As I'm sittin here, i'm tryin to figure out a way to get a vehical and money to get to Indiana. My grandmother is dieing and they are calling in the family.... I didnt get to say good-bye to my grandpa, now it looks like the promise I made myself to be able to see my grandmother before she died is going to fall short as well. I'm a fucking lousy grandchild....and I hate this fucking world......
