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Damned Human Emotions
Damned Human Emotions 4/7/2008 These things, going on in my head... A world of complete chaotic insanity which I’m in a constant struggle to curb, to suppress, to control, to command! You’ve destroyed everything! You’ve disrupted my order, loosened my chains, unleashed my Hell! & I love you for it, though I cannot deny my new struggle... I have forgotten how to understand the language of these little, things throughout my years of dominance... Now that you’ve cast my world into disorder what do you plan to do? Can you be one to love me without restriction? If not to be mine, then step aside! Let me get back on track & resume my blissful denial of how much they know I care for you...!

Hard Living
A Long Hard Life: The birds are singing so pretty today, There's a mountain shining far away, Squirrels scamper over the trees, And listen to the hum of the bees. Cows are lowing in the field, The crops are putting forth their yield, The sun is smiling in the sky, And clouds are floating way up high. Away off yonder a tractor goes, And blooms are now becoming a rose, Clothes hang out on the line, The sunset's pretty, round about nine. That old barn's about to go, And hear that old North wind blow, It's near time to feed those pigs, Momma goes out to pick the figs. Cotton time's a'commin' pretty soon, Look at those rings around the moon, Weatherman says it's gonna rain, The gosh-darn cold gives me a pain. Fishin' time is nearly here, Poppa bought a brand new steer, Need me a bath. I don't want one, Ridin' those horses shore is fun. Mulberrys are shore gettin' ripe, The sink

More Country
Cattle Country: There is a land that is a delight, Where work is not play by day or night, This place has always been home to me, You should know the place; it's Cattle Country. There are ranches all over the land, With many different names, each its own brand, There are riders on horses as far as you see, This place is beautiful; it's Cattle country. The chuck wagons are there, other wagons too, There are also many women, with chores to do, The children are playing, happy as could be, For this place is safe; it's Cattle Country. Whenever you're traveling toward this way, Make sure you have a place to stay, Where people are nice, and men are handy, You'll like it here; it's Cattle Country. (Copyright: Sharon Gay Watson)

Quiet
Country: Down a lonesome road where nobody else is near, Beside a sleepy creek as your horse stands grazing, You sit by your campfire pondering days ahead, And think on your life and the children you are raising. (Copyright: Sharon Gay Watson)

Peaceful
Country Life: There's a stream rippling slowly as it runs through the woods, A deer lifts its head proud and majestic where it stood, Birds are singing and flying through the air, Animals are rambling and searching as much as they dare. Skies are clouding, and rain's coming close now, Farmers are circling in fields on their tractors and plows, Women are hanging clothes out on their line, Children do chores and go to bed around nine. (Copyright: Sharon Gay Watson)

Gettin My Tattoo
Hey Ya'll Hey I wanted to write a new blog because I am extremly bored right now. I am going to be gettin my first tatto in a few months. But I am so excited about it because I wanted to get something I didn't want to regrett and have to get covered up later in life ya know??? So I am going to get a pair of Angel Wings With Cross in the middle Of them and Then between the two wings it will have my itials and then goin to have down in the cross the words" strength and Determination". It is going to look really awesome when its done. I went with this Idea an the words because It shows how much my life is a savin grace and I am willin to be strong an determined to be here and I how rough of life I went through to just be here today. But I am so excited about gettin it Can't wait and Sorry for the ones that think I am writtin to much about it. My bad. lol But Yeah I'll deffently put pics up when I get it done and show ya'll. Racer

I Could Be Yours...
I Could Be Yours.... For The Right Price You Could Have Ownership Of Me For A Month I Have Agreed To Do The Following: ♥ Daily Comments ♥ Daily Gifts ♥ Rate All Your Pics Within The Month ♥ Place Your Name In Mine Showing Ownership ♥ Salute Picture Auction Starts @ 8p.m. 4/8/08 Click " Place Bid" To Take Your Chances Of Owning Me For An Entire Month... Don't Forget To Rate/Fan/Add 'Free Stylin' Please Repost && Help Me Get Bids. Thank You!

Beautiful Lady
Beautiful lady The gates of heaven open I see a beautiful lady walking I sit here watching her from my bedroom window I hear the birds talking Why am I singing this very loving song? Your scenic hair blowing away my fears I gaze at your face, and you shed a tear I will take you to a place filled with secrets. I wish to kiss those enchanted lips I crave to hold those two miraculous hands And whisper to your ear Touch your soft beautiful face and Tell you why today we are in this place, I will take away all the pain and sorrow and, We shall meet again tomorrow I wake up from this daydream . . . The beautiful lady behind me kisses my cheek and, says to me, thank you …tell we meet again tomorrow!!

Some Longing
A Life Cut Too Short By: Sharon Gay Watson Words cannot express how I feel today, A friend to me has passed away, He allways cared and made me smile, For this man I would walk a mile. You never know how much you miss him, Till those words hit home and that light grows dim, The hugs, the kisses, the many a long hour, He was allways my rock and he gave me so much power. I could face each day, but what about now, I know I must....but do not know how, I love him so much, I miss him more than I can say, He will be mourned in each and every way. He was like a brother, strong and true, The man never thought of himself, only of you, Sleep my friend, rest in peace, till we meet again soon, You are in my thoughts, my dreams, and in the light of the moon. ************************************************************************************ A dear friend to me has passed on. I will miss him so much. Just never knew it would hurt lik

4/08 Another Joke Of The Day!!!
A young man truly in love with his girlfriend decided to have her name tattooed on his penis. Her name was Wendy, and the tattoo was done while the penis was erect, so when it was not erect all you could see was W Y. Shortly after the couple was married they were honeymooning in Jamaica the man was in a bathroom in Jamaica, and standing next to him was a Jamaican man who also had a W Y on his penis. The American said to him "Oh is your girl named Wendy too?" The Jamaican replied, "No, Mr. that says Welcome to Jamaica Have a Nice Day". Gotta LOVE them Jamaican's!!!!

Morbid Me
A Darker Side Of Me I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don’t have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I wil

A Few Pro Quos
*cut and paste from Jenni's Blog* Apparently i wasn't clear on the bidding process. A Happy Hour does NOT trump all bids... The total amount of money all together being spent is the high bid. For Instance, if someone bids 3 month VIP worth $50.00 and a 30 day blast worth $50.00 and a 1 day blast worth $7.50, that is a higher bid than a Happy Hour worth $100.00. If this is not clear, then please, ask me a question...there is too much confusion.... ALSO, please don't conversate in the comments...its making it difficult to find the bids.

4/08 Joke Of The Day!!!!
How do you identify a city worker's kids on the playground?.............................. They're the ones standing around watching the other kids play. Kind of cheesy yes i know!!! But it's still a joke!!!!

Penance And Success
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 penance and success Nothing is impossible in life is the favorite quotes of seers on the subject of life but to attain the motive it needs great penance to adore with. As per the Vedic wisdom true Brahmans are ever powerful by virtue of their penance, no one deliver from their wrath. If one earn the curse of true Brahmins are bound fall in life and if one attain the blessing of true Brahmins are bound to rise in life to a glorious mode for here and here after. It is penance of Brahmins which matters to life. The power of yoga [contemplation], planning, penance and mystic formulas works properly only when adequate secrecy is maintained about them. As per quotes of saints god can easily be won over by the varying modes of penance but with truth of life their in. It is penance which makes it with all ease about the state of final beatitude a must for being a human to cross over the ocean of mundane world. May god bless all on the subject of t

Punk/harley...want You To Be There!!!
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Life
Sadness Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn

10,000 Down We Need All Git-r-done Members Here Asap! Lets Rock!
COME ALL GIT-R-DONE FAMILY MEMBERS WE ARE DOWN BY 10,000 AGAIN...UNACCEPTABLE...WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT I THINK! IF ANYONE ELSE WANTS TO HELP FILL FREE...WE WON'T MIND SO COME ON IN AND BOMB THIS PIC HARD FINDING OUT WHO THE BEST OF THE BEST IS AND WERE NOT DONE YET...LETS GIT-R-DONE! TO SHOW RESPECT TO THE HOST OF THIS CONTEST PLEASE ADD, RATE, AND FAN JOHNNY! JOHNNY@ fubar

Cold Wax
>All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, >painless removal-The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > > > >My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play >with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind >for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the >medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. > > > >It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you >just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them >apart and press them to your let (or wherever else) and you pull the hair >right off. > > > >No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am >mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > > > >(YA THINK?!?!) > > > >So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other >stuck together. Instead of rubbing them

Auction
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It's Free And Only Takes A Second!!!
The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corpor ate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

For My Friend
Dedication To Brian By: Sharon Gay Watson My friend....you are our stars in the sky, the soft clouds rolling by; You are the rainbow after a morning shower, the fire from a raging storm; In our memories you will live allways, and in our nights you will hold us close; Your strength keeps us going, your love lingers in the depths of our hearts; Help us to get through this, keep our sanity from slipping away; All of your loved ones feel the same way.....we miss you......; You were taken too soon from us all and we need you so much; But we all know God has plans for you up in Heaven. Thank you for bringing us all together, thank you for all the happy times and even the bad; Thank you for being our brother, our mentor, our rock, and our love; Thank you above all else for being the man you were and still are; Thank you for just being you. Brian......Rest In Peace.....May God hold you close to him. I know all of us are from now on! Till we meet again, Bro.......God Ble

Remembering
In Our Memories By: Sharon Gay Watson Piercing eyes that strike to the heart, A stern look which tears you apart, Someone to care when all hope is lost, He loves you no matter what it will cost. It starts with a fight, but some talking fixes it all, Every night for hours you are at his beck and call, His laughter, his smile, none other takes his place with you, Deep inside you know that this friendship is true. Every night you both sit and you talk, Through your dreams at night you both walk, He touches you more than any man ever could, And he fills you with a warmth you never thought he would. He smiles and makes all hurt go away, Even when he fusses your heart wants him to stay, You both feel like this will linger for years, When out of the blue suddenly life leaves you in tears. In the night, he is carried away from you all, No longer is he there when you want to call, He holds you in his Angelic arms from now on, But you cannot face the fact tha

My Friend
Memories Current mood: peaceful Category: Writing and Poetry My Dear Friend By: Sharon Gay Watson Seven long years we talked and fought, But I will cherish the memories you brought, We each in our own way loved one another, And in my heart allways you will remain my brother. Your eyes light up shadows and your smile melts a heart, Just your hello was a real fine way for friends to start, You listened, you laughed and you broke down my walls, I never quite knew how a body felt when it falls. Memories will last allways until we meet up above, I feel your ams around me, and your voice shows me love, You walk in my dreams and you tell me to hang on now, But I feel so lost that I do not know how. Go travel through mountains and valleys so deep, We shall be companions in both of our sleep, Don't ever say bye, don't ever let go, Your friends all around still love you so.

Sniffles
Either I'm allergic to Joe, Joe's cats, or he just gets me sick every time we hang out. I are not feeling like a well chicky. :( Anyways, I hung out with Joe a couple days ago which was fun and is always pretty nice. He took me out to dinner as an early birthday present (the boy bought me RED LOBSTER!) He wanted to go to this brazilian place but apparently they're closed on Sundays. Oh well. Mom and I might head into town today to get me pants that fit. That would be AWESOME. I'm hoping that tomorrow I get to see Cory. That would REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY make me happy. Here's hoping.

Guilt Trip
Sailing in her battered ship Driven by the winds of an undeserved guilt trip Wandering aimlessly at sea Following a map written by someone elses deceit Tossed by the raging waves Going down with the ship and she refuses to be saved No one has told her she doesnt need to drown So used to being lost, to afraid to be found Slipping farther from the shore Im afraid one day no one will be able to save her anymore Her sails are torn and ripped By the storm of an undeserved guilt trip

More Obama
I have felt for sometime now that Obama is the one person that 'Frightens Me'. I believe the Bible has warned us that 'A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract will many supporters!' ; When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is 'A Muslim'....First, Last and always....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation, whether our bleeding-heart, secular, Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description f rom the Bible of the 'Anti-Christ'! I'm just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man! Semper Fidelis, Chuck 'Saepius Exertus, Semper Fidelis, Frater Infinitas' 'Often Tested, Always Faithful, Brothers Forever' ! - Unite d States Marines - Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anythi

Amd Revenues Take Hit- To Cut Workforce By 10%
By DON CLARK April 8, 2008; Page B3 Advanced Micro Devices Inc. projected a sharp drop in first-quarter revenue and announced a 10% reduction in its work force, as technical gaffes and softening computer demand afflicted the chip maker. The job cuts will affect about 1,680 workers at the Sunnyvale, Calif., company, which previously employed 16,800, an AMD spokesman said. AMD, locked in a battle with Intel Corp. over chips known as microprocessors, said it expects first-quarter revenue of $1.5 billion, about 15% lower than the company reported in the fourth period. The company previously had predicted a decline in line with normal seasonal patterns. The AMD spokesman said a decline of about 7% is typical for the period. Yahoo finally answers Microsoft's ultimatum; Air travelers have worst year according to a survey; Apple gets hit with a downgrade while Alcoa and AMD disappoint. The company has been coping with a series of problems, including a heavy debt load from its 200

Things To Know About Me!!
Words to best describe me would be... Extremely Intuitive, good Judge of Character, Shy, Soft Spoken, Eccentric, Free Spirited , Passionate, Strong, Sensitive, Emotional, Fragile at times, Loving, Loyal, Affectionate, Sensual, Wise, Insightful, Apprecative, Blessed, and Happy!I have been through a lot in my life, but it has only made me stronger and wiser... Im a simple girl, and i enjoy the simple things in life. I LOVE the ocean, life, laughing, flowers, nature, helping people, sunny days, barbecues, tanning, swimming, fishing, shooting pool, dancing, shoppping, gardening, decorating, chocolate, thunderstorms, summer, just being outdoors, hanging out with friends, animals, scary movies, working out,and just living life in the present moment each and every day.. I prefer to be around happy, positive people who enjoy life. I will NOT tolerate people who cause drama..If you are dramatic, please stay away! Im a very open minded person. I always try to see the other persons poi

Famine
I decided a little while ago to write a series of poems, all with a connecting theme. As a result, here is the second in my series called The Five Horsemen Of The Apocalypse. I hope to get them published in the future. Summer by winter is slain. Warmth by frost is killed. Stomachs with hunger are pained. Thousands of tears are spilled. All around is silence. Only frail ghosts can be seen. Starvation shows death's violence. He leaves coffins where he's been. The dead stretched out on the floor. Empty eyes show nothing. Young screaming and crying for more. Children left in suffering. Fear written on their sunken face. Inside is an empty ache. Death moves with such fine grace; A perfect demise he will make. Words within their begging eyes. No translation you'll ever need. And to this day their voices rise, And their hearts inside will bleed

Tats On Tits
I see so many beautiful women on here and elsewhere that have tattoos on their breasts and cleavage. I don't get it, you don't need anything else for us to notice your tits, its one of the first places we look when we see you. I just think that is the most unattractive place for a female to get a tattoo. Don't get me wrong I love tattoos and I think they are sexy on females only if they are done right and in the right location. A female's chest is not a good place for a tattoo, I think looks trashy and in a few years it will be a dark blob and look like you have some disease or something. It's just my opinion and I am sure a lot of people will disagree. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

Help Me Level My Fu Owner
my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to her godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar Blog done by Tinkerbell's Fu Slave ~*Moon Wolf Owner of Mystical Magic Lounge &~*PixiFairy*~Owned by Tinkerbell SweetJudy and Sunshine@ fubar

War
I decided a little while ago to write a series of poems, all with a connecting theme. As a result, here is the first in my series called The Five Horsemen Of The Apocalypse. I hope to get them published in the future. Death has carved the landscape, Into ditches, craters, holes and hills. The people here had no escape, From the screaming bombs so shrill. The mangled bodies all now gone, Melted has the snow. The blue sky now filled with bird song, On the ground grass shall grow. But the ground is still torn apart, Nature's face now scarred. So many broken hearts, The history of man is marred. The sounds of past still echo Through lands contoured in pain. The dead lying below Will die again and again. All the dead unnamed, All the graves are unmarked. All the killers shamed, Their souls forever dark. ..

Hmmmm
I have another first date today, but I'm getting sick of dating, and surf season is coming pretty soon, and I feel like the date is just making me miss my kung fu class, and its a waste of time because I've been on several first dates. I don't even know what to wear, gotta buy something because I'm pretty rugged. also my arms are black and blue from kung fu, I guess I'll tell her I love violence.

Great Wisdom
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes Benz 380 SL." -- Lynn Lavner "According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful." -- Robert De Niro "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." -- Steve Martin "Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place." -- Billy Crystal "I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." -- Tom Clancy "Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet. -- Robin Williams "Instead of getting married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house."

Sucralose-toxicity Effects Seen In Research
The following adverse effects from sucralose have been reported in research findings: * Shrunken thymus glands (up to 40% shrinkage) (EO56) * Enlarged liver and kidneys. (EO57 & E161) * Atrophy of lymph follicles in the spleen and thymus (EO51, EO56, EO151) * Increased cecal weight (E151) * Reduced growth rate (EO57) * Decreased red blood cell count (EO55) * Hyperplasia of the pelvis (EO57) * Aborted pregnancy (Maternal & Fetal Toxicity) (E134) * Decreased fetal body weights and placental weights (EO32) * Increase glycosylation of hemoglobin (HbA1c) for diabetics (E157) (Note: One of the effects of increased HbA1c is Cardiac Mortality.) The manufacturer claimed that the sucralose was unpleasant for the rodents to eat in large doses. They said that starvation caused the shruken thymus glands. From the New Scientist (23 Nov 1991, pg 13): “[Toxicologist Judith] Bellin reviewed studies on rats starved under experimental con

Breakin Benjamin - Next 2 Nothin
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***in Giveaway, Need Help Please***
I'm in a Pick Your Prize Giveaway that ends on May 2, hosted by this amazing lady and very good friend of mine: Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud owner of Fireman6187@ fubar I'm going for a 1 month VIP and all I need is 25,000 comments. Pic rates count as 10 comments. Just click on my pic link below.... .....and please help me bomb the hell out of my pic. Be sure to rate the pic, too. I'll return the favor when needed to. Thank you so much for any and all help!!! Don't forget to add the lady hosting it, she's such an awesome person!

F*cking Fed Up
Every morning, I wake up and the first thought in my mind is what in the hell is my purpose? Somehow or another, I always end up fucking something up. I get so damn tired of dealing with people's crap, that I wish I could just f*cking disappear forever. The only thing that I ever did right was my little girl. Now, tell me, what the hell am I supposed to feel when several people in my life keep teling me that I screwed everything up? Apparently, I wasn't thinking, supposedly. I'm just done. Mentally & Physically. I don't know, maybe I'm just over reacting, but sometimes I just don't even feel like living. Anyways, there's my blog. Do with it what you will.

Princess Diana Made By Scottishprincess
Born in purity, from a family of wealth A young girl came with a message to man She dearly loved children And the love that she shared Was recognised by many As her heart she bared A prince did spy this beautiful girl And took her to wife and to mother his heir A Princess she became And a legend to many As she learned the ropes Of her royal duty She graciously stepped into the shoes she did wear And took up her tasks with love and with care She bore her sons With great motherly love And gave them courage As she taught them to love her marriage became, for her, a great sadness As it fell away in a torment of badness But throughout it all She held her pride And lived for the people She refused to hide She shunted, however, from reporters and their rudeness, As they tormented her hours with cameras and gossip A lady of truth, She spoke her hurt And tried to live Her best for earth She sought so desperately for peace and love And it came in the fo

Bids
Apparently i wasn't clear on the bidding process. A Happy Hour does NOT trump all bids... The total amount of money all together being spent is the high bid. For Instance, if someone bids 3 month VIP worth $50.00 and a 30 day blast worth $50.00 and a 1 day blast worth $7.50, that is a higher bid than a Happy Hour worth $100.00. If this is not clear, then please, ask me a question...there is too much confusion.... ALSO, please don't conversate in the comments...its making it difficult to find the bids.

