things have become very tough for me to handle anymore. I have dealt with enought pain and bullshi that I cant take anymore. I am so ready to end my life and be free of this torment. But I know thatisnt the way to deal with things. I hope to one day find love and happiness in the one that is meant for me. Piers and I have broken apart and I am trying to move on with my life as best as possible. Hopefully one day my true love will come to me! But only time can trully tell what my future holds and who my love shall be!