God mars As we travel the universe

When I Was Young.........
The world was such a simple place, in the blue corner, you have the good guys, cheer cheer. The forces of good include the Americans, Western Europe and the now our best mates the Japanese. In the Red corner are the faceless commie hoards of Russia plus assorted minions, those are the bad guys. So at school we learned German, at that's where we would be fighting and Russian as it's always nice to be able to communicate with the people you are "breaking" in there native language. But none of this happened, the wall came down and all of a sudden the rules of the game changed. As mighty as the Russian tank divisions looked, they turned out to be a mere paper tiger when compared with the Koran. You see how we fight wars has changed too, my grandfather fought the Germans, it was a fair fight, both sets turned up, shot at each till they got bored then cleared off home for cakes and medals. My father also fought in Ireland, here they blew us up and we shot them. Now it's my turn the rul

She Needs Your Help Only Needs 8000 To Get To 10,000
needs 10,000 comments for a 1 month vip please come help out http://fubar.com/user/349883 Z Girl needs 140,000 comments to win a Happy Hour, 30-Day Blast, 1-Year VIP, AND a Ticker Pack!

I Wish I Knew How To Quit You
Joke of the Week: BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN WIDOW A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30 am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass o

Will The Next Contestant Come On Down!
Joke of the Week: SNORING DOG A marine has a dog that snores. Really snores. Annoyed because she can't sleep, his wife goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells her to tie a ribbon around the dog's testicles and he will stop snoring. "Yeah, right!" she says. A few minutes after going to bed, the dog begins snoring as usual. The wife tosses and turns, unable to sleep. Muttering to herself, she goes to the closet and grabs a piece of red ribbon and ties it carefully around the dog's testicles. Sure enough, the dog stops snoring! The woman is amazed. Later that night, her Marine husband returns home drunk, having been out drinking with his buddies. He climbs into bed, falls asleep and begins snoring loudly. The woman thinks maybe the ribbon might work on him. So, she goes to the closet again and grabs a piece of blue ribbon and ties it around her husband's testicles. Amazingly, it also works on him! The woman sleeps soundly. In the morning, the marine wakes up from

Now Accepting Applications
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Political Quiz
You are a Social Moderate (56% permissive) and an... Economic Conservative (61% permissive) You are best described as a: Centrist (61e/56s) Link: The Politics Test on Ok CupidAlso: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

This Ish So Crazy!!! Tired Of It.....
I'm so tired of horny ass mutha fukkas commin on my s/o box talkin bout "wanna play?" "My dick so hard" "I'm so horny".... I really dont care... If u read my profile it say that I dont do cybering. I understand this is a website for adults and I do have really provacitive pictures but as I said b4 I dont mind that kinda stuff as my picture comments but it just get on my nerves when they come on my s/o box talkin dat bull shit. People cannot read no more? honestly... whoeva has to resort to jackin off to someone u dont even know on the internet must really have NO LIFE or just plain perverted. It saddens me in a way... These the type of ppl that ruin it for everyone else b/c I have to keep shuttin my shout out box off to just family only. Its gettin so bad i'm actually considering leaving FuBar. People have no respect for anyone any more.... If u are offended by this then that mean u guilty... If u throw a rock into a cage full of dogs the one that got hit is the one th

Of All People
Dont fucking judge me you dont know me and my hubby.. yes he is working 12 hour shifts doesnt get to see his family.. so me and also him say fuck its better to be tdy.. at least the pay is better.. and this is coming from him.. he be willing to do his rotation and someone elses because this shop is a 24 hr man shop why do you need to put people on 12 hours.. its already 24 manned.. so anyways some bitch wants to comment on my mumm.. even though set to friends only.. says i am a slut and that i jus want him gone to fuck around on him.. if you all know me better i would never do anything to hurt him.. and you all know that.. and his insurance policy come on id rather have him than his insurance.. and another thing.. he is pol in the chairforce like he is going to get hurt.. for real.. give me a fucking break..

Seagulls And Snack Chips
I would like to endorse the frito-lay company. They brought into this world the greatest snack chip the wolrd has ever known. I speak of the Frito. I will tell you just how adored these coveted pieces of fried corn are. Once, long ago, a family went to Florida to look at some property they had been sold. With this family was a boy not yet four years of age. I was this boy. I have very faint memories of this vacation, actually, except for a few exceptions. One day we went to the beach and I have been able to piece together enough bits of memory to remember this. I went (on my "loving" brothers request) to get snacks. Fritos, in fact. I loved fritos. I started in on the bag on my way back to my brothers. This was a nice full bag of fritos. This is when I discovered my first scientific discovery of my life. Seagulls love fritos. Not just love, mind you. Those buggers LUST after them. It started with just one, but only for a moment. He was soon joined by a HOST of others. All mad for the g

At Night
At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When I think of you I get feeling I cant describe At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When I make a wi*s to see you At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you Everyday I sit I think I wish and dream of you You mean everything to me At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you When the darkness fills my heart and soul I sit and think of you At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you Your my light, your my safety, your my friend, your my sterngth,when thing seems to go wrong your the one I turn to and everything melts away your the one I love and the one who makes me whole without you where would I be At night I sit and think At night I sit and wish At night I dream of you No matter what the future holds I know in my heart and soul your the one I

Slatscfc
->slatscfc: obviously you cant read... tool.. slatscfc: wanna chat sweets or cam ->slatscfc: uh, hi.... slatscfc: hi fellow brit! wow.. how many parts of my profile can one person ignore in one sentence? As Christmas is now over with, (and even though I dont celebrate the holiday myself, I tend to be nicer as in general it is still referred to as the season of goodwill...) I am no longer expected to be nice to everyone, even if they are the most vile, offencive excuse for a human being, I can start again with my infamous blogs. This guy... what a complete and utter tit. with the new year don't expect a "new" me or any improvements whatsoever.. If anything my faults include that I am not nearly awful enough in return to those who deserve it. Thank the various deities that I'm not a christian.... - "turn the other cheek" - bah humbug. =D

Jennifer Stevens..........
There i was, minding my own, when who pipes up, jenny poppin butty stevens........ ->poppin butty: whats your stance on 3rd world dept relief ? ->poppin butty: not really poppin butty: hey there, i saw you floating on the top of fubar, u bored like me? wanna chat with a pretty cute girl from the USA? my yahoo ID is is jennifer_stevens23 see my problem is, Cooters "bait" photo lured this poor girl in (I have my doubts if it's a girl anyway, but that's not the point) what kinda girl sees Cooters picture and thinks, hey he looks like a nice guy to talk to ? http://fubar.com/user/1464360 debt* typo, it had been a hard day o.k. !

Quiz Thingie
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. Your exact female opposite: Half-Cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The F

Dear Family Members,
Dear Family Members, I know that we are going through a rough time right now. I also know that we have had our arguments just like real family. If you have a problem with the way I do things as a manager, please tell me so I am aware of the problem. I am not leaving this family. I love the FU-Bombers and always will. We all need to pull together and get through the hard times. Peggy has always been there for me and I refuse to abandon her when she needs us the most. If you are not happy with the way things are run, then there is the door. No one is forcing you to stay in the family. If you would are happy, please invite your friends to join the family. We are always looking for new family members. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

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So...does anyone know how to get a thingy that comes up saying "click ok to run an activex control" to go away? I hate having to click it everytime I change pages on here. I guess I could look into a diff browser....but I really dont want to.

219 Comments Today
Posted comments for everyone on my friend list as a way to say thanks for making my stay at Fubar entertaining. Know I don't know everyone nor does everyone know me, but I'd like to change that for 2008. I want to send out a special thanks to all who replied with comments or thank yous and hoping to hear from the rest throughout the year. Daddy is available anytime anyone needs help leveling and he takes care of those that take care of him.... On my way to "pimp" and any help would be appreciated. Happy New Year to all of you, my friends now and my friends to come. Peace. Big Daddy

What Cartoon Character Do You Most Resemble?
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end before you are done . 1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? A ) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) B) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) C) Painting in the park (5 pts) D) Rock concert (1 pt.) E ) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite type of music? A) Rock and Roll (2 pts.) B) Alternative (1 pt.) C) Soft Rock (4 pts.) D) Country (5 pts ) E) Pop (3 pts.) 3. What type of movies do you prefer? A) Comedy (2 pts.) B) Horror (1 pt.)

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Mudvayne - Death Blooms
Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with age Mark off the day Reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into Maker take the body don't want it wants me Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into, Maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run aruond fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away God please take me away Resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy Selfish need

I'm In Lestat's And Kyttie's First Auction
I'm in Lestat's and Kyttie's First Auction I am in a new type of contest that is an Auction. The ones to thank for it is Lestat and Kyttie which you will find below. Please show them the luv. The rules of this Auction from Lestat himself is below and also in a bulletin. Please check it out. The Auction will start on the January 1st and will end January 8th....at 9pm. Thank you. ™Nosferatu™Eld?r-£Ø??™?rãculã™£Ø?? £E;?†?†™-@ fubar ~KyttieKat~Owned by sexymedic4u ~Vampyress of Darkened Love of LDCF@ fubar Good eve all my family, friends and fans out there. I have decided to do something a little different this time. Contests are not my thing and haven't been for a very long time. I decided I'm gonna shake it up abit.... Now here's what I been thinking for the first time in cherrytap history Lord Lestat and Kyttiekat together is gonna hold an auction and yes you heard me right an auction...Now you may ask what do I mean an auction? Well let me explain it to you a bit...

17,640 To Rock Star!!
Give our friend a push to Rock Star, he returns all luv shown and lends a hand to others...let's level him!!! Shaggy PA "Her Sinister Enigma"Head Promotions Manager@ ACE CAFE@ fubar (repost of original by '~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-28 15:41:44')

Mudvayne - Happy?
"Happy?" In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed Oh, this pressured center rising My life overturned Unfair the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY? Are you HAPPY? Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release?? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin

End Of The Year.....
... when a year ends .. i think back the last 12 month.. and think about good and bad times.... and usually i see more the bad times and hope for a better new year... but thats all overrated...cuz a new year unfortunately doesnt mean a new life.... but i would really like a few changes... actually i planed to change alot of things 2008.... but now its not possible anymore... cuz the things i wanted to build my future on broke... and i have to plan my whole year new now ... its exactly a year ago that i met the person who kinda brought me through the whole year and made me happy even on my worst days.... i lost one of my best friends... and i had to speak i out loud... and i thought it was okay... till i threw away everything that reminded me.... i always hate losing friends but i guess thats how life works.... its funny that its always disappointing me... but anyways.... i also met a few very important people this year.... on here... and i wanted to thank them .. ( i gu

Fallen Angel (for A Friend)
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven.

Computer Issues Continue
Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. My computer issues continue. I am able to get online when my kids allow me on their computers, lol so I can check in every now and then. Miss you all.. Sir Dave

Hugably So :)
HUGG WAR YOU BETTER HUG ME NOW! Pass this hug to all of your friends and back to me, see how many you get back! 1-5 HUGS....Your on someones mind! 5-10 HUGS...Someone likes you! 10-15 HUGS..Someone wants to be with you! 15-20 HUGS..WOW! you are really loved by alot! 7 months ago

Cycle
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

Because
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Sex Or Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself, no frills attached. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is Celtic frost. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene. God I Will Take Love

Me Today
Alone always alone Even in the company of others I am alone Alone alone Longing to have someone Everyone has someone But I am alone All alone I lay in my bed I stare at the stars I no I am totally alone I welcome all and none And that’s why I am so… Alone

Run For Your Life!
Back to work from 30th. Well, life goes on....but nothing going to change. Its the same old me...back in full swing at thursday & poof at saturdays. Dont know how my poor gprs could support....but, looking forward to it. Cheers. Leo

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

12/28/07
ok... went to dr... was actually mammograms and ultrasounds, man now i'm even more sore... don't think i'll hear from them about anything till after the 1st so it's more of the cat and mouse game of hurry up and freakin' wait (yes i am trying to quit cussin' so much)... oh well... what can you do, really?

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

About My Lounge(girls And Guys Night Out
Well ok this is what my lounge looks like it has a Big Red Rose on top of my lounge,I have a Dj in there also he is a dj in other lounges just as well.I have about 23 or 24 ppl in there now, I would like to make my lounge bigger with a lot more ppl in there My Goal is to try to make it to at least 100 ppl or more if i can,Im sorry if i have not made one to show how my lounge looks like, but since today i had the time to do one i thought that i would take some time to tell all what my lounge is all about,If you like to stop in and see what it looks like thats fine too.Everyone out there just have a great day.Please i just want ppl out there to have some fun too, Thank you.

In And Out
Im falling in and out Of this place we call life Going here and there Just to be worn and torn The light is so bright Its hurting my very own eyes That I shield them with the shadows Of the darkness that you bring around There I know I'm safe and protected From the blinding light that once was welcoming Now it only seems to burn and blind me Straight to the core of my being Why is it that it hurts so Why does the light I once knew All to well and was comforting to me Burn and blind me so? Have I truly been denied and rejected Or is it trying to regain me to it? Why is it that within the shadows Im most comfortable of all now? Things have gotten out of hand All are going to know it soon enough But only the time and fight will be the end And tell us the true beginning and end of all things

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Suspended In Dusk
Slumbering, like being suspended in dusk You dream in sensuality Awake to senses, despite Your unknowing behavior. My gruesome delight! I can see you inside & taste of your lust Come to me now, you simply must. Tonight we dine, among necro-life Drink of me, receive, and be mine Ignore the symphonies of your company For they can not please you, such... bourgeoisie. Fondled in white, blowing so light My heart, cold as blackest night Flutters near her beauty in sight We ache eternal for thee and beating life. Alas, she comes succumbed by me Her warmth approaching, but can we be? I’ve longed for this, since life dismissed Waiting through ages, for our first kiss Leaning in to caress your flesh A fingernail upon sullen cheek Sunken in seconds, the skin recedes Unbearable to think I bring her disease I fall to my knees, and while at her feet A promise my release.

Every Woman....
Every Woman.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

With You.....
With You, I've found someone who accepts me as I am,yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With You, I've found something that allows to be strong,yet gives me comfort and support whenever I need it... With You, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure,yet free enough to grow and develop on my own... With You, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- The beautiful and very real meaning of love!!

Update 12/28/2007
hello all I went to the Dr today and the counts came up again which is a good thing it came up 26 thousands more which is up to 86 thousands but the total that has came up is so far is 77 thousands it has came up they are hoping that in a couple more weeks that we can start taking me off the med's but I'm not holding my breathe I feel like the Michelin tire guy( the big white guy) or the marshmallow guy from ghostbuster I have gain a total 13 lbs in 4 weeks and I found out it all fluid and will hope goes away once I'm off the med's but the next appointment is 01/07/2008 and there keeping and eye on the sugar to because it could get high sugar with this but cross your fingers this doesn't this has been a real wake -up call for me and I'm doing the best I can with it I get really snappy at the kids and everyone but this will go away thank you !!!! I don't know how much more I can take but I will write again and let you know what comes from the next appointment happy new years all be sa

Realize
1. I've come to realize that, my ex: Consumed too much of my life and its time to let it go 2. I've come to realize that, I talk : shit to make my self feel better 3. I've come to realize that, I love : someone that will never love me back 4. I've come to realize that, I have: the most amazing friends 5. I've come to realize that, I've lost: faith in myself 6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when: i dont speak up about the things bothering me 7. I've come to realize that, marriage: is no where in sight 8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking : I shouldn't have let her go 9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: the girlfriend that nobody wants 10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on: someone that doesn't even know i exist 11. I've come to realize that, the last time I truly cried was: not so long ago 12. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is: is turned off for the first time in years 13. I've

Rant - Nsfw
Ok, so today was the day, decided its time. If you can't handle profanity and general mean attitude turn away now. First off. Fucking Drive YOUR GOD DAMN CAR. Don't eat your fucking salad cause you weight 800 pounds and need to lose weight, Drive. I mean we all know that a salad is healthy, bur for some reason the idea that you can do that and drive does not compute. Lets face it to eat a salad you have to 1 hold the plate, and 2 hold the god damned fork. This does not leave you a fucking hand to hold the damn steering wheel. Second part of driving is GET OFF YOUR FUCKING PHONE. No seriously. We all have them. But driving up 95 in bumper to bumper when you are texting is not a good idea. Seriously, drive. Driving in and of itself is not hard. But when you complicate it by doing other miscelaneous things you are just making it hard for the rest of us to get where the fuck we want to go. So DRIVE don't text, don't eat your fucking salad, just drive. Rant 2 for the day

What Do You Want???
Here it is the wish list. All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. []Hug []Kiss on cheek []Kiss on lips []Hold hands []Cuddle []Make out []Boom in my bedroom []Sit on your lap []Go on a date with you []Just be friends []Be more than friends []Love me []Like me []Get to know me more []be with me []just hangout with me []fuck me []rape me []Love me for ever till the day you die how old do i look? [] pre-teen 11-12 [] early teens 13-15 [] mid-teens 16-17 [] late teens 18-19 [] early twenties 20-23 [] mid twenties 24-26 [] late twenties 27-29 [] early thirties 30-33 [] mid thirties 34-36 [] late thirties 37-39 how good do i look from 1-10 (1- ugly/10- hott) [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 do i have pretty eyes? [] yes [] no would you be sad if i moved? [] yes [] no would you come visit me? [] yes [] no am i: [] okay [] hott [] sexy []

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!!