12,554 Points To Insider, Please Help!
Lets level Patty shes an awesome lady & friend, always there helping everyone, she has 12,554 Points to Insider, so lets get this done today! Ty in advance to who helps :) Lil'One*Fu's SwtestNSassiestLdy*DSC*InDependentFamily*Lollipop Gurlz*BdGirlzBdBoyz`BBW Pinup@ fubar This pimpout brought to u with lots of love from the one & only ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" Fu Owner of "Firemanm88" @ fubar

The Plague Of High Fructose Corn Syrup
Until the 1970s, most sugar was sucrose derived from sugar beets or sugar cane. But sugar from corn, especially high fructose corn syrup (HFCS), is now more popular because it is much less expensive to produce. It also contains nearly twice the fructose of the sugars that came before it. Between 1980 and 1994, average fructose consumption rose from 39 pounds per year to 83 pounds per year. Fructose contains no enzymes, vitamins or minerals, and it leeches micronutrients from the body. Unbound fructose, found in large quantities in HFCS, can interfere with the heart's use of minerals such as magnesium, copper and chromium. Fructose also reduces the affinity of insulin for its receptor, which is the principle characteristic of type 2 diabetes. HFCS has been implicated in elevated blood cholesterol levels, and it has been found to inhibit the action of the immune system's white blood cells. Sources: * Weston A. Price Foundation Omega Juicer Dr. Mercola Dr. M

Bitch
When I stand up for Myself and my beliefs, They call me a Bitch. When I stand up for Those I love, They call me a Bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts Or do things my own way, they call me a Bitch. Being a bitch Means I won't Compromise what's In my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to Tolerate injustice and Speak against it, I am Defined as a Bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for Myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, Opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, Try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. An

Way Too Much Fun!
yesterday i went for a two hour walk with chris, when but what do i see but a park... with SWINGS. I talked her into hopping onto them and we did that for like 45 minutes. then we ran and played on the slide. people going by in cars looked at us like we were insane. but i love swings. so boo to you. :)

The Double Danger Of High Fructose Corn Syrup
By Bill Sanda, BS, MBA For many years, Dr. Meira Fields and her coworkers at the US Department of Agriculture investigated the harmful effects of dietary sugar on rats. They discovered that when male rats are fed a diet deficient in copper, with sucrose as the carbohydrate, they develop severe pathologies of vital organs. Liver, heart and testes exhibit extreme swelling, while the pancreas atrophies, invariably leading to death of the rats before maturity. Sucrose is a disaccharide composed of 50 percent glucose and 50 percent fructose. Dr. Fields repeated her experiments to determine whether it was the glucose or fructose moiety that caused the harmful effects. Starch breaks down into glucose when digested. On a copper-deficient diet, the male rats showed some signs of copper deficiency, but not the gross abnormalities of vital organs that occur in rats on the sucrose diet. When the rats were fed fructose, the fatal organ abnormalities occured. Lysl oxidase is a copper-depend

Breathe
BREATHLESS In limitless motion SUBMERGED WHOLENESS Of a Soul connection CONVERGED CONTINUUM Constant peaks SUSTAINED IMPRISONED All wild streaks become TAMED Wraps itself around Weightless Motions standing still Cutting off air supplies of self-will Organizing destinies for two Who choose to love At the demand of fate Hearts going to the same place Moving at the same pace On wheels of divine timing Love is oxygen BREATHE

Contests And Giveaways!! R U Or Ur Friends Listed Here?? Updated 4/8
These are some great friends of mine that all need help on one thing or another. Please stop by and show them all some love and help them any way you can. Everything that you do will help them reach their goals. Please pass this on to all your friends. Would love to see everyone on this list get their giveaway real soon. First is James aka big sexy. He has LESS THAN 3000 to his goal. Go help him get this one done. Next is Perky, she is in a giveaway and needs a bunch of help. Leave her some comments to help her out. Then there is Teresa. She is trying to get a Happy Hour. Leave her some comments on her pic to help her get to her goal. Mr D needs some help reaching his goal too. Show him some love on his giveaway. Show Devils Smile some major lovin too. Then there is my giveaway,Carebear. It ends April 30. My goal is to hit over 50k comments so I can get a HH. Come and hit me up. I also have one in a giveaway for a months VIP. And last but

I Dont Want To Be In Love
He Chased me Everywhere i went he told me he never wanted to let go summer love is untouchable the sweet magical air lifted me up u held my hand and we saw stars your kiss made the ice around my heart melt laying in your arms knowing this is all a lie u smile and kiss me on the forehead you dont love me but u sure are good at pretending the moonlight helped me see you but the dark hid my tears devotion of raw emotion he just stood there as my world was falling around me i couldnt take my eyes away from his nothing on his face told me i was on my own it was that last time he would look at me like that

This Is What He Said To Me In My Bullys
the hotties reposted and he was in every damn one of them saying this..... ‰„Ma... April 7, 2008 @ 6:37 pm Lmfao!!! I wish everyone knew you Hope, but your true colors will show in the end.. I found out the hard way. I have a damn good reason for the way I act toward you, and you know it. So tell a piece of the story then, I know the truth and thats all that matters AFTER I POSTED THIS: NOW WHATS FUNNY IS I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID .....I JUST REMEMBER HIM BEING A TOTAL JACK ARSE TELLING ME WHO I COULDNT BE FRIENDS WITH WHAT TO DO ECT....ALWAYS TRYING TO CONTROL ME (ALWAYS)AND THE MOST FUNNY PART IS IVE SAID THIS TO HIM BEFORE (YOUR TRUE COLOURS WILL SHOW IN THE END!)ALOT OF THE GIRLS FINALLY SAW HIM FOR WHO HE REALLY WAS...OK SO HERE IS THE THING ITS BEEN MONTHS AND MONTHS THAT GO BY AND I FIND OUT HE IS STILLLLLLLLLLL SLAGGING ME OFF EVERYWHERE....WHY CANT HE GROW UP AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE?IM TRYING TO HAVE FUN HERE ON THIS SITE WITH MY "TRUE" FRIENDS.......

Pain....
Ya know I always thought pain was a bad thing, well I still do, but I guess in some cases it's really not. Pain can be good. When you get hurt physically, pain let's you know you're not dead yet. So I guess that's a plus. I guess that should apply to your heart emotional wise. I guess even as bad as the pain can get, you're not dead yet right? So that should be a plus as well. You just really only feel that you should be. I guess somewhere there pain is supposed to make you grow. Emotionally maybe, physically I doubt it, but either way it still hurts like hell. Pain I guess can be a motivator. If you're hurt physically it makes you wanna fight to get better and p*sses you off so it fuels you to do something to get the help you need, and really in the same instance hurting from pain emotionally acts in the same manner. You're p*ssed from the hurt you feel and you have to find a way to make it stop so you do what you can to make the situation better. Sometimes thou

The Murky World Of High Fructose Corn Syrup
By Linda Joyce Forristal, CCP, MTA Think of sugar and you think of sugar cane or beets. Extraction of sugar from sugar cane spurred the colonization of the New World. Extraction of sugar from beets was developed during the time of Napoleon so that the French could have sugar in spite of the English trading blockade. Nobody thinks of sugar when they see a field of corn. Most of us would be surprised to learn that the larger percentage of sweeteners used in processed food comes from corn, not sugar cane or beets. The process for making the sweetener high fructose corn syrup (HFCS) out of corn was developed in the 1970s. Use of HFCS grew rapidly, from less than three million short tons in 1980 to almost 8 million short tons in 1995. During the late 1990s, use of sugar actually declined as it was eclipsed by HFCS. Today Americans consume more HFCS than sugar. High-fructose corn syrup (HFCS) is produced by processing corn starch to yield glucose, and then processing the glucose

Deep Deep Deeper
FEAR god cause 2 be honest the devil will always be gods hoe. READ ur books u know he was kicked out of heaven...huh..lmbao NOW back 2 u be who u want say what u feel life have it's meaning. Cause life a witch so kick her in the butt sometimes. IM not dieng with no regrets on anything u win some u lose some. NEVER judge a book by it cover no matter how thick the paper back. Expect ur faith or change path even if i stay in my own shell. The butterfly surely come out of the cocoon.As surely u come out ur mother womb. NOT speak of doom have fun till wheels fall off i speaking about myself yall just do yall till yall fall. Balls and ur words can hit pavement say think brainless u can get famous for the wrong thing. IN all things have ending no always a happy ending.

I'm Your Angel
I am a angel through & through With a heart of gold thats true When you need a friend just call on me I'll wrap my wings around you and set you free Above the earth and through the clouds looking at the stars that are all around One look into my eyes and you will see all love that i have in me.

Babyfreaks Contest
Babyfreaks contest is closed she tied for first because it was only her and one other person doing it now so Hillary(me) closed it early and paid them both 400,000 fubucks because they were really close in score!! So congrats BABYFREAK!

Struck By Reality
if dreams are only dreams if dreams are dreams and reality is reality then where in the world am i? i am niether here nor there, i am with you, yet with out you i am lost to myself yet you found me i am everything you want but i am nothing i want i am the darkest sky while you think i shine like a star, you think i am the world yet i am not of this world, you are my dream yet to you i am reality. i am nowhere but you take me everywhere. what am i??? i am the voice in your heart i am the pain in your heart, i am the reality thats comes from your dreams. i am you lover your companion, your enemy and your friend..........i am you yet i am me and we are one in the same and for that i love you heather and am greatfull that we are what we are... ...............always yours whenever, and where ever. Rob.xxx

Period!
Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in the period at the end of infinity’s most excruciatingly painful sentence. You know, the one it took 10 monkeys locked in a room 10 thousand years to write. After that sentence everything is so final. Nothing can ever be taken back. But I don’t know what it is I gave up so I don’t know if you want it back or not. I am not alone inside it though. The end of the world is in there with me. It is becoming me. Everything I do is the end. Everything I say is the end. Everything I think and feel. I may not be God but I sure am giving him a real run for his money. I realize that death is not the end. That destruction is still a creative force. Despite my desire to do otherwise though it is still the only type I can seem to muster inside there. With the world in ruin around my feet I realize that of all the insults I’ve egregiously committed those scars self inflicted are both the most painful and numerous. Standing in defeat, the purveyor of such utterly dis

Its Over
the dream is over You knew this would happen, u you told your self a thousand time Rob. The hardest thing in life to do is to be truthfull and thats wot you did Rob. you were truthful, but you were truthful at the wrong time., all she wanted was to hear u say you loved her, all she wanted was to hear you wanted her and you couldnt do it could you Rob??? Well, Rob, My old friend who has travelled this world beside me, who has slept beside me, who has laughed and cried with me. This is ur inner self, sayin Rob.... You did this, You can no longer blame me. i am not to blame this time. So as your pride left You. I too must leave you. Rob, You have been a true friend for 28 years, you protected me in ur skin and i love you dearly. but this is it. goodbye my friend. forever no more tears, no more pain, just simply.......goodbye.

Khyanni And Jazmine
I guess I just feel like venting to fubar about my kids. I am a proud father of two girls My oldest daughter’s name is Khyanni and my youngest is Jazmine. I’m really happy I have two girls. I look at it as my opportunity to perfect the female race. If I raise them right they will think like a man and at the same time rid themselves of typical female craziness. You can laugh now but I’m serious. Khyanni is 8 years old this year and is my handicapped child. She is autistic and mentally retarded. I figure it’s all my fault because I told God on the day of her delivery that I could not handle a handicapped child. I even ask the nurse to count her fingers and toes twice to make sure they were all there. God had something else instore for me and I am grateful for the hard learned lesson. Khyanni is very smart even though she is diagnosed retarted. She didn’t learn to crawl until she was two, and didn’t learn to walk until she was five. But by the age of six she could program my Tivo to r

I Want To Be Submissive
I want to be submissive I want to let go of control I want to be tied up I want to be told where to go tell me what to do how to do it when and where tell me that you love me that you hate me that you care make me your whore your slut your slave I want to be submissive I want to let go of control I want to be tied up I want to be told where to go

Breakin Benjamin - Soonr Or Latr (for Whoda :d)
I WANTS NORMAL LIFE JUS LIEK NEWBORN CHILD IM LOVR HATR IM AN INSTIGATOR U R AN OVERSIGHT DOAN TRY 2 COMPROMIZE ILL LERN 2 LUV 2 HATE IT I R NOT INTEGRATD JUS CALL MAH NAYM ULL BE K UR SCREAM IZ BURNIN THRU MAH VEINS SOONR OR LATR URE GONNA HATE IT GO AHEAD AN THROW UR LIFE AWAY DRIVIN ME UNDR LEAVIN ME OUT THAR GO AHEAD AN THROW UR LIFE AWAY URE LIEK AN INFANTILE I KNEW IT ALL TEH WHILE U C THEM TRY 2 PULAY ME JUS LIEK U C ON TV IM AN OVERSIGHT JUS LIEK PARASIET Y IZ I SO PATHETIC I KNOE U WONT FORGET IT JUS CALL MAH NAYM ULL BE K UR SCREAM IZ BURNIN THRU MAH VEINS SOONR OR LATR URE GONNA HATE IT GO AHEAD AN THROW MAH LIFE AWAY DRIVIN ME UNDR LEAVIN ME OUT THAR GO AHEAD AN THROW MAH LIFE AWAY SOONR OR LATR URE GONNA HATE IT GO AHEAD AN THROW R LIFE AWAY DRIVIN ME UNDR LEAVIN ME OUT THAR GO AHEAD AN THROW R LIFE AWAY OOOOOO THROW R LIFE AWAY (X2)

Rap About 1 Self..reread Get Full Effect
HI broken dream......hey pretty nightmare IM gone 2 a place where either im awake or sleep Woke up 2 a world so cold no fur coat can stop the chill. Edgar Allan Poe aint got a damn thing on me.his raven got pimp in my ghetto. My personal depression on realtiy would make anything a cartoon. DO we have our own jail cell we make for our self. The mind is a powerful, drug, weapon, sex the key can be copy 2 the heart. Some poeple are so smart they stop love in there heart. for some who dont know real hip-hop i just said some ill shiz

My Angel......in Heaven...
I was drowning in my various sorrows when I heard this sweetest voice an angel my grandmother in heaven she said girl, you should take care of yourself and love yourself, and she said it breaks her heart to see me suffer and I realized how right she was like always I shouldn't punish myself for being hurt as if the hurting wasn't enough so I promised my dearest angel I will try to care for myself and not let this world grind me down you see, grandmothers are so wise and they're always right deceased or alive and I know for sure my angel on earth now my angel in heaven is watching me in my heart... commentburner.com

His Eyes
In His Eye's Lost in the eye's of my love Soft, supple, warm inviting eyes Strength drawn from his presence He is my pillar and my Knight He is my love and my souls companion Lost in the eye's of my love Peace, joy, radiant loving eyes What more could I ever ask for He makes my life complete. For my love

The Calling
The Calling By dark of night and screeching owl On flight path old and haunted Slipping past the willows wise A figure scurries ............. On moonlit track past unseen eyes She picks her way Lapping waters call her name She turns ............. From unseen kingdoms arms reach out To set her fetch form free. The hour is nigh as midnight rises, She hurries .................... On stealthy feet and pounding heart A blood taste in her throat Doom or destiny - she knows not what But hears it ............... Betwixt the worlds through thinning veil On dark damp earth she stumbles In pounding rain she hears her name She surrenders ................. In mystic void she knows no fear Her soul no shadow casteth By barrow mound and elder tree She slumbers ................. Yet clasped to breast so innocent The cauldron cup she holdeth By ancient power and magic wrought She waketh .................. And from that dark dam

New Fu-marriage!!!
Just let you all know that I have a wonderful thing to tell but it's worth it! I have found a wonderful person who change my heart forever and I gotta keep her for long time till we meet in person!! Who's this person?? Well let me tell you something... She's a great person and always bring me smile everyday and I love her so much!!! Her name is..... Crazy Canadian Angel 4ever!!! I love you babe very much as long I will take care of you!! muahhhh!!! :D Check her out and give her some loving, fan her and rate her and she will give you some back!! Canadian Kick A** w00t w00t w00t babe I love youuuuuu!!! hehehe sorry for carry away!! lol

Man Of Mystery
My Man Of Mystery I know well the warmth That his body brings to me 'Tis like fire and silk That he is in mine own arms Yet now he is gone Be as yet borne unto another The ice that has frozen My heart is the same As that that has frozen So many before me For I knew that he Was a skilled lover Before he came unto my bedchamber For I knew that he would Leave thus someday In search of another He does not ever stay long My man of mystery For even I, who held him and knew him for so long For I never saw his true face For yet he was always a tender gentle considerate and thorough lover. He always left me sated He was never there when I awoke But always there when I needed him the most En Mortum Amorus

I Aint Changen For Nothing
well yall here it is ready peep this well i was daten this chick and well she new what i did for a living {not a prostatute lol } and now shes trippin like i am this lil ass kid and cant do for myself well i guess what i am sayen is IF YOU DONT LIKE ME OR WHAT I DO THEN STEP THE FUK OFF i am me and i will change for no one if you dont like it then step well i gu8ess halla at ur boy

Come And Join The Atomic Bombers!!!!
Come and join the Hottest Fubar Bombing Family. Are you still looking for the perfect bombing family? Look no further!!! Its right here!!!We are an up and coming drama free Bombing Family dedicated to the love and fun of Bombing! We are looking for serious bombers, so if you are interested, Please drop us a line!!!!! Miss Trouble™ Club F.A.R Col. Dream Girlz Fu-Owned By *B!TCHWH!SPERER* and Suave (His Fu-Wifey Too)@ fubar Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/@ fubar Stop by and visit the Home page and read the blogs, check out our bombers and if you are interested, drop a line there as well!!!! Atomic Bombers Official Page

Cell Phone Stuff (dunno If They Are True)
Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do For all the folks with cell phones. (This should be printed and kept in your car, purse, and wallet. Good information to have with you.) There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Emergency: The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly, this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home

How To Treat A Girl.
*Leave her cute text messages. *Kiss her in front of your friends. *Trust her over everyone else. *Tell her she looks beautiful. *Look her in the eye when you talk to her. *Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh. *Let her mess with your hair. *Mess with HER hair. *Just walk around with her. *Include her in most things you do. *When she crys do whatever to make her smile. *Forgive her for her mistakes. *Look at her like she's the only girl you see. *Tickle her even if she says stop. *Hold her hand even when you are around your friends. *When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her. *Let her fall asleep in your arms. *Get her mad, then kiss her. *Tease her and let her tease you back. *Stay up with her all night when she's sick. *Watch her favorite movie. *Kiss her forehead. *Give her the world. **WRiTE HER LETTERS.** *Let her wear your clothes. *When she's sad, hang out with her. *Let her know she is important. *Let her take all the photos o

To Be Whit Someone
commentburner.com Everyone who ever keep stone (which is made by waves) in hand... know- that when we constant caress we can make miraccles to come near to someone it,s take from you power lot of srong power be near to someone take from you courage lot of naked courage to let someone come near to you inside take from you only that you belive in that person...

