Update on my grandma.. As you all know who I am and what I am going through right now but listen very closely ok.. The Hospices said that she will die any time and any day.. If this happens I don't know what I will do.. I will have a break down or I don't know.. Why does this has to happen to me now in my life of the year of 2007 that is bullshit.. It is not fair at all.. Damn it.. There is alot of things I have to talk to my grandma about and everyone is here and I can't do it.. It is really hard but I could never get the chance to tell her how sorry I was from yelling at her treating her bad an all kinds of shit.. Now I don't know what Happen.. If I don't talk to her I will regert it.. Bullshit this shit has to happen.. She is only 66 years old.. And she is really young.. It is really silly of me and stupid of me.. Give you all updates on my grandma as soon as I found out more ok..
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