I Just Don't Get It
You know there is something I just don’t get. Every time my girlfriends break up with me, it’s usually for some but ugly guy! My first wife ended up with a guy 20 years older than her, and ugly. My second wife I think was the worse, he was a friend of mine, his teeth are all black with rot, and he doesn’t bath! WTF! Don’t know how she can stand the smell. My most recent broken heart left me for a skin, nasty looking married man, who walks around like he’s had one to many dicks stuck up his ass! And people wonder why I think I am just the ugliness person on the planet! Hell if this is what they want and they think that they are better looking and what not, than me, what does that say about me? Am I really just that ugly? I sometimes wonder, and because of things of that nature I don’t think very highly of myself, even though I get told that I am a very sexy and handsome man. I know that sometimes I am a hand full. I mouth off a little too much, but what I say is the truth. I don’t h

Come Buy Me 2night @ The Playpen
Yes 2night is that night where myself and most of the playpens staff are there for grabs. Please pop along and support us even if your not buying. Please also read this http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3992739651 to see what each of us are offering if you buy us. Put your money where your dicks are boys and come and get it :P

Love.love.love
Love. Love. Love - My family. friends. making new friend. being faithful. spring, summer. the colors: pink, red, cream, blue, green, purple, black, orange, silver. sleeping in. late nights talking on the phone. sweet dreams. cute men with nice butts. shopping at Walmart. Taco John's chicken & potatoe ole burritos, nacho cheese & mild sauce for potatoe oles, super nacho platter. cream soda, dr. pepper, dr. slice, mr pibs, sprite. the smell of fresh clover, cut grass, roses, lillies of the valley. playing pool. my yahoo rare. myspace. pillow book. chocolate pudding, pistachio pudding, strawberry yogurt, chocolate fountains, strawberries dipped in chocolate banana splits, twists, mint chip, banana slpit ice cream. strawberry zinphindale wine, drunk dialing. unlimited long distance. prank calls. being quiet on 3 way calls hehe shhh. inside jokes. the fact that some friends mistake my mom & me on the phone through our voices. most reality tv shows, dr. phil, oprah, the cw, channel surfing.

Hate.hate.hate
Hate.Hate.Hate - Onions. the smell of sammon soup, guys farts, manure. horror movies. scary shows. being scared. pepsi. coke. nightmares. pricks. asswholes. being used. whores that have already shit on a guy twice breaking his heart. whores who steal ur guy. a guy who is keeping things from me & not being completely honest about shit that I ask him about. when a guy is defending a whore cus he thinks she's his "friend". when a guy is hiding his true feelings. when a guy falls out of love with you. guys who lie to themselves about things. when a BOY is claiming to be a Man but is NO where near close to being that dam mature & later admits that. disloyalty. liars. cheaters. people bad mouthing you beind your back. sneaky bastards that just couldn't let that one incident go. being talked down to. heartbreak. heartache. the song lips of a angel. prejudice. racism. wanting to but not being over certain issues. controlling mothers. beer - makes me wanna puke. needles. being ignored. sex tha

The Gift
The spark of passion: chemistry The simmering of blood and heart The speed of passion: furious Almost over before it begins The length of passion: timeless Its memory will always live The art of passion: timing Knowing when to accept, to give

Browning
Love in a Life by Robert Browning I Room after room, I hunt the house through We inhabit together. Heart, fear nothing, for, heart, thou shalt find her, Next time, herself! -not the trouble behind her Left in the curtain, the couch's perfume! As she brushed it, the cornice-wreath blossomed anew, - Yon looking-glass gleamed at the wave of her feather. II Yet the day wears, And door succeeds door; I try the fresh fortune - Range the wide house from the wing to the centre. Still the same chance! she goes out as I enter. Spend my whole day in the quest, -who cares? But 'tis twilight, you see, -with such suites to explore, Such closets to search, such alcoves to importune

Why Me
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

Auction
Good eve all my family, friends and fans out there. I have decided to do something a little different this time. Contests are not my thing and haven't been for a very long time. I decided I'm gonna shake it up abit.... Now here's what I been thinking for the first time in cherrytap history Lord Lestat and Kyttiekat together is gonna hold an auction and yes you heard me right an auction...Now you may ask what do I mean an auction? Well let me explain it to you a bit.....I am Looking for 25 men and women for people to bid on. Bidding on them means in the end whatever then bid on you with they will pay to own you on fubar. Sounds Insane huh? This is the great part about it though. Its gonna be lots of fun and I just know there will be tons of bidding done on it. Who do you want to own for a month or 3 months even maybe longer according to what you bid...who's the best bidder out there...Do you have the guts to find out. Well if so this is the auction for you... Here's the deal the A

Poetry
Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley

An Update-part 7
Hello, It is drawing on the end of 2007 and almost 2008. I'm proud the report that I still have not been in the hospital. I'd also like to say that if I'm still healthy that will make for a complete year that have been healthy do keep up those prayers for me. Thanks

A Moment
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Passion To Me
Passion is deliberate, but passion is sure passion is cure and reverses all falls Passion is you meek, and willing to walk passion is me battling through steel or rattan Passion is me in your future and dreams, passion is you in my waiting and running Passion is knowing that time is not ours, passion is knowing that our bodies must fall. ...controlled and yet uncontrollable passion soon withdraws to submission...

2007
2007 - it appears your fate was to suck the life out of me. while, there were some good times & i'll get to those, this year can go back to hell in the hand basket it appeared in. i began the year with hopeful thoughts, content in my bed staring up at the ceiling seeing the millions of what was to be zooming by. shortly into the year random stupid shit started happening, what had stirred up some evidence that there was still life form in my heart was squashed, and i began to rethink those hopeful thoughts. then st patty's day came. i think back now and can laugh. but i saw our funerals flash through my head. i saw our parents shaking their head in disappointment. i saw it all. i will never forget walking in, collapsing on the dining room floor, and kissing it. that was quite a lesson learned though. not really worth it, eh? time spent was fun, but in the end, when it comes down to it .. not so much. then the doctors and myself put me into a coma. waking up in an a

The Old And New Year
The Old and New Year 2007 Well here we are in the finale days of of one of the worst years I have seen in my life. From this Goof Ball thinking we might beleive he isn't gay. PostSmile! As if our government isn't screwed up enough, too PostSmile! Britney Spears running around without her panties, well ok that wasn't that bad. Then you have another Clinton running for President. PostSmile! With gas prices at an all time high people have to come up with new modes of transportation. PostSmile! Fashon has even gone to an all time low. PostSmile! The are teaching sex in or schools. PostSmile! Mediacom says they have improved the speed of your internet conection and charge you twice as much. PostSmile! While I was putting this worthless reflection of the year together the Assholes at the oil company's raised the price again. PostSmile! Hell even the movies this year sucked. PostSmile! I bough

Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

A Little Bit Of Love Is All It Takes
SQUIRT NEEDS YOUR HELP ON HER QUEST TO IMPROVE HER STATS!!! EVERYONE START YOUR PARTY RATE ENGINES!! HELP THIS WONDERFUL FU WITH RATES, FANS, AND ADD'S. TYVM IN ADVANCE FROM SASSY LAURIE! COME ON AND SHAKE YOUR RATE-FAN BOOTY WITH US! *SQUIRT* *PLEASE SHOW ME LOVE*@ fubar THIS PIMPTASTIC BLOG HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS SASSY LAURIE. SHOW HER SOME RATE-FAN LOVE, TOO! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~

Mazdaspeed Demio Concept
Tokyo Auto Salon '08: Mazdaspeed Demio Concept11:29 12/28/2007, Alex Nunez, 2008 tokyo auto salon, 2008tokyoautosalon, mazda, mazda2 mps, mazda2mps, mazdaspeed, mazdaspeed demio, mazdaspeed2, mazdaspeeddemio, tokyo auto salon, tokyo auto salon 2008, tokyoautosalon, tokyoautosalon2008, Autoblog Filed under: Concept Cars, Economy, Japan, Hatchbacks, Mazda, Tokyo Auto Salon click above for more images of the Mazdaspeed Demio Concept Here's another one that we're very curious to read more about when Mazda gets around to issuing its sweeping Tokyo Auto Salon release. The car shown, of course, is the Demio, a.k.a. Mazda2, a.k.a one of the cool non-US market cars we'd love to see in our local showrooms. In this case, it's a fully-dressed Mazdaspeed Demio concept. In addition to the full aero package (new bumpers, spoilers, skirts, inserts, etc.), it boasts Mazdaspeed wheels, brakes, and likely some suspension upgrades. Whether there are any changes under the hood is not currently kno

Falling Angel
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven. a good freind wrote this for me and i love it ty very much hun

Hey Baby, We Must Be Quiet
Alone in the park You sit on the bench Nervousness surrounds you as I kneel in front of you Afraid to get cought But you sit, obediant to my words I spread your feet apart about two feet And then i spread your knees I place my hands on the outsides of your shins and slide your skirt up You look at me You look around Still nervous, you bite on your lip and look at me again I quickly move up and grab the back of your neck I pull you to me and taste you I taste your lips I force open your lips with mine and taste your mouth I taste the blood from bit lip My hands starting at shoulders move down to your breasts I push up under them, thus pushing my body down so my face is there I reach in and pull a breast outside the blouse, I take a quick taste of your nipple and move further down Your head fallas back as I move to your stomach I move down more. Shaved and bare, just as I instructed My four fingers together I push against it Rubbing against the sw

Beautiful Tragedy
Girl, you’re stealing my breath away every second you’re in view. Like a thief, you pick pocketed my heart, and stole away into the depths of my thoughts. I can see that thief in you, though you may not realize what you’ve done or who you are. I see that deviousness in your eyes, I feel the suspense created by a passing glance, by a gentle touch from your hands, by brushing my hands against your soft skin. I’m wishing that I could hold you in my arms once and feel the warmth emanating from your soul, I’m dreaming that I would press my lips to yours and feel that life is now complete, I’m hoping that, one day, you’ll be mine until you steal my last breath away from me. But I’ve been chosen to play the hero of this tragedy, and dreaming of you is such sweet sorrow. Every thought, every daydream, every fantasy, every feeling I have for you, is all just a fragile dream hanging by a feeble thread of undying hope, an inclination to believe you’re still the one, that

2007 Writing Stats
For 2007 only. Submissions: 116 Rejects: 90 Stories Written: 10 (plus several started in 2006 or to be completed in 2008) Words Written: 112,692 Publications: 2 Acceptances: 5 This is what it takes folks... 5.2% of my submissions are successful, and this is a GOOD rating.

The Hardest Day Of My Life
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

That Someone Special
i can't believe i found someone I care about this much someone who means the world to me. someone I want to be with this bad. I miss you when you are away and busy. i want to hold you when you hurt. you know who you are. I truly love you and would give anything to be with you now

Finally Friday
Well its been a good day so far. David has been so happy that he can get on xbox live with his friends, and I have gotten a lot of work done lol. Working from home has advantages, but trying to work in the same room as a pouting 12 year old that needs entertained is not one lol. I got nothing done all week. It's been hard concentrating with the yelling, but its happy yelling and lots of laughing. And that makes me happy. One of my friends (not from fubar) lectured me a bit today. She asked what I got for Christmas, which honestly I did not get anything. But that is ok. I told my family to spend the money on David to get him the xbox 360 he has been patiently waiting for and to skip buying me anything. Seeing him happy is what brings me the most joy. So my present for Christmas was seeing him happy .. and spending time with my family. I'm not one for worrying about what I have as far as possessions. So even if it is spoiling him in a way, I would rather see his smiles th

I Got Hit By A Car This Morning
i was walking to work and crossing the little side street just past kwik shop on blairsferry and center point road a guy came to the stop sign and stop then while i was right in front of the car he started going hit me and keep going thats when i rolled up on his hood and rolled off i cuaght myself with my hands on his hood he finally stopped then he cracked his door open and said i didnt see you youre wearing all black when the only black i had on was my coat and my gloves i was wearing blue jeans and had a BRIGHT blue back pack on but he hadnt scrapped any of his windows and his windshield was covered with ice and i was right under a street light when it happened so i yelled at him if you cleaned your fucking windows off you would have seen then he peeled off and turned north on center point rd so i hobbled back to kwik shop and called 911 they sent hiawatha pd out nad took me to the hosp in an ambulance i only got the last 3 of his lisc plate for sure gave that a

Bigfoot In The News
Man recounts his meeting with Bigfoot By GARY CORSAIR, DAILY SUN In the early-morning blackness, partially bathed in a Hollywood-weird glow of incandescent light and rolling fog, Dan Jackson slowly uncoiled from a half-hour crouch in his hiding place behind a garbage Dumpster. What he saw — the very thing he had spent 20 years looking for — was so terrifying, Jackson would see it in his broken sleep for months. A dark, hairy head. Glistening black eyes. A mouth full of bared teeth clenched in rage. “He was huffing like a damn freight train,” recalled Jackson, a venomous-snake expert from Lithia, who claims he came face to face with a fearsome creature he once didn’t believe existed. “In November 1983, if you had asked me whether I believed in Bigfoot or Sasquatch, I would have said, ‘You mean that thing Hollywood made movies about? Are you crazy? No, of course not,’” says Jackson, an experienced outdoorsman who trapped alligators before he began extrac

Omfg I Hate Hospitals!
K well today, i had to go get a ultra sound. I have been having sharp pains in my belly and had to get me gull bladder checked out. So i go into the room and this old man walks in, and tells me to get changed in those one sided dress thingies. So i get changed, and lay down on the table thingy, he turned off the lights and lifted the dress. He was supposed to check my lower right belly, hmm well he decided to check the whole damn thing! he said breath in deep, i do and he crams the thing in my gut. all i have to say is OW! Im black n blue =( Then he said "oh i need a closer look" and crams the damn thing INBETWEEN MY RIB AND TURNS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg i almost flew off that table. then he got a weird look on his face looking at the screen and said "oh you n eed to wait for the results" its like WHAT THE HELLLLLL!!! then he dicides to do my "upper belly" and flops the dress thing up so my boobs came out" and just kinda stopped and talked to me for a second its like ok perv! I know i di

Real Life Crushes Part Deux
what to do... I mean, really ,if you read my previous crush blog you can see that I am either a complete nutjob or I really really care for this guy(not a nutjob BTW) Anyhoo, I have an opportunity to go hang out with him tomorrow, and I may take this opportunity to "push" this friendship into the right direction...he's not happy where he's at, neither am I, and he keeps tiptoeing around pointing our friendship in a much closer direction. We'll see, hanging out with him no matter what, I'll probably chicken out of pushing us in the right direction tho :(

New Top 8 Friends List!
Hey yall if you want to make my top 8 hit me up. Every month there will be a new top 8 so if you want to make the cut hit me up! Taking names for my Top 8 for the month of Jan. 2008. First 8 names get a slot for the month! Peace Roy

To The Dearest Gal, Who Has My Heart
Words could never hold or contain the happiness and joy felt from hearing your voice. Nor could the feeling be totally expressed, at finding someone who is the end of my long journey of searching. To know the peace and contentment in knowing, this lady is something I have searched for. And know that the person is there and where they are at. The face is no more blank, the heart is no more longing for what is not known. The dreams have all become real, and the emotions made known. In every heart we all search for what our heart desires, and when you have found such, then you are doubly blessed. all those nights in bed with a tear escaping the eye, wanting and desiring love that you know not from who, but just wanting and desiring to be love once before your journey ends. Once that is found then those nights were made worthwhile. Once that one is found then the half is no more but now is made whole and at peace. Joy, elation, happiness, love, and comfort is there and so much

Gift From Above
My life had no meaning, my path had no direction, my mind never had clarity, thoughts never made sense, ideas never formed, all hope was lost. I was left in the dark hole of my bottomless mind to feel nothing, falling but never closer to the bottom, numb to the outside world, and I trudged through the lifeless gloom, blind to everything that came at me. On a perilous journey with no end, alone, depressed, I drowned in sorrow, begging for the answers to the endless questions called life. But my mind, my thoughts, my quandaries melted away when I saw your eyes for the first time, and suddenly there was a bottom to where I was falling, something I’d heard people define as ‘love.’ I felt your impact immediately, a dizziness sweeping over me like mist, a shortness of breath, heart beating faster and faster. I didn’t know what your name was who you were, or where you came from, but I felt like none of that mattered as long as I could be near you for a little while

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing Baby
This Song is decicated to the man in my life that I love with all my heart ... I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping Far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest d

How Much Longer Can We Afford A Democrat Senate Majority?
The costs of the Democrat Congress are clear and mounting: $300,000 earmark for the San Francisco Exploratorium museum in the Labor-HHS-Ed appropriations bill proposed by House Speaker Nancy Pelosi $1 million earmark for the Woodstock Museum proposed by Senators Hillary Clinton and Chuck Schumer $2 million earmark for the Charles B. Rangel Center for Public Service, the Rangel Conference Center and the Charles Rangel Library in New York City proposed by Congressman Charlie Rangel $3 billion in border security funding stripped from the defense spending bill by Democrats $23 billion in additional spending proposed by Democrats over the President's budget request $313 billion in additional spending proposed by Democrats over 10 years $1.3 trillion in additional taxes proposed by Democrats in the "Mother Of All Tax Hikes" How much longer can we afford a Democrat Senate majority? What would happen if there was a Democrat President?