Me
Your Score: Sensual Earth Lover You scored 26. Your sexual expression is of an Earth Sign nature. Realistic, grounded, and patient, you are straightforward in conveying your desire. You value your time and your energy, so you don't want to waste any playing games with your affections. In your eyes, honest intimacy is the best policy -- that way, you keep a firm grasp on the consequences of your actions andd decisions. You realize that sex has mental, emotional, and physical implications. But that doesn't mean you don't know how to enjoy yourself! Earth sign energy is highly responsive to touch and sensation.

Considering Contest
she is going to end the contest. since everyone quit but me and someone else. i am going to get 400,000 fubucks.. " I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME SO MUCH GO GET THE COMMENTS I GOT. TWEETYBIRD, WILDMAN55, KAGE AND LINDA AND TO THE REST OF U.. U ARE ALL SWEETHEARTS FOR HELPING ME AS MUCH AS U DID. AND TRUST ME I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT MORE THEN I COULD EVER EXPRESS..I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ON HERE......." HUGS TO ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS VICKIE

Another Quiz From Okcupid
Your Score: The True Feminist You are 84% on your way to being a Feminist! You are a fellow Patriarchy Blaming Feminist, my bosom-buddy in the Sanctimonious Women's Studies set. You know sexism where you see it, and you're not afraid to call it out! You know a lot about Feminism, and you got your head on straight when it comes to politics too. In general, you're just pretty awesome and you judge people for who they are, not what arrangement of parts they have and the roles they are expected to play. P.S. If you liked my test and want to bitch about sexism and talk about Feminism with me, feel free to message me. Us Feminists got to stick together!

What Do You Stand For?
For some reason lately in my life, within my family, they've all found a reason to get up off their lazy butts and do something for someone else. My baby sister, recently diagnosed with M.S. does the awareness walk..and makes the rest of my family do it with her. I mean after all, if she can do it with her 7 yr old daughter, why can't the able bodied people support her? Unfortunately sometimes it's like pulling off legs. So, theres that. Cancer.-any type, doesn't matter. You should be either raising awareness or walking..doing something. What kills me is that for some reason people seem to think the only cancer thats worth mentioning is breast cancer. While I agree it is important, it's not the only kind. I am aware that any kind is devastating to that person, but to me, (no offense ladies) I don't need breasts. If they could come up with a way to cut out my brain so I could survive without it, don't think I wouldn't do it just to be with my kids longer. Theres another reason. Lup

Thank You
I wanted to take a few minutes just to say THANK YOU to all of the djs that have filled in and extended their shifts to cover the spots that have been open!! It is appreciated and helps out so much! You are still able to the dj schedule at the bottom of the lounge. It isn't updated yet so there will be a few changes and MOA will still shoot out IMs to let you know what is happening. Again THANK YOU so much, you guys ROCK!!!! P.S. If you haven't added Unholy yet please do so and get your friends in here too!! Sign the guest book too.

Spring
So driving to work this morning I couldn't help but notice the beautiful signs of spring. The birds flying around, the grass greening up, tree buds, the wonderful assortment of fast food drink cups along the freeway, bumpers and tail lights from the accidents of winter....Minnesota is such a beautiful place. I get all teary eyed driving along the freeway here... Psh. Damn litterers....

Pick Your Prize Giveaway!! My Very First To Host
I'm Hosting a Pick your Prize Giveaway!! I enjoyed Molly's giveaway so much last month, Ive decided to host one of my own. There will only be one winner per prize--so get your entries in early. All Prizes will be given out at the end of the giveaway on May 2cd. You must fullfill the requirements to get the prize. OMLY THREE PRIZES REMAIN OPEN: AS PROMISED NO INTERESTED IN THE 30 OR THE 3 DAY BLAST HAS MADE WAY FOR 3 NEW PRIZES: (2) 1 MONTH VIPS & (1) GIFT BLING PAK here are the prizes I am offering: (2) 7 day blast--25,000 comments (4) 1 month VIP--25,000 comments (5) 1 gift bling pak-- 20,000 comments Rates will count for 10 yup I said 10 comments!! Thats 11 Prizes-11 entries First come-First serve! So get your entries in asap--just send me a private message with a link to the pic you want to enter--can be any sfw picture you like to use-- and as soon as its posted to my giveaway album--Game on!! Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud

Slippery When Wet!! Oh Babyyyyy!!
GRAND OPENING! COME VISIT THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR!! NOW TAKING ALL POSITIONS!! DJ'S, BOUNCERS, BARTENDERS, GREETERS AND SO ON.... GET CRAZY AND HAVE LOTS OF FUN.. WE HAVE WEB CAMS AND EVERYTHING TO YOUR HEARTS IMAGINATION BABY.... WHOOOOT WHOOOOT!! JUST CLICK ON THE PICK TO TAKE YOU THERE!!

You Wanna Know Me?
I am a wife, mother, and writer. I have numerous "homes" on the World Wide Web, but my main blog is at http://christiesilvers.blogspot.com So if you wanna know me, stop by there. That's the one that I update regularly, so it's the best place to go. :-)

Seether-fake It
The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self esteem along the way Good god, you're comin' up with reasons Good god, you're draggin' it out Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down... And just fake it if you're out of direction Fake it if you don't belong here Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Good god, you're comin' up with reasons Good god, you're draggin' it out Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down... And just fake it, if you're out if direction Fake it, if you don't belong here Fake it, if you feel like infection Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite Whoa, whoa I can fake it with the best of anyone I can fake it with the best of 'em all I can fake it with the best of anyone I can fake it all

Might Want To Know.
1.) Online name: Insane_Melody 2.) Real name: Susann(pronounce {Suzanne})S. 3.) Nick names off line and on line:Insane, Melody,Mel, Sue, Suzy, Auntie. 4.)Children?- Don't have any.(yet) 5.)Pets?- Yes, 1 cat, 2 guinea pigs. Faves~~~ Likes?- Music,reading,drawing. Italian,steaks & Mexican food(no wonder I get heartburn) Color?- Purple, black,blue(NO NOT A BRUISE..LOL) Team? Chicago bears, white sox, Cubs,& Bulls. Favorite animals- border collies, dashunds,chihuahua,german shephard, guinea pigs, bunnies,koalas, chipmunks,pandas, and penguins. girly? tomboy?-Tomboy. What kinda of music?- All kinds I lovvvvvvve music. Name a few authors you like- Anne Rice, Laurell k. Hamilton,Maggie Shayne, v.c.andrews, patterson,peterson,King,Koontz. Cook.list goes on Have you seen a play? yes, Steel Magnolias. Have you been to a concert? Yes, Prince 2 different ones. Weird al-2ce. Have you been to a book signing? yes, Laurell K. Hamilton. Have you been to a professional wrestling revenue?

Collision
future paths this is my life on the wrong side of the tracks nothin in between, just the bare facts, brought up in a dump no shoes on my feet, left to fend for my self n wander the streets, always lookin for somewhere to call my home, not findin this place i continued to roam, wanderin around n left to ponder, the thoughts in my mind that fill me wiv wonder, dreams will come n dreams will go, but pittsburghs callin n thats all i know, gotta break free n find a way out, of this place called England thats left me wiv doubt, doubts of myself, doubts of my place, but all doubts will subside wen i look on ur face, lady liberty holds nothin on you, ur the face of an angel, of someone i knew, someone i havent met but soon will, wen our worlds collide the mortal world stands still caught up in a moment of pure perfection n bliss, then the moment we've waited for...we share our first kiss. the life of a warrior hidden within, is striped of all broken sin, cleansed from ur

Fallen Tides
I see the flames fall to ashes It won't be long Before you turn Wrestling for the will Just to carry on You might tell yourself You were meant To be in this life alone You might tell yourself No one else Could risk the fallen tides To bring you home You're racing For an empty shore Erasing how you feel When you lay still In the fallen tides That's where I'll be You might tell yourself You were meant To be in this life alone You feel the time, how it passes In the unveiling storm Until you learn Just to feel the signs That you're turning from No one else Could risk the fallen tides To bring you home..

So...
the other day i was online, checking out my fubar, like i always do...and he just decided that he wanted to say something. i tried to be "friends" and talk to him, but i just couldn't keep on like that. it was ridiculous. so i sent him a message, saying 'please don't respond, saying you understand. i don't want to think of you, i don't want to see you, i don't want to talk to you anymore. i don't need an explanation, i don't want you to apologize...' or something along those lines. that was about a week ago, so what does he do? sunday night, i was in a good mood, my week had gotten better. i was ok. then he says to me 'i know you have a hard time letting go, and i understand. i just want you to know that whatever you need i'm here.' or something like that. i was so angry! i told him, he must not understand, or he wouldn't keep trying. i really don't want to think about him anymore. and i miss him, but i don't want to. and, stupid as i am, i told him how much it hurts for

Mozilla 3.5 Beta Faster Than Safari 3.1 On Mac Osx1
blogs.zdnet.com — Previous benchmark tests that I ’d carried out on my Mac mini had shown that Safari 3.1 was the fastest browser for the Mac OS X. Firefox 3.0 Beta 5 changes that. Using the SunSpider JavaScript benchmark test my testing shows that Firefox 3.0 Beta 5 holds a 7% lead over Safari 3.1.

Sound Of Nature
When the worlds are about to approach into another century Striking a balance for the future Committed to their cities, caring for their land Partnerships for the planet Global conflicts, global actions Where people matter Opening the door to a better quality of life Where nature melts with technology And humans harmonize with mother earth Just listening to the sound of nature Where it all begun

Things Annoying Me Today
ok a few things are pissing me off today so i thought i'd rant about them here. Firstly, why do me have pics of women as there profile pic? Its jsut so wrong on so many levels. Firstly as a man, you see a pic of a woman and you go i'll click on that to see her profile, and you start reading it and find out its some bloke. WHy do it. Is it because you are gay and want loads of men to look at your profile, or is it because your so desperate for rates you need to lour men in? Secondly, if i hear one more goth saying the dress in black because they want to be different i'll scream. Why dress the same as everyother goth if you want to be different. Your jsut fitting in to a different group, looking for aceptance etc etc. If you really want to be different dress completely different. Why not try bright orange instead of black, a nice mauve maybe?

Misery Loves It's Company
Listen close as we wait for a sound to go It's true, we are we are destined to fail [x2] And there's a problem here with our society The absence of my tears is my sobriety I have a growing fear and you're only helping me Am I the only one who realizes it's true? Beat but I'm not broken Got me through way around Leave with your words spoken Show me how to listen You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy I have a remedy for your insecurity It's all the same, sadly Nobody works for free Am I the only one who realizes it's true Beat but I'm not broken Got me through way around leave with your words spoken Show me how to listen Let your light shine through me Take this hate I can release Help me make the blood see Misery loves its company When I dream, I see dawn turn into dusk, into dusk Beat but I'm not broken Got me through way around Leave with your words spoken Show me how to listen Let your light shine through

Please Don't Eat The Bluebonnets!
I am about to get off of work and, more than likely, head off to my daughter's home to babysit my granddaughter since her temp rose to 103 yesterday, although it was later brought down to 101. Although high temps are no laughing matter, I sure hope it didn't have anything to do with her attempting to eat the bluebonnets on Saturday when we were taking photographs. :P lol....

To Know One's Self
"Happiness cannot come from without. It must come from within. It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other fellow and then for ourselves." Helen Keller She Knew The Secret.....

Meet The Browns
Datum: Tue, 18 Mar 2008 04:56:00 -0500 (CDT) Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - Meet the Browns on March 21st Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" Well here we are at that time again. I tell you, you all are demanding it so I’m trying to pump them out . . . (smile). Here we are at MEET THE BROWNS-THE MOVIE. This has been a long time coming. It’s been a long time coming for David Mann (Mr. Brown) too and his beautiful wife, Tamela (Cora). They’ve been married 20 years and I am so happy for them. This is their first shot at the big screen and it is very important to me that this movie does well for them. These two are great folks and they deserve a break. Now, in order to help them you know you have to go to the movie theater and see the movie. YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE MOVIES THIS WEEKEND . . . (smile). Ya’ll know what I mean. You know how important the first weekend is. So go to the movies, if you will, starting this Friday. I’m telling you that you

Your Chemistry Test Results
Your Chemistry Test Results Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as wel

Mirror, Mirror
1. Mirror, Mirror on the Wall "Don't fool yourselves. For if a person just listens and doesn't obey, he is like a man looking at his face in a mirror; as soon as he walks away, he can't see himself anymore or remember what he looks like."1 "Mirror, mirror on the wall ... lie to me!" Don't we sometimes wish? Either fortunately or unfortunately, mirrors don't lie, unless, of course, the mirror is distorted. If so, its reflection will also be distorted. And if I am not true to my word and do what I say I am going to do, there is something distorted within me. As the old saying goes, "Talk is cheap." Keeping one's word and promises is a character trait to be highly valued. It is being authentic and maintaining integrity. Unfortunately, it seems that keeping one's word for many anymore doesn't amount to too much. Like a worker I used some time ago who claimed to be involved in Promise Keepers. It was a joke. He rarely kept either his word or his promises. Sadly, a person who doe

Getting Nervous
I just realized... this is April! I graduate next month... 5 weeks of school left.. and then I see my Mark! That means... *counts on fingers* 45 days until Mark comes to get me, and then.. Oh dear lord, 65 days until I get Married! It's getting down to the wire, my friends... and I'm not sure I know what to do anymore..

Karma
What is the cause of the inequality that exists among mankind? Why should one person be brought up in the lap of luxury, endowed with fine mental, moral and physical qualities, and another in absolute poverty, steeped in misery? Why should one person be a mental prodigy, and another an idiot? Why should one person be born with saintly characteristics and another with criminal tendencies? Why should some be linguistic, artistic, mathematically inclined, or musical from the very cradle? Why should others be congenitally blind, deaf, or deformed?| Why should some be blessed, and others cursed from their births? Either this inequality of mankind has a cause, or it is purely accidental. No sensible person would think of attributing this unevenness, this inequality, and this diversity to blind chance or pure accident. In this world nothing happens to a person that he does not for some reason or other deserve. Usually, men of ordinary intellect cannot comprehend the actual

Fantasy
Fantasy An endless sunset on the beach. Skipping stones on the lake. Kiss like glue. Hugs like ropes tied. Never ending love. Love with out pain. Love with out just one. Time with dose not exist like it should. This fantasy we share. This fantasy I hope will be true.

How To Identify A Stroke....please Send To Your Friends!
I got this from my friend "Natural_Witch~"s stash... STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. My nurse friend sent this and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die.... they end up in a helpl

Slipping Away
This session of writing, depression inside me, my life slowly slipping away im getting bored easy, ya life is just teasing, and i dont know just what to say ive fallen and spoken, yes my hearts been broken, but thats not why im here her feelings evade me, shes driving me crazy, so why is this feeling so dear? ive mended, transcended, made my way back up, so why do i feel like this? my being transpires, for my true desire, perhaps its the feelings i miss the touching and dancing, of younger romancing, back when times were good im feeling so weary, my thoughts are so dreary, and im just so missunderstood the feelings that find me, dont often describe me, for i often wear a mask i wear it wisely, im often disguised see, and noone ever sees past my feelings concealed, no nothings revealed, noone knows something is wrong and tis not the season, perhaps its the reason, but why is this feeling so strong? fell my body collapse, as my mind gets trapped, only one thing stays the same

So Is Texas The Cult And Compound Meca?
Good Morning, How in the world……….how does a situation like that in Eldorado Texas go on…in this day and age? I can’t even put words to this other then…why? Here is a snip-it from that story and I am sorry to say there will be more stories of this gross miss-trust of power this man and the men and women he had in his compound. ELDORADO, Texas - Officials on Monday announced that 534 women and children — more than twice as many as had been earlier reported — were removed from a polygamist compound and that all 401 children have been placed in state custody because a judge deemed them in imminent danger of physical abuse. I can not even fathom how people and so many! Can be lured into a faith… I am sorry, some things bite me right in the crouch and my knee jerk reaction is… I want justice served and served hot while the iron is hot, do not let this man go thru numerous trial lawyers and countless court cases to one day just give him 3 to 4 years in a minimum security compound… or

Luminous
Like a jewel in the night Filling darkness with your light You are silent and serene A love for eternity, Please take me to this other world Where our hearts and souls could lay A stairway to infinity Don't leave me on the edge of time I'm ready to set sail Across the ocean to my inner dreams You're loving is so beautiful Brighter than the light of a thousand suns You mystify me, intensify me! Like a jewel in the night, Filling darkness with your light You are silent and serene A love for eternity So luminous and beautiful You light me up like a superstar You mystify me, electrify me!

God
ENTERTAINING THE GODS For the purpose or lack of, I will refer to the main players in this story as "Gods". You may call them anything you wish. The Bible, was more of a rough draft, written in many versions, thus the reason we don't all worship the same God, or theory about how the world began. So the story line begins as the main Gods gathered together and wrote the play. First it was all agreed the stage would be round, some dirt, water and air. This part was given to one of the Gods, and he was told to take these elements and do something exciting, make the stage perform miracles and however you can. Next catagory was living things, and it was decided this was to be the main attraction and needed to be the focus of the plot. So a group of Gods got this assignment, and told to just let their imagination run wild. Anything goes, the more exciting, and thrilling the better. Different Gods were assigned to this group to define character species, etc. At first the

First Fu Ownee
I bid and won my First Fu Ownee as Wonder Woman would say.....and she made me the first amazing Pimp Out Bully so I copied it and pasted it here....You really should go and say Hi to her for she really is an amazing and sweet Woman....TY Cat .................................... The auction has ended and I am proud to say that for one month, I am Fu-owned by the ever so sexy.... 'Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~'. She is a super sweetheart and a great friend to have. If you don't have her as a friend yet, please go by and show her some love and tell her that I sent you. And if you have already had the pleasure of becoming friends with Ms. Wildcat, stop by her page and drop her a comment and again, tell her I sent you. Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~' on '2008-04-08 01:19:51') ................................................ So please click

Test Your Inner Sexuality
Your inner sex gender: Male For you, sex is a highly physical act. It's all about how good it makes your body feel. And while sex with someone you care about is great - it's not a requirement. You know that sex with a stranger can be hot, sometimes hotter than sex with someone you love. Besides, when it comes to sex - you crave varity. If your lover doesn't offer it, you might look elsewhere. 'What is your Inner Sex Gender?' at QuizUniverse.com

Without You
I'm driving home from work Knowing you're not there I used to hurry home Now I don't even care The sun is in my eyes So I can't see But when it sets down behind the Mountain it's gonna be My first night without you Oh... without you I sit here like a fool Remembering everything The way we used to talk The songs that we used to sing I've got to try and leave The past behind But my memory's so good I think that I'm losing my mind And I wonder what I'll do Oh... without you Will I be able to sleep Will I lie in my bed and weep What if I forget And reach for you Will I dream about you My first night... my first night My first night without you And I wonder what I'll do, oh... My first night without you And I wonder how I'll get through Oh... without you Cyndie Lauper

Heaven Sent
You came to me on a night when nothing was going my way and I felt like the whole world was caving in around me and then I saw you and I saw all my fears start to fade away in front of me while I was getting to know all about you and I opened up to you and felt things that nobody has ever touched deep inside of me before. I was scared to let you in to far or to soon but at the same time I wanted nothing more than to have you know every thought that I was thinking and feel every feeling I was going through so you would know that what I was feeling was for real. We couldn't of planned this if we had years to do it and make all the details perfect in every detail. We clicked and it was set in motion from day one that we would somehow and someway end up were we are now and moving forward with each other. I wasn't looking for you but you heard my call and came to me when I needed you the most and you have been right by my side through it all and for that I will always be grateful to y

Angels Tears
They sit high above the world below and watch in silence as they see the hurt and pain of broken hearts and broken family's fall apart everyday before them. They won't to reach out and save these broken hearts from ever having to deal with this pain again and yet are helpless to lend a hand for they are not allowed to help but only to watch and give a voice of reason when no reason is around. They must sit and watch people die everyday around them from broken hearts and the pain that comes with it for they once too had hearts that broke from being used over and over again. These are no regular Angels for these Angels are the ones that watch over you and wait for you to take that final step into their world were they sit and watch for these Angels are the ones that control what happens to the people that die from broken hearts and all the pain that comes with it. Angels are suppose to be the symbol of joy and happiness but what do you do when the Angel is the one that makes y

What I'm Looking For
Ok, so after talking with a couple of men about this recently, I've finally figured out what it is I'm looking for. I want more than just a fuck buddy, I want a friend. Someone who calls me and wants to hang out with me, someone who wants to do dinner and a movie on occasion. Someone to pretty much rock my world. However, I do NOT want a relationship commitment. So basically, I'm looking for a relationship without the commitment. LOL. I'm tired of being used for just sex. I want a friendship too. Lately, I've been finding that I've been turning a lot of men down. The reason? I know they are after just sex. Recently someone I had been talking to and almost met on Sunday, but I listened to my instinct. I found out later he ended up getting together with a friend of mines sister. She said that he was very borring at conversation, and that he only wanted one thing. After they were done, he ended up calling her fat. I was like WTF? I am so glad I ended up listening to my in

Backstabbers Hummm
humm why is it people talk and all the do is talk shit yall know who you are im tired of all the bullshit from people dont bother me if your gonna be that way be a trader or a backstabber ect cause im tired of crying andim tired of being hurt if ya cant be true to me than dont fucking bother cause i dont fucking care any more i got too much shit going on in my life for fake ass people and fake as stories and you know who you are dont feel sorry for and dont feel like there is something you wanna do cause it seems like i can only trust a few people and they know who they are well thank you and i hope yall read this and get some insight into what im saying

This Is Me
I am an enigma wrapped in a mystery ...a long forgotten book with cryptic pages. A forgotten but always remembered person. A song that is rarley played but remembered in detail. The lover that dreams...the diamond in the rough. A room with many windows with the shades pulled tight..to get into my mind is to loose yourself Judge not what you see before you but the person inside what you see

Feed The Animals ........
Please go do this and also book mark the page so you can please try to do it daily to help the animals out! Thanks everyone ! Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple and not a scam! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS!!!

