sorry, didn't have time to end it, here's the last two stanzas.
Happiness evades me, a butterfly who refuses to be caught,
the more I reach for it, the fruther away it goes,
every ounce of joy escapes me, I'll never gain what I saught,
left alone with my past, myself, and my infinite woes.
So here I stay, stay o I may begin to pray,
Pray, as I never pray, that I may see the day.