Is it fair i'm stuck with the why us, why did he hurt us, i tried to stop him from hurting you mommy, where is he? Is he in jail yet? Hunter screamed for an hour for daddy and all i can do is rub his back and tell him mommy is here. I forgave you for the knife to my throat, the gun to my head, being hit with the car, the threats and insults i over looked them and minimized them. Now 6 months free of you and i can't imagine forgiving. I feel sorry for you. I really do. You really are sick and need help. And now so do our children. BUT luckily they have me. And that piece of paper that says you can't come around them. I kept my mouth shut long enough. 6 out of the 8 years we were together i let you beat the shit out of me. And now it's out in the open.