Here it is March 20th my son's 9TH B-DAY an yet it seems as if I was just changing his diapers an holding him in my arms, I know I've missed alot from may 18TH of 2008 till resently because of my cancers my mind just wasn't with me but I will say this much if it wasn't for Edward/Summer an Jo Jo plus John (husband), my mother an father-in-law plus the doctors I wouldn't be here today to enjoy my little mans BIG DAY... I love them so much, they were there when I needed them most an still are for whatever reason just makes me wanna cry thinking about it, what this family has went through for damn near 2 years because of me but what can you do when your sick? Anyways I just want to say to those that's going through this or going to be let anyone & everyone help you don't push em away it doesn't help in the long run believe me...