Hello everyone...Just giving you a little insight to how my life works..I work at the hospital so my hours and days are always changing. Right now I either work from 8am until 4:30 pm, or from 7am until 7:30 pm..And normally after work I'm too tired to even get on here and chat..On my days off I am at home with
my son..I really have no one to watch my son so I do not go anywhere he cannot go. I try to go
out and do things people my age are doing but it never works..If I make plans in advance
something goes wrong and fucks everything up..My life is not mine anymore every chioce I make
is made with my son's best interest at heart. For some people this is hard to understand and others
accept it happily. I spend my days off picking up after my child and making sure the house is
clean and the both of us have clean clothes.
To most this does not sound like much of a life..And granted it rarely lives time for a personal
life. But it's mine..My child has ADHD which makes it three times harder to do anything...It also
makes it hard to date because my child requires 95% of my time. Which does not leave much time
for dating, let alone any quality time with a loved one. It is a constant stuggle to keep up, but I
would not trade it for any thing this world has to offer. There's always a huge amount of stress
and even more sleepless nights!! lol. I will be honest.....It is very lonely and I get tired of being
alone..But one look at my son smiling and it makes all the struggle, stress, and loneliness melt
away. For this is the life I chose and GOD do I love it!!!
So there you have it...A little insight to my CRAZY life....It may not be the best to some, but it is
EVERYTHING to me.. Take care all...-Robin
