Crazed2APoint ENIGMA WRAPPED IN FOOLISHNESS's blog: "Crazed Times"

i just don't care about the hurdles coming up against me
whats meant to be will be, no matter if its good or bad for me
honor the code of life, that not everything goes right
i turn left, shoulda turned right, got hit by something outta sight
out of sight out of mind doesn't always work out that way
cus no matter how far out of sight it still comes to the light someday
now some say, the grass is always greener on the other side
they lied, i tried, hopped over the fence and flowers i had seen died
listening to the whistling of the wind blow i caught a breeze finally
but no longer feel at ease, wind blowing pieces of me away from me
catch a few put em back in and on me
like a puzzle till i regain some of my damn sanity
i can't keep doing this my mind is to stuck on crazy
peddle to the medal like a daredevil, but the gas tank just hit E
question mark on the road got stranded in a town called mystery
2 paths to take one to be happy the other to be stuck in misery
my past always follows me, but my past is presently history
politely shove it to the back pray angels will hold it back
let me walk the road of happiness before my insecurities attack
heart intact, but my mind and body are so far back
heart and mind disconnect is pretty much where i'm at
mind and body on one side of the road, heart on the other getting cold
in the part that divides the roads what hovers in the middle is my soul
torn more and more as it gets pulled harder and harder
my soul is in agony and i can't blame my father
neither one of em, not the one that created life, or the one that gave me life
had rocky relations with both but i'm the one stopping things from being right
wrong or right, when it came to my beliefs i was ready to fight
so i will not quit while i'm stranded here with no lights
my life's in my own hands and i have a choice to make
wait for the sun to come up and choose a road to take
have no idea if i'll be right cus all of life is like the road im on, a mystery
after that realization the road turned into my room with 4 walls around me
oh the insanity, oh woe is me, what in the hell is wrong with me?
nothing at all, i just have problems just like any and everybody, leave me be