Ok so I made a mumm. Here is what it was..
Ok so for almost a year i became friends with this girl via myspace. She got pregnate by an ex I still have feelings for. I still have strong feelings for him. She is a good friend. Then their baby was born last night. Im in a good relationship. I cant drive my car/borrow a car and I want to go see the baby. Who was born 1-2 hrs away. on one hand I feel its wrong since it will be my ex there too. but then hes a friend too and he was my friend before my current bf. Is it wrong to ask my bf if him and I can go see the baby?? what should i do??
Im just anxious because I've helped them both out talking to them about their tomotuos relationship. Even through out the relationship/pregnancy. Also I know they'll be good parents and since I cnat have my own I want to be able to celebrate a gift given to soemone else. I wanna be able to have Cadence be spoiled by me. I guess I cant have kids so when a friend does I wanna be there alot so I can have memories I may never have.
Sean and I are solid as a rock. Hes the best and nthing like the rest. lol i had to.. I think when I go to ask Sean he'll feel as if Im using the baby as an excuse to see dani. I wanna see all three of them. I wanna meet Sammi face to face. I only met her on Myspace. Then Dani I havent seen in years. Baby Cadence is lucky to be here. Sammi was having issues of dialting too soon and contraction at 5-7 months.
So what am I going to do?
I am going to talk to Sean about it. Tell him I wanna go she everyone in a few weeks. Make an incredible meal and take it up too them. Plus have a goodie bag for baby which will include teh sweetest looking high top cons EVER! a faded pink denim looking! In baby size!! So I know Sammi and Dani will love them!! well thas my decision and im sticking too it.
mucho smooches
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