Sometimes I sit here and I think. Why did you have to go? You where the only man that had ever made such a impact on my life.You may have only been my Grandpa but you where truly amazing. I love you so much! You where like a father I never had. Just all the small little things you said to me as a child growing up to be a woman in this big world. You told me so many things. You told me things to watch out for. You told me things that where right from wrong. You told me things about the world even before my time and I would tell you stories about how my life was going on in that point and time.So tonight I have sat here and I have thought of you all night long. I miss you so much! Why did you have to go so fast? Soon it will make 7 years you have been gone.Oh how I miss you so! You where everything to me. You where truly amazing. Why did the big man up above say it was your time to go? Was this just a joke? That he had to pull you away from me and make me face reality. Oh so much and oh so hard! This hurts me oh so much. I want you to come back! I miss you so much! You made me realize things that I can not face alone. It hurts to know that you are truly gone. Why did he take you away from me? I can't bare another moment. I want you back here with me. It hurts knowing you are up there celebrating Thanksgiving without me. Why does he always seem to take the ones that makes a impact on ones life? It hurts me so much! I want you back! I would give anything just having you back here on Earth with me and the rest of the family. It would be Heaven on Earth. So please come back to me! It would truly make all of us so happy yet once again a big ole family. So please guard us and let us be watched over with by you, so we can feel your presence and your touch just watching over us. I know without a doubt that you are already but I just want to have your touch hear your voice and know you are there. I miss you! I love you! If I could just sit on your lap while you are up there in God's world I would be so happy. I was your first Granddaughter there is a few more of us out there but i know that you told me that I was your favorite.Hopefully I have not failed you nor mad you sad or angry cause you know that would only sadden me if I have or did.I Love You Papal and one day I will be with you till then I will only have nothing but memories of you through out my house. I try not to cry cause I now it only hurts you but its just so hard especially this time of the year.
