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What are you waiting for?
You run away from the pain off others but only to find that you can never actually run from it. The things that would make you cry in the past is gone, but new things are making you cry now. Wishing it would all go away but not knowing how to make it go.Leaving behind everything you know and everyone that you thought that ever cared about you. Then later on finding out that it was never true. You think about the people that supposedly loved you, but then finding out it was all a lie. You ran from it so you would not have to think about them ever again. The only time you actually think that there can be no pain no more lies being thrown at you aganst you is in your sleep. Dreaming is your only excape from the wrongful doings of reality. You remember the sweet dreams that you once encountered, but now all they are are nightmars of the past. Stopping to think is this the right thing to do and not be able to answer your own question. Your mind is always searching for the right thing to do but not ever really knowing what the right thing is anymore.
