Over 16,536,206 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
Blackened hearts reek with the smell of angry defeat. I can almost hear your agony riding on the wind, and I can almost taste your deception on my lips. I sort of feel bad for you, until I remember all the things you did to break me down. And then I simply shake my head in muted anger of my own. Then i remember to breathe and let that anger slowly, carefully draw itself out of me. I still haven't forgotten, and though I say i've forgiven, i'm really not sure if I actually mean it.
You are all the things in this world that are wrong. And one of the people who create victims in the wake of a hurricane. You are like a hurricane. Tearing down the things in your path, without so much as a second glance.
I wonder.
I wonder if you even have a soul.
I wonder if you are sucking the lives and love out of those around you.
I grieve in the knowledge that you even have lives to be responsible for.
I shouldn't hate you, but I do.
It's a horrible word, but one so fitting.
There has only ever been one person to warrant such a word from me.
Not a good prize by any measure. Someday I hope you'll wake up, but that's a fantasy.
Someday. Someday things have to change.
I have hope and faith that someday someone will smile down on me.
<3
