i am writting this blog in a very depressed andgry state of mind.any one that can talk to me or help me to understand is greatly appreciated..
ok,i have been the type of person to always believe in love and want love in my life.i have always wanted to have a family and get married.thank the good god above all my wishes and prayers came true.i met the most wondrful woman in the world and my life was great.just when i thought it could not get any better she had my only child a beautiful little girl named jasmine.for 2 more years my life was great and my heart was full of happiness.on march 27,2006 my beautifull wife died in wal-mart from a heart attact at the age of 24.from that point until now my life has been shit,the only light that comforts my heart is my little girl.that is love and made from love..
i hate being single and i hate the dating seen.to hear a woman say they want a good man really pisses me off.to hear people that are not happy in there relationship pisses me off.people who have some one and do not appreciate the person pisses me off.how do you go from believing in love with all your heart to hating the thought of love??why is it that the people who would make a great partner for some one is single.why is it that the good people always hook up with ass holes at first?why when you are straight up and honest no one wants to give you the time of day,then when some one plays them the first thing out there mouth is where are all the good men or woman at...????life sucks and love is the best joke ever told...
...........................love and hate mixed with anger.....
