LilSqueaker's blog: "Missing you!"

Sometimes I get very lost and don't know my way back to the surface. I try my best to make the people that are important to me in my life happy. I put everyone infront of myself and always have. I know that I get lost a lot and I know taht I make a lot of mistakes but those that stand next to me and help hold me up when I'm weak get the best pay off. Those that stand next to me and be pattient get lov from me that no one really knows how to give anymore. 

I know that I can lean on some people and that I can talk to them but Joe was the one that would tell me, "hey take a deep breath and think". He knew me more than anyone. He knew just what to say to make me smile and sort though all the tangles in my head. I don't know I guess taking my daughter and curing up in a hole till everything passes by isn't an option lol.