i'm sitting here right now, wondering about people.
why people do some of the things they do.
how people can come into your life for the briefest of moments yet you never forget them.
wondering how it is that you can meet someone, talk to them a couple of times, yet know more about them than you know about people you've known for years.
i wonder why it seems that some people only enter your life just to hurt you and what reason there is behind that, is it a sign that you need to re-evaluate where your life is headed, or is it just because they themselves need to re-evaluate their lives?
i wonder how it is that some people seem to float through life as if they don't have a worry in the world when the majority of us have so many.
i wonder how some people can be one person with you yet another person with other people, do they even know who the real them is?
i wonder why some people will talk to you once or twice, tell you things about themselves that are close to their hearts and then never really speak to you again.
and then.... i wonder about myself.
i wonder why i let people get close enough to me for them to be able to hurt me.
i wonder if i should distance myself from those around me more than i already do.
i wonder if i was a different person maybe they would be too.
i wonder if opening myself up to people that don't really know me is the best thing, or if i should avoid new people and letting them get close to me, to know things about me that so few do.
i wonder if the people i have put my faith and trust in realise what they hold in their hands.
who knows if anyone really knows themselves
