TODAY I ASKED MYSELF "WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY EXISTENCE MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER IF THINGS WERE A LITTLE DIFFERENT THINGS ARENT SO GOOD AT THE HOUSEHOLD MY BIG BROTHERS BEING SOLD IF YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN I REALLY JUST WANT TO BE SEEN SOME FAME ON MY GOT DAMN NAME I WANT TO FRONT COVER OF MAGAZINES, AND OVER-HYPED BEEFS I WANT SO BAD IM GRITTING MY TEETH BUT SADLY IM STILL HERE THATS ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS TO BE STUCK IN THESE LAME-ASS PLACES WITH THESE LAME-ASS FACES MAYBE ILL JUST HAVE TO FACE IT ILL NEVER BE ANYTHING WORTH TALKING ABOUT BUT WAIT WHY SO MUCH DOUBT ITS LIKE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME KILLING ME ON THE INSIDE AS I HIDE IN THE CORNER OF MY MIND FROM THE WORLD THAT AINT SO KIND I DONT KNOW ABOUT YALL BUT IM IN MY WORLD, I DONT KNOW ABOUT YALL BUT THERES NO SUCH THING AS A GOOD GIRL "GOOD GIRLS ARE JUST BAD GIRLS THAT HAVENT GOT CAUGHT YET" WHAT MY EX ALWAYZ SAY SO SWEET I GIVE DA GIRLS TOOTH DECAY (HA HA) BUT ANYWAY I WANT TO CHANGE PEOPLES VIEWS ON HOW THEY SEE HIP-HOP MUSIC BIG-ASS RECORD COMPANIES MISUSE IT SO IT WONT BE CONTROVERSIAL THEN THEY TURN IT INTO A MACDONALDS COMMERCIAL NO WONDER NAS SAY HIP-HOP JUST DIED THIS MORNING I STILL IN MOURNING OF MY GIRLFRIEND IM GOING IN A WHIRLWIND BUT WHAT CAN I DO AINT LIKE IM SETTING THE CORPORATE WORLD ON ITS EARS I GOTTA BEFORE ANOTHER RINGTONE RAPPER REAPPEARS BUT THE FANS ARE EATING UP HIS PRINCESS DIAMOND CUTS AND ALL THE GIRLS HES CLAIMED TO FUC-K SOMEBODY HAS TO SEE THROUGH THIS OR IM THROUGH WITH THIS
