Insane MelodyPanda's blog: "Just thinking"

For a bit, during  an early morning my cable company decided to shut me off and I have been using my dad's slooooww p.c that everyone goes on and decides not to log off and  that it needs RAM also.. It runs like Dial up... but it is not supposed to be acting like that. Something about it also doesn't like to rate  anything on here So if I come across your page and just give you a drink in return,,Sorry not my fault. To the people that know me.. I usually rate back...--------Because I can't get back on my p.c. soon enough I had to fix my car first since that was #1 priority on my list,, I was just happy it wasn't as bad as I thought.. Since a friend of mine helped me.. That save me $600 or more
-----I guess, working for a company and working 15 years out of my 17, I have to really watch what I saidA coworker and I got into a heated argument, he couldn't leve things well enough alone,, so I said"Leave me be or I am going to ram this NOS energy drink bottle up  your  butt."  Hmmm, I was told I could've had a case of sexual harassment against me.. Told my manager.. Was nothing sexual about it.(She  thought my saying was funny but I had to watch out.) Then the little dingleberry had the nerve to ask my manager if he can help me working in a certain department...she told him Helll no..(From  what I heard from other shifts they don't want him working that one anyways) I told her it is best to keep him away from me.....Also told my crew,,, This place is gonna be quiet around here, since I have to watch what I say now,,,-------------I learned the same nimrod was trying to get the pharmacy tech. position,,,The same one my niece was asked for,,,She accepted it,,, He doesn't have it.--------By accepting,,, She will not be moving to Canada for  another year... Though she will be married to her hubby by then( by courts and I, the one that raised her,,, wouldn't have known it would be sooner, All I know about the weddding  next year){You know the one that raised her through out the years, helped her and her mother whenever possible.. and sometimes to put my life on hold} That means by October. because her lease is  up then she will be moving back here for a while...----------
Been calling my financial lawyer and to see what is up... I get answering machine... I should have been gone through all the courts by now... and be set... and ready to save enough to move out of here,,,---------Michigans weather is like me.. temperment and attitude can change very quickly..