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So my life is not so sun shiny just now. I don't feel like giving a complete explanaition regarding the situation, but suffice it to say that I am absolutely miserable. I have to focus on fixing what I must to ensure the next step is in the right direction. That direction leads me to my kids.
How does one explain that their' children love them absolutely and want to be with them, but choose to live with the other parent because of the situation they don't want to suffer through any longer? I know without the details you will only be confused, but living where I am, at my parents house, with my parents, isn't where my children wish to be. Soooooooooo I have to get us all out in one piece but in pieces and it makes no real sense to me just yet. I hate today and may hate tomorrow even more, but I will keep going because I know it will all be okay at some point.
I might not be on much or talk much, but I will probably blog again.
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