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Ever been in a crowded room and been the lonelyest person there? Why is it that I have so many people around me yet I feel unfulfilled and lonely? Why is that a stranger can make me smile while the people who are suppose to be closet to me can't? Why is it that I find nothing in my life but work and people wanting things from me? OK, I have many children who constantly are demanding from me every day. Don't get me wrong, I love my children and that part of my life, but at the end of the day I feel as though I have nothing left to give back to anyone else because I've gotten little to nothing from anyone else. I feel like I can't even think about next week or next year because I'm so focused on just getting through today. So, here I sit, taking a few moments from my day to ponder these things. I'm not depressed or angry, just wondering where does life go from here. Is this all there is? Is there more somewhere? I don't have any answers just questions. I guess it's the age old questions of why are we here and who are we really? Just pondering.....