A Story
i could tell, when He walked in the door, that His day had been a rough one. He looked tired, and His face was stern....and today of all days, the kitchen was a mess, and dinner was not yet complete. He walked up slowly to me "hello slut", He said quietly as He kissed me on the forhead. "Sir, Your early...dinner is almost ready, will be on the table within 15 minutes" i answered quietly. i could tell by the look on His face, He was not happy, that dinner was not complete, and on the table for Him. "That's fine precious, take your time, please. No need to rush on My account", He stated with a sarcastic tone, and a snarl. "yes Sir, i am so sorry Sir", i stated, looking down towards the floor, i was so ashamed, i knew Master had to have His dinner on the table and the kitchen straightened up by the time He walked in the door. He was early today, but that was no excuse. i looked down at my clothes..."oh god precious" i thought "you are a sight". Well, He has already seen what i look l

I Want To Forget
I want to forget where this started, where this long journey to nowhere found its beginning. I want to forget how you made me crazy, how I fell in love with you. I want to forget every time you took my breath away, how you were the most beautiful person I’d ever met, every time I lost myself in you. I want to forget every memory I never made with you, every moment to remember that never happened, everything I saw in us that never blossomed. I want to forget every passionate thought, every time I wanted to kiss you, to hold you, to feel your warmth against me, to hear your heart beating. I want to forget how I wanted to see the fire burning in your eyes, how I wanted you to love me, how I wanted you to be with me forever. I want to forget that I love you. I just can’t.

Fearing
Fear the light Fear the dark Fear the shadows Fear the night Fear can kill you If you let it control you For fear is nothing but a destruction Of ones self and ones soul Let it into your Heart And let it control you And you will never know anything But the fear you let control you Yet if you take control now And learn to master over it Then you shall live your life Without the constant knowing of Fear For Fear is naught If you do not fear it But to fear your fear Is to give it control And let it destroy you

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76% Hedonism |||||| 30% Materialism |||| 16% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Into Her Beautiful Eyes
The first time I saw her, I didn’t know myself. I didn’t know what I was doing, where I was going, how I was living my life. But the first time I saw her, everything I had been through, everything that had happened suddenly never mattered. I knew this would be different, just after the first time I found myself Falling, Falling into her beautiful eyes. And the chains fell away from my broken heart, a new passion leaking through the cracks between the jagged pieces so hastily placed back together. A heart that failed to mend, not ready for another passion, not one so explosive, yet it happened despite my best interests, in the wake of a failed pursuit and the resulting loneliness, and I drowned in the scent of her perfume and the floods of feelings that washed over me as I was Falling, Falling into her beautiful eyes. She captivated me with everything she was, and like a prize fighter, I was in for all ten rounds; knocked backwards repeatedly by her s

Another New One
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

Fun Lil Game
Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. No exceptions!

Womans Revenge
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited he gets. She tries to talk him into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First, put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue . salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys . smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks ... this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it .... In one second the sharp lime taste hits ... At two seconds the Baileys curdles . At three seconds the salty

If I Could
If I could make you love me, I would give you anything. I would write the most beautiful lines speaking of the most beautiful girl I have ever known, I would write you thousands of books and give them all to you if it would make you love me. I would find a diamond mine and give you every diamond in it I would shower you in gifts from all around the world, or better yet, I would buy you the world and gift wrap it in ribbons if it would make you love me. I would write your name in the sky with the clouds, I would bottle every star in the midnight sky and put them in your eyes while you’re sleeping, if it would make you love me. I would pour all these feelings into a jar and set it on your bedside table, I would show you that you mean everything to me, if it would make you love me. I would kiss you a thousand times, I would whisper in your ear how beautiful you are, I would hold you close and listen you your heart beat I would make the electricity fly betwee

It's Back !!!
I had an mri done yesterday for severe back pain. Found out this morning that the cancer's back and growing in my spine. Wednesday I meet with my oncologist to see what were going to do this time. Another bite out of the big shit sandwich of life!!!!! I do plan on once again kicking ass !! Thank you all for your prayers and support.

Friendship Or Point Scroring?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

Moment Of Your Time.
I know that most people won't read this, and I understand that. But I was just wondering if you all could swing by my page and fan me if you haven't. I would gladly appreciate it. Thank you for taking time to read this. It means a lot to me.

Nightshade (belladonna)
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

Last Weekend Of 2007
Happy Friday. The last Friday of 2007. At one point or another the majority of people will take time looking back over the year and make plans and resolutions for 2008. My resolutions? I do not do any. Why set up for a failure? I adjust as I go along anyway. My resolution is to spread anti-resolution. Had an interesting comment from a blog the other day. "I should be collared and finger-gaged." I thought that was amusing myself. I was surprised people actually read this part. But, as the title shows it is "101 useless Ideas for Every Day Life." You cannot say you were not warned. I am very please with the new multi function printer I got yesterday. For anyone shopping for one I got the HP c5280. Trust me it rocks. Has its one 1.5" monitor screen, on board memory so you don't need the computer on, it has slots for every kind memory card, has a cd label set up to print on cd's, a built in 4x6 picture tray to print pictures, and a sleek shiny design that tops

If We Had Sex....
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex".......se

Happily Dead
im tired of all the bullshit and lies all the times that ive tried to show you how much i care but you brush it off and dont dare to acknolwedge my existance is to die by the sword the cold, steel you feel is for the lies and and the word that you made me believe was the honest truth that i couldnt see it was only a tattered noose to wrap around my heart choke the warmth from this lifeless entity stand over my spirit as i drift to peace and serenity i no longer have to deal with your waste of a life and a space just floating by time in a better mood and a better place so do your thing lie to them im happy knowing youll never touch me again

Fear
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace

I'm Not A Virgin Anymore!
I'M NOT A VIRGIN ANY MORE!!!! I GOT MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR LAST NIGHT AND MAN WAS IT A BLAST! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO STOPPED BY AND SHOWED SOME LOVE! IF YOU STOPPED BY AND I DIDN'T GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO FAN AND RATE YOU, I APOLOGIZE. STOP BACK OVER AND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND I'LL BE SURE TO DO IT! THANKS TO STEPHANIE LYNN FOR PURCHASING THE HAPPY HOUR! WITH OUT HER, IT WOULD BE NOTHING! GO ON AND SHOW HER SOME CRAZY LOVE TOO! Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MUCH LOVE TO ALL & THANKS AGAIN! MUAHS! XXXXXXX Leggs*StilettoGirls*CoMngrFusistas/brothas*CorporalPunishmentOfSarge'sBadGirls*Sisterhood@ fubar

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Friday (a Year In Review)
YaY it's So keeping with the theme of the season ... I thought I'd do a year in review! Lost Cherry, umm err ... I mean Cherry Tap -oops- FUBAR! Went threw SO many that I couldn't keep up! You know when I joined, there wasn't any of the following: Blogs Mumms Gifts Fubucks Shoutbox 11's Spotlight makes you wonder what people did in those times, huh? I'm sure I missed some other 'new' things too So what's your favorite thing here, anyway? (knowing half my mummers friends answers already!) Back to my review, As I almost got to saying: Too many things to list about the 'FU' So I'll go with a short review of my 'so-called' life I found my beloved BUCKEYES were good! But only Good enough for SECOND place in not only Football -but- basketball too! As was my Cleveland Cav's (second) So Ohio sports had a solid hold on number two ... ummm I found you CAN find love on the net! I found grandparenting wasn't for just the old

Pain (old Writen In 1989
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

If You Had Me...
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

A Thank You To All My Brothers And Sisters Fighting The War On Terror
This was sent to me by friends on my Military list, and it's just a simple 'Thank You' so take the time, and read it, and watch the video, it's truly amazing. http://www.iwo.com/heroes.htm Thank you to all my fighting brothers and sisters in the war on terror, we support you! De Oppresso Liber Doc

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

Halloween Warning
A couple were invited to a swanky family masked fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice 'chick' he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to

Never Enough
Hello baby, how was your week? times getting longer, my hearts getting weak. Has anything happened, do you have time to write? I miss you so much, i'm get lonely at night. I wish you were here, the time went so fast. There was never enough, I wished it would last. I remember your smile, like i saw it yesterday. The way it brightned me up, on a dark and grey day. This paper is wet, I'm so sorry its smeared. I couldnt help it, no holding back tears. 3 years you'll be back, time we'll regain. what was never enough, is how i worked through the pain

Is It Really Possible?
We live in a crazy world. There are a lot of crazy people. And then are not so crazy people that simply have different views, morals, priorities, interests or lifestyles than you do. In all of this mess, men and women search for love. We look for treasure amid trash. The Holy Grail: one person that we can love who will love us, that we can respect, and that will treat us with respect. We look for a loving caring partner to have a fulfilling and long-lasting relationship. But where do we find people? We find them at our jobs, we find them in our churches, we find them in bars, we may even find them at a gas station or grocery store. Some have used personals adds or dating services. And they say you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince or princess. And then, you meet people, and they put their best foot forward... try to be likable... This gives you a false picture of who they are. Eventually, they get tired of standing on their “best foot” and you start to see h

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

What Do You Say?
We know that nothing is resolved without communication. No questions get answered, no understanding exchanged. But . . . What do you say when you don't know what to say? What do you say when yout thoughts are too jumbled for you to understand them let alone express them coherantly to someone else? I think that maybe it is not as important what you say at these times, as it is that you do say something; that you keep the communication line open. Maybe what you need to say is that you are confused or that you don't know what to say. This keeps the connection real and alive, and perhaps you will hear something that will help to lessen the confusion, or have a question asked that helps you to focus your thoughts. But . . . What do you say to a person who tell you they are confused, or that they don't know what to say, or "what do you want to talk about" as if there is nothing, or simply doesn't respond? If there is no communication at all, of coruse there is nothing yo

No Guts, No Glory
It has been said many ways: No guts, no glory. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Life is full of chances and opportunities. But to take a chance .. to reach for an opportunity ... there is risk involved. Some people like to play it safe. They don't want to take a risk. They have been hurt before and are afraid of being hurt again. That is totally understandable. I have taken many risks in my life, and I have been hurt. The question one has to ask themselves is, "is the risk worth the reward?" I have always answered this question, "yes!" Because I know that the reward is the best thing I would ever dream of, and I have said that I will go through anything to get that. And if I quit, then all that I have gone through in the past would be for nothing. But sometimes ... I waver in this. My courage begins to falter. Sometimes I think, "Not again. I don't want to do this anymore. It's too much." Then I try to take a deep breath,

A Glimpse At Menopause.
Holy Hell my head is about to start spinning!!!!!!!!! First it's boiling hot in this office, then they opened 3 windows so we were freezing. they shut the windows and guess what? it's hot again! i finally women who go thru menopause now.

Ideal Relationship - Ideal Partner (for Me)
My long term goal is to have a balanced relationship that is truly a team (in the fullest sense of the word) that in turn contributes to all other areas of life. “Team” as indicated above means both members taking full responsibility for themselves and each other, flowing power to each other. A well-oiled machine, whether operating in tandem or individually, covering each other’s back, the strengths of one compensating for the weaknesses of the other. Yin and yang. A constructive and fulfilling relationship with the ideal partner would be one in which both people are supportive of each other. This applies to group goals as well as individual goals and activities. I developed this list after evaluating past relationships and looked at what things were lacking for me. It is pretty certain that if things were lacking for me in the other person, then I also lacked things that they needed or wanted. We are who we are. Some puzzle peices fit and some do not. The list below are p

My Original "about Me"
I stand defiantly in the tempest, I laugh and dare it to do it's worst. When it strikes me down I simply rise again. And I will continue to do so until the storm blows itself out and I am left with blues skies and singing birds. I need someone that can stand at my side through it all. Someone who knows that they can be battered by life, but never broken... that pain and hardship passes if you push through it... and who would never succumb to the temptation to surrender. I need someone that can run with me, dance through life with me. And someone that can kick pain in the teeth and say to it "I am not yours!" Can you do that? Can you fling caution to the wind and step forward with zest and enthusiasm? Life is here to be LIVED, the game of life is here to be PLAYED. Are you ready for it? And can you have fun while doing it? I am sure you have an idea of the "perfect guy for you.” I am not what you were thinking of. That does not mean, however, that I would not turn out to be the

Nightlife And Parties
Hell of a Party at 5555 McCracKen Rd. HELL OF A PARTY GOING ON IN HERNANDO, MS - JUST SOUTH OF MEMPHIS HEY, all of you out there that didn't see my last blog about this today's your last chance. There's a party at my house at starting at 7-8pm. come if you want to have the time of your life, plenty of parking space, and standing room, some alcohol may be provided but for the most part b.y.o.b. bring tents if you don't want to drive home. Lots of loud music, over 7hrs of mixed Cd's made especially for this party, plus an MP3 player will be hooked up just in case someone has a request. Bonfire, and campfire will be going. A bathroom will be provided for those who need it. It's outside the city limits and pretty far from most neighbors so not much worry about cops. Anybody in the north Mississippi area or Memphis area YOU ARE INVITED! There will be atleast 2 bouncers on site. Also a new development is that there maybe a local Memphis rock band showing up at the party. They wrot

The Kigs Of Fubar List Is Here To See
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

"if We Had Sex"
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Reposted For A Friend In Need.....
Don’t forget to fly Don’t forget to dance Don’t forget to cry Don’t forget to take a chance Don’t forget to smile Don’t forget breathe Don’t forget to walk the extra mile Don’t forget to spend time on your knees Don’t forget to sing Don’t forget to laugh Don’t forget the little things Don’t forget the past Don’t forget to love Don’t forget to believe Don’t forget your best is always enough Don’t forget Faith is all you need

Why So Much
People alwayz look at the cover Look how i dress look at his lover They see what they want Thats why im alwayz on a blunt Why do they do it so much Does it give them a rush Or do they just try 2 push Me into something i dont wanna be

Silly Lil Survey
In 2007... 1-Did you kiss anyone? yea 2-Did you date anyone? a couple people 3-Are you going to have someone to kiss when the ball drops? nope 4-Did you lose any friends? not this year 5-Did you gain any friends? a lot 6-Did you do something new? im sure i did, just couldn't tell you what. 7-Did anyone important to you die? yeah 8-Did you change? i'm sure. lots has happened. 9-Are you happy with the year over all? it had its good parts and its really bad parts 10-What's the best thing that happened to you? i can think of a couple things but one stands out 11-Did you fall in or out of love? neither yet 12-Are you happy the years almost over? yea 14-Do you think 2008 will be a better year then 2007? it damn well better be 16-How many things did you screw up in 2007? i screwed up school, then fixed it...other than that, nothing was really my fault 17-Did you go to an amusement park? nope 18-Did you go to a concert? yea

My Selfish Views On Christmas
Okay, this is going to sound totally selfish, but I feel like venting some, so don't read it if you don't want to hear it. This Christmas was quite possibly the worst Christmas ever. And this includes a Christmas when my ex wife let me know she didn't want to be married to me anymore, so I have some history here lol. It all started in August, when my mom and wife decided we needed a stand up freezer. We had a chest, but the thought was with a standup, we could get meat in volume, so it was cheaper. So my mom bought us the freezer. Since then, I've bought a side of pork, a quarter beef, and 40 lbs of chicken breasts. So so far my Christmas gift has cost me approx $400. I know what you're thinking, I'm saving money, but I might also add that I rarely eat pork, and with our working hours, we cook maybe twice a week, and usually its chicken. And I can easily fit 40 pounds of chicken in my chest freezer. Despite all this, I asked everyone close to me what they wanted in

Freaky?
freaky is as freaky does we can do it on the bus in a car or on a train in the midst of pouring rain or even on an aeroplane with parachutes as we descend cumming over and over again in the wild between the sheets on my hands and on my knees upside down or downside up gagged and bound I'll be your slut scream my name say it proud fuck the neighbors i like it loud bring the camera lets take pictures of our freaky exhibitions a friend to video our sexcapades or broadcast it live we've got all day play with my toys I know how to share be rough if you wanna kiss me newhere sqeeze my throat cum on my face spank me and spoil me it's your love I crave with lotions and lubes all greased up and spunky tease me and bite my little shaved monkey make me yell make me squirm crave to climb the walls with you covered in soot or squeaky clean when your angry come on get mean!~ on the sofa on the stairs in costumes, wigs, masks.. i don't care comma

So How Was Everyones Xmas?
i hope it was better than mine. didnt really have a christmas this year. went to my moms and was invisible, watched as everyone opened gifts while i sat there with nothing, came home and didnt really have any christmas love on here or anywhere so it sucked so fucking hard the one thing i did want i couldnt get because i dont have a card is this.... http://www.vampfangs.com/Lucius-Veneers-p/lucius.htm but since i lost my job 4 days before xmas i now have to worry about food,gas and all that other fun shit instead of how im gonna get that but still it wouldve made me smile if i couldve got them :( Anyway hope everyone had a good christmas and a even happier new year

Home From The Hospital
Hey everyone I got home from the hospital Saturday. The surgery went relatively well, just a few complications, that's why they had to keep me overnight. But yup, I'm home and walkin around with 4 incisions on my tummy...but I'm alive! LOL!!

