Johnnymontana's blog: "Thoughts on the Sundry"

One thing I have learned in my life is to never say never which is why I keep doing that all the time.  We don't really learn to not say that we just say it cause we all know things constantly change in this life. I have always said I would never eat insects.  Except if involved in a plane crash in the jungle with no food and was really really hungry!! I will cook them if I can find fire.  I will never have a pet snake. Many people have them but somehow they just don't have the same look in their eye that a doggie or kitty does.  I will never, never, ever go out with a Pittsburg Steeler fan and I will never get Fu married on this site.  Seems to be the most ill named concept for sharing points I had ever seen....just call it sharing points.  Well I was wrong on both of those last nevers and now appear to be somewhat of a hypocrite.  In fact I not only appear to be a hypocrite..I am one I guess.  But my heart was in the right place.  Then I met someone that just came barrel assin in and changed all that in about two seconds for me. 

Now as most of you guys who read this blog know, there are tons of beautiful women on this site.  Even better they have lots of cleavage to show and look awesome. I have been blessed to have some very good friends here who are not only great people but also have awesome cleavage. Men love great cleavage.  It is not our fault, we just do because God made us that way.  The difference was that I never really wanted to touch any of them in a big way because I know that it is the way you relate in your heart that really makes a difference in a real relationship.  I can hear the guys out there..."which heart are you referring to Johnny?' Pervs!!!  The one you feel with...ok I guess that could go either way too. What i am trying to say is something that makes your soul have constant orgasms of happiness.  We all want it.  It takes work and building and time.  It is not easy to find.  

So I swore I would never get Fu engaged, married, have Fu children or have Fu retirement. The one that changed my mind I saw my first day on Fu..she seemed so beautiful and made my heart skip a couple beats.  That was all I remember till she showed up on my page.  The rest is history.  I could not see straight.  I could not think clearly.  I could not do anything.  I did go around the house running into walls and wondering where I put my  truck keys, ( after two hours of searching I found them  in my pocket...that is what Kim does to me)....things like that.  Next thing I know I am Fu engaged. 

You can't help but get engaged here when you meet someone special.  It happens all the time and then they get divorced.  Come to think of it that happens in real life all the time too.  It is just a lot cheaper here cause there is no alimony!!! No child support cause the kids are not real.  When I saw I had something that was real for us both...I jumped without a parachute and feel like I can fly!!  It is a remarkable feeling and makes me feel like I am on top of the world.  Of course online you have to learn about each other and grow together. You both have to want it...if it was not that way for me and her I would never have done this...cause I want the real thing..and this is the real thing. The great thing about being online is we would never have met any other way.  I am in the mountains and she is by the ocean in New Jersy..the odds of running into each other at WalMart is minimal. 

So call me a hypocrite.  I would rather feel that feeling within than never have a chance to do this....thank you Kim...you are the best..and I am very proud of you!!!  Thank you for giving me a chance to get to know you...you make my heart smile...and much more... the rest of you laughing at me..and you know who you are..LOL  have at it..meantime I will just on this path and be happy I can change my mind about something when it is staring me in the face....a good quality for us all to aspire too...back to the regular blog tomorrow..