I'm not sure if this is the right time to post this are not,but it doesn't matter,I'm posting it for myself. It's aimed at a few people and at the same time it's not aimed at anyone. So take it as it's meant to be the true me out in the open, you don't have to like it and you don't have to hate it. Hell you don't even have to accept it,because I know you never will,so not asking you to.
"MY PERSONAL HELL"
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
One day your close to me ,
the next day your 1,000 miles away.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
Not that it matters.
It really doesn't.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I sit back day in,
and day out.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I sit back and take it all.
I sit back and say nothing.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I take and take.
All of it.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I take all your good.
I take all your bad.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
You turn on my feelings,
As if they were just toys.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I take and take.
All of it.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
It doesn't matter.
It's really doesn't.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
It doesn't matter.
Because you don't care.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
It doesn't matter.
It really doesn't.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I hope this makes you happy.
I really do hope this makes you happy.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
Now I'm so full of you,
That I can't feel myself anymore.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
You've win,
You've broke me.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
I hope your happy.
You did the one thing I thought no one could.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
Your putting me through hell.
You really are.
Yet I can't let go of you.
I don't want to let you go.
YOUR PUTTING ME THROUGH HELL.
YOU REALLY ARE.