Christmas At The Gas Station
Christmas at the Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew . made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bel

Happy Hour
Looking for all and anyone that can and will help!!! I am in a give away for a HAPPY HOUR!! Look to get some help in reaching my goal I need 40000 More comments on this picture. So please if you will Leave a few!!!!

Wish Me A Happy Birthday
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

Home Recovering....
It's been awhile since I have posted any up dates on my health, so for those who have been following my decline...here goes. I have been under the care of nurce Bennet, the kidney nurce at my VA clinic, several months agos she gave the class on "end stage kidney desiese", I learned alot! first was if you're attending the class you will need dialysis and second was that I might be able to do my own dialysis at home...ah, a glimmer of hope layed on the horizon! Within the five months that followed my body was sending me signs that I was going down hill but it would seem looking back on it now...I was in denial. One night about 5 weeks ago I could not sleep, I spent 2 days and 2 night fighting to catch my breath, breathing was very difficult. 3 weeks ago it was desided by nurce Bennt and my kidney doctor that I should go ahead and have a catheder put into my belly so I would be able to do "parateneal" dialysis at home but I have to be evaluated by the surgons at the Tampa VA. Th

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space!

Cutest Valentine Contest! (closed)
MY FIRST CONTEST!I see alot of my friends on here that want VIPS,Blasts & Fubucks so I figured I would hold a small contest. I can't buy for everyone or I would lol! Seeing as this is my first contest it isn't going to be that big. I will have the cutest valentine contest :) Here are the rules: 1. Must submit photo with something pertaining to Valentines Day i.e. wearing something red...a salute with hearts etc. 2. No DRAMA!!! If you create drama or your bombers create drama with any other contestant you will be removed. 3. Self bombing is encouraged and allowed...bombing families welcome! 4. Photo must be SFW :) 5. HAVE FUN!!! The contest will begin Jan. 4th @ 3PM Fu time (6PM eastern time) and end Jan. 12th @ 3PM Fu time (6PM eastern time) Prizes are as follows: 1st place recieves a 1 month VIP, a cutest valentine tag, a pimpout,and 10,000 fubucks! 2nd place recieves a 3 day blast, a pimpout, and 5,000 fubucks! 3rd place recieves 10,000 fubucks and a

1 Year And Counting
Ok so today is my 1 year anniversary on here. So I have decided to PIMP out my family becuase they are great and everybody should have them on their friends list. So go show them lots of love for me. THANKS!!!! Kimmy **Fu-owned by Philemon**@ fubar ♥МĨĹĶ~&~ĤŐŃ&Y♥@ fubar _(¯`·._Ãñg€£© W‡¢¢åñÐ€š‡®€§ & ß‡s€×µå£Ð®€åmš_.·´¯)_@ fubar ~♥Temptress♥~CLUB FAR~*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar *~Alice in Wonderland~* Owned by Witchie Woman@ fubar ♥ BlondeAquarius ♥Dorkorella♥@ fubar ** LJ **@ fubar Mysti-Poo(Please read About-Me)@ fubar Tiffy*Peachykeenjellyb'sFuWifey*Up In Smoke CoOwner@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~ OWNED BY ~SWEET THING~(DEVILS HUBBY)@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family

Helping Hand
have you asked for advice or help always been steered wrong. prob cause people don't understand the situation you may be in. everyone always has a different situation they may be in. its hard to try and comfort someone. a good friend there to listen comfort and always look out for you wiven any situation. not always good to do some things but ya dn't know what to do so some try to drink their life a way or try to harm them selves given their situation. not always easy. just having friends around you helps.

Being Politically Correct
BEING POLITICALLY CORRECT Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentucky, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as " HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN- AMERICANS. And furthermore ... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. ." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY- ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1.He does not have a " BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2.He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."

I Feel Like Shit Today And It Shows.
HERE ARE SOME POEMS READ THEM IF YOU WANT IF NOT THATS FINE I GUESS IM JUST WAISTING MY WITH ALL THIS NOW SO WHO CARES ANYMORE RIGHT.... Before, I felt love But I was left alone by the one I love Now, I am all alone I have no one who I can call my own I don't know what i'm feeling It seems that there is something missing I feel so incomplete and feeble I think my life is so miserable I don't know why I feel this way Maybe I just need someone to stay Who'll always be there right beside me Who'll always be there to comfort me I hope that I have someone to have and hold Someone i'll treasure more precious than gold Iwant to feel love and to be loved But how can it be, if i'm unloved... ******************************************************** My Wish How i wish i never knew you You just broke my heart into two How i wish i never believed you I never thought your love is not true How i wish i never loved you I made a mistake of falling for you Ho

Time For Love To Heal
I'm no guys toy at all. I want is to be happy in my life.I have been heart broken and hurt alot too. Every guy i have fallen in love with all they want was to have a sex toy.When i find true love it will be forever. I hate when guys use me as a toy to get a piece of ass.I'm no toy to no guy at all.I'm a women's girl toy only but i'm no boy toy at all.I have one good friend who has been there for me and shown me how to love myself before i love someone else.I have found the right guy, but i have not showed him my love to him. He knows i have been heart broken and hurt alot.He gives me time to heal my heart. I hate being hurt and heart broken. When the time comes I will show my love.

I Don't Know About Anything Anymore
I don’t know about anything anymore.... Current mood: depressed Life just sucks in general right now. I hate the holiday season. I hate change. Especially when there is nothing you can do about it. I was comfortable where I was at, now everything is being fucked up. Now I have a new job. Something I've never done before. I'm so fuckin scared about it, as well as excited. It's gonna be more hours, but at least I will get days off. I never get any days off with the job I'm finishing up. I'm sick of it. I'm so tired. I can never get anything done at my house. I never see my daughter. I miss my son. Why can't he be here? I don't feel right. Something is terribly wrong. I can feel that. I don't know what to do anymore, I thought I could do all this on my own, but I can't. I can't do it anymore. But in another way I have to. I have to prove myself. To everyone. I can't go back. I guess I need to make some decisions and make some sacrfices. I want to be everything to ev

How To Not Get Sick
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water,and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. Miss Beatrice", he said," I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied," Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and t

Awesome Peoples!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hook Em Up :)
Happy New Year... Let's all help a Lady out... Ronja is going for a 1 year vip.. needs 60,000 comments in 6 weeks... And this special guy is just plain awesome... He helps bomb and doesn't ask for anything in return... go show him some mad love SpinAgain*@ fubarTRIPLES with EMMA

Lounge Help
hey everyone ive been looking for people that know anything about lounges or wanted to help build or run one and no one has gotten back to me come on ppl i know there are some ppl out there that would like to help run and build a lounge please get back to me

Here's My Link 4 Giveaway (please Repost As Much As Possabile)
Hello ALL My Friends.....Please Help Me? well here the link to the contest! Contest/Giveaway Starts:: 12-30-2007 at 7:00pm Fubar Time Ends at 7:00pm Fubar time 1-13-2008 myspace comments AND Thank You Sooo Very Much For Your Help, Much Love Hippie

Aw!
i've got the biggest suprise ever for Luvy when I go home. I just looked online and saw her favorite band is coming around next year! She's been really sick lately and I'm sure it's gonna make her feel better! She'll get to meet Brock again...and take another picture. ♥

Msmaine'sfirst Pimpout Goes Tooooo!?!?
The first MSMAINE PIMPOUT goes to REBECCA. She helped me get my Happy Hour, and I mean she helped me!! Her and I busted butt day after day and got it finished last night. Thanks Rebeca for all your time and hard work. WE DID IT GIRL!! PLEASE show her sum MAD MAD LOVE!!!!! *ReBeCca*{NBSD Family}@ fubar

Rudeness
I have noticed so many mumms over BBW people. I do not know why.. I can see maybe once it coming up..but it has been constant. Just now I seen a rude mumm, that I do not very much appreciate. I am not a BBW.. but I am overweight. The rude comments can hurt. It just gos to show though.. that some grown ups have nothing better to do then insult each other. Damn, age of 43.. and they still do it. We are not kids anymore.. grow up idiots. Heres link to that mumm: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=274190#

Meant To Be
People come in and out of our lives everyday. Some stay for a bit while others just come and go. But do you think maybe it was meant to be? Everyone , in someways , teaches you something about the world , human nature , or yourself and some of these lessons can go unlearned if your not paying attention. Sometimes it could be something that could be life changing other times it could be that kick in the ass that you needed. No matter how small or large the interaction , it does have some impact. I have personally have had chance meetings with people either online or in person that has changed alot of how I see things. Some lessons where good , while others , painful but the lesson was learned. Sometimes , somethings are meant to be.

Ensign: Three French Hens
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 28 December 2007 Like most of us with a good singing voice (ok, in my case like those who PRETEND to have a good singing voice; we're the people who say making a joyful noise unto the Lord doesn't mean being on-key), Christmas is especially fun because of the variety of Christmas carols we get to sing and hear! My personal favorite is "The Twelve Days of Christmas" that builds up this increasing list of gifts. Today would be the third day of (re: "after") Christmas. The story goes that when "The Twelve Days of Christmas" was first sung in sixteenth century England, the partridge in a pear tree, the two turtledoves, etc. represented elements of Christianity -- the Son of God and the Old and New Testaments, respectively. Lately that

Venting..not Just For Air Circulation
So, what is Fubar? Well its an online community designed to function in the way a real bar works. You get points for being social, and participating. Much like gaining popularity in a real nightspot. So, then..what ingredients can be found in both? Well, there are ravers, partiers, quiet drunks, loud drunks, social drinkers, dating couples, folks looking to hook up, bands promoting, strippers stripping, liars lying, good guys losing the battle of the sexes, good girls getting overlooked, fights, fucking, licking, sucking, engagements, drug addicts, attention whores, just plain whores, whoremongers, asswipes, racists, losers, cheapskates, beggars and fools... to name a few. What is different? Thats easy, its an online community, so people are real, and some are pretend. Wait..thats like RL too. Thing is, some folks don't realize that not everyone is pretend. There ae real people with real feelings out here. Play nice. And stop being dumbasses. If your default pic is you in a myspac

Pregnant Women In Bars
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

I May Have Been Single For A Few Hours Yesterday But...(a Message For Boys Of Fubar)
That does not mean that I want your stupid ass hitting on me! For one, your on the fucking internet hiding behind a fucking monitor. GROW SOMEBALLS AND MEET WOMEN IN PERSON! Secondly, your fucking lines are lame... they are all the same! You may not realize this but I have heard everything motherfucking thing you have to say from someone else at one point or another! Therefore I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT AGAIN! And last but not least, just because it said single, does NOT mean I am looking! And if it did, I sure as fuck would not find a guy on Fubar!! SO PLEASE! STOP FUCKING MESSAGING ME WITH YOUR pseudo intellectual bullshit or your fake motherfucking lines! IM SICK OF IT! For the tiny few who arent these bastards... disregaurd this blog. The rest of you however, CAN KISS MY FUCKING ASS! Choke on your food and die!

Lifes Too Short
lifes too short to deal with peoples bullshit. i know most women have issues a lot with men of coarse. lol. don't need to deal with the assholes. they just cause more problems in the long run. I know it may not be easy to just walk away from the situation sometimes cause of certain things. always best to atleast try if your having hardship Ie.. guys beating on women treating ya like shit. not right. most women i know always give excuses to good guys because theyre not interested. or they don't wanna hurt their feelings or not sure. cause ya not use to being in a relationship with a good guy. there are those that like the hard relationships. who knows why. just gotta live life to its fullest and enjoy it for what its worth. don't let anyone get in your way. another note guys are all assholes unless they can prove you wrong. work from there see how it works. never know.

New Years Eve
So New Years Eve in Reno Nevada this year, gonna be one hell of a fucking party!! Im fucking stoked... gonna be 3 nights and 4 days of drunkeness... and ya know I'm gonna love it. Bringing some cool people, got 3 hotel rooms right of the main drag, bringing way to much money and planning to spend all of it!! cuz if you know me than you know im a sucker for bright lights, loud noises, chance for money, and free booze!!! gambling.. yes one of my many addictions! So keep me in your thoughts and think happy thoughts of me winning a lot! oh and of course lets hope i dont get arrested for doing something dumb drunk! LMAO.. cheers to you all, cuz after tonight i wont be back till the 2nd! DRINK UP AND PARTY HARD! HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEARS!

Today On World Rock Radio
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Sorry To Inform You
i aint gonna be on this site much for the next 6 months cuz im on house arrest but if you hit me in my yahoo email with yo number i might be able to call you..... xdatxonexcrystalx@yahoo.com i can check that email on a regular so holla at me!!!

Good Friends
good friends are always hard to come by. not many people you can trust. just takes a lot of patience and good intuition in getting to know who your real friends are and how they act/how relaxed they are or what not. friends don't turn their back on friends or backstab their friends. they look out for ya and help ya every chance they can. takes a while to learn your friends and see who the good ones are and what ones arn't worth deaing with. you don't want a friend that takes advantage of you. thats just not right. live and learn. not always something you hope to deal with but always something to look into.

Consumption Of Alcohol
Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember). Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time

Rigged Contest??
Paddy and Murphy went to a petrol station that was holding a contest. It was a chance to win free sex every time you filled your tank. So they pumped in their petrol and went to pay the attendant. "I'm thinking of a number between one and ten," the attendant said. "If you guess right, you win free sex." "Okay," agreed Paddy , "I guess seven." "Sorry, I was thinking of eight," replied the attendant. The next week they tried again. When they went to pay, the attendant told them to pick a number. "Two!" said Murphy. "Sorry, it's three, said the attendant. "Come back and try again." As they walked back to their car, Murphy said to Paddy, "Do you think this contest is rigged." "No way," said Paddy.... "My wife won twice last week."

Tribute!!!!!!!!!!
This goes out to cpl Denison who is in Iraq fighting for our country.... stop by his page n show him support and graditude for all that he is doin for our country!!! His page is CorporalD_USMC_In_Iraq!!! Let him know that there are people back here in the states that do care about him, and wish for a safe return home for him!!! So show him some love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he's a great guy and a good friend to have... an that is meant n all senserity... God Bless Him and the other's he works w/ over in IRAQ!!!!!!!!!!And come home safe!!!!!!!!!!!

