Barbarella's blog: "Life"

I hear from guys frequently that I should talk to them and take time to get to know them because they are better and different than all the rest....I am reluctant to talk to someone that I feel may lead to trouble, or even worse, heartache..

Last week this guy had asked repeatedly to talk with me and even though I initially said no, I reconsidered and began to talk with him on the phone. We had several things in common, were not too far apart in distance which was good. We talked sunday through wednesday several times, all good and made plans to go out over the weekend. I had been to the dr on monday and was given meds that had made me sick and I needed to take them til this week. I wanted to have a good time on this date without being sick so on wed. I asked if we could postpone our date a week so that I might be feeling better and be able to truly enjoy our time together. he said thats fine...Apparently it wasnt, he has been ignoring me ever since. So I think the next time a guy sais that he is different and isnt like the others, hes gonna have to do more than just speak he will have to show it by action as well...