"My body is the queen of deception,
A size 4 is never an exception,
Feeling full would be my digression,
My body aches to end this obsession."
"Look perfect, Be perfect, My body would tell me,
I could never be what I wanted to see,
I understood and accepted, death could be my only key,
With a stained heart and broken body, I fall to my knees."
"Self destruction appeared in many forms,
Losing a pound was like being reborn,
Yet day after day, I wanted to lose more,
Losing a pound, Losing my life, I've become so torn."
"My body was eating itself alive,
My body was vapid, it needed a sign,
My body was stubborn, deeper down it would dive,
My pain was there, visible and live."