Life.
It amazing how life can seem great- no better yet amazing one week prior. Last week: 1) Kicked out the room mate from hell: no more stress. 2) Informed that my tickets for New York for New Years were ready and I would have my itinerary in a few days. 3) Headed home to see my family for Christmas. This week: 1) Room mate from hell remains a thorn in our side by stealing the pool key. 2) The tickets never came. There was no trip to New York. The friends I were to see never called to explain why. 3) My family left for Houston... as my grandmother passed away last night. I can't go, I have to stay with my brother who needs to watch the house. Hate this. HATE it all. -Rafael

True Love Never Dies Poem
Will you leave me before I go? Sweet one, Please say no. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, So let my dream come true," Were her words just minutes before her death. Do you think a fool of me? Love, you are way to lovely. I want to see you smile until your second does arrive, Because of the remembrance of your smile, I will survive," Were his words said gently to her ear. Will you think of me when I'm gone? Sweet one, from when you wake at dawn Through your duties, your meals, your day, And also at night as you lay," Were her words as her voice decreased. Do you think bad of what I say? Love, not just today Will you be the life I live, But forever, my heart, I will give," Were his words before their last kiss. My love for you will never cease, It will be your warming fleece. For I have never loved more, And for an eternity my love will soar," Were her words as she past away. I promise you my love Is more pure than white of a dove. For in my heart o

Stupidity Beyond Belief.
You've probably noticed I have an album called 'me naked' which contains an almost completely black picture. Well I can't believe that someone just reported it as nsfw!!! I mean for crying out loud, if you really study that pic the most you can make out is a pair of hands, certainly nothing that would make anyone blush. Who in their right mind could be so bored and so petty as to get their knickers in a twist over that pic?! *Slaps whoever it was*

Christmas
As usual was interesting. I'm kinda diggin' the shades my cousins husband gave me cuz I make them look good. Anywho other than that..it was total shit! I hate being around family...especially my dad & sister...extended BRING IT ON but imediate(sp) fuck that... Also totaly got bit in the face by a doggers...which goes to show i cannot go a christmas without getting injured! Hope you all had an amazing Christmas HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! 3 months suckas until i'm out like a girl scout and thank GOD

New Bully
Come Join The Greatest Lounge On FUBAR!! We Need You!!!! We Are Looking for: DJ'S BARTENDERS GREETERS PROMOTERS think ya got what it takes, well come join us n see what we can offer u! IT ONLY TAKES 1 CLICK, N EVEN IF YA DONT WANNA JOB WIT THE ACE CAFE FAMILY JUS COME IN N CHAT N HANG OUT WIT SUM REALLY KEWL PEOPLE N LISTEN 2 THE MUSIC U WANNA HEAR! ALL YA GOTTA DO IS CLICK A PIC, GO ON YA KNOW YA WANNA!!!! I DARE YA!!! HEHEHEHE

New Year's Food Traditions
New Year’s celebrations exist in virtually every country in the world. In some, the advent of the New Year is the most culturally significant holiday, while in others it is merely one of the Twelve Days of Christmas, which end with the Feast of the Epiphany on January 6. African-American: While New Year’s Day falls within the contemporary celebration of Kwaanza, it is also referred to as Emancipation Day or Jubilee Day. On New Year’s Day in 1863, the Emancipation Proclamation announcing the abolition of slavery, was read in Boston. Today, “watch services” are still held in many African-American churches in observance of that day. Among the foods associated with the New Year, some African customs have become traditional like the serving of ham hocks, black-eyed peas, collard greens and macaroni and cheese. Benné wafers (sesame and cheese “coins”), which represent money, are also popular as symbols of future prosperity. China: The Chinese continue to observe the lunar New

New Year's Traditions
Besides getting sloppy drunk and kissing everybody in the room at the stroke of midnight, celebrants throughout the ages have observed numerous lesser-known New Year's customs and superstitions. Many of the superstitions associated with the event bear the common theme that activities engaged in on that day set the pattern for the year to come. Others have to do with warding off evil spirits or attracting luck. Because January 1 is the first day of the new year, we have drawn a connection between what we do on that day and our fate throughout the rest of the year. Here are some of the ways we attempt to guarantee a good outcome through our acts on that portentous first day: Kissing at midnight: We kiss those dearest to us at midnight not only to share a moment of celebration with our favorite people, but also to ensure those affections and ties will continue throughout the next twelve months. To fail to smooch our significant others at the stroke of twelve would be to set the

Best Laid Plans
I was really planning on going out tonight and trying to get me a little noonie cookie. Unfortunately I'm not really feeling up to it. What I really need to do is make an appointment to see my doctor. Since this is a new job I'm trying to hold tough until my new benefits kick in. I haven't quite beaten whatever it is that I picked up at my last job. Things are not bad, they're just not as good as they should be. Every time that I get around smokers or hang out in a bar I end up with a sinus infection. Which is bad enough, but it's even worse when you let it run it's course and don't get any treatment for it. So there you have it, I really need to get to the doc so he can prescribe some anitbiotics and this time get him to give me enough to actually get rid of it. Needless to say this really puts a damper on trying to get my pickle tickle going. While I have no doubt that I could go out, have a good time and end up in the sack doing the subsonic tummy bump. It would not b

What Men Want In A Relationship
I got this from my friend kayo What Men Want in a Relationship 1. Men want honest, loving communication. Honest communication is top priority for men. They want a woman who answers questions honestly, and perhaps even volunteers information. They want a woman who confidently asks for her wants and needs to be met. They want a woman who can see the truth and tell it like it is while communicating with kindness. Men want a woman who can communicate without being too critical, who cares about preserving his and her dignity. Women think men want them to be superficial, to keep quiet about their needs or wants, and never to ask for anything. Women think men believe them to be too needy and too sensitive, and that men simply want women to get over it. Some women believe they do not have the permission to tell it like it is, that they will be rejected for speaking up. **A Tip for Women** Great men want and need straightforward, courageous communication without anger or cri

Girlfriend Application
This is all in fun I'm not looking for anyone. Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If y

Thanks Goes To Old Buck. I Too Will Be There!
thanks goes to Old Buck. I too will be there! http://www.myspace.com/damnvanmeter I'LL BE THERE ,WILL YOU- make your pledge now , pls re ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: old Buck Date: Dec 26, 2007 11:43 PM "whether the resistance against government tyrants is non-violent or physically violent, the effort to overthrow state oppression qualifies as true patriotism." as you can see, in Ron Paul’s own words people like Ed & Elaine Brown, as well as the likes of the Freedom-4 are indeed true patriots, this is something that should never be forgotten. The Browns, Danny Riley, Reno Gonzalzes , Bob Wolffe,Jason Gearheart all stood up for you and I. now it time we stood up for them. Reward then with your presents on Jan 28 in concord NH . BE THERE Demand Freedom for these Men - Make a stand. About Me -- a lady friend of mine sums it up best. she asked me (made me realize how right she was) How many people Jim have ever posted

Heaging Home
Kurt's mom has improved so much we are able to go back home. He hasn't stopped smiling in 3 days. I'm excited to be getting back in my own bed, maybe get some action for the first time in a month. :P Thanks for all the good wishes i got. I hope you all had a great Christmas. I missed Fubar, ad a few people, it'll be nice to get back on and say hello. xo

Be A Tiger
You ready for this? I play coy and shy. But when I get you alone I'll make you sweat bullets. I know where to press my lips. Push my hips and linger my fingertips. You think this is all fun and games. And your right. Except I have the strategy. And in this game You Lose. I like to scratch nibble bite and growl. And I like to be the dominate one sometimes. If you can get on top I'll make you love it. Don't get me wrong. Fight back PLEASE. Cuz it gets so boring when you just lie there. And its nice when you throw me around. I like it rough and tough, so bite me hard, make a mark and give it all you got

Slave
It hurts when you do It hurts more when you don’t I want you to stop Please don’t stop, Oh god I am numb without you, I need you in me I am empty without you, I need you to fill me You’re buried inside me, I feel you breathing Hard and harder, Dripping, breathing, grinding Moan I am nothing, I am yours I am slave To your cock

Friendship
Hi and very blessed weekend to each and everyone ? i Here i go again wondering what would happenif a sertne young lady choice to be more then friends i wonder if i can hadle it ? But anyway i was thinking maybe someone day someone will want to date me and be more then just friends and we can devolp a relatesonship on trust and honesty oh and respect and love oh well maybe someday

Help!!! They Need You
Your friends need your help.They are trying too get a 3 day blast and 500,000 Fubucks. They need your love and support. If you are not a bomber you can still help them. It takes 2 minutes rate there picture and leave one comment or a few. Contest will run 7 days from December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est and ending Jan 2nd at 11:00 p.m. Est Good Luck too all entrys. The top 4 are really working hard bombing until they max there comments.. LadyBloodRaven PsYcHoTiC*TiNkErBeLlmN84* *OWNER@TINKERBELLzDREAM* *DiReCtOr@PsYcHoS*AsYlUm* *DoWnToWn*BoMbErS*' canadianchik: Christine is back..Wife too Frogman tattoo These entrys would love too have there friends back them up in the contest too help them have a chance. Lauria Shadow leveler {FENB}{OWNED BY ALISA}{}~ GREETER FOR BIKER & TATTOO LOUNGE Eric FoxyLady1977 Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear Official L.U.V CLub Co-Founder,

Weather Modification
Weather Modification ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jerry Date: Dec 27, 2007 11:31 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Bill Date: Dec 28, 2007 1:23 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pono Date: Dec 28, 2007 12:55 AM Mahalo: ♠~Unique~♠ Date: Dec 27, 2007 8:48 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Bicycle Gladiator Date: Dec 27, 2007 10:41 PM RE: Received information on chemtrails from my senator today... From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] -RONPAUL2008- Here's my reponse. Dear Senator Grassley, I received your packet in the mail today on my questions regarding chemtrails. Thank you for a thorough response. I appreciate it.. BUT, if these are just regular contrails, why are there so many weather modification companies in the United States? What about HAARP in Alaska? Why do we feel the sick need to control the weather, sir? Al

Old Butch
John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs (for you city folks). The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of Tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover.

Help Here
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Dream
I force your head to the side where your bare neck is exposed and ready for me to indulge in ..... I run my tongue down the side of your neck and apply pressure ..... I felt your body tremble with pleasure Nothing is more erotic then satisfying your submissive slave ..... Finally giving into the intense urges, you bend me over and take out your frustrations Every smack is accompanied by a loud moan of pleasure ..... You scratch your nails down my back ..... I yell out in pain and ecstasy ..... The game of tieing me up is a fun one with many prizes ..... The rope marks around my wrists are a sign of a job well done ..... The way you use your tongue on my inner thighs makes me squirm from gratitude ..... I scream from the true enjoyment and you tighten your hands around my neck ..... The moment I lose air, we realize we've been dreaming

Dealing With A Break-up!
One of the things that will never cease to amaze me is the games people play. If you get a number, wait two days to call. Don't have sex until you have been on at least 3 dates. Don't be the first to say, "I love you". While these games are a crucial part of getting to know someone, once you get into a relationship, they are supposed to stop. In like manner, when a relationship ends people search for a million reasons as to why it happened or what led up to it. Then afterwards, they take steps to preserve the relationship or figure out why it happened to create closure. This can be some of the most painful parts of a break up. What do you do? You look for truth- You want to know details. How do you feel about me?.. When you start feeling this way? If they end up with someone else..What was she like? How long has it been going on? Is she good in bed? You look and ask for the details of a situation when no answer will make you feel good. If she is hot, then you will become inse

Re: Was The Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination?
RE: Was the Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jennifer Date: 28 Dec 2007, 08:23 Was the Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination?----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] -RONPAUL2008-Date: Dec 28, 2007 12:11 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Charlie Brown (Truth Seeker)Date: Dec 28, 2007 2:05 AMRE: Was the Bush Administration Behind Bhutto Assassination?----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: NibiruDate: Dec 27, 2007 11:13 PMWas the Bush Administration Behind Benazir Bhutto Assassination?by Mitch Battros - Earth Changes Media It is being mentioned in high circles that US President George Bush was receiving heat for spending billions of dollars on propping the puppets of the Musharraf regime. It is believed that somewhere along the way Musharraf didn't want to continue this game of charades and was leaning mor

Help Needed
WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments

It's Always Nice
when yer friends pay attention to ya. one of my besties came by last night so we could do the Christmas present thing. she actually bought me the Stardust and new Harry Potter DVD. I had been raving about Stardust since it had come out but I never expected to get it. And she made me promise not to buy the Harry Potter DVD cause Santa was going to bring it to me. And their full screen versions. I'm gonna have a fun movie weekend. :D

Its Damn Good To Be Me
For whatever reason I have the renewed joy and beliefs I had prior to my latest..umm...afflictions as of present. I have everything I could honestly want or need currently in my life with out the much annoying existence of those in my life that I have had in the resent months. I am ridding myself of what is unneeded and gathering only what I want and is good to my world. While yes, submission is needed in my life but for once its not my submission that will be warranted. Im a switch and suddenly that prospect is highly amusing me. I know my own worth and there are those in my life who do too. Those who have failed to realize it are ignorant and I cant blame them for that, after all I do make it difficult for most people to like me much less trust me.However I am finding the plotting and planning I have done today amusing beyond measure because I stand to gain far far more than those who have casted me aside, both lovers and foe alike. And they will be the one begging in the end. Im don

Come Join Are Nice Room
HI ALL COME JOIN THE FUN IN THE BITCH CREW WE ARE LOOKING FOR SOME GREAT STAFF PEOPLE AND HAVEING FUN ALL WELCOME TO COME AND HAVE SOME FUN HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME OUT AND JOIN US TY ALL FOR YOUR TIME AND PLZ JOIN UP WHEN YOU GET TIME TY ALL IM THE OWNER JOHN SR ARE CO OWNER IS MIDNIGHT

Social Security Change For 2008
Social Security Change For 2008 The United States Senate voted to extend Social Security Benefits to Illegal Aliens beginning in 2008. Now, the following are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. They are grouped by home state. If a state is not listed, there was no voting representative. Alaska: Stevens (R) Arizona : McCain (R) Arkansas : Lincoln (D) Pryor (D) California : Boxer (D) Feinstein (D) Colorado : Salazar (D) Connecticut : Dodd (D) Lieberman (D) Delaware : Biden (D) Carper (D) Florida : Martinez (R) Hawaii : Akaka (D) Inouye (D) Illinois : Durbin (D) Obama (D) Indiana : Bayh (D) Lugar (R) Iowa : Harkin (D) Kansas : Brownback (R) Louisiana : Landrieu (D) Maryland : Mikulski (D) Sarbanes (D) Massachusetts : Kennedy (D) Kerry (D) Montana : Baucus (D) Nebraska : Hagel (R) Nevada : Reid (D) New Jersey : Lautenberg (D) Menendez (D) New Mexico : Bingama

:(
Unexpected doctors appointments suck. I have one this afternoon. I are not a happy chicky. :( Last night sucked. Lost my belt and pouch- which had my laser in it. Yea. I'm sure they can fire me for that... as of right now I don't think they will. I went back to the store and it hadn't been turned in, it wasn't by where I was set up, it wasn't in the carts. It wasn't on the parking lot near where we parked. The only thing I think could have happened was it fell into the parking lot when I was unloading the cart. I know for a fact it was IN the cart because Mykle had used it and had put it in there, and I saw him. Since it wasn't turned in anywhere in the store- I guess someone picked it up and thought the laser was a nice toy. *sigh* I feel like such an idiot. I don't have a good excuse- the only one I have period is the problems I was having last night (reason for doctor's visit today) took up too much space in my brain and I wasn't paying attention. Damnit I normal

Bare Essentuals... Or Bare Wallet?
Last weekend I was watching one of those infomercials for Bare Minerals make-up. It really looked good and easy to use. I am not one to spend a whole lot of time primping in the morning, so I decided to check it out. I went on-line to see how much it was ... over $50.00 for a "starter kit". Thats freaking crazy! No way in hell I'd spend $50 on make-up. I just went to Avon's web site. They have a similar product for one tenth of what Bare Essentuals charges. Guess who's going to get my business?