Forge
I feel the world like a thorn upon my throne. The pea crammed under a thousand down cushions. A stray whisp on my wet lips down the neck of a new lover. I feel the swarm, the mighty tsunami from the wastes. Burning me up, as if one were to wrap his hand around the infinitely absent sun, and hold it to his heart. Consuming, obliterating, not embracing, not enveloping. From my ashes another will rise, tempered, and impure. Strength from the dross, something so blasphemous and unclean could build such welded durability. Something so imperfect could grant this. But what manner of gift is this? At what cost did my purity come? I feel the world from my cold vigil, high and away, strangled by tranquil solitude forgotten like childhood's frivolity. Empty, but not hollow.

Do You Want To Own Me????
OK so here it is im in a auction for fubucks only starting bid is 50,000 fubucks. The one who wins me will get a SFW salute all pics stashes and blogs rated, a gift or profile comment a day for a month during a happy hour, their name added to my profile for a month and a link to their profile added to my profile. So please show me some luv just click the link below and happy bidding xoxo Angel

Why Women Cry
WHY WOMAN CRY.... A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.. I gave her the sensi

How I See It
OK LIKE CHECK THIS OUT. . . I HAVE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK A FEW TIMES, AND I KNOW ALOT, BUT STILL WILLING TO LEARN. THE WAY I SEE IT IS LIKE THIS, PEOPLE GO AND DO THINGS IN CYCLES, RANGING FROM THE TOTALLY ABSURD TO THE MUNDANE. FOR EXAMPLE THE MOST RECENT POLITICAL DEBAUCLE OF SPITER, WITH A HIGH CLASS PROSTITUTE, NOW TURNED INTERNET STAR. I AM TOTALLY SO FREAKING TIRED OF OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS, GETTING CAUGHT EITHER IN SOME KIND OF SCANDAL, OR WITH THE WILLIES CAUGHT IN SOMETHING, OR SOMEONE ELSE. I PRAY AND HOPE THAT WE CAN ELECT SOMEONE WHO WON'T THINK WITH HIS, OR HER GENITALS, AND THINK WITH THERE HEADS ON THEIR SHOULDERS, AND NOT IN THEIR PANTS. AS A SIMPLE PERSON, WHO JUST SEE WHAT THE WORLD IS FROM READING BOOKS, AND WATCHING THE NEWS, MAYBE I HAVE BECOME A BIT JADED OVER THE YEARS, BUT THAT'S . . . . . HOW I SEE IT

Good Bye To Fubar And Fubar Drama...
Ok... so it was a lot of fun while it lasted... but I must say that I have had enough of the drama. I have made a few friends on this site and the ones that really mean a lot to me know how to get a hold of me in REAL LIFE. It is time for me to move on in more ways than just one. And I don't need this site to show me who my true friends are. 90 percent of these people don't even know what a true friendship is anyway. Why would I ever want to base anything upon what these people think of me or want to say about me and the drama that they want to cause for me in my personal life. So to all you Fubers out there... I hope you can continue to have a blast on the site. It can be a lot of fun as long as you don't let people too close!!!

You Don't Have To Be Afraid.... Bad Kitty's Hh
During my Happy Hour we are all gonna get CrAzY! I have 2 albums with 100 pix each - 200 pix in all Here's the payout: rate 200 pix 10's get 10,000 fubucks rate 100 pix 11's + comment on each get 20,000 fubucks. During the HH I will write down all who complete the challenge and contact me thru private message than I will draw a name and that person will win a 3 day blast! So Let's get cRaZy! This Kitty only brings Good Luck! So Stop on by during my very First Happy Hour! Come Level Up On Me, The Best Fu Owner, and The Love of my Life! ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~ @ fubar My Fu Owner ~ Haŵk@ fubar My Baby ~ The Bad Wolfy@ fubar I Hope to be seeing YOU! My Happy Hour begins Friday @ 7PM (PST - Fubar time)8PM MT, 9PM CST, 10PM EST With you there it will be just Puuuuuurfect!

New Contact Information
I also have other profiles that i keep up with daily. My myspace is always the most current update about me both on the profile and the pictures. Feel free to add yourself! Here they are! www.myspace.com/jamesgaither http://fubar.com/blueribbon2000 http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=ALNUOSS&key=QUK http://www.hoverspot.com/blueribbon2000 jameslouisgaither@yahoo.com

This Is What Caring About Animals Gets You!!
ehhhhhh. so. there was a big tim hortons dilema. and the oven wasnt working. and so at 2 am i was asked to drive from our store to the other store that the owners own... anyway. im driving. and an animal is running across the road. i forget everything i know about not breaking for animals. and i slam on my breaks, and my car swerves. and i end up in a ditch. knocked over a fucking tree... and yeah. there i was. in a ditch. in the dark. in the woods. freaking out. and now im home. so talk to me.

Missing You
I think of you when I wake . . . I think of you throughout the day . . . I’m sleep deprived I fall asleep wishing to hear your voice . . . But, as though a “secret” friend . . . You stay away from me so long Who are you? Why did you touch my insides so? I miss your every word . . . You made me smile so . . . It’s you my heart longs for . . . I wish to hear your voice . . . Feel your touch . . . Your breathe against my cheek, neck, lips . . . I long for your touch I miss you

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Jesse Ventura, Robert Kelly And His New Cd! New O&a Podcast, New O&a Videos Online, Old School Opie And Anthony, New
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony discuss his broken home - online now!) Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! Today, the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram welcomes former professional wrestler and Minnesota Governor Jesse Ventura, who is promoting his new book Don't Start the Revolution Without Me!. Also in studio is our buddy, our pal, our compatriot... umm, Bob Kelly. Oh what the hell... it's his big day..Robert Kelly has a new CD/DVD called Just The Tip, and it hits stores on TODAY, April 8th Click the pic to order it now!

Am I Good With Money?
You Are Great With Money You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely. By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future. And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on. You're on your way to riches - just keep it up. Are You Good With Money?

What Should I Major In?
Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things. You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines. You should major in: Marketing Psychology Desgin Cognitive Science Economics Photography What Should You Major In? omg, this hit the nail straight on the head! I have already been doing sales and marketing since I was 15, I was thinking of going to school for psychology because it interests me, but I was going in between that or some sort of design, like fashion design, interior design or graphic design

Am I A Weirdo?
You Are 48% Weirdo You're definitely quite strange, but you can act like a normal person when you have to. (But just because you can act normally, it certainly doesn't mean you want to!) You have normal aspects to your personality... but you usually don't choose to emphasize them. Are You A Weirdo? lmfao I thought I would score a 100 on this one lol

Am I Normal In Love?
You Are Fairly Normal in Love When it comes to love, you have fairly normal ideas and expectations. Your relationships and ideas may be a bit quirky at times... But you see love the same way as most people do. Why You Are Normal in Love You are normal because you had your first boyfriend or girlfriend before you were 15. You are normal because you believe a long distance relationship can work. Why You Aren't Normal in Love You are abnormal because you kiss on the first date. You are abnormal because you believe people only have one soulmate. Are You Normal in Love? thought this one was kind of stupid but oh well lol, at least 80 percent of people I know kiss on the first date, and who the hell thinks there is more than one soulmate for each person? kind of contradicts the initial purpose of a "soulmate"

Am I Extremely Sensitive?
Your Sensitivity Score: 56% As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people. You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad. But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down. Are You Extremely Sensitive?

New Album
I have been writing for my new Album Titled 'Lyrical terrorist' I have set back the Album for almost 3 1/2 years, Do to personal misshapes. I have around 3 songs done. Every track on the Album is Hot. Not sure when it will be Released? Mic

What Does My Underwear Say About Me??
What Your Underwear Says About You You like your underwear to make you feel girlish and pretty. Let's hope you're a chick. You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. The Underwear Oracle ROFLMFAO!!!!

New Music Video
Just added a video 'Beautiful' By Masta Ace He has one of the sickest flows ever. Check out his music page at Myspace. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=234241557 Mic

20 Songs I Could Do Without
I loathe the jukebox at the bar sometimes... and now, its bleeding over into people's MySpace profiles... and i cant even listen to the radio anymore!! My list (not perfect order) of 20 songs that I wish/hope/pray that I would NEVER have to hear EVER AGAIN... = LOUIE LOUIE -- unless I'm watching Animal House, there's no reason to be playing this song EVER..and WHAT THE FUCK IS HE SAYING??? = MRS. ROBINSON -- Paul Simon, I dont care where Joe DiMaggio went...i hate the Yankees, I hate this song = HELLS BELLS -- I love AC/DC, and Im a Padres fan..but watching 50 year old people singing this when Trevor Hoffman comes out to pitch really kinda ruined it for me... = I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU -- an American Idol contestant staple = SLIM SHADY -- will the real or not real slim shady please shut up = GLYCERINE -- Bush sucks...band does too = DONTCHA -- No, i dont wish my girlfriend was a triflin skank like you...i like mine to have a personality and inteligence...th

What's My Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

Life....
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things As you challenge your status quo, And learn there are so many options in life, And so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected And see things that you've never seen, Or travel to fabulous, faraway

What Kind Of Seducer Am I?
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You? hahaha I NEVER knew this one...wonder if it's true lol

Some Friend...
Some friends are like a flower, and when they finally bloom, they wilt away in just one day, and sometimes just by noon. Some friends are like a cloudy day, and when the sun's in sight, it gets blocked by the grayest cloud and day turns into night. Some friends are like a maple tree, and with the slightest breeze, the colored leaves, they all come loose and float away with ease. Some friends are like a circle, for they are always true, I know I have a friend like that and yes, that friend is you.

If I Call You Friend?
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, my attention will be all yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of qui

Because We Hate Attorneys
The following is a list of statements given in court it comes from a book called Disorder in the American Courts. every thing written here was actually said in court, word for word. Enjoy. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. - ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. - ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS:Yes. ATTORNEY:And in what ways does it affect your memory? Witness:I forget ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? - ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My name is Susan! - ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo? WITNESS: We both do. ATTORNEY: Voodoo? WITNESS: We do. ATTORNEY: You do? WITNESS: Yes,voodoo - ATTORNEY: Now, doctor, isnt it true that

Feel Empty Inside
do you ever feel empty or dead inside wishing to run wanting to hide to just let go of the pain you feel to just fake it and fuck all the real wondering why or how you got here thinking and crying living in fear not knowing where you should be knowing inside you need to be free wondering how the dark side can be hoping and praying the light you will see wishing just for once you would win the race and lift yourself up out of this place closing your eyes dreaming for you thinking of noone just being true to be free and run away fast not worried inside or living the past to take that one final step and just know you are done standing still refusing to run looking ahead and just see the light just finding peace if for only one night done by christine . may 8th 2008

Feed The Animals....
Please go do this and also book mark the page so you can please try to do it daily to help the animals out! Thanks everyone ! Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple and not a scam! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS!!!

Self Respect, Where Is It These Days?
Am I wrong for not posting up half naked pictures of myself just to get some one's attention? Why do girls think that they need to lower thier priorities just to get comments!!! Why must girls look like sluts for a man to like her? A man should love a woman for everything they are and not just the sterotypes . I belive a woman can be beautiful without showing thier half naked bodies to perverts and ass holes just looking to stick thier C*cks in a girl that is considered "SEXY". I have more respect for myself than that! I'm glad that you have the perfect body but why let the public see everything that you have? Would you go out naked in public? I wouldn't, its not my thing. Be aware that there are stalkers and pedofiles and nasty people out there!

Words Of Wisdom From Oprah
HEAR WHAT OPRAH WINFREY HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is Don't stay because you think 'it will get better' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, w

Brittonyology
Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology" What is your salad dressing of choice? Catalina What is your favorite fast food restaurant of choices? Jack in the Box What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Red Lobster On average how much of a tip do you leave at a restaurant? Depends on the check... always more than five. What are your pizza toppings of choice? pepperoni, sausage, cheese What do you like to put on your toast? Butter and grape jam What is your wallpaper on your computer? My kids. How many televisions are in your house? 5 including the big screen What color of cell phone do you have? I don't have one. Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right Have you ever had anything removed from your body? cysts What is the last heavy item you lifted? My kids Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Yes... I like to fight. If it were possible, would you wa

Stupid Boy
Okay so I mostly just sit here and rant but I also observe. I find my friend retarded for taking back a tramp who said she didn't know who he was when he happened to call. And no I'm not jealous of her because been there had that, Plus fact is I have a wonderful guy. But he is my close friend and I don't want to see him hurt by her. At least when I get fucked over I have the common sense not to return for more pain. I MOVE ON. But hey his life... I'm just not going to sit and listen to him bitch and moan about the situation again. You know who you are!

Break In The Weather A Year Later (2008)
More police, safety measures planned for annual partyBy GAZETTE STAFFEMAIL COMMENTS NEWVILLE — One year after an Edgerton pedestrian was killed after a party at a Newville tavern, the Rock County Sheriff’s Department will beef up patrols for next Saturday’s annual bash. In an effort to curtail drunken driving and underage alcohol offenses, deputies will be on foot patrol in Newville, conduct youth alcohol compliance checks inside taverns and enforce laws on liquor sales to minors. Last year, pedestrian Cameron J. Kraay, 38, was struck and killed on Highway 59. Both Kraay and the driver, Jason L. Huff of Edgerton, had been at the annual Break in the Weather Party at the Anchor Inn in Newville. They attended independently of each other. In late March, Huff pleaded guilty to a felony charge of hit and run involving death. A charge of homicide by intoxicated use of a vehicle was dismissed. A sentencing hearing is scheduled for June 3. Kraay had not been drinking, accordin

Here We Go Again...
I must ask. Is it too much to rely on hope?? To hope for something, or to believe in a chance that something your after could or will be yours. Have you ever had your eyes set on something and you are led to believe that something good is going to come out of it? All of a sudden, fate steps in and has this funny way of taking it away from you or at least letting you know that no matter what you do, its all of a sudden, impossible to have. For the longest time, i thought that i was never good enough for any woman. Why? Because for years i was made to feel that way by people growing up. Everytime something good would come along, for some reason, it never worked. That was my luck. I never had any. Im tired of thinking, that im not worth taking a chance on. You know what? I AM worth it. I am a nice guy, im honest, im faithful, and i treat people with respect. Im not perfect by any means. I have my faults to, but i do my best with what im given. I know im not the best looking guy, but da

The Astrological Reality Of Me-thnks Superkim
The report was generated with the following birth data: male, born on 17 September 1976 at 4:54 pm in UNSPECIFIED LOCATION. Your sun sign is Virgo. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant is in Aquarius, and your Moon is in Cancer. Partner references which may occur in the text are set for a relationship with a woman. Explanation Sun in Virgo, Moon in Cancer This is a very harmonious relationship, because it combines practicality and common sense, with emotion and sensitivity. You are essentially hard-working and like to serve others. Internally, you pay constant attention to detail, and this makes you a most careful worker. Because of the practicality of the sign of Virgo, sensible, necessary tasks are enjoyed and not avoided. Your desire for privacy leads to happiness at home or work, as long as you are not interrupted without notice. You react to feelings rather than to reason, rationalizing this way of thinking as ideas instincti

Fascist America
US National ID Cards by May 2008 October 30 2006 At large, the American people are still unaware of the issuance of the Real ID card forthcoming in May of 2008. This new national/international ID card, and its interactivity with national/international databases, can access our medical, financial, driving, Social Security, license(s), firearms registrations, and political status inside its high tech/little nano brain. In essence, it holds our private lives on a swipe-able card that is then privy to any organization, retailer, or person requesting our identification or our money. In other words, our life histories accessible upon command from one 2X3 inch card. Having no choice but to comply, most American people will accept their new national/international ID card. It is my understanding that without the card, we will be denied bank accounts in the United States of America, a driver's license, and the right to fly on airplanes unless we have been issued a Real ID card. One

For My Husband That I Hurt & For Sis Too
I treasure so much this love that we share I'm pretty sure it can take us anywhere to the sky the stars even the moon any moment with you can never come too soon i want you to promise you'll never let me go love me like the kind from a picture show wrap me in your arms and hold me all night wipe away my tears and promise it will all be alright hold my hand and run through the rain let people think we're going insane surprise me with flowers and take me to France hold me under a star filled sky and i will teach you to dance always see me in the middle of a crowd call out my name, love me out loud take me on the scariest ride in the park whisper you Love in the dark kiss me in public let everyone stare show them how this is amazing but rare give me piggy back rides and kiss me on the head show you listen to all the things I've said just be my Prince charming thats all i ask I'm sure you'll find it to be an easy task cuz your already perfect in all the things you do

A Story I Wrote Nsfw
She was sweaty and breathing heavily. Darilyn had forgotten how taxing the five and a half mile hike could be when carrying eighty pounds of camping gear. Only a half mile more and it would all be worth it. The anger was almost worked out of her system. ALMOST. She still couldn’t believe the events of the day. She had known that Ted would be hurt and upset when she broke off their two year engagement. What she still couldn’t digest is the anger that Ted had unleashed upon her and her belongings. He knew that the relationship was quickly deteriorating and that it was both of their faults. She had simply stated the facts and suggested the go ahead and cut their losses and move forward. The reaction was still playing in her mind. “You have 2 hours to get out!” he had screamed and started throwing her things out of the bedroom window onto the front lawn. He had punched a hole into the wall next to the window. Darilyn had run to the closet and grabbed her camping gear and rushed out the doo

Crappy Days
Why is it that just when you think everything is going right in your life, something huge comes along to screw everything up? Why is it that people can be so mean and hateful? Has this world really gotten that bad? I'm typically a very optimistic person. I always have faith in people and encourage them. But sometimes it seems like the nicer you try to be, the more they want to crap on you. I've made mistakes in my life. Who hasn't, right? And anything I've ever done wrong, I've admitted to and paid the consequences for. Then there are people who commit major crimes, never get caught, and continue to torture others without any retribution. They seem to think they are untouchable. Will this ever stop, or is the world just going to Hell in a hand basket? ~~Jimm, this is NOT directed at you~~

This Could Be Trouble...
So I was sitting here thinking. What is this site all about ?? What do we really get out of all of this?? I have talked to some interesting people and have caught a person in a lie that he couldn't get out of..lol. That was funny. But because of this site a met a guy in person and he is really awesome, cool, funloving, all around chill guy. Then as time went on I started seeing all of the people who auction themselfs off to others and live in a fantasy life. So I wonder is this something that you really want but cant have because your not close enough?? Or is there something about this person that hooks you that you would continue to do this ?? Im sure I wont get answers to this, but I thought I would put it out there. Why do people do the things they do in life is it to fill a void ??.... I guess I'll wait to see.

