I am lost..
Found, gone yet not.
My heart aches.
And I cry.
Needed touch
yet none there.
I sleep awake.
Eternally loved yet
unknown.
remaining out of reach
here but gone
My mind whirls
round n round
I deserve none.
crazily sane.
Forever lost to me.
Who am I?
Treacherously sweet
Stabbing life
with nothing.
I cry for peace.
beauty is seen
not touched.
I remain alone
in a busy world
where to go?
who to be?
I am gone
lost in twirling.
mind not stopping.
deep wanting
needing unknown
world not seeing
what I am....
stagnant blood
pumping repeticiously
unfound..
a smile lost
soul tarnished
you do not see
what I know.
I am not
yet here I am.