Streetracing By A Girl
black top low lights the sound of engines all around the ground trembles the cars roar the onlookers hoot and hollar the flag is being held tightening the grip reving the engine hand on the clutch anticipation rises anxiousness cant be contained time to devour the opponent the beast you have become the flag is dropped you change gears and slam on the gas tires squeal people yell,both cars shoot forth change gears again,gain the lead he cant keep up you knew that but just incase you have your trick he's riding your tail,and that's ok he'll get his soon enough change into the next gear,jump forward more you lose him for a second but he's back again it's all good,open the switch cover he asked,you deliver press the switch the sound entrances you speeding faster,change gears to gain max speed he looks lost as you speed across the finish line spin the wheel and slam on the breaks leaving tracks slam it into neutral and rev the engine people surround the ca

Lost Dream
what am i suppose to do now you've left me with nothing i'm so empty and cold how could you do this to me yet again why must i always be the one to feel this pain i wanted more from life i wanted to be with you and you saw that and used me i'd like to say i've changed but that's a lie i cant speak this feeling i still have keeps harboring i wish i could cut it out to watch it finish dying i wish this never would have happened how could i let you do this to me i really must have been stupid all i wanted was to be happy you couldnt let me so this is goodbye what am i suppose to do now what have you left for me this feeling inside must die just like i have heaven nor hell can contain me a ghost i will be lost in the background i hope what you did to me happens to you and when it does,i hope it rips you apart limb from limb the blood splashing the walls your heart no longer will beat and your eyes will roll into the back of your skull and when that happens,i

Gone
I once said I Love You And once you said the same We shared a feeling I thought was there Yet you let me fall I fell back through time Reliving the pain, every second a stab in my heart The tears pour forth from my red eyes And I couldn't see it coming This push into nothingness This torch to my love The world ripped apart beneath me As you made me fall backwards I once thought you loved me But you've made it clear you didn't I'm not sure why this happened This great decieval of my heart and mind It's all gone, nothing remains You've taken it all from me,yet gave nothing in replace Nothing waits for me There is no place for me to go It's all gone Because of you

Blood
Slit her wrists Blood red pours forth Eyes of cold contempt get smaller Lips once full of life Now fade to blue ice A body once full of energy Now goes limp Hands once warm, reach to your face Cold as ice as you back away A smile that once was there, Is now replaced with sadness Her blood stains your face Dropping to her knees She looks begging at you Yet you step away and give no aid No more breath escapes those lips that once said "I Love You" She is empty, no more pain She was once me,as I lay on the ground Stained and full of my blood Yet you didn't attempt to save me I dance a new dance,no longer here My blood stains all The blood of an innocent

So Much
I'm blammed for so much But without words. It's in their stares They way they look at me says so much Yet so little about anything at all The expression on my face Should tell the tale The pain in my eyes Should tell you what I feel Yet they don't see I get hit for so much Without physical touches With their eyes The words they use When they accuse me When they shout at me And when the shaking starts I loose my self In the absence of time And humanity For what is left Is a shell of who I was It all means so much Yet so little to anyone When the darkness comes I disappear It means so much To me But to you,nothing In the lack of love Can you find me? This is so much Why can't you see? This is too much.

No Consolation
This pain tears me up inside The fact I care so much for you But yet you don’t see it Or do you? Would you care for me if you knew Or would you turn away like the others did? I’d love to love you and have you love me Or is that too much to ask you to care Is it wanting too much for you to like me I wish I could talk to you about it Without feeling alone and embarrassed I like you so much but yet you can’t see My life is full of bad things You’re the one person I look forward to seeing Don’t take my brilliance away Tell me you care for me too Tell me you love me Just tell me anything Besides goodbye.... (um this is actually meant for someone..he should know who he is,i aint saying nothing else)

Blood Tears
For whatever reasons you see me It mustn’t be for real You still look past me and refuse to see me I can’t control these tears The ones of blood The blood you shed from me Taken ungratefully, unknowingly Those words you spoke, lash at me My very existence Could you see the pain? Lying within me, begging to be unraveled Pain scorched so harshly and unnaturally These tears burn my cheeks Blood staining innocence Not yours but mine My heart is drenched with hate Seeing is believing No longer are you believing in me Still, no vision comes There is a haze over my eyes No longer can I see anything Especially not you I’ve changed and you refuse to recognize If only I could see through this mist, maybe you could too Open your eyes, look at my pain See my tears of blood…

Fear Beside Me
everything flooded back to me all the memories of you and I happy together and in love I’d forgotten how much I cared I’d forgotten how sexy you were you've changed a lot love I wonder what you were thinking when you saw me on the chat board talking like I’d never been gone did all the love for me come back I know my love for you did i missed you so much i blocked it out my feelings for you kept growing though I don’t know if it means I’m suppose to be with you or that I’m playing with myself again setting unstable feelings and thoughts for us like I’ve done before, and it crumbled back on me I’d like to tell you how much I still love you but I don’t want to be rejected again I’m so afraid of you, and I don’t know why I know you, and the way you act... I just want to be loved again....... by you.....

I Lay
I lay broken on the floor The remanents of a person long gone A shard of something long forgotten My heart a crystal so rare It's crushed by my demise You had to do it Forced me to see me You had to hit me didnt you? With your hurtful words I'm broken now My dreams gone My love lost My heart broken I lay broken on the floor Your shadow my darkness Your eyes my hell Your kiss my poison I lay broken on the floor I can't remember who I am I dont know myself I'm lost in the darkness Lost in myself In my sadness I lay broken on the floor The remanents of a person long gone A shard of something long forgotten I lay broken.

Drugged
It's happened again I've been such a fool Why haven't I learned yet It's like a nightmare,it won't stop Why is this haunting me I should've done something long ago I should've locked it up Give up after the first blow But I didn't learn and never will I can't get enough I keep coming back for more This shadow lingers further over me I don't learn,will I ever? You are so addictive Like alcohol,I get drunk on you But it's not enough anymore When you say my name It feels like you're stabbing me God help me I need out of this nightmare I need release from you But it won't happen,I still love you Forever,even as friends,even after death I don't want it to happen again tonight God let the nightmare not come I seek release from these chains Disolve this pain Release me from this spell I choose Death over you now Free at last from this nightmare forever Sad isn't it?

Merry Christmas To All My Friends /maxine
Merry Christmas To All My Friends If I were ol' Santa, you know what I'd do I'd dump silly gifts that are given to you And deliver some things just inside your front door Things you have lost, but treasured before. I'd give you back all your maidenly vigor, And to go along with it, a neat tiny figure. Then restore the old color that once graced your hair Before rinses and bleaches took residence there. I'd bring back the shape with which you were gifted So things now suspended need not be uplifted. I'd draw in your tummy and smooth down your back Till you'd be a dream in those tight fitting slacks. I'd remove all your wrinkles and leave only one chin So you wouldn't spend hours rubbing grease on your skin You'd never have flashes or queer dizzy spells And you wouldn't hear noises like ringing of bells. No sore aching feet and no corns on your toes No searching for spectacles when they're right on your nose. Not a shot would you take

Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST STARTING DECEMBER 30 TH....ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS CLICK ON MY PIC IN MY COMMENTS SECTION.. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET BECAUSE I AM MOVING SO PLEASE EVERYONE HELP ME STAY IN THE CONTEST ...NEEDING 150 COMMENTS PERDAY UNTIL I MOVE ON THE JAN 2 PLEASE HELP ME OUT JUST CLICK ON THE PICK AND GO THERE ....TY AND I WILL APPRECIATE THAT TY

Comments, My Friends!
I am very sorry I wasn't able to leave comments this morning as usual...fubar is being a pain and freezing up a LOT! Rest assured I haven't forgotten any of you...I am just VERY frustrated right now! Hopefuly things will be back to normal tomorrow.. Loves for everyone! MUUUUUUUAH :D

Been Here For 5 Days And This Is What I Have Observed..
I have been here 5 days today and what I thought was going to be an enjoyable time seems to always overcast with certain issues that make no sense. I have seen people get territorial over men or over me when I have in no way approached them into thinking anything will come from it rather than friendship,been ask to get married,to be there girlfriend,sent gifts and ask why I have not responded to there gift because it was sent out of love,why haven't I crushed them.I think you get the picture. There is still the issue going on about the game I played with a friend of mine.I will now take my chances and see if there is probable cause to pursue him.I will let it be known now I do like him very much,but this is our business not yours. What is up with all of this.I was under the impression that this is the Internet and it is a free country,If there is something going on in your life that makes you feel insecure about yourself,please seek help.You have to love yourself before you ca

Duh!!!!!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

Voyage Of Discovery
You are the person you have discovered yourself to be. And there is no limit to what you can discover. The more you live and experience and accomplish, the more fully you evolve. Every moment is an opportunity to add strength and effectiveness to your life. Every experience helps you more clearly see and understand the magnificent, enormous potential of your life. The joys and the sadness, the pleasures and the frustrations all enable valuable discoveries. The more fully you understand who you are and what you have, the more effectively you can put it all to use. Take advantage of each opportunity for discovery, in each moment, in each encounter, and in each challenge. Every experience is a learning experience. Every day is a voyage of discovery. A lifetime of discovery awaits you right now. Climb aboard, eager and enthusiastic for whatever experience awaits, and begin the journey. -- Ralph Marston

On The Third Day Of Christmas......
I’m on a Rant...so stay out of my way..... Nothing makes much sense to me these days. I see people talking on TV about polls and views and alleged ideas and some other crapola. The ABC, NBC and CBS "Hole in the Wall" gangs yakkety yakking on and on about politics and supposed "news". Guess what, People?? I'm tired of it. Everybody's trying to tell me what I'm supposed to want and to think and to do. I'M TIRED OF IT!!!! I don't care who's running neck and neck in Iowa or New Hampshire. I'm not gonna vote on the basis of what happens in Iowa. What happens there may mean that somebody will drop out of the race early or something significant may happen because of the way the vote went down. But I'll vote the way I want to. Well, maybe not. I wish there were more parties than just these two giants, Democrats and Republicans, who claim to represent all of us, but actually don't. I'd like to see somebody get up on a stump somewhere and raise hell, and I don't care if it's a man or a

The Dead Zone
SO , it seems that even taking six sleep aids aint doing the trick when it comes to sleeping and yes I still got this cold to boot. I initially took 4 at 9:30 last night and started to get sleepy at around 10:15.Then the thoughts started to creep in. I figure since I was sooo vague in the previous blogs that I would come clean in this one. I recently got dumped ,Dec 23 to be exact , by a woman who I really fell for. The problem with this relationship was that she was lying to me from the get go and when I found out , I was understandibly upset. The lie was talking about personal information to other people ,ie her friend , when I told her I was a private person.I asked her if she told anyone which she told me back ,dead to my face , no. At that point I already knew she had betrayed my trust and was hoping that she would at least tell me the truth. Nope. The second lie was the same as the first after she swore she would never do it again. But she did. At this point I started

Married Life
Married Life Wedding Anniversary Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was REALLY angry. She told him, "Tomorrow morning I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less then 6 seconds AND IT BE TTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Ed has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

"belgium"
Lately I feel so small Or maybe it’s just that my bed has grown I never noticed it before but you were there So how was I to know [bridge] That this single bed was always meant for two not just anyone it was meant for me and you [chorus] and now you’re halfway around the world and I’m just a day behind Nothin seems to fill the hole That I have since you left my side You’ll always be my little girl Though I can’t hold you tonight And now you’re halfway round the world And I’m just a day behind I wake up in the night I turn around and find that you’re not there I just like to watch you sleep and lay by you I love to feel you near I think I’m going crazy Everyday confusion starts to grow I never noticed it before But you were there so how was I supposed to know _________________________________________________ BFS

New Years
We'll its almost here 08. Ekk So many things have happened this year. It has been a unquie year for me. Alot of joy , pain, laughs and tears. This year I hope gets better less tears and pain . Alot more laughing, smiling and being happy. I hope 2008 is a better year then 2007 for everyone. Don't drink and drive !!!!!!!! Don't worry about the small stuff !!!!!!! Instead Grab life by the horns !!!!! Wear your seat belt too!!!!!!!!!

If Only My Body Were A Car...
IF ONLY MY BODY WERE A CAR... IF MY BODY WERE A CAR... If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish and my paint job is getting a little dull ... But that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus and it's especially hard to see things up close My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it -- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or sputter ....either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires!

Suckerpunch
Here she comes again with another boyfriend, introduces me and says, "This is the sweetest guy I've ever known." Couldn't say a word. I never say a word. She wraps her arms around my neck. "You are the sweetest guy I've ever known." And I say again "This is the last time!" There she goes again she says I'm her best friend and "We're better off this way" she says cause you're still the sweetest guy I've ever known. Her smell stays on my shirt, I can't say a word Can't swallow this lump inside my neck Cause you are the sweetest girl I've ever known. And I say again "This is the last time!" When you left before I didn't care too much Cause I just wished you'd go away (go away, yeah) And I see you now and it's just too much Takes my breath away...just like a suckerpunch Here she comes again with another boyfriend, introduces me and says, "This is the sweetest guy I've ever known." Couldn't say a word. I never say a word. She wraps her arm

Indian Winter
INDIAN WINTER: IT WAS ALREADY LATE FALL AND THE INDIANS ON A REMOTE RESERVATION IN SOUTH DAKOTA ASKED THEIR NEW CHIEF IF THE COMING WINTER WAS GOING TO BE COLD OR MILD. SINCE HE WAS A CHIEF IN A MODERN SOCIETY HE HAD NEVER BEEN TAUGHT THE OLD SECRETS. WHEN HE LOOKED AT THE SKY HE COULDN'T TELL WHAT THE WINTER WAS GOING TO BE LIKE. NEVERTHELESS, TO BE ON THE SAFE SIDE, HE TOLD HIS TRIBE THAT THE WINTER WAS INDEED GOING TO BE COLD AND THAT THE MEMBERS OF THE VILLAGE SHOULD COLLECT FIREWOOD TO BE PREPARED BUT BEING A PRACTICAL LEADER, AFTER SEVERAL DAYS HE GOT AN IDEA. HE WENT TO THE PHONE BOOTH, CALLED THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE AND ASKED, "IS THE COMING WINTER GOING TO BE COLD?" "IT LOOKS LIKE THIS WINTER IS GOING TO BE QUITE COLD," THE METEOROLOGIST AT THE WEATHER SERVICE RESPONDED. SO THE CHIEF WENT BACK TO HIS PEOPLE AND TOLD THEM TO COLLECT EVEN MORE FIREWOOD IN ORDER TO BE PREPARED. A WEEK LATER HE CALLED THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE AGAIN. "DOES IT STIL

Sexy Tat Contest
SEXY TAT CONTEST LETS C UR SEXY TAT...SEND ME A PIC OR UR TAT AND ENTER IT N THE CONTEST AND LETS C IF UR TAT WINS... RULES NO NUDES.. ONLY CAN ENTER 1 TAT...U CAN COMMENT BOMB UR OWN PIC... LETS GET STARTED NEED AT LEAST 6 PPL 2 ENTER N2 THE CONTEST..SO HURRY AND SEND ME A PIC...THE CONTEST WILL START JAN 4 2008 10AM EST TIME WILL END JAN 6 10PM EST TIME WINNINGS 6 ENTREES **30K**....7-10 ENTREES **40K**...11+ **50K** SO LETS GET THIS CONTEST STARTED...

New Twist On Old Joke
There will be no Nativity Scene in the United State Congress, This year ! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in the United States capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason, they simply have not been able to find three wise men and a virgin in the Nation's capitol. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable.

Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Light at the end of the tunnel This had me rolling on the floor! No matter what situations life throws at you, no matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem... Remember, there is always a light at the end of tunnel...

I'll Walk Where My Own Nature Would Be Leading--it Vexes Me To Choose Another Guide. . . .
I'll walk where my own nature would be leading--It vexes me to choose another guide. . . . --Emily Bronte We journey across many intersections in our lives. Some may point in two directions, while others lead off in several. Our choice of direction can be difficult, especially when our friends choose a road we know to be dangerous. When this happens, we can choose to go our own way without them. If they begin to tease and taunt us about our decisions, may we remember that they are as scared as we were about their friends' reaction. We are not, after all, living for someone else. If we would be leaders, we can be assured that true leadership comes from following our own directions with confidence that it's right for us, not from fear of losing others' company. We can let others live their own lives without us, if their direction is not for us. We can walk away with pride, satisfied in the knowledge that we refused to allow other people's fears change our decisions. How have I

Indian Toilet Paper
Indian Toilet Paper An Indian walks into a trading post and asks for toilet paper. The clerk asks if he would like no name, Charmin, or White Cloud. "White Cloud sounds like good Indian toilet paper," says the Indian. "How much is it?" "$1.00 a roll," the clerk replies. "That seems pretty expensive," responds the Indian. "What about the others?" "Charmin is $2.00 a roll, and no name is 50 cents a roll." The Indian doesn't have much money, so he opts for the no name. Within a few hours, he is back at the trading post. "I have a name for the no name toilet paper," he announces to the clerk. "We shall call it John Wayne." "Why?" asks the confused clerk. "Cause it's rough and it's tough and it don't take no crap off an Indian."