Erotic Thoughts
The meeting of two, the softness of the lips, The fingertips that caress,circling, breathing hot air onto the back of your neck. Allowing my lips to pause just before the I reach your ear. Whispering the things you love to hear. Slowly my tongue begins to lace sweet softness around your earlobe. the breathing intensifies and the heart begins to race. Slowly my nails trail ever so lightly down your arms over your biceps and trailing off onto your back. I start to nibble and the case of your ear, Telling you things that you thought you would never hear. This is the start of good things to come. Just let me start and allow you to enjoy. If you want more give me a shout out and let me know!

So There Is This Guy....
SO I MET THIS GUY, AND HE IS LIKE SUPER SWEET BUT WE LIVE KIND OF FAR APART....AND I WANT TO GET TO KNOW HIM BUT HE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME FOR SOME REASON....LIKE WE WILL TALK AND SAY HEY BUT THATS ABOUT IT...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...I SHOULD JUST FORGET ABOUT HIM BECAUSE OF THE WAY HE IS ACTING BUT HE SEEMS LIKE A NICE PERSON...HMM...BLAH I AM VERY FRUSTRATED ABOUT IT...!!!!....

American Come Backs
Great American comebacks > When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by > the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example > of empire building by George Bush > > He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many > of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom > beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in > return is enough to bury those that did not return. > > It became very quiet in the room. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ At a conference in France where a number of international engineers were > taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the > French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the > latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to > Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, >

My Prince Charming...
I treasure so much this love that we share I'm pretty sure it can take us anywhere to the sky the stars even the moon any moment with you can never come too soon i want you to promise you'll never let me go love me like the kind from a picture show wrap me in your arms and hold me all night wipe away my tears and promise it will all be alright hold my hand and run through the rain hold me under a star filled sky and tell me how much you love me. always see me in the middle of a crowd call out my name, love me out loud take me on the scariest ride in the park whisper you Love in the dark kiss me in public let everyone stare show them how this is amazing but rare give me piggy back rides and kiss me on the head show you listen to all the things I've said just be my Prince charming thats all i ask I'm sure you'll find it to be an easy task cuz your already perfect in all the things you do and thats why I'm so in love with you and as long as your there for me I'll co

Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear 'the rules' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is

Wow Its Been Awhile
so life's going good. taking this semester off school - just needed a break! working a lot, well for me anyway. 35 hours a week, give or take. still working at ross but i got a promotion of sorts. more responsibility, no raise. sigh. such is life. i wonder if anyone even reads these things lol. oh, i got a new haircut. i have bangs now! haven't had bangs in years, i am kind of excited to have them again. just means now i really need to go buy a curling iron. lucky i got paid on friday. well anywho, i guess that concludes another exciting episode from the life of carrie. lol. have a super day.

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/07/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Monday 04/07/08.. Last Night It Was: Papa Roach - Be Free (champion) V.S. Marylin Manson - Vodevil (Challenger) The Vote was a Very Close one 4 - 3 Papa Roach- Be Free Was Victoriouse For the Second Night in a Row and will move on to Tonights Battle With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonights Champion.

Everlasting Love
Everlasting love That endures the test of time Through troubles and fights Forever you'll be mine Its not about what you have bought Or places we've went It's about the way you hold me And the time that we've spent Together forever In each others arms Dreaming of tomorrow Keeping each other safe from harm We've been through a lot And it seems like it's been forever But, I still have the butterflies in my stomach When ever we're together We've both made mistakes But, no ones perfect We still remain standing together though Cause we've always worked through it Though others may not understand Why I still stand by your side Its cause I can't picture me Without you in my life What we have is true love We've known it from the start Not one driven by the physical But coming straight from the soul and heart It's you and me baby Forever hand in hand Cause you're my best friend Which is way more than just my man

How Horny Am I???? Lmao
How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Super HornyYou are extremly horny. A little too much for your own good. Don't let it take control of you, try to keep those hormones in check ;) Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do! Very horny 56%Super Horny 56%Not horny 50%Normal Horny 44%A little horny 38%

Ouch...
Comply with violence, no longer abide, disruption in silence, refusal to hide. Whisper soft sweet, sorrow too much, smiles defeat, permanent crutch. Shadows conceal, drinking in light, mysteries reveal, fight or flight. She calls her mind, together's a-part, nothing to find, nowhere to start... 18MARCH2008 ~*GIBBY*~

They Call Me A Hero?
I get called a hero for doing EMS, I don't really understand why. I don't view myself as a hero, I am just a EMT who does what I am trained. I treat the sick and injured to the best of my abilities. I try to save lives and treat what is wrong with you, so you can get the help you need to have another day with your family and loved ones. I treat anyone who needs it, no questions asked. I don't judge you, I don't care if your Black, White, Asian, Hispanic, Gay, Straight, a drug addict, alcoholic, homeless or a criminal. I look at you and see someone who needs help thats all. I want you to feel safe in my hands and know I will treat you no matter what. I put myself at risk to help people and make sure that I do everything I can. I expose myself to AIDS, Hepatitis and other diseases everyday. I risk getting sick to help everyone when they need it. I do have ways to protect myself, but even this isn't 100% effective. I am still at risk of getting stuck with needles and other shar

Racism
racist people!!!! No matter what its called, its still called the same, racism... wether your white, latino, black, green,orange, purple, or gray..... Its still called racism.. -Unknown Desire- You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, nigger, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner,Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites

Kansas Jayhawks
Can you believe Kansas finally won a championship! WoooooHooooo Kansas fans are happy and partying in Lawrence right now. I believe and feel free to correct me if I am wrong but isn't the last time KU won 20 years ago? That would have been 1988 The same year I graduated. I'm not much into college sports in fact I don't ever watch them but even I had to watch the last 5 min of the game in overtime all the while keeping my fingers crossed for the Jayhawks. Lord knows Kansas needed to bring home a championship as the Chiefs and Royals aren't capable. GO KU #1 ~~~~~2008~~~~~

What Type Of Relationship Is Best For Me
What type of relationship is best for you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as MarriageThe best type of relatioship for you is marriage! Yeah! Strap on that ball and chain! Marriage 70%Stalker 35%Casual, non-committed 35%Motherly 25%None 25%One-night-stand 20%

Jealousy
what a lovely emotion jealousy is...it makes us do stupid things like worry we are losing someone we love, we wonder if they want to be with someone else and that makes us crazy and we let our emotions get out of control. we lose what little faith we have in the ppl in our lives and we wonder why we have't got anyone to share life with. we have to learn to trust the ppl we are with and to let them show us they can be part of our life and we won't have any reason to feel jealous and sad too. jealousy is sometimes a wasted emotion and i know i feel it and it makes me feel awful.

Early Or Late, Its Still A Christmas Poem By Me
The Snow is here, The lights are hung. Commercial Christmas, Shopping not done Wal-Mart, K-Mart, Kohls and Sears, Finding the present they'll like for years Running thru tanks of unleaded fuel Running thru stores knowing not what to do Shopping for her, shopping for him Waiting till tomorrow to do it again. Tired as hell, can't sleep at night Wanna do more shopping, money running tight so venting out to a therapist, just because Wishing there WAS a fucking Santa Clause

Key
Key Black mask black gloves As I look like a thief in the night. Irreplaceable items took as you put up a fight. But one in particular your reluctant to let go. As you say no the tears in your eyes start to show. I put my ear to it as I hear its mangled and dismantled clamber. Locked away tight in a box with no visible signs of tamper. Thoughts are racing asking myself is this what I came for? It’s broken to bits, is that why the pain is stored. Tired from the struggle we fall to the floor. And that’s when I asked you what are you keeping this for. You told me I keep it lock away because how fragile its become. Our hands on the box gleaming at each other we know it’s begun It felt as days then weeks and months went passed As we held that boxes of shattered past. Determination is the key as I thought to myself. What lies in this box will give me so much wealth. A better understanding of a man and his role And I know it will give me a se

Hair Salon Scalps Customers
Hair salon scalps customers Mon Apr 7, 2008 12:41pm EDT BEIJING (Reuters) - A Chinese hair salon has been shut down and fined 500,000 yuan ($71,280) for holding two customers hostage and charging wildly excessive fees for haircuts, a newspaper reported on Monday. College students Zhang Yi and Yuan Sha Sha went for a haircut at Baolou International Beauty Salon in Zhengzhou, in the central province of Henan, expecting to pay the 38 yuan ($5.42) advertised on the window. But when the barbers were done, they produced a joint bill for 12,000 yuan ($1,700), enough to make anyone's hair curl, the Beijing News reported. "After borrowing from 16 people, the two were only able to come up with 9,800 yuan and it wasn't until after 10 pm were they allowed to leave the hair salon," it reported. It was not the first time that the shop tried to cheat consumers. One was slapped with a bill for 4,776 yuan when she came in for a haircut last September. In December, another customer opte

White Trash Ca Wedding!
Groom Tasered, Bride Arrested On Wedding Night VALLEJO, Calif. (AP) ¯ A weekend wedding turned into an unforgettable first night for these two newlyweds. Police say a bride and groom spent their first night as a married couple in jail after their wedding party at a Vallejo home got out of hand. When police had to return a second time to the home Saturday night, officers stunned both the groom and his cousin with a Taser when they both became aggressive towards the officers. The groom and cousin were arrested for allegedly resisting arrest. The bride was taken into custody on suspicion of public intoxication.

A Little Poem By Yours Truly
I lay down in a king size bed, Many thoughts going through my head. As I lay down there I start to cry, Don't ask me because I don't know why. All I know is I want her back, Just here with me but the cards are stacked. She's holding aces I'm holding twos, She won't talk civil, don't know what to do. Do I go on with life or beg her back, Do I find someone or wait till I crack. I am going crazy trying to see, why it is she's ignoring me. I call her once wait three hours, leave her messages none that are sour. What am I doing to make her ignore, What can I do, what, what more? I guess it has been, just two weeks, I just miss her and I am getting weak. So in closing I must say, do I fight for her or go my own way?

Wanting, A Poem By Dj Sub Zero
Wanting her back, wanting her here, wanting to kiss her and hold her near. Wanting to make love, wanting to bad, wanting to touch and not feel sad. Wanting to hold her every night, wanting to talk and never fight. Wanting to go on at some points of time, wanting her back to keep her mine. Wanting so much to just be me, wanting to change so she can see. Wanting to be strong, wanting not to cry, wanting to write her, without tears in my eye. Wanting her to feel, the same as me, wanting my life back, not wanting to grieve. A poem by DJ Sub Zero

A Day In The Life Of An F.b.i. Agent, A Story By Dj Sub Zero
With the morning mist covering the air, I sit and wonder. Is she going to be late, or is she even going to show up? Well she only has ten minutes now, so I light up a cigarette. For those who don't know me, I am Mark Wells, F.B.I. agent from a small town in the middle of nowhere. I recently bought a home in the wonderful state of West Virginia only to settle too soon, so it seems. This woman I am supposed to meet is someone I never thought I would ever see again. I really didn't do anything that day. It is not like I saved the town or even the world. It's not like I killed Harry with my own pistol. All I did was talk Harry into giving little Jimmy to the police. As I stubbed out my cigarette I looked at my watch, 8 minutes have passed. Where is she? Just then a car turned the corner. I am thinking is this her, or someone knowing nothing of the situation. I saw the car moving slow, it looked like a late model Ford of some sort, but the mist is too thick to tell. Whe

When Was The Last Time You Had A Conversation With The Moon?
When was the last time you had a conversation with the moon? Made a wish on a falling star? Held hope from a string of delicate things When was the last time you got lost in an enchanged wood, Or were kissed by a prince , who turned into a frog ... Consulted a caterpillar? Or kidnapped a myth? Had a visit from your faery godmother ... Who turned pumpkins into coaches and wishes into wings When was the last time you cried lost tears into the lake of longing? Or sipped inspiration from the pool of wonder, Or rose, victorious, like a phoenix from the ashes? When did you last ... lay your head in the lap of awe ... and listen to a song ... from a distant shore ... called home? THE TIME IS NOW Leap... soar... explore... remember your dreams ... and unseen things ... Sing with rapture ... and dance ... dance ... dance like a dervish And when imagination knocks ... open the Duir (door) ...

My Wife
This is my wife nic.....she is my best friend...I love her with all my heart.....everyone should go show her some love or ill kick ur arse!bahahahahahahaha ThePurestofAngel¢¾Wifey2Hope¢¾@ fubar I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND IVE EVER HAD....SHE HAS SUCH A BIG HEART! PIMP OUT BY: Hope..the mother fu#king princess(Wife to nic&Chris&ash)2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions*Major*@ fubar

How Did I Get Here By Dj Sub Zero
As I lay there on that stretcher I had realized it was almost Night fall. With my leg broken, My Head gashed Lights flashing, I wondered, " How did I get here?" 10 hours earlier: I was awakened by the sounds of sirens and screams, I jumped up to see what was happening only three houses down from my mom and dads. Now being home for a Vacation is supposed to be nice and easy you would think. I arose from my bed and went to the window, A scream pierced the house like a cold chill on a hot summers day. I looked outside to see a Man, A big man, monster in size, Like Mean Jo Green Of the old Pittsburgh Steelers, holding little Jimmy Moore in his arms with a knife to his throat. I threw the pants on I had worn just the day before and ran down stairs only to see my mother at the door clinching her face and screaming no no no. See, Little Jimmy was like a son to my mother. Jimmy would come over to her house and help my father rake the lawn, and leaves, tend to the flower ga

Poem:you And I Are Dancers
You and I are Dancers Within the Sacred Fire Across the Vast Celestial Seas Burning with a Love so Brilliant It Lights up the whole of Creation How could we ever forget? How could we ever delay our return? There IS only this deep Eternal and Blissful Peace Flowing through the Heavenly Being Blessing our Radiant Union Dancing NOW As One Living Flame

Just Random Survey Questions..
Im not in the mood to actually write shit tonight, so instead we get a random survey.. YAY go me... woot.. Okay if your bored, there ya go something to read... 1. Do you like blue cheese? No 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? No 3. Do you own a gun? Not anymore 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry Dr. Pepper or Cherry Limeade 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? My necklace with my guitar pendent, my mom got me after my dad passed away 12. Favorite hobby? Painting or Reading 13. Are your toes painted? Yes, Like always they are blue 14. Do you have A.D.D.? No 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? I hate that I use my heart to often, I care to easily and get hurt to often 16. Middle name? Dont have one 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. Life, Someone, and bills 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Food, Gas, Cigarettes 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Water, Tea, Dr. Pepper 20. Current

Poem...eagleheart
All through the night he is lying awake Wond'ring how much more can he take Watching the walls where the shadows dance Drifting away into a trance And his eyes are blazing with fire Dreams burnt to ashes so many times Highest of mountains, still he climbs Ready to fly, cause he just can't stay Flame burning brighter with every day And his eyes are blazing with fire Longing for the deepest desire Heart of an eagle He flies through the rainbow Into a new world and finds the sun Spreading his wings Above all the sorrows The glory of Eagleheart Fever is burning in his veins Determined with courage, breaking the chains Back against the wall under blood red skies Prepared to fight until he dies And his eyes are blazing with fire Longing for the deepest desire Heart of an eagle He flies through the rainbow Into a new world and finds the sun Spreading his wings Above all the sorrows The glory of

Episode 42
After over a month of delays due to injury and illness (all on my part). Episode 42 of The Tuesday Afternoon Show is finally online. Episode 42: LIfe, the Universe, and Mariano Rivera (Oh no, not again). After several delays, Scotto and Uncle John finally rent The Heart of Gold and welcome Ruben aboard as they pay tribute to the late, great Douglas Adams. There's also a visit with Randy Looney and and the latest installment of TAS Theater. Featuring musical guest Ministry (yes, The Ministry). Listen to it exclusively at ... http://tuesdayafternoonshow.com/

My Accidents
blood blood what a mess, oh well it was for good i think...i was working out and working on my arms and back and some how i fell backwards and cut my toes i laughed it off and went to make a samich upon doing so i cut my finger a little it was crazy i laughed that off....till i reached for another pickle....then it burnt a bit and i wasnt laughing so hard but i still thought it was funny.....

Love Or $$$
I was asked the famous question the other day "next time will it be for love or money"? lol Well, the answer to that is definitely LOVE but I will not settle, if someone wants to come in my life and not participant 100% then get the hell out (I was all done with settling a long time ago). That's where "wants and needs" come in to play.... those guys that are willing to cheat on you, leave you, pay little attention to you .. well those are the guys that are wants... they are a dime a dozen. They fill a void for a moment, day, week , month, and even sometimes years, but it's not real love. The one I want in my life, isn't going to try to change me, they're going to want me to be me all the time. I don't need someone to complete me, I need someone to compliment me (and I don't mean "you look nice .. you're sweet"), I mean compliment my personality. I feel that if you have two people that are already complete, they already know who they are and what they want then together they

Poem...the Seeker
The Seeker Monday, December 03, 2007 10 28 AM In the heart of world, there is a soul.A rose that came int glorious bloom. Who is a seeker,who was and is taught, by the hands of angels. Taught that diamonds are valued over coal. Taught that the final and only question will be, "What have you done with the life given you"? I am in communion now,with the inner part many never see. Nor will they understand,because they belive words are needed. Words and only words are their proof and reason. They couldn't be anymore wrong. My friend understands, that unspoken language, angels and the most beloved children share. He can do this because... he is one of the beloved. He has the knowing. Most words are the foundation of illusion, in the playground of addiction The few words that do matter are keys,windows and doors hidden in poems slgm3.12.07

My Sexual Style
What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as HotYou are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you. Hot 81%Violent 63%Exciting 63%Wet 38%Sweet 31%Shy 31%Soft 31%Awkward 0%

34 Weeks And 1 Day
so, 5 weeks and 6 days left. Prenatal class went smoother. Still kinda annoying. I'm tired but I wanna talk to the boy. But I don't wanna look stupid. There's no hope in me NOT looking stupid though because I'm just silly with that kind of stuff. Oh well...

Comeing Out As A Bisexual
i am a single mom of 4 and they have just found out mommy is bi and im haveing trouble telling them the reason why i like both men and women so could some of my friends and fans and family plzzz give me some advice on how i am to talk to them about this

The Band
The myspace for my band Minimal Fall is www.myspace.com/minimalfall We are out of Ville Platte, Louisiana. We usually play 4 hour sets at bars in the local area. We have a wide range of music; classic rock to alternative, even a little country. Anything we enjoy playing, we play. Some of our original songs are posted on the myspace. The recordings were done in a living room with our mixer and a computer, definately not studio quality. If you would like to contact us, either message me here on Fubar, or message the band on myspace. Either way you will get a number and we can work things out. :) Thanks for checking this out! I'll keep my friends list posted on show dates.

