Memories take control
Nothing I can do
I am stuck
Pulled under by the truth
I cannot trust anyone
No more reason to belong
I looked after everyone
But no one looked after me
My memories take control
Making my life seem strong
But I am weak
Memories suffocating me
I don't want to be alone
But I dont know how
To let go
Save me
someone?
I break promises
So I can comfort myself
No one really cares
They are full of empty words
Empty words and promises
Its all I ever got
Now
I need more
My knife isn't empty
Its sharp and real
And does what it promises
It releases me of pain
So I can face the next day
I hurt myself on the outside
To try to kill the pain inside