Sleep Study
Last night I had to do one of those sleep studies...lol..what a joke..I had it done in Sugarland and did not fall asleep until around 11pm....Unfortunately I woke up at 1:35am and was unable to go back to sleep..I tossed and turned the entire test..I was too congested to do anything but cough...and that made for a miserable night...It rained fairly hard and I heard the thunder,,,then I heard a train...and a second train,,,lol..and then I could hear the techs talking and watching tv...I give up..I am so exhausted the only thing I am going to do tonight is sleep...

"you Are My Sunshine, My Only Sunshine"
"You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine" Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown , Tennessee ... ! In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal int

Sorry
so.. some of you know that i have started back to work... i am currently working on days.. which means.. when i jump on here, i don't have time to reply to everyones messages/comments. i do apologize.. i am not ignoring you. thanks for the understanding. huggzzz :)

The Feeling Of Belonging Is A Gift.
The feeling of belonging - knowing that we have a place - is one of the most important gifts that two partners can give to each other. When we agree to commit ourselves to a partnership, we give each other the key to our daily lives. We allow our mate to be there with us in a way we would not let others. That means that we can expect to have a place that does not have to be renegotiated every day. This feeling of belonging is a gift, but it must be received. In essence, we say to our partner, "I take my place here in your life because we have our relationship. I will relax. I don't stand at the door and knock. We have already told each other that we are included in each other's lives." This sense of belonging stands in sharp contrast to those feelings of isolation and alienation that we can feel in so many ways. It does not mean that one partner owns the other or that no boundary or separateness exists. But the joy of connection frees people in relationships to fulfill themselves an

Just Say Hello
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Reflections Of 2007
Every year you learn something new.. or relearn things you'd forgotten in the past.. exciting things happen, sad things happen, happy things happen, etc. When you look back on 2007, what do you see? 2007 will forever be known to me as the year of knowledge.. simply for the fact that this year has taught and retaught many lessons of life to me. The biggest thing I have learned this year is that tomorrow is never promised and that you have to make the most of today. Take the time to stop and smell the roses.. learn to enjoy life no matter how much it may seem against you. This year I relearned forgiveness and being forgiven. Sometimes the hardest thing you can do, but one that gives you some peace is letting go of a fourteen year grudge.. especially when it's over something petty. This year I've relearned that if you show you care, people will lean on you more and more without a thought to your emotional wellbeing. This year I've learned that sometimes it's easier to let g

This Pain
Holding you in my arms, cursing my hands. Regretting what I've done, knowing it will never mend. Calling your name out loud, holding my head. Remembering the things I've done, and all the things I said. I know why you went away, you don't need to explain. Not much left that I can say, but you don't need THIS PAIN. Lying flat upon my back, face up to the sky. Counting all the stars, for all the times I made you cry. I loved you, I hurt you, I pushed you far away. I love you, I want you, but you don't need THIS PAIN. Holding in my hand, a tear stained photograph. I'm the one who let you go, now I don't know

Decisions
i have made many bad decisions and some good ones i learn in good and bad decisions i have put my life on hold for my family to help them get through the tough times sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years pain of the heart is very real being in Limbo for your child is very hard especially when you don't know how to fix it so at this time in my life i am doing the family thing please pray for us...we need all the help we can get... hugs to you all...

Past Blogs That Men Should Many People Should Read!!!!!!!
HELLO ALL, HERE ARE A FEW OF MY BLOGS FROM MY SPACE. YES I CAN BE A BITCH WHEN I FEEL THE NEED TO BE. JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS, THESE ARE VERY OLD. I JUST HAPPENED TO HAVE OVERHEARD A CONVERSATION BETWEEN 2 CERTAIN PEOPLE FROM HERE, AND I HOPE LIKE HELL THEY READ THIS. SOME MEN CAN BE SO COLD AND HEARTLESS. THESE BLOGS ONLY HAVE TO DO WITH THOSE 2 MEN AND NONE OF THE REST OF YOU ON MY PAGE OR WHOM I TALK TO ALL OF THE TIME. I REALLY CARE ABOUT ALL OF MY FRIENDS, AND DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANY OF YOU. THESE 2 MEN KNOW EXACTLY WHO THEY ARE. ONE IS MY HUBBY AD THE OTHER IS A DJ FRIEND OF HIS. THE REST OF YOU PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS AS A SHOT AT ANY OF YOU AT ALL. NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU HAS DONE ANYTHING TO ME EXCEPT BE MY FRIENDS. BUT MY HUBBY AND HIS FRIEND WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT WOMEN, SO I DECIDED TO PUT A FEW OF MY OLD ASS BLOGS UP ON HERE FOR THEM TO READ. I CAN MAN BASH WITH THE BEST OF THEM, BUT I DON'T DO IT NOW, BECAUSE I LUV ALL OF MY FRIENDS, AND I DO HONESTLY CARE ABOUT THEM.

Feel Good About You!
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice I heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and never finished.' So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off 23 Miller Lites, a bottle of Absolute, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those you feel might be in need of inner peace. I got this from Sleazy Rider!

Bhutto Funeral Held In Pakistan
Bhutto funeral held in Pakistan Thousands of people have attended the funeral of killed Pakistani opposition leader Benazir Bhutto. Grief-stricken mourners converged on the family mausoleum where she was buried next to her father near their home village in Sindh province. The coffin, draped in the flag of Ms Bhutto's party, was driven in a white ambulance through dense crowds. Pakistani security forces are on high alert, as violence has broken out in several cities across the country. President Pervez Musharraf has appealed for calm, following Ms Bhutto's death at an election rally on Thursday, where a gunman opened fire on the former Pakistani prime minister and then blew himself up. The plain wooden coffin was taken from Ms Bhutto's family home to the burial site 7km (four miles) away at the village of Garhi Khuda Bakhsh. Mourners - some weeping and beating their heads and chests - jostled to see the casket, which was accompanied by her husband, Asif Ali Zar

R.i.p
It's 4 AM , I just held my daughter while she balled on my shoulder, her best friend of 4 years, father has just passed on to heaven, she is unable to get the veiw of the last look of him out of her head, on a rotating bed to keep the blood flowing a hole in his lungs and pretty much a vegi with is eyes wide open with no blinking, this was at 7 45 pm, This was a good man with a huge heart, My day will be rough today as I mourn with the family , Please say a prayer for them to get them by through out this rough time in life, Thank you!!!! I will now go continue to comfort my baby girl!

Blonde Jokes
Bodybuilder and the Blonde A body builder picks up a blonde at a bar and takes her home with him. He takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have." The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive calves you have." The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was." ========================================================= Hailstorm A blonde was driving home after a game and got caught in a really bad hailstorm. Her car was covered with dents, so the next day she took it to a re

Blonde Jokes
Two Brothers Once upon a time there were two brothers. One brother was very mischievous, always getting into trouble. The other brother, however, was very good. He was always kind to animals, helped elderly neighbors, and led an exemplary life. As time went on, the brothers stayed in touch but were never close. The evil brother became a heavy drinker and a womanizer. The other brother was a devoted husband and father and supported many charities. One day the evil brother died. Then, after a few years, the good brother passed away. He went to heaven and was rewarded with a happy afterlife. One day he went to God and asked, "Where is my brother? He died before me, but I have not seen him here in heaven." God replied, "As you know, your brother led an evil life, so he is not spending eternity here in heaven. He has been sent elsewhere." "I'm sorry to hear that", the good brother replied. "But I do miss him and wish

More Blonde Jokes
Giving Birth A young lady in the maternity ward, just prior to labor, is asked by the midwife if she would like her husband to be present at the birth. "I'm afraid I don't have a husband," she replies. "O.K. do you have a boyfriend?", asks the Midwife. "No, no boyfriend either." "Do you have a partner then?" "No, I'm unattached, I'll be having the baby on my own." After the birth the midwife again speaks to the young woman. "You have a healthy bouncing baby girl, but I must warn you before you see her that the baby is black." "Well," replies the girl. "I was very down on my luck, with no money and nowhere to live, and so I accepted a job in an adult movie. The lead man was black." "Oh, I'm very sorry," says the midwife, "that's really none of my business and I'm sorry that I have to ask you these awkward questions but I must also tell you that the baby has blonde hair." "Well yes," the girl again replies, "you see I desperately needed

More Blonde Jokes
Blonde A girl came skipping home from school one day. "Mommy, Mommy," she yelled "we were counting today and all the other kids could only count to 4, but I counted to 10. See? 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10! Very good, said her Mother. Is it because I'm blonde? "Yes, it's because your blonde," said the Mommy. The next day the girl came skipping home from school. " Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were saying the alphabet today, all all the other kids could only say it to D, but I said it to G. See? A,B,C,D,E,F,G! "Very Good," said her Mother. Is it because I'm blonde, Mommy? "Yes it's because your blond! The following day the girl came skipping home from school. "Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were in Gym class today, and when we showered all the other girls had flat chests, but I have these!" She lifted her tank top to reveal a pair of 36C's. "Very good," said her embarrassed mother. "Is it because I'm blonde, Mommy?"

Best Blonde Jokes Of 2007
Two blondes walk into a building... you'd think at least one of them would have seen it! ========================================================= Fireman rescue It's this fireman that reached the third story window with his ladder, and sees a beautiful young blonde in a transparent negligee. "Don't be afraid" said the fireman "We always save pregnant woman". "Sir, I'll have you know I'm not pregnant". "I'll have you know you're not saved yet". ========================================================= Interview Three blondes were all vying for the last available position on the local police force. The detective conducting the interview looked at the three of them and said, "So you all want to be a cop, eh?" The blondes all nodded. The detective got up, opened a file drawer and pulled out a file folder. Sitting back down, he opened it up and withdrew a photograph, and said, "To be a detective, you have to be able to DETECT. You must be able to

A Friend
I watch you walk up with a man- I smile and ask how you have been, Trying not to let the pain show. All the while dying deep within, A love I can't let go Then, my worse fear, pulling me near, I pray you don't see, like glass, through me- How your touch still makes we weak. I turn my head in nervous dread- You'll note the tear in my eye. To catch my breath I give a deep sigh, My heart reeling in desperate feeling, Screams out from emptiness. Words in my head forever left unsaid- As I only wish you happiness. An image Time seems to suspend, For in all held true, I never knew- It could hurt so bad to have "a friend".

I Need To Know
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Problem Solved!
Problem solved! > > > > > > A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike > > English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. > > > > "House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa." > > > > Pencil," however, is masculine: "el lapiz." > > > > A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?" > > > > Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two >groups, > > male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether > > "computer" > > should be a masculine or a feminine noun. > > > > Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. > > > > The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the > > feminine gender ("la computadora"), because: > > 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; > > 2. The native language they use to communicate with other >computers > > is incomprehensible to everyone else; > > 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long

Medical Examinations
Medical Examinations If you can get through these without losing it.....ye are a better man/woman than me. 1 . A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs - and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio, TX. 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Submitted by Dr. SusanSt

Life Lessons
Beautifully stated.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never bee n hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So send this to all of your friends (and me) in the next 5 minutes and something nice will happen tonight. &nb sp; "Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."

Smart Quotes
1) When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." --Author Unknown 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children." --Author Unknown 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house." --Jeff Foxworthy 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base." --Dave Barry 6) "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should trea

Under A Tree
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around me I sit feeling lonely n sad Did I make someone happy Or did I make someone mad I will never know Because im too afraid Afraid to move from here Here I grow Grow tall in every way Till the next I move It will help me throu the day

Moon Dancer
She is the moon Dancer, Dancing amoung the stars. She has no worries, Her heart is full of love. If you look in the sky, You will see her shining. The moon dancer gives pure delight. So when your down and lonely, Look up toward the moon. Let the moon dancer sprinkle her love down on you. It will lift your heart, And the next thing you know, You will be dancing like her. Full of love, peace and tranquility. Dee Parenti All rights Reserved.

Nsfw Lol
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Do You Have Myspace?
I know the dreaded Myspace, but hey I'm on here and I still have myspace I'm not on it very much but i have it and well...I made a new myspace page just for my on-line friends and it looks all lonely with only one friend so far. So.... If you have myspace send me the link to your myspace page in a private message! Plz if we've never talked don't bother sending b/c if we've never chatted you're not going on my myspace friends list. Thanks!

Mask
I wear mine to hide what's within me. I found people prefer the painted smile, And glittering gemstone eyes. Some days it wore thin. And people saw past that pretty face. I found happiness once... And when I removed the mask to show the world Friends turned from me. Only happy when I'm not...truly. There were days when it cracked. And people got an ugly little taste. So I built this mask to hide what's within me. Made of metal. It has a lock with no key. Once in place there will be only a painted smile. Glistening gemstone eyes. I found happiness once... But I was forsaken by the world. By the ones that meant so much to me. Once in place it will all be done. No one will know. Not until I am gone within. Dust...blown away with the wind. Only a mask to remember me.

First Time
My sister sent me an invite to this site, and I joined just to keep her happy, little did I know that I would actually like it. Its been a while since I met new people online, and im really looking forward to getting back on the saddle and meeting new people. Well this is my first blog entry, I'm sure I'll write more at some point. :)

Poetry Of The Past
Unintelligent (01/02/04) Blight of a nation, and yet no sensation, Slight infestation, cannibalization. The Glenlivet boost up my Ego Like a balloon in inflation. My name is Arthur, not Aaron or Anthony. Someone tell me, what's a cacophony? The way I fuck is a blasphemy? Well, fuck you, it's all in the past for me. You think I'm a stealer, I think you're a squealer. You morons think there's more to reveal, a Guy makes a dollar more and you holler Like your favorite whore, so call her. Rodents and Carrion, not vagrants, but variant, So when I need help, suddenly you're arrogant... Pain (05/18/05 They say duct-tap fixes everything. If so, I'd like to meet a mechanic licensed for open-heart surgery. Maybe then, I could go prancing about, not fearing purgery. OR!!! I hear Bondo's a good patch, if there's a hole. Right now a bowling ball couldn't catch in that hole in my soul. I been bereaved of the one thing in my life that cleaved through my strife and I WON

Dragonheart Fire&ic Leveling Crew
Come check out the new DragonHeart fire&ice leveling crew.if u have a salute pic and like helping people come join us we are new at leveling and there no rules help when and if u can.have nice Id tag's i can add u to and just carrie the name and show and be proud of our family. hears the Id's ihave to make for my members when u joing and show u are willing to help and stay so if u like the pic and idea of helping with leveling come give me your help and lets make a DragonHeart fire&ice leveling crew to be proud of this is the link to my home page come take a look ty for checking it out have a great day, Master Dragonheart~sweetdesire@ fubar

Should I Even Try???
It all started about a month ago. She told me she needed time apart. What started out as two days, changed to a week, then two weeks, then three, and by the end of the third when she asked me to come back I told her no. Well, here I am now, back with her, she wants to get married and move with me, since I moved out of town to be closer to my family and said she would do anything to be with me. But my issue is, I'm nosey, if it's an email, an IM, a text message, I read it. It's become a really bad habit of mine. Well I found a text message tonight, it wasn't sent, but it was about her. It said that she was keeping me on the side in case it didn't work out with these other two guys because she didn't want to be alone. Should this bother me, I mean we haven't been together for a month. But what if it started before I left? And should I confront her about it? I know all it's gonna do is lead back to the fact that I was nosey. I love her, and I honestly believe she loves me, but if she did

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

Adventures
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat i

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

Soulmates
SOULMATES A soulmate is someone that both of you are like two peas in a pod May it be the same foods May it be the same colors May it be the same goals in life May it be the same dreams May it be the same outlook on life May it be the same writing style May it be the same likes and dislikes May it be the same way of dress and style May it be the same religion and politics May it be the same tastes in music and film May it be the same family lifestyle May it be the same outlook of this land May it be the same tastes in sports all these things on this list is what soulmates are They thing and act the same on so many different levels that one can start a sentence and the other can finish it thats what soulmates are ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

Blah
So after some tough considerations... i have decided that by the end of the month i will be moving back to indianapolis... I made an offer on a house... I am going back to finish my degree in psychology, raise my kids, and generally try to move on with my life. For those of you who i hadnt told.. i was battling cancer for the past year.. and well with a go from the good ole docs i am off and running again. I cant waste anymore time sitting around waiting for the world to fall into my lap.... or a man to make me happy... Wish me luck its going to be a long road... but no worries this time i checked the tires ;) Dont get me wrong while i was here in jacksonville i did meet a few of awesome people... and well like 4 out of 10,000 aint bad right!?! But i hope you all keep in touch... cause i will miss the hell out of you. So thanks to jack for getting me out of the house for the first time in over three years... and thanks to muh nate for always being there when i called, and for the longe

Something To Think About In Life
You know as We human beings live life to its fullest We think life will be easy in the long run!!, which sometimes may not be the case. We always think things will go the way we hoped which sometimes leads to downfalls and such. When we look for what We all want in life We sometiems find it or sometimes dont. I hate games as much as being played with the heart and feelings that a person has inside willing to give to another person in life!!. Playing with peoples hearts and feelings isnt a good idea. It causes too many unwanted issues and problems!! But do what You feel is right, dont lead people on if your not interested in them or keep them hanging on to You as well its not fun believe Me from experience it totally blows and sucks, being hurt or something silly isnt funny to some, may be hurtful to others too. Its fun to meet and date people but not fun when you play with their hearts and feelings either, be sincere and thoughtful for the person, or persons willing to take time to get

Lol Why Is It So Hard
why is it so hard for some to relize this is a internet site lol I love this place it is a fun place to chat with alot of new and diffrent people.So why is it so hard for some of them to understand I dont take everything on here personal nor should they if dealing with me.You will know when you have crossed over into my real life.so for those having a hard time with it get over it!I have a life outside fubar.So if am not taking your fu marriage or flirting to heart it is nothing against you,there is no reason to hate on me lol ...Like I said you will know when you have crossed over and it means something to me.The number one reasons for me writting this is so some of the ones taking it to heart will stop bothering my friends and family on here with the drama.trust me we have enough in our real life already lol Peace and love to you all!!!