Turbine Turns Tide Into Power Of Tommorrow
Lewis Smith, Environment Reporter The world’s first deep-water device to generate electricity from the tides on a commercial scale is due to start operating within weeks. A seagoing crane barge has lowered the 1,000-tonne double turbine into place and an operation to fix it to the seabed with 12 metre (40 ft) pins begins today. The SeaGen Tidal System at Strangford Lough in Co Down, Northern Ireland, is designed to produce enough electricity to supply 1,000 homes. The system, made by Marine Current Turbines (MCT) and assembled at the Harland and Wolff dockyard in Belfast, boasts two 16m blades which will be turned by the water streaming in and out of Strangford Lough at up to 8 knots. Related Links * Wind farms could be moored off Scotland * Wind turbine destroyed by storm * Attenborough faces turbine protests Martin Wright, managing director of MCT, said: “By the middle of May we will have completed the bulk of commissioning. We’ll start by turn

Omfg
I can't believe men. My soon to ex has sent me many message asking to help make the house payment but he can go buy a new fucking camera and buy a lot of little figures from World of Warcraft. That makes no fucking sence to me i have just started working. Have to ask my parents for money so i can eat and now i'm going to have to ask for gas money. WE all know how pricey gas is. Now his new GF is being all lovey dovey on his my space page. OMG make me vomit dont' get me wrong i'm glad he is not bugging me anymore and i have found a guy who is 110% better then my ex. I just feel like my ex is doing all this to piss me off and you knwo i can play those games to. I will if i have to and part of me right now really wants to damn it. I will just vent here for now. I'm sorry but this new GF of my ex is only 21. My ex is 33 don't get me wrong age is just a number. I have no idea how long they have been seeing eachother but she is already say she loves him. Now i talked to my soldier for like t

Rest In Peace Grammy.. 3-25-08
Treasure You. When I Think About You A Million Warm Memories Come To Me. A Gentle Hand Reaching Out To Warm Mine, Kind Words To Move And Lift Me. So Much Wisdom And Happiness to share. You’re All Of This And So Much More. Always Strong, Ever Caring And Giving Of Yourself. You’re One Of The Greatest Gifts That I’ve Ever Received. A Constant Source of Joy For All Of My Tomorrows. And I’ll Love And Treasure You Forever. I Love You Grandma.... I Miss You, I Love You.. And I Will See You Soon..

Tatto Contest I Am In
I am in a best tattoo contest and could use some help to win if you have some free time I would appreciate it..Click on the pic below for My entry to bomb and rate (yes rates count too)THanks in advance and if you can plz repost this bulletin as well..Thanks..I plan on doin somethin special for everyone who helps me out > > > http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1042318&i=2616548368 > > > > Here are the rules > > > http://www.fubar.com/blog/205041/756593

Livestrong Challenge 2008
I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised over $2,500 and the first year I raised over $1,200... I'm aiming for $2,500 again this year. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. If you don't donante, at least repost it so that maybe this gets to someone who will. I appreciate everything. My website: http://philly08.livestrong.org/macstrong215 If you're going to be in the Philly area in August and want to join my team, you can sign up here: http://philly08.livestrong.org/teammacstrong

Why
I dont understand what u want What more do you need What more do I need to change I want you back i miss you I need you I love you theres no other way to say it I know it took a long time but here I am why cant you see that was it all for you I am afraid not but its done my transformation I wanna say ha ha You never thought it would happen Well the price I have paid should clear my debt most likely it wont i ll be payin for the rest of my life well im done ventin time to go in my corner and cry

Joke
An elderly Ukrainian man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite pierogi with fried onions wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Gripping the railing with both hands, he crawled downstairs. Downstairs, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen, where if not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven, for there, spread out upon waxed paper on the kitchen table were hundreds of his favorite pierogi. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of love from his wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? He threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in a crumpled posture. His parched lips parted, the wondrous taste of the pierogi was already in his mouth. With a trembling hand he reached up to the edge of the table, when suddenly he was smacked with a wooden spoon by his wife.

Gilded Cunt
Your misery is worn as a veil To hide bewitchment of the ugliest kind In place of Eve a bitter parody hails Daggers from the swagger Of a sodomite's concubine Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Your thin pretence overstretched and sickly Feigns love and light a long time laid in the grave My preference leans to killing you quickly Scissored in the gizzard That a heart no more maintains But i am tied To the labyrinth and the beast The one way track of eyes Black and grey like panzers Loose your shell Shoot the mouth The gates of hell Have often dropped their jaws about Satan's agents are perversions to bear Side to side with the diversions You use to guide my fingers there Dirty little gold digger Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Nothing is above you save a boreal light That halo paid for by a consummated ring of ice And below you, will i see you tonight Glower from your tower Built of ivory and spite? For i am torn Between the sheets that keep me bor

Broken
Sometimes I feel like I am broken in a million pieces and I don't have enought glue or time to put myself back together. My life is a mess and is still whirling out of control. When I finally think I am about to understand something.....It crashes again. There I go falling into the darkness that I am so much consumed by. Life is not fair, but I choose to deal with it. I can't be selfish and choose to end it all. Besides what does tomorrow hold?

Erase
don't leave you said to me and for a moment i feared i'd stay but your plea rang hollow so i quietly walked away i can see you through the glass and i wonder was it done in vain now i'd do anything to simply make the pain go away if you'd have me i'd take you back again and erase the mistakes i've made if you'd have me i'd take you back again and add to the mistakes i've made i remember morning light and a shower to clear my head everyday a reminder of what a fool i've been seemed when i left you i'd left everything i'd known now you have shown me i'm not the man i thought i was i believed in you i had faith in you i was there for you now i'm lost in you

Evil Angel
Hold it together, birds of a feather, Nothing But lies and crooked wings, I have the answer, spreading the cancer, You are the faith inside me, no, don't, Leave me to die here, Help me survive here alone, don't Remember, remember Put me to sleep evil angel, Open your wings evil angel ahhh! I'm a believer, nothing could be worse, All these imaginary friends, Hiding betrayal, driving the nail, Hoping to find a savior, No, don't, leave me to die here, Help me survive here alone, don't, surrender, surrender Put me to sleep evil angel Open your wings evil angel, oohh Fly over me evil angel Why can't I breathe evil angel Put me to sleep evil angel Open your wings evil angel, oohh Fly over me evil angel Why can't I breathe evil angel

Nascar...
I was going to write a mumm about this but I seem to have been banned from them for making rude comments haha oh darn. Anyway, I was curious if I happen to be the only person on earth who finds nascar to be the most moronic "sport" ever devised. I have never understood the concept of sitting in front of a tv screen or sitting at a race track just to watch a bunch of hicks in cars drive in circles for hours. The sick part about this nascar BS is that it is the most popular motor sport in the USA. This scares me to think that there are so many people out there who get a thrill from watching dumb little cars going in circles. To be perfectly honest, the only reason I have actually watched nascar was for the crashes. That is about the only exciting thing that happens and unfortunately, in many cases, the person in the crash is hurt or killed. So what is it that makes this garbage so popular? NOTE: Trust me, one of two things is gonna happen here, ONE: nobody is gonna respond

Had Enough
Milk it for all it's worth, make sure you get there first The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse I've had it up to here, you know your end is near You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve When all is said and done, I will be the one To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve When all is said and done, I will be the one To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become Oooh... Hold me down (I will live again) Hold me down (I will break it in) Hold me down (no matter in the end) Hold me down

Plz Help Me Win!!!
Hiya all.. I am in a VIP contest and i need some help.. I need to have 10,000 comments. Below is the link to get you there.. Please tell all friends and family.. Thanks so much in advance... MUAH!!!!!

Wow You Don't Wanna Miss This
So here we go I'm gonna host my very first Auction. Entry fee is only 50k(psst I know some new members don't have 50k just let me know if you don't an dmaybe we can work something out). I have planned it so this auction can be for fubucks only or cash gifts, or if you will take both let me know. I will have only one folder for the auction. If you need tags made just send me the pic and list of items you would like to have auctioned and I will make you one. Auction will start no matter how many entries I have on April 21st and end on May 5th ..running time 2 wks. Theres no limit on what you can offer and feel free to get as creative as you wish! You can offer things like Prepaid visa cards Flowers Rates Owned by's Subscriptions to that person fav mag or sports Be as creative as

The Last In Line
We're a ship without a storm The cold without the warm Light inside the darkness that it needs, yeah We're a laugh without a tear The hope without the fear We are coming - home We're off to the witch We may never never never come home But the magic that we'll feel Is worth a lifetime We're all born upon the cross The throw before the toss You can release yourself But the only way is down We don't come alone We are fire we are stone We're the hand that writes Then quickly moves away We'll know for the first time If we're evil or divine We're the last in line We're the last in line Two eyes from the east It's the angel or the beast And the answer lies between The good and bad We search for the truth We could die upon the tooth But the thrill of just the chase Is worth the pain We're off to the witch We may never never never come home But the magic that we'll feel Is worth a lifetime We're all born upon the cross The throw before the to

Flow Raters
NEW CLUB!!! Flow raters Theses are the rules to my new club After reading them if you are still interested send me back a messege saying "Yep, I still wanna join." Then you will be added to my club. Rules: 1. Must have a verified salute 2. Have at least 50 photos to join (so we have something to rate) 3. Willing to rate everyone that is leveling in this club 4. Must rate/fan/add everyone in the club 5. When getting help to level you must be rating someone (your choice) at the same time. No just sitting there or we will stop helping you. There will be no drama or down rating here! If you can't follow this rule then you will be removed from the club. I have a folder just for this club w/everyones pictures in it. Yes, they will be ripped pictures so everyone can have the link. When a new member joins i will contact everyone in this club to let them know about you. When you are close to leveling up please contact me. Level chart When to contact me: a) Leve

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE > > > (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are > right and you need to shut up. > > (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an > hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five > more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. > > (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means > something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing > usually end in fine. > > (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! > > (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement > often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an > idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing > with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) > > (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women > can make to a man. Th

What A Night!!!
I got home from work last night to find the newly built complex behind my house on fire...in less then 1/2hr it was a fully involved fire. I spend the next few hours hosing down my house and yard...embers ranging from 1" to 5" were raining down on my property...it was the scariest few hours I've ever had. A house on the other side of the complex had their siding melt right off the house from the heat. And sadly it seems the complex, for seniors and assisted living, people had started moving thier stuff in...and rumor has it...that it was started by some kid!!! What's wrong with kids now adays doing stuff like this...grafitti is no longer a statement....destroying peoples lives and endangering many is the way to go!!! Maybe I'm just getting old but i'm so angry for what my family and others in my neighbourhood had to go through and the seniors who have lost everything. Maybe in a couple of days I'll cool off?

New Friend Salutes
IVE MADE ALOT OF MY FRIENDS SALUTES ITS INTO MY FRIENDS SALUTES FOLDER IF U R NOT THERE TELL ME IF YA WOULD LIKE ONE AND I WILL DO ONE 4 YA TYS PLZ RATE THEN RIP HUGS N KISSES TINA AKA THEWOLFPACK!TYS FOR ALL THE LOVE YA ALL HAD GAVEN TO ME ILL DO MY BEST TO GET YA BACK SUM HOW TYS SO MUCH!HUGS

Poem For That Someone
I love you when no one else cares I love you for who you are I love you like nobody dares I love you when you’re close and even more when you are far I love it when you smile I love it when you laugh When you doubt yourself I love you all the while I love you in the shower and in your bath I love you like my mother I love you like I am your father There is only you and no other Why try or attempt to bother I love you for your soul I love you when you cry I love you to fill that hole I love you when you ask why oh why I love you because your flawed I love you because you are so true When I am around you I am forever awed I love you because you are you

Van Halen (the Only One You'll Ever See In My Blog) - Hot For Teacher
Oh, wow, man, wait a second, man. What do you think the teacher's gonna look like this year? My butt, man. Whoooa! Ooh! Oh yeah! T-t-teacher stop that screamin' Teacher don't you see? Don't wanna be no uptown fool Maybe I should go to hell But I'm doin' well Teacher needs to see me after school I think of all the education that I've missed But then my homework was never quite like this! Ow! Got it bad Got it bad Got it bad I'm hot for teacher I've got it bad, so bad I'm hot for teacher Hey, I heard you missed us, we're back! Hey! I brought my pencil... Give me something to write on, dude! Whoa! Uh! Ooo-oo-ooo! I heard about your lessons But lessons are so cold I know about this school Little girl from Cherry Lawn How can you be so bold? How did you know that golden rule? I think of all the education that I've missed But then my homework was never quite like this! Whoa! Got it bad Got it bad Got it bad I'm hot for teacher I've got it b

Update :d Woohooo!!!!!
Heyaaaaaaaaaaa Ok Update Time lol I will be a bit busy for the next few weeks... and sore lol The gym has FINALLY agreed to show me the advanced workout!! I have 7 weeks til the end of May, to which I wanted to be at my goal. Having been on the plateau since last November, I have been working my butt off (or wishing I was :P ) to lose these last 40 lbs. Changing it up again :D My doctors are still trying to get the Manitoba Medical system to cover the surgery to remove the extra skin that won't go back into place (been stretched too much). They have written again to get me assessed. The last letter was sent in September with no response back at all. 2 friends have written to Oprah too and no response back lol I am sending a package to her with before and after pics and a few other letters from the gym and my doctors. Maybe with a few prayers in there from my friends and supporters.. this wish and request for help may go through. Would like her voice and ours to ch

Flow Raters
I AM THE FOUNDER OF FLOW RATERS BUT LORDDARKTREE CONTROLS WHO JOINS AND WHO DOESNT. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN YOU CAN SEND ME A MESSEGE OR HIM. ALL DECISIONS ARE UP TO HIM. THANKS! Flow raters Theses are the rules to my club After reading them if you are still interested send me back a messege saying "Yep, I still wanna join." Then you will be added to my club. Rules: 1. Must have a verified salute. 2. Have at least 100 photos to join and 50-100 stash (so we have something to rate) I prefer you to have more. 3. Willing to rate everyone that is leveling in this club. 4. Must rate/fan/add everyone in the club!!!!! THIS IS A MUST!!!!!!!!!! 5. When getting help to level you **** must**** be rating someone (your choice) at the same time. No just sitting there or we will stop helping you. 6. When you're the member who is leveling, please try to return some of the rates to the members who are helping you level. 7.There will be no drama or down rating here

Great News
Well in the ongoing saga of my divorce, things were looking scary with me potentially leaving for my deployment prior to the actual court date (july11). Because i had been the one to file, I was required to be present for the hearing.Today i decided to call the county clerk and see if they could do anything and after being transfered a few times I was able to talk to the judges assistant. She listened to my predicament and then went and talked to the judge. One thing to remember about michigan is that there is a minimum waiting period of 180 days for a divorce with kids to be final. She called me back and gave me the best news that i could possibly get today, they have moved my divorce hearing up to may 2nd!!!!! so as of today i have approximately 25 days until i am free of the soon to be EX !!!! WOOOOHOOO what a great Day!

Yeah So I'm Bored And Now All Must Suffer :p
Yeah so I'm soooo bored I've decided to write a blog about how bored I am..... well It'll start out that way atleast, but it's not like anyone ever really reads these things but me.... :P So here I am, all grown up and nowhere to go. Isn't it funny how age creeps up on ya? I mean I still feel like a teenager playing house most days and I'm pushin 30 ffs Lmao It's just never what you expected is it? I always expected some kind of epiphany, but instead the years just kinda crept up on me. And all those grandiose plans I had in my youth? Yeah we all know what became of those Lmao But I wouldn't change a thing, even the shitty stuff cause it made me the woman I am, and gawd how boring would I be without a lil spice to keep it interesting? ;)

Robyn - List Of Demands
I want my money back I’m down and drowning in your fat You got me on my knees praying for everything you lack I ain’t afraid of you I’m just a victim of you fears You cower in your tower Praying that I would disappear I got another plan One that requires me to stand On the stage or in the street Don’t need no microphone to beat And when you hear this song If you ain’t dead then sing along Bang and strum to these here drums ‘till you get where you belong I got a list of demands Written on the palm of my hands I ball my fist you’re gonna know where I stand We’re living hand to mouth You wanna be somebody See somebody Try and free somebody I got a list of demands Written on the palm of my hand I ball my fist you’re gonna know where I stand We’re living hand to mouth Hand to mouth I wrote a song for you today while I was sitting in my room I jumped up in my bed today and played it on a broom I didn’t think that it would be a song that you would

Own Me For Month?
*AUCTION* Would you like to own one of these HOTTIES? Well you're in luck because they're up for auction starting TODAY. Here are the lovely ladies that are up for grabs:: Okay now that you've seen them here are some things you will expect from your girl and what they're willing to accept for you being their owner!! Payment for this ownership would include a Happy hour, a 30 day blast & VIP for a month, or something of equivalent value. If you have another offer that you'd like to give.. feel FREE to contact them with your offer. #1) Will have honorable mention in my Happy Hour or Blast! #2) Be added to top friends & family. #3) You will be my crush. #4) You will be added to my display name as my owner. #5) I will rate you all 11's #6) I will make you 3 salutes. #7) I will promote you in bulletins. #8) I will buy you a Big Pimpin Gift or give you 100,000 fubucks!! #9) And plen

Ya Gotta Be Kidding Me!
Ok, I've been a member of this thing for about a month now. I've met some really decent people. I've met some not so decent people. My picture on my profile does not suggest that I am a sex starved MILF, so why, oh why, do about 15% of the men on here send me messages wanting to fuck??? Does it say anywhere on my profile that I want to be hit up for sex??? Get a clue guys, if ya want sex, get off your fucking computer and out into the real world!

30 Seconds To Mars - From Yesteday (loooong Version)
PART 1 PART 2 He's a stranger to some And a vision to none He can never get enough, Get enough of the world For a fortune he'd quit But it's hard to admit How it ends and begins On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming From yesterday, the fear From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here On a mountain he sits Not of gold but of shit Through the blood he can look See the life that it took From the council of one He'll decide when he's done With the innocent On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming From yesterday, the fear From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message He doesn't want to read the message Doesn't want to read the message here On his face is a map of the world From yesterday,

Horse Shit... Literally.
Okay... so I got home today... And am sittin' in my room... Look up out the window to see my little brother smearing horse shit under my car door handle... Not too happy about that... So I said, WTF is wrong with you? You don't do that shit to people's cars.... he just laughs... It pisses me off because he has no respect for anyone elses stuff... I'll loan him a CD or DVD, and the next day, it would look like he took 20 grit sand paper to it... Loses things, breaks things, downloads viruses... just gets old... on top of that... I want some change... I've been in this God forsaken state for almost 21 yrs now... And I hate it just as much now as I did before... This fucking weather makes ya depressed. I just need a change. Pack up and move somewhere no one knows my family or me... And start completely over, not turning every corner and thinking about memories from that spot. no one to guilt trip me for things ive done in my past, no one to judge me for dumb shit ive done or mistake

One Person On Fubar That Everyone Should Know!!!
This chick is one of the realest and coolest people around.... Stop in and show her some live if you havent already. Click below!! :) SPECIAL K, N.J GIRLThe Original ,HOW DO I LUST THEE? LET ME COUNT THE WAYS, Greeter of Centerfold@ fubar

Bulletin Cuffed Did For My Auction *check Her Out*
OK! TIME IS RUNNING OUT! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar Is your Host so be sure to F/A/R him while your checking this out! Auction ends April 18th at 5pm EST. So don't let time run out! So let's take a look at who's up for sale!! Ok so ther

Stuff
So, Sunday Adam and I went to Dennis' and had a BBQ. It was the girls, Dennis, Adam and me, and we actually got along quite well, It was great. But, other than that, I've just been stressed major... so much drama going on in my life... seems like if it's not one thing it's another.... Sucks... I feel helpless, and as much of a control freak as I am.... that sucks major... And my effin birth control isn't working right. I'm worried that I'm going to wind up freaking pregnant... which is funny because just a few short weeks ago I was worried I wasn't going to be able to have kids anymore... shows you how life things can change... Other than that,m the girls are doing great, my best friend is sick as shit, and Dennis and I are getting along GREAT. It's shocking as hell.... I know.... but it's been nice. If it had only been like this the past 6 years.... but, God has his reasons for things.... Anywho... I'll try to keep stuff updated more often...

