Some of you know I can drive up to 750 miles in a week So I spend alot of time alone in my car thinking, talking on my cell or listening to my music. My music is usually downloaded and mixed depending whats going on with me or what im feeling, If a stranger were to call on my ride home I would probably just talk and not care who was on the other end. Just to be able to talk about stuff, and boy I can talk "stuff" LOL. Some times I wish it would ring. I figure I have a ton of numbers and lots to talk to but have you ever just been so lost in thought that when it does ring you dont even hear it. My thoughts run deep sometimes, well most of the time. I often think about what I could have done differently to affect how something has turned out. Did I make the mistake or something or someone else. I do anaylize alot of my life, cant help it its who I am. I wish I could fix somethings but others I choose not to. My music, page, pictures, and my writting reflect who I am. Wondering how many people can really look at me and figure me out and know what kind of person I really am.
On my ride there is a place I pass that I call "My Place" its a small hill, More like a bump LOL. This hill is a place I want to just stop and sit under one of its 3 trees and just think or read or even just watch the cars go by. The hill sits on the highway and everytime I pass it I think of how many people I have told about this place and I thinks its only 3. I love & hate this hill. I love that its in between both my worlds but yet at the same time I hate it for other reason I only will know. I stopped the other night on the side of the highway to take a picture of it because it brought back some memories and thoughts I have thought about while passing it. I SOOO wanted to cross the highway and not get killed to go sit there even if it is only 1 second. It would mean alot for me, however I will probally be asked by police if Im crazy and to leave LOL. I just might be. The only thing its missing for me is my lilacs...................Anyway thats My place
