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I want to thank a recent experience for teaching me the value of pain and for those that want to claim responsibility for that pain…YOU CAN’T HAVE IT.
It is mine and one of the things that this experience has taught me is that these is a side to me that has become en-caged and if you wanted to unlock the darkness inside of me then congratulations for I have come to realise that the one thing that kept Me as Me was my ability to live a life in hope and to dream…
I have also come to know that there are several types of death and I have found one of those which is the death of the Spirit and with that death of Spirit comes the realisation that the nicer side of me is no more...so as for helping people in this life right now I am tired of being the nice guy and never achieving even a semblance of the dream that I have been given.
So I am going to go through this life just being like every one else as a self centred idiot that thinks of himself before all others and if people do not understand this then that’s your misfortune…and your lack of understanding….
Look within and you just might see death looking back