My darling lil bear how i wish you had lived. I wish your daddy and i had not lost you before you had a chance to live. We had such hopes for you my lil one. How your daddy would have loved you my son. How you would have been a mix of both of us . looking like him yet being kind of heart like me. My darling lil bear how i wish you had been able to be born. I love you LIl Bear where ever you are. I know your daddy loves you to.