What I Require To Marry
1) ALL PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST GIVE ME AT LEAST 2 WEEKS NO LESS THAN A WEEKS NOTICE PRIOR TO THE DATE THEY WISH TO BE MARRIED THIS WAY THERE WILL BE NO CONFUSEION AND I WONT END UP SCHEDULEING 2 WEDDINGS FOR THE SAME TIME 2) PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST AT LEAST HAVE 2 WITTNESS'S 3)DEPENDING ON HOW U WISH TO HAVE YOUR CERTIFICATE DONE I NEED PERMISSION FROM BOTH PARTYS TO RIP A PICK OF THEM SO THAT THEY MAY BE ADDED TO THE CERTIFICATE I CAN DO THEM EITHER WAY IN OTHER WORDS WITH PICKS OF THE COUPLE OR WITH OUT OR PROVIDE ME WITH A PICK U WISH TO APEAR ON IT IF U DONT WANT A PHOTO OF YOURSELF 4) SPECIAL BACK GROUNDS FOR THE LOUNGE YOU WISH TO BE MARRIED IN MUST BE PROVIDED BY YOURSELF OR THE ROOM OWNER 5)IF YOU WISH A BULLETIN MADE TO ANNOUNCE YOUR WEDDING I MUST BE LET KNOWN OF THIS IN ENOUGH ADVANCE TIME SO THAT I MAY MAKE ONE OR YOU MAY DO IT YOURSELF. 6) IF YOU WISH TO SCHEDULE A WEDDING DATE AND TIME WITH ME YOU MAY EITHER CONTACT

Another Day
You do everything you can to make life good and it never ever fails you're pissing someone off. Can I get a break please? I'm tired of being pissed off. I don't care if you're pissed off anymore. Deal with it!!! Life sucks and then u die!

An Angel For You To Share
Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \'Things aren\'t always what they seem\' The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the

Love My Murder
Love My Murder IN the night I crawl on the ground, looking back and forth and all around. Oh there you are, while you swish your hips to your car. You dont know im there, no one knows where, until it's too late for you to see your fate. ::chorus:: Such glorious blood dripping from my hands, waking up knowing just where I stand. Your death is on my mind, mmmm how much i love my murder. As i lick the sweet blood from my fingertips, loving the way you used to squirm and nip.I'll take this pain away with one slice of your throat, if you prefer the hard way, I'll drown your little self into the sea off of a boat. So easy to destroy a life, with a gun is so much fun, and so sly with a hard edged knife. ::chorus:: My deed is done, your dead and gone. With blood still on my hands and mind, taking the space away of time. There's nothing you can do, 'cause your all through, your life is over...by the way, when your in heaven, wish me luck and kiss a fuckin clover. **chorus**

Gr3y - Staff Member Of The Week
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My First Leap Of Faith
Many of you have chatted with me about my returning to college. You have listened/read as I vented about frustrations, and fears. But you stuck by me and told me that I could do it. Well this evening, I logged on to the Pikes Peak College website, and I finally admitted my college application. Not only that but I also enrolled in the COF fund, a stipend from the state of CO to help me pay for college. The funny thing is that I didn't have to enroll in the COF at all, they still had all of my information in their system. The class that I will be attending will be on Saturdays, from 0800-1600. That's 8 am to 4 pm, for the civilians..lol. Since it is only a weekend class, I need to find out the exact date, but am sure it will begin sometime soon around May 8th. I am nervous, and scared, and excited all at the same time. Even funnier, is that I was literally crying and laughing at the same time. Lol. Isn't that wonderful? So yeah, taking it one day at a time, is going to work. Thank you so

Own Me, You Know You Want To!!!!!
Alright guys Im in another auction, it is a fubucks only auction put on by Nilla and Taz of Dirty Deeds Radio. So if you think you got the cash, and would want to own me, go here http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=413052&albumid=950302&i=3882275231&idx=17 and check out what i offer and to place your bid!!!

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and

In Love
Im in love with a really great guy. His name is Bo. him and i are going to get married soon. I know that the day that he asked me out and i said yes that we would be together for along time. i just hope that nothing ever comes between us. I love you Bo so much with all my heart and soul.

That's Acceleration !
One Top Fuel dragster 500 cubic-inch Hemi engine makes more horsepower (8,000 HP) than the first 4 rows at the Daytona 500. * Under full throttle, a dragster engine consumes 11.2 gallons of nitro methane per second; a fully loaded 747 consumes jet fuel at the same rate with 25% less energy being produced. * A stock Dodge Hemi V8 engine cannot produce enough power to merely drive the dragster's supercharger. * With 3000 CFM of air being rammed in by the supercharger on overdrive, the fuel mixture is compressed into a near-solid form before ignition. Cylinders run on the verge of hydraulic lock at full throttle. * At the stoichiometric 1.7:1 air/fuel mixture for nitro methane the flame front temperature measures 7050 degrees F. * Nitro methane burns yellow. The spectacular white flame seen above the stacks at night is raw burning hydrogen, dissociated from atmospheric wate r vapor by the searing exhaust gases. * Dual magnetos supply 44 amps to each spark plug

Hellllllllllp
Thank you to NYHA for this bulletin! She has been CHALLENGED! She needs to get down to 1,250,000 points to go! (from her next rank) As soon as she does, She will get a HAPPY HOUR! Please go show her lots of love!

Autism
As anyone who has looked at my profile knows I have a some with autism. April is Autism Awareness Month. I recently had to deal with allot of changes with my son, his autism and his educational needs because of this. Autism is a difficult thing to understand, even for some me a mother who has been dealing and learning about autism for nearly 8 years now. I want to take this time to tell all of you a little bit about what autism is and what you can do to support someone you may know who has a child with or who is autistic them self. First a little info on what autism is.... Autism almost always develops before the age of three and is characterized by impaired verbal and non-verbal communication, social interaction, some form of repetitive and restricted stereotyped interest, ritual, or other behavior. Children with autism often have extreme difficulty developing normal relationships with others. They tend not to share in the interests their peers have. In many cases these

Hey Hey, Time To Play But Gotta Take Care Of Biznezz Too Lol ;)
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN A JOB AS A DJ, LEMME KNOW! STILL LOOKIN FOR MORE QUALITY DJ'S .............. SWEETWATERS ( COUNTRY,SOUTHERN ROCK,OLDIES & CAJUN TUNES) PLEASE CONTACT ME THROUGH FUBAR EMAIL IF INTERESTED,THANX!......JADE :) ~*JADE *~Owner/DJ N Sweetwaters*~@ fubar

Where I Am At Now
Ok, this is going to piss off a lot of people. And I am not going to apologize for anything I say here. So here goes. For the past 30 years of my life, I have done nothing but try to be a good friend and keep everyone around me happy. I have gone above and beyond the call too many times to count. Have been a shoulder to cry on too many times to count. Well, having said that I will say this, no more! Seems a lot of peoples idea of friendship is limited to them only whining about all their problems and fuck what the next person thinks. Over the last week and a half, I have had to deal with some serious problems, like losing two people that were close to me, one was an uncle, the other a long time dear friend. And surprisingly, no matter who I call, they all either have something better to do or are too busy to take a few minutes and let someone other than themselves talk. Funny thing is, the only one that has taken the time to talk to me and truly be a friend is my ex, Heather.

Killing Me
4-7-08 It kills me that i'll never be anything to you,but what hurts the most is knowing i was never anything to you to begin with. Broken promises and empty words, leading me on to break my heart.It kills me that every song I hear reminds me of you, pushing back tears just to get through the day I'd never ask you to come back to stay, all i ask is for my pain to go away. For a certain person, you know who you are,

Give Me A Suggestion Please
I'd like for you my friend to give me a lil help with this one any and all suggestion are welcome! It gets somewhat boring here in this place so I thought I'd get a companion while I'm here in this apartment and didn't think it would be fair to a dog to be locked up in an apartment all day while I was at work! So this is my new lil friend. and she's a spunky lil thing!! I haven't given her a name yet and thought I'd maybe get some suggestion from my friends. Ao if you would please let me know what you think and when I have made a choice on what suites her best out of the seggestions I will let you all know!

My Thoughts
people these days are so self absorbed its not even funny no one gives a damn about anyone anymore I think that the government is a crock of shit that figures out how to control us Networking Sites Like Myspace disgust me i mean some of it is alright i suppose but most of it is having a shit load of friends i just don't see the point I appreciate anyone who takes time to read my blog cuz it lets me know that im not just another person to you

My Friends Music And Possible Free Cd!!
I need a fav please. Rick underwood is a real good friend of mine, great guy and he needs some input on his music.. could u please if u have time give him a listen and rate his songs on myspace and some are at his website http://www.rickunderwood.com and http://www.myspace.com/rickunderwood thanks so much , means a lot ~Lori Even if u dont like this type of music, an honest input would be very nice.. thanks so much and just email him at his myspace with what u think ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hi everyone! I hope all are doing well. I have a favor to ask of you... Here's the deal... I need your input. For the first 19 people who do this for me, I will mail out a copy of my cd 'Going Home' to you. I'll sign it for you if you like. All I need for you to do is simply this... 1) Go to my website at www. rickunderwood. com myspace http://www.myspace.com/rickunderwood 2)Listen to all(or at least the first half)of all 10 tracks that will be on the cd.

Broken Hearts
So many guys So many girls Falling for each other Little do they know What is to come Broken hearts They don't seem harmful But, oh, you are so blind The pain The unbearable pain That Broken hearts bring They leave you crying for help Falling to your knees in pain Wishing you never knew love Wishing you never loved Yet, love is so beautiful So wonderful, so amazing But not the after taste Oh, no, not that Broken hearts are so much harder to fix Than scrapped knees The scar is deeper That no kiss can fix Oh, the pain, the unbearable, throbbing pain Broken hearts bring

Pain 3
Pain stuffed inside of me Can't let anyone near me Can't let anyone see the real me Can't let anyone even hug me All this pain that's held in me Why can't anyone see the real me Why can't anyone help me Why can't someone just hold me All this pain that's eating me Can't let go of the pain in me Can't get this pain from me Can't get this pain out of me When will the pain stop hurting me Why can't I just feel me Why can't I just be me Why can't someone take this pain from me

The One Kiss
I long to feel your heart beating against me, in time with mine. Run the back of my fingers against the cheek of your face. Wanting to look into your eyes, wishing for you to look into mine, with the same gaze, the same love & longing for my touch as i do for yours. Just to hold you once softly, gently & lovingly in my arms. Feeling your head rest on my chest listening to my heartbeat as i feel your arms wrapped gently around me. How i wish for your touch,how i long to look into your eyes, with so much passion & love. Feeling your lips kiss mine, that's all i ask of, that one kiss to taste the sweetness of your lips pressed against mine, but i know it can never be. That is all i have ever wished for, that one kiss, for as long as i have known you & then i can know how it feels to be really alive. Written By Cloud 08/04/08 01:15am

Pain 2
There is a pain within this heart, My pain within my sadness through my eyes, My eyes are like a burden that you can see right through me, No pain I ever felt was that one single broken heart that had been left behind and never got a chance to be healed, There is way out of this pain but somehow I can’t see it, See the light, the hope, the happiness I once wanted to feel, Now I ever feel is this sadness, this pain, this heartache, A pain within these wall I can hear it say, There is no way out, No way to wash away the pain, The pain I feel.

Diamonds In The Rough
people come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty,to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physcally, emotionally, or spiritly. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do somthing to bring the relathionship to an end. Sometimes they die,sometimes they walk away,and sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. the prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on. Some peole come into your life for a SEASON,because your turn has come to share,grow,or learn. They bring you an experi

Family Emergency...
i have to ask that my fubar friends please be patient with me, a situation has arose in my family that needs more time of me...i will not b on fubar for a few weeks... i apologize for not sending out profile comments like i should to my dearest and closest frinds...

Pain
It hurts in side this lonely heart It’s all the pain inside Pain with no love Pain with loneliness Pain Inside Lost Lonely Empty Confused Not knowing where to go Pain Inside Please stop the pain inside this lonely heart Lonely sprit Lonely soul I am hurting inside Needing love Needing someone to care Please stop the pain inside Pain Inside

My Brother
On April 5th my brother has been dead for 10 years and I guess I've been thinking of him a lot lately. He would be 31 years old now IF he was still here. I really miss him. He was my best friend and little brother at the same time. I think of him all the time it's just certain times I think of him more often and this is one of those times. I love him dearly and at one time I was afraid I would forget him but now after 10 years I know that is not possible.

Pat M' Groin
I want to help my friend here level. He has been stuck at level 20 for awhile now. He's a great guy and he is only 266,949 away from leveling! Click the picture below to help out! Pat M'Groin@ fubar If you let me know you helped out I will personally go rate some of your pictures and stash. Also after he levels I will make a pimp out blog of everyone who has helped. To let me know you helped out click my link below! Mysti-Poo(Please read About-Me) Pat M'Groin's right hand woman!@ fubar

Leveling
> > > > > > Come join me in helpin' out a few of my fam members in leveling up! They're either getting very close or almost there, so take some time to fan, rate and add them and help show ya love by helpin' them level! They're always soo helpful to others & i just wanted to return to them some of the love they've shown me!!♥♥ > > > > > >

Invites And What Not
Hello all, just a quick note. Let's face it, Fubar is drama, and Lounges are distilled fubar. I'm not a huge drama fan, try to avoid it that's why I haven't been on a whole lot lately. But everyone PLEASE Enought with the damm invites. Thanks, J.P.

Family
I found out on Friday that my neice was born last month. Not sure exact date dont even know her name. My brother wasnt even the one who told me. I actually heard about it from an old friend who knew me back when I was in McGraw school...so before tenth grade. No one in my family could get ahold of me to let me know. They all fucking hid it from me and I dont understand why. I seriously never thought I would hate my brother so much. He used to be the one person I looked up to and was proud of. Hell I was even gonna a tattoo for him and my grandfather but that is no longer whats gonna happen. If he wants to shut me outta his family Im gonna shut him outta mine. My lil angel is almost two and hes never seen her and for all I care he never will. She will know about him but thats it cuz Im not gonna deal with him and sure3 as hell wont make her. Never thought Id see the day when I didnt want my brother part of my daughters life but its here. Hes pushed me too far finally. Littl

Baby Stuff
Well everything went good. I am having Braxton Hicks contractions now. She said it normal. She put me on Zantac and Ambien. He is growing really well. 147 was his heart beat. I have only gain an extra 3 lbs from my last appointment. He moved around alot too while he was getting his pics taken. So so far he is fine adn I am fine. She said also since we wanna go home in June she will try and make sure everything will be ok enough to go home for a week. If not we have to stay. It really lies on what my doc says as to if we can go home. So we will see. Also I had the next ultrasound and appointment on May 12th so that way I know he is home. I heard some talking about sending people home early too around here. I dont know if that goes for you but thats what I am hearing. So we will see about that. But eveyrthing is good. I posted an ultrasound pic if you guys wanna go see. Lata-Maranda

Beautiful
Never really thought much of myself Still dont really consider myself all that pretty Yet I dont consider myself ugly either I find myself average Even though many tell me different I dont think Im beautiful looks wise at least There are so many different types If you think someone is beautiful... Is it their looks Or their personality you are looking at Each one of us has a little beauty You just have to know where to look So when you think someone is ugly Remember someone else may not agree They may find them very beautiful

Stalker Much?
Out of nowhere this "person" appears in my shout box, we exchanged witty conversation, then she rates me a 1. I can feel the love =D Bottom to top kiddos jelly: bye bye ->jelly: why does it matter to you if I comment on every mumm? Seems like you have no life if you're keeping up with what I'm doing all day. jelly: TALENTED... with a pic like you got... yehhh right ->jelly: I'm just talented enough to do RL stuff and mumm jelly: do you have a life? you comment on every mumm SADDDDDDD

Forgiveness
Thought I hated you Never thought Id be able to talk to you again At least not without hurting But I guess with time anything is possible Even forgiveness Never thought Id get over you Thought it would always hurt But I guess not talking helps a lot Bringing the forgiveness Didnt think Id ever love another At least not the way I should Thought my heart was too broken But forgiveness works miracles He now has me I no longer am hung up on you Really dont hate you either Just let the forgiveness do its part

.why.
Why did I fall for you? Did you give me some distant clue? I try and try to get you out of my head, But the thoughts of you grow stronger Each night I fall asleep... What do you want, What do I hve to do? Just to prove to you, that I would be oh so true? My mind is filled with your memory, to rid you from my heart would give me no glory... You seem to be everything I want in a man So, I'd like to hold you if I can... But if you want me to let you go, All you have to do is let me know. ♥ You.

Wth?!?!?!
Jamie Lynn Spears baby daddy holds gun up in front of photogs that he said was "private land" as i saw it in the video where he said that they were on the side of the road near the property, now i ask you this is that the way you treat the people that made you famous or what? and to top it off they were also in a side by side A.T.V. with no helmet and not waring a seat belt as he drove with her in the vehicle and her being pregnant with his soon to be child. is he a smart one or what? oh well when he kills her or the child he will understand the life that would have been and the life that was. oh and if you have anything to say about this you can comment but understand if its mean to me the poster it will be deleted. JUST AN FYI have a great week!!!!!!!!!!!

.father.
He struck me often with his words, thinking he was better than those who used fists, but I was young and afraid, of the things that he said, believing them to be true. Hating monsters are easy, but when one is your own father it makes you wonder what you are. I was happy the day that he really hit me, because I knew that I was stronger than he could ever be, because his words had run dry and the lies were enfeebled because the demon could hit me, but no longer hurt me with the pain of his words.

Only One
I have loved before And hurt just the same Scared to death of these feelings Know this means you can hurt me But its a chance Im willing to take You have stole my heart Made me love again Become the only one I want The only one I need And the only one I dream of Each day I am told Im beautiful Have others telling me they want me But they get no where I have eyes for only you They are simply friends You are my only one

Feel The Same
My love for you grows Becoming stronger each day Im scared of getting hurt Yet love this feeling Im happy all the time Proud to say Im your girl Cant help but want to be by your side Even though I know I cant be Yes I worry you ill find better That my love wont be enough But Im hoping you wont want another You are my love, my world I just hope you feel the same way

Scared
I dont know why Theres this fear I cant shake No matter what I do Im so scared of losing you My heart is in your hands Nothing I can do to change that But I really dont want to I really love you babi Even though Im afraid its too good to be true All I want to do is be with you Just wish this fear would go away That way I could give you my all Love you more than ever Knowing I wont get hurt

Business Trip!!!
I am off to Presque Isle, ME for 3 days for business. It has been 8 years since I moved from there and have been back only twice since then. I am looking forward to seeing all the changes. Should be a good trip, but I am working 10 hour days while there, so not a lot of free time.