Eye
You look so disapointed I guess Ill have to change You keep your eyes on me I guess You want it this way They look empty the way you look at me I change you stare I look you turn is this the way you want it to be? You look and never comment I guess ill do better for you You keep comming back here I guess you liked it now they look empty the way you look at me I turn you stay i speak you sigh i wish you yawn i speak you die i guess you didnt like it after all

Tests
I have my first set of tests on my left hand Monday. I am not sure what they are likely to find. But I knkow this much I am tired of doing very much everything one handed. I know that I have to be very patienton waiting for my test results.

Behind
Behind Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears and I still feel the pain after all of these years Think of what you put me through the tears I cried and feelings that would not subside I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend though I still love you and probably always will I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell I forgive you for the bruises on my heart and my whole world just falling apart but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day and the truth behind the pain you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang

Benzi'stop Tracks Of 2007
Benzi’s Top 25 …ok 26 Tracks of 2007 (not in order) Kiko Kaniver - True Face: This track shows the true personality of Kiko and since he’s like a brother, its also my kind of track. True emotion, hence…the True face. Y-Ace n R-Kyve(me)- Watch Your Mouth- Who woulda thought a red sox n a yankee can murder a track in 3 verses?? By some people, best verse I spit so far. I play this almost daily Kiko Kaniver ft. R-Kyve (me) Death by 2moro- kiko and i. playing wit death. This shows how I truly think. Favorite track of the best beat in the world, love me by eminem OK. NOW the music out there. Lupe fiasco - Dumb it down – A lyricist can make a hot track on a hot beat n NOT dumb it down 4 u crank that assholes out there. Real music here. Aint dumbin down nothing Joell Ortiz - brooklyn Bullshit – This is soo Brooklyn! Every nigga in my home knows this shit. We all got 2 baby momma 2 buildings away from each other lol. Dis bullshit im on. Vybz Kartel – Brooklyn – Straig

The Game Of Love
The Game Of Love What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

The Crashing Wave
THE CRASHING WAVE SHE WALKS DOWN AN ENDLESS PATH BEFORE THE DAWN HAS KISSED THE DAY TO THE WATERS' EDGE SHE MOVES IN HASTE KNOWING SHE'LL NEVER FIND HER WAY HIS CRIES OF LOVE SHE HEARS IN VAIN CRASHING UPON EACH EMERALD WAVE WITH EVERY STEP HER HEART BEATS FASTER KNOWING IT'S HER SOUL SHE GAVE TO THE ENDLESS PATH, THE CRASHING WAVE, AND THE LOVER'S LIFE sHE COULD NOT SAVE

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

A Christmas Carol That Has Baffled Me
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come outof the pear tree have to do with Christmas? Today, I found out.From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England werenot permitted to practice their faith openly. Someoneduring that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Eachelement in the carol has a code word for a religious realitywhich the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. -The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. -The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. -The six geese a-laying stood for the six days of creation

Betrayed
Today I was once again betrayed by someone that I thought to be a good friend I am really hurt by what this person did and it is the second time that this person did this to me. it was the second time that i received a text stating that this person was found dead. he really played on my emotions, and it really hurt I have realized that this is not a friend at all. I traveled almost 3,000 miles to visit when this person was really down and to show him that I am a good friend but I dont understand why they would do something like this if they call themselves as a friend. this was a very sick joke that was pulled on me for the second time. I want to really say something to this person but I am not sure as I have trouble getting out what i want to say due to my stroke. but just how can someone due this to another person.

Am I Cheating Death?
Not to long ago me, michelle, and allie were driving back to michelles house and when we on washington street. when we were driving, a truck ran right threw a stop sign without stopping. I suppose we were maybe 5 seconds away from hitting him. i thought it was just nothing until i realize there were more times that i "dodge" death. Another time when me and paul were coming back from dropping off april after bowling, we going down the neighbor street and all of a sudden, a truck reversed out of no where, and we were right about to hit it, whats worse, paul was texting while driving and and did not realize he about to hit him, i said "stop" and barely touched him. The last one i can remember is when me, michelle, and jamie were walking to the gas station. and when we got there, a car crashed right threw glass (right where we suppose to walk threw) . it must of happeed maybe 2 minutes after we got there. all these close calls made me wonder "am i cheating death?" and if so..

Doctor Who
Rose stares, stunned, as the young man who has replaced the Doctor sets the TARDIS in flight towards the planet Barcelona on Tuesday, October 5006. He then begins to poke and prod his face and torso, checking out his new body’s attributes: a slight weakness in the right wrist, sideburns, bad skin, and a mole between his shoulder blades. When he turns to Rose for her opinion, she demands that he send the Doctor back, convinced that he’s an impostor -- but he claims that he is the Doctor, even though he just changed every cell in his body to save his life. To prove it, he takes her hand and reminds her of the first word he spoke to her, in a cellar, surrounded by malevolent shop-window dummies: “Run.” Rose, shaken, asks if the Doctor can change back. He tells her that he can’t, and, realising she’s deeply upset, asks if she’d prefer to go home now. He resets the co-ordinates for the Powell Estate on 24 December, but when he cracks a joke about her mum’s holiday cooking, she smiles, d

Emplyees Suck
This is officially my 1st blog! 1 giant leap for me, muthafukas. I work in a restaurant in Jersey City and I have to say that it is the worst place I've ever managed, and I've been to a few parts of NJ including just outside Camden. There is just something about these people that isn't right. How many times can you be late and not exprect to get written up or suspended or fired? Why is it that when I ask them to do something, I have to have a discussion....sorry, a FIGHT about it. If I ask you to wear 1 chef coat for your double because we don't have enough for the week , why can't I get an "ok, no problem" or "oh, I didn't realise, I'll fix that." Instead I hear, "Well maybe we should have more coats." Like I don't know how to do my effin job and manage a monthly budget of 5 pages. Why have I been trying for 12 months to get these dirty fukers to clean right? I've tried asking them, telling them, making it fun, pleading, using it as a punishment, divying up the respon

To All My Fu Friends,
Send this heart to everyone you know and love, and if you are inside his/her heart, he/she will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive, although it's not quantity, but QUALITY! You will always be in my heart!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..................¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......................¶¶¶¶"

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Prcb Debates Sts-122 Atlantis Options - Includes Rollback And Tank Swap
Two options were debated by the all-powerful PRCB (Program Requirements Control Board) meeting, one of which will allow Atlantis to aim for a late January - or more likely - early February launch date, the other involving rollback. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 12-28-07 Currently, "Option A" appears to have the support of shuttle management, which will involve the soldering of the LH2 Feed-through connector pins. "Option B" involves rollback and a tank swap with ET-126. A large contingent of engineers are calling for 'Option B' - which will involve the STS-122 stack being rolledback to the Vehicle Assembly Building (VAB), due to the requirement of having to enter the tank to remove the entire Feed-through assembly. Such work at the pad is no longer considered as an option. Once inside the VAB, Atlantis would be de-mated from ET-125 and re-mated with ET

No Alot Of Anything
HEY YA ALL ITS NOT MUCH OF A BLOG IT'S BEEN FOREVER SINCE I'VE BEEN ON HERE I HAVE ALOT OF CONTACTS ON HERE SO IF U WANT TO SAY ON THE LIST I'D LOVE TO TALK DROP ME A LINE AND LET ME KNOW IF U WANT TO SAY ON OR NOT IAM GOING TO CLEAN UP SOME ON HERE....... IT LOOK'S TO BE A MESS LOL//.. AND I HOPE ALL OF YOUR HOLIDAYS HAVE AND WAS THE BEST FOR U ,,,, AND HAVE A GREAT NEW YR,,,,, YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS TAMI

Chapter 5
Tears and pain are a part of life. I can't be the strong person I want to be all the time so tonight, I'm letting the tears flow. Uncle Al is in a coma with no brain activity. He's dying. I keep telling myself all things happen for a reason and that whatever happens, everything will be ok. At least he'll be with Papa and Gramma. He'll be happy there. There are nights I just want to be held by someone I care for but my heart and mind aren't clear on that subject either. Who is it that my heart wants and would they even want me? I've seen so much pain and loss this year, but I've gotten stronger from it. It took me a while, but I realize that tears and pain are a part of life and that self mutilation isn't. So tonight, I'm taking away the smile and releasing my pain. I just hope one day, my real smile will be worn on my face more than the fake one.

Hatebreed
So I went to the Hatebreed show in Philly and I was hardcore dancing. Well some fuckin ASSHOLE kicked me in the side of my knee and now I am a fuckin gimp. I am so fuckin pissed that someone could have done that shit to me. Its bad enough that my back is fucked up, now I have to deal with my fuckin Knee too. My life fuckin SUCKS

23 Wierdness
Mathematical Mayhem There are 23 letters in the Latin alphabet W = 23rd letter of the alphabet It's symbol is 2 points down, 3 up. W, the only letter in the English language to be renounced polysyllabically, is 23rd in line. Note also that it is a double(2)-u and that t has three(3) syllables. WWW = 23+23+23 = 69 69/3 = 23 -> 6+9+3 = 18 = 23-5 (2+3=5) 2 / 3 = .666 23 is the first prime number in which both digits are prime numbers and add up to another prime number. Two (2), three (3), and five(5) are the first three prime numbers in our counting system. (1 is not prime, it's an identity). Square root(s) of 2,3, and 5 are used in respect to tetrahedral hyperdimensional physics and perfect form in design. Square root(s)of 2, 3, and 5 supposedly relative to D&M Pyramid on Mars and other similar relationships. Also these square roots were quite common in early architecture and considered the most aesthetically pleasing in design. 23 written in base 3 is 212 (2+1+2=5) 23 writt

He Called... After 5 Months
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

Stunned...
Bold, beautiful and compassionate. She had giant brass balls, a woman speaking out and leading others to a better place in a environment that oppresses and degrades women just because. And she served as Prime Minister, twice, in a world that just wanted to destroy her. We, as a common people, have lost a piece of something too great to be contained in a mortal shell today.

I'm Not So Sure....
...that I need a FUBAR account... It's just going to get me in trouble in the end... But, There are some people that I would LOVE to keep up with... :-) So I have alternate accounts set up for those of you that want to keep up with me... I have a facebook account... A myspace account... A yahoo account... Whatever it takes to get you to me, I'm for that... Myspace ID: Garrett's Dads Evil Twin Facebook: Jeff Riley Yahoo ID: gawain972 I hope some of you come check on me... I would really hate to lose contact with you, but again, I'm just going to get in trouble here, and need to delete this account... :-) Thanks! :-D

Yeah
ok well life has blown lately idk whos gona read this or who cares but yeah...idk shit is lame im 100% virgin its kinda annoying had 1 gf but it was a joke im 18 so wtf is this haha. im almost to the point where i dont care cuz im used 2 no1 really carin idk dont mean 2 sound emo haha yeah ill post more later

New Year
well another year approaching and ive thought of all the things i want to accomplish this year..whew ive got a list..dosent mean ill get them all accomplished but im putting my best foot forward... 1..i will accomplish this...quit smoking. 2...be more giving of myself 3...be kinder to others needs 4...fall in love...lol..been tying that for 3 years..lol 5...take better care of my health issues which by the way is improving daily. 6....take time to appreciate the simple things in life that so many of us take for granted.. 7....be more loving to my family..we were never close so 2008 seems like great place to start.. 8...less time on fubar, more time getting out in the real world..im to wrapped up in this game... ok there ya got it..my resolutions..have you made yours? happy new year everyone..

Rotten Apples
Ok Ive seen that damn bulletin and email enough times where guys are to affraid to climb the tree for the good women, But you know what that door swings both ways. I've reposted that so many times and seen women reposting that or they want a nuce guy. But the fact is you wouldnt know what to do with them, you would end up treating them like yesterdays news papers, and using them for your birds cage to catch their shit then toss it out the next day. Now here is the real test who really has the balls to repost this repost it as " Rotten Apples " for those who this describes " Good Apple " For those who have found a good guy and is holding them close Or " No Apple " for those who are single and wouldnt know a good guy even if they bit you in the ass FOR THOSE WHO HAVENT READ ANY OF MY BLOGS OR DONT REALLY KNOW ME I SPEAK MY MIND YOU DONT LIKE IT TOUGH SHIT!!!!!!!! Ok I started this just as a bulletin and only one person reposted it so that tells me that really no woman has the ball

Shit Missiles
Here I am, talking to my asshole about the shit he has to do in iraq and he has inspired me to write a story about shit Here is the story Well, the other day, he was cleaning shit in a metal box and he says that he has to burn it and stir it. Imagine the amount of shit that he has to stir.There is about 30-40 of them and its like a week's shit.And, he have to stir it like making a chocolate shake which is kind of gross. Anyway, my suggestion to him was to just put a bomb inside and make it explode. I wondered will there be any shit remaining and will the shit scattered around after the explosion and covered him and othe others with shit. That be quite a sight. LOL Another suggestion was that have the missiles filled up with shit and then fire them to hostile area. So, when the missile is up into the air, it will opened up and drop the shit on the enemy's ground and they be filled with shit. Normally, they be wondering what is it and will use a finger to touch it and taste

Into Darkness
Being tortured, feeling as being locked in a room, one door to get in and out, no windows, feeling somewhat safe, knowing whats in the room is just you, but growing uneasy for being locked in the room, walls seem to start closing in on you, you pound on the door, praying someone hears you, but its like your in a sound proof room, nobody sees you, nobody hears you, nobody knows your there, growing more weary, you huddle in the corner, awaiting someone to just open that door, thingking you hear someones footsteps coming, you start pounding on the door, and only realize what you heard was your own heart beating, you crawl back into your corner, sitting there cured up in a ball, wanting, waiting, wishing someone to take your hand and rescue you from that room, now growing dark, but cant sleep, but still so tired, closing your eyes but thats all your doing, cant sleep, this room from being somewhat spacious, now feeling more of a cubby hole or small closet, When will this nightmare end????

Life Is Crazy
so yeah lately life has been ok but it could be better on christmas I went to Whidbey Island for a couple of days and yeah it was good times I got away from work and my so called life and it was nice to do something that took my mind off of my every day life it was a nice road trip with always working and devoting all my time to work and everything else I don't have time to myself its stressin me out so I think I'm going to take a vacation sometime soon and yeah that would be nice now I have something to look forward to next year that being said there are alot of things I'm looking forward to like for me taking time out from life and work and everthing that stresses me out but yeah I'll see how that one turns out hope everyone has a happy new year later

My Christmas
I'm hoping all Fubarians had a good Christmas; I know I sure did. I get $400, an IPod shuffle, a new 17" LCD computer monitor, socks, candles, a robe, a journal, jumper cables for my car, bath/shower stuff, Pirates of the Caribbean 3 on DVD, The Simpsons Movie on DVD, and an amethyst pendant necklace, amongst other things. I'm hoping to get a new processor for my personal computer soon because that's the only thing I'll need for upgrading it.

Our Guardian Angels
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Wicked Burning
wicked secrets getting told in the dark poison dripping from your head you keep me around and you leave your mark its hard to bleed when its all been said you keep your eyes from mine smoke screen to hide what's been said inside your soul is burning red devil keeps the poison spread close your window and shut your door turn out the light and hide in your bed ill be crawling across your floor ill be preaching all things unsaid its your evil and your poison its the things inside your head its your evil and your poison they make me bleed black thoughts in my head