Re: Bbc Caught Editing Story To Appease Global Warming Lobbyist
RE: BBC Caught Editing Story To Appease Global Warming Lobbyist ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Apr 2008, 14:34 BBC Caught Editing Story To Appease Global Warming Lobbyist The BBC has sensationally been caught red-handed editing a news story about global warming in order to appease a rhetorical e mail sent by an environmental activist, while it has also emerged that BBC writers are aware of the growing suspicions about apparent attempts to censor skeptics of man-made global warming. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/040708_bbc_caught. htm

This Feeling
You're amazing to me Treat me with great respect Making me feel so special Like Im the only one who matters You give me a feeling One I dont want to lose Always happy with you Scared to death of losing you This feeling seems unreal

Reality Live On Truthnetradio.com Podcast Online!
RE: Global Reality LIVE on TruthNetRadio.com PODCAST ONLINE! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: VANMETER SAYS FREE RENO NOW Date: 07 Apr 2008, 19:00 RE: Global Reality LIVE on TruthNetRadio. com PODCAST ONLINE!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BreakTheB0xDate: Apr 7, 2008 6:58 AMGlobal Reality Hour Podcast (Hosted by RogueGovernment. com)LIVE 1:00pm - 4:00pm on TruthNetRadi̴

Emanon's Auction
OK! TIME IS RUNNING OUT! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar Is your Host so be sure to F/A/R him while your checking this out! Auction ends April 18th at 5pm EST. So don't let time run out! So let's take a look at who's up for sale!!

Molly Co Owner Of Club F.a.r.
#●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#@ fubar I'm here to introduce my first owner ever! I met Molly a few months ago, and despite better judgement, she bid and won me! Check her out, and Fan, Add, and Rate her, and show her lots of love!!!

I Need Your Help!
I need your help! I'm in a "Best Tattoo" contest. All I ask is for you, my Fu friends and family and fans to click on the link and drop me a rate and some comments. I don't even care if it's 1, 10, or 100 comments. Every little bit helps! If you help me out, drop me a private message (no shoutbox) and let me know that you did so. I will be sure to return the love! Thanks guys! ^^^Clicky Here!^^^@ fubar Be sure to drop by the Host's page and show her some love, too! ♥ Hey Jude ♥ member of Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

The King And I
April 5, 2008, I woke up with the realization that I was now one day older than MLK was when he was killed. He was always a giant to me, and an elder, but now, he's actually a young man, in my eyes. It's humbling. he accomplished so much, at 39...and I...not so much. It's more shameful than humbling. I was eating breakfast in some small town cafe in Saint Paul that Saturday morning, sitting at the center table in the center of the room, looking at all the vintage signs and photos from the 1940's, and wondered how likely I would have been beaten, shot, killed, arrested, just for trying to get a decent meal. My friend, a white woman, sat with me, and nary an awkward moment occurred. I owe so much to so many, it's difficult to fathom at times.

Note Copy
hun u have never said anything about the auction it's almost over and i have done as far as can tell i just owe u 1 nsfw my choice and 1 of my tee's i'm just waiting to hear from u. u still owe me a bling pac. it will not kill me if i don't get it but i have done all i said i would except what i named and that only becaues you have not said what . because its not fair to the guy u beat out.

Auction
Ok guys, I'm leaving it up to you to let people know they need to read the rules of the contest. I see some serious bids but not too many real ones. Also Blings are NOT a bid. They can be offered with something else, but not alone. The rules and bid sheet are in my default folder if anyone wants to post them on their blogs or what not. Hope you all are having fun with this...

'nuther Auction
OK, so I'm in this other auction... You can bid on me and buy me if you want to. I'm a good ownee... I promise. You can ask my current owner, Ms. Mojito, if you don't believe me. Check me me out!

Been Awhile
It's been a while since I blogged anything. Three months from now I will be having a birthday. I was reminded of this when asked how old I was today. So I did a little thinking on what I have to show for my almost 28 years of existence. Well I have had many ups and downs...a lot more of the downs it seems most days. Lets go back a few years...I did enough work in school to pass, though when motivated I was on the honor role. I played on the varsity football team all four years of high school. I graduated, went to college, dropped out, was working as a pharmacy tech. Went back to school paying my own way...dropped out again. The third time I went back to college I was paying my own way again, but also taking a class at night to become an EMT and taking classes on the weekends to be a firefighter. I dropped college and upon graduation from EMT class (with the highest grade in the class) I made a career of it. During my career as an EMT/Firefighter I met the woman that would later

I Have Decided That I Am Going To Delete Everyone
I have cut down to 60 friends on my list. And still very few of them come by my profile. I have decided that I am going to delete everyone and gradually add the people that have actually come to my profile on a regular basis back to my friends and family. If this pisses you off, well hey your an adult you'll get over it.

No One, Alicia Keys
~~Dedicated to Jimm Hitt, I love you Baby~~ I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cuz Every thing’s going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is every thing’s going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cuz Every thing’s going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is every thing’s going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Ca

Well Damnit...
I don't who the hell I pissed off but some one decided that my first profile deserved to be deleted. It would be LOVELY if someone from support could possibly give a better response than the generic BS but whatever. Seriously though... I wanna cry.

The Story Of A Sinner And A Savior
Who is he to do these things? a monster? has satan taken over him? what has he become? she was a new light in his life, a reason to live, yet he still finds himself pondering the thought of suicide, that thought caused by her, what does he do? the things he has made her watch, the ugly things that hes done. she deserves more than him, better than him. she deserves the best, because she is the best. she saved his life and never even knew it. the thought of her saved him, it stopped him from finishing the job. for years he has thought of this, thought of killing himself, but for years, he couldnt do the job, he couldnt strike that final blow on himself, the thought of death was too much. but that would all come to an end... the day she left him, tore his soul, and lied with another man, that was the day hed feel deadly, and not long after, he would stare into the abyss wondering... what is life without her? in this bitter torment he would lose sight of what mattered most, he would no

Her Acct. Got Hacked Plz Help
So some how my account got deleted this morning I just had my first HH Sat. had another gift one waiting to be used I was at Fu-King and only had about 1,690,000 points to go to Godfather. So I need my friends new and old to come and help me get it back! PLEASE HELP ANYWAY YOU CAN. I am very upset over this and if it wasn't for certain people on here I probably wouldn't have come back. TinkerbellMN84@ fubar

Survey #1
Please respond with your answers. Friends Survey What Time is it? 2:31 What is your full name? Rebecca Ann ******* What are you most afraid of? Car accidents & ghosts… What is the most recent movie you have seen on bootleg? Hm…”what the bleep do we know?” …..i stopped downloading so much like a good girl Place of Birth? Aurora, Colorado Favorite Food? Italian What is your natural hair color? Light brown I guess Ever been a Neat Freak? Nah, just a freak :) Ever been skinny dipping? yes Love someone so much it made you cry? yes Been in a car accident? No, hence the fear Croutons or Bacon Bits? croutons Favorite Day of the Week? Saturday Favorite Restaurant? Olive Garden

Dj Ghost Rider Dj-ing Tonight For Naughty Girls Lounge
HEY EVERYONE: Fire My Words TILL JUST CLICK ON LINK OR COPY AND PASTE TO UR BROWSER AND JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND NAUGHTINESS: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54397

My Perfect Man
Ok so over the last few months I have been doing a lot of thinking of what I want in a man. What will make me happy in a relationship. Well here is what I have come up with so far. I want a MAN!! Not a boy!! I want a confident, trustworthy, loyal and non abusive man. A man strong enough in who he is to handle me. Someone strong enough to be a bad boy when need to be but wise enough to know its not always required. To be strong enough to handle my strong feelings. To allow me to break down and be a weak female once in a while. Granted I am a very strong woman, but I was raised to be this way. I want to know that me and my children will be safe. I want to feel like a woman next to her man. I want the freedom to be strong and the safe harbor to go to when I need to break down and be weak. Most importantly to have a man that won't abuse me. I want someone that will listen to me when I talk, just like I will listen to them. Someone that will allow me to make my mis

2mos Today
It's been exactly 2 months to the day that I was t-boned and rolled by Mr. Speedracer guy while I was going to work. While my truck and I were lying on the opposite side of the street of which i had been driving on, alot went through my head. And I was amazed that there are still some genuinely kind ppl out in the world. You hear about them on tv and may run across them here in there in everday life. It was nice to see first hand and very much appreciated - especially under the circumstances. Being trapped in your vehicle really sucks ass and you can't help but feel "alone" at that monent and time. Since all that happened it has been a long and hard road - oh yea can't forget painful as all hell!!! But I think I'm heading toward getting back on my feet. I went from being able to do nothing for myself to now being able to do some light stuff on my good days; cook something easy, fold a few clothes and take a short walk. Right now, I still need someone to help me with things since I

Men And Drama
I am sitting here debating, I just answered my BF's cell phone (which I shouldn't of) and it was the ex he dated before he got with me. SO I called her back and she said my BF gave her his name and told her he was single. So I am sitting here, RIGHT NOW, debating how I want to handle this. Because if I go off, it's not going to pretty.

Come Buy Me!!
Offer is: -1 SFW salute -11s on all pics during a happy hour -rate stash during a happy hour -put owned by(whoever buys me)in my name for 2 weeks -buy a gift/drink everyday for 2 weeks -2 edited photos(one that the pics change, 1 with different templates) -add to my MSN or Yahoo -link on my page to your profile for 2 weeks

Surgery Follow-up
Just got in from my follow up visit from my Saturday surgery. Well, Saturday night after the surgery, I got extremely sick and started running a high temperature. This lasted all day yesterday and was no better this morning. Basically to the point that I couldn't move without being in tears from the pain. Of course I should have gone to the emergency room when it first started, but me being the stubborn jackass that I am, I didn't. Anyway, the wonderful doctor tells me today that the incision is infected. That he probably should have waited another week or so to perform the surgery until I was completely fever free. Well golly Wilbur....now is a great time to figure this out. Now I sit here with an IV running in my leg. It will be there for at least two weeks and I get to give myself antibiotics in it twice daily. A home health nurse will come in twice a week while the IV is in to check the site and change whatever needs to be changed. Damn I love me some doctors. So I think

Single Sucks!!!!
hey man single for a while hehehe god honestly i ahte it. im hoping theres a women out there who is single and close bye ky or in lousiville ky bye me. damn well if so hit me up bye email or something or call my number is 15023651154. or email my crazy ass woohoo at davidhomeister@yahoo.com. god july 29th man ill be 21 im going out getting fucking shit faced and dancing and dman i can dance. well hit me up if thers any single ladies. over 18 or 19.

On Call ...lover?
So I'm sitting at the bar last night with my room mate and a couple of our guy friends. Somehow me and my sex life becomes the topic of conversation. How this happend....go figure. Anyway one of the guys that's been trying to date me for awhile now asked me what exactly I was looking for. But when I explained to him what I was looking for he said that men fucking hate woman like me. I don't see how this is possible. I just got out of a 7 year realtionship not too long ago. So I'm not looking for anyting serious unless I ofcourse stumble across Mr. Right. But other than that I'm looking for a kinda of guy that likes to hang out. Makes time for me! Show's me there's an interest. and ofcourse my other FOUR Rules: 1. Has a Job, 2. Has his own Place, 3. Has a Vehicle, 4. Is NOT married!.. I love hanging out with my girlfriends and I'm a firm beleiver that a guy needs to have his away time too. But at the same time i'd like to cuddle on the couch every now and again. I don't expec

Either Your In The Dreamgirlz Or 2nd Alarm Hotties Plz Read
look i'm in the dreamgirlz and i'm proud of that and i'm sure there are some 2nd alarm hotties who feel the same way i'm friends with anyone rather they belong to either group or not . all i ask is that if anyone got a problem with someone from either group please dont put me in the drama i have decided that drama and me dont mix lol.i think that if your friends with someone it should not matter which group they belong in ;) I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART NICOLE~Dream Girlz~~ AOA1FREAK~PLEASE FAN B4 ADD~@ fubar PS MY BIRTHDAY IS ON APRIL 14TH :) :) :) :)

Princess Diana Unlawfully Killed
Princess Diana unlawfully killed The jury noted that the couple were not wearing seatbelts Final hours in Paris Princess Diana and Dodi Al Fayed were unlawfully killed due to the "gross negligence" of driver Henri Paul and the paparazzi, an inquest has found. The inquest jury also specified that Mr Paul's drink-driving and a lack of seatbelts contributed to their deaths. Princes William and Harry said they "agreed" with the verdicts and thanked the jury for the "thorough way" in which they considered the evidence. But Mr Al Fayed's father Mohamed has refused to accept the verdict. The jury returned joint verdicts of unlawful killing through grossly negligent driving - or gross negligence manslaughter The inquest into the 1997 Paris crash that killed the couple and Mr Paul lasted six months. The total cost to British taxpayers of investigating Princess Diana's death is expected to top £10 million. 'Profound gratitude' A poll of 1,000 peo

Her Typical Response & My Counterpoints
This is the response of the flying our American Old Glory upside down gal - She just posted it in her blog and via a "friends request" to me..Below her response is my response to her...feel more than free to add your own: Ok,One I don’t dislike America.Nor, Do I NOT support our troops .What I detest is our goverment .Men,women fought to keep us free . BTW..The flag upside down means a country in distress and we are a country in distress in a big way .Everyday more of our rights are taking away.As far as saying whatever you want in America...not always true.I wish you would have researched what was on my page before you got upset about the flag. Google concentration camps in America,Illuminati,New world order for starters.Btw, I do vote even though it’s rigged and wish Ron Paul (who has more troops support him then any other candidate) would win but our system is rigged .I really think you love your country.I love my country and I want it run by the people 4 the people .We have all th

Tag...i'm Not It...or Unusally Random Questions
1. If you could be any animal what would you be? A Monkey. Monkeys are not expected to behave in a "civilized" manner. They get away with a lot more, like masturbating in public, without being arrested. 2. What would it take to let some one fuck you in the ass? If you will already take a dick in the ass, what would it take to let two people do it at the same time? Anal sex is all about love. As for double anal: roofies. 3. If you could kick anyone in history (real or fictional, male or female) in the nuts, who would it be? I know this may not show any historical aptitude, but the ex, hands down. 4. If you were a mass murderer what name would the media give you? The Amazon Assassin 5. If you were a venereal disease, which one would you be? Why? I'd like to be Chlamydia, because it sounds more like a mythological creature than a VD. 6. If you were a member of the Bush administration, what would be your preferred method of torture? The Pear Of Anguish. Lo

Start The Revolution, Bring It All Down
It may be early in the morning, and i may be wired on a whole pot of coffee, but that has little or no bearing on the truth of the following words. We live in a supposedly "free" country, but free would imply that we as a people have a say in the running of things. these "rightly" elected officials that dictate the going ons of our everyday lives supposedly have the best intrests of us at heart but if you believe that then your just endorsing the ignorence that allows these pimps of free will to dictate the terms of our very exsistence. America has deveated drasticlly from its original course. Dont get me wrong im all for democracy, but democracy done the democratic way, not whatever you want to call this form of willfull enslavement that we all allow to continue through our silence. America has become owned by the drug companies, the oil companies, the international conglamorates and others who seek to put a price on our way of life. Do you seriously think if any of the founding

Crippled
First let me just say I completely and enthusiasticly enjoyed my first day back weight lifting but never did I imagine how sore my body would be in the aftermath of my oh so optomistic workout! Jesus! I'm strutting around my house as if I'm wearing fishtank platforms and a velvet fly guy jacket smack dab in the middle of a scene from "I'm gonna get u sucka"! and it's not even intensional! Who would of know fifty squats would make you walk like a circa 1970's pimp daddy? Hmm...not me!

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

To The Most Important Person In My Life
I met a girl over 20 years ago tht i want lookingfor but she found me and im so glad she did we have enjoyed a full happy life together and we have had bad times as well but im so glad we have been together the time we have and i dont ever want to lose her she is my life even though i dont always show it she is she has given m more in 22 years than most women could give a man in a lifetime and i love her for that very much she is sweet and caring loving all at the same time and im proud to say she is my wife

Pollution
Funny how some people claim they are "green" but yet drive a V8 Sports car while driving one block to go eat lunch instead of walking. They are also the ones that change their own oil and then dumb it in the grass.

First Time
She was late. Although I think there was nothing she could have done, it wasn't her fault the plane got delayed. But I was sitting at the airport for 3 hours now and I was getting real anxious. Finally we would meet in person. For months we had been chatting and talking and sending emails, and today was our moment of truth. Unfortunately I looked like a wreck, cause I hadn't slept for days. I was too nervous to sleep. So here I was looking out for her. So afraid I wouldn't see her... but I couldn't not notice her. It was like a ray of sun walking through the hallways. I was rooted, but somehow I managed to move my arms and get her attention. She was even more beautiful than I imagined. Our first hug was very intense, we couldn't let go. But I had to make sure this wasn't a dream. My fingers felt her nose, her eyes, her cheeks. They went through her hair as my lips softly touched hers. And at that moment I knew it. We didn't have to say a word, we both felt it. Tonight would be ano

These Are The Gorgeous Ladies Up For Auction
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When Zeus And Hermes Came To Town
“And it came to pass in Iconium, that they went both together into the synagogue of the Jews, and so spake, that a great multitude both of the Jews and also of the Greeks believed.” We left Paul and Barnabas last week rejoicing at their successes and not dwelling on their failures in Antioch of Pisidia on their first missionary journey, known to most of us as Paul’s first missionary journey, to spread the good news about Jesus the Son of God dying on the cross and rising from the dead to free every one of us from sin, the separation from God we’ve all incurred by choosing to act out of God’s will for our lives. By the beginning of the fourteenth chapter of Acts, we find Paul and Barnabas arrived safely at Iconium, a town with an interesting history of its own; it had just recently assumed the name under the Roman emperor Claudius. Prior to this, for about two centuries it had been ruled by Rome due to a proviso in the last Attalid king’s will (one of the kings in a family line f

All This About A Kiss
In this life, there are such strong, temptations and longings are as demanding as hunger and thirst. The thought of kissing someone you love, the planned passion and the unplanned lust combine to form an addictive desire. Like the cravings a smoker feels for that next cigarette as they march through miles of non smoking areas, like the desire for just a taste of chocolate a dieter feels when they are using all their willpower to not grab a snack, like the longing some people get to hear their milk tongue spoken when they travel in foreign places. The desire to begin the road to intimacy with a single soft brush of lips upon lips, possibly just a peck at first but then evolving into a full body contact kiss. The thought of someone's lips goes through your mind and you fantasize about how they feel, are they a horny hard kisser or a honey soft kisser, will the kissing spread from lips to other body parts. There's nothing more sensual than kissing a woman all over her body, from her head

To The Man I Love
It wasn't until last week that I realized who you were. I had missed the tall tell signs of the comings and goings of your every day. The subtle hints left for me on the way out the door. The casual kiss upon the cheek and the nudge on the shoulder. I should have guessed that you had found something new to play with. I wonder what she looks like. I gathered from the notes left in you shirt pocket that she writes left-handed and that she dots her "I's" with precise dots.She seems prim and proper, minus the fact that she elaborates the reasons why she wants to fuck you. She's rather coarse in her speech. Something that you had never seemed to like in women before. But then again, who am I to judge? You had found me littered among the other girls. My eyes...That's what you had said. My eyes drew you in, beckoning for me to come forth and take you away to some special place. I laughed at your suggestions. You all but pinched my cheeks and told me that I was the girl